Chapter 21: Shanzi's Thoughts

Shanzi was concentrating on reading in the library, and a girl was holding a book, sat down across from him, and asked, "Don't you mind?"

Shanzi raised his head when he heard the sound, shook his head, lowered his head and continued to burrow into the book. The girl stopped talking and began to read. Until the dead of night, Shanzi closed the book and left, and the girl got up to leave. After that, every day, Shanzi and the girl would meet unexpectedly in the library, performing the same plot.

Shanzi was a little dazed by such an encounter, on this day, after the girl sat down and looked down at the book, he secretly glanced at her, he felt that this girl was a little familiar, racking his brains before remembering, she was the girl he saw on the day of admission, what was her name? Shanzi couldn't remember it anymore, he couldn't help but be a little distracted.

"What are you thinking?" you've been reading this page for twenty minutes. The sound that poured into his ears interrupted Shanzi's thinking, he raised his head in a panic, looked at the girl blankly, and looked around, his face was hot.

"What do you see?" the girl looked at him with clear eyes.

"Ah...... What? Don't you know me?"

Shanzi shook his head and nodded again. The girl was amused by his funny appearance, and she smiled and said, "Xie Yuhan." ”

"Xie Yuhan, yes, Xie Yuhan. Shanzi said silently in his heart.

Xie Yuhan stretched out his hand and said, "Let's get acquainted with each other again?" ”

"Gu ...... Gu Yuanshan. Shanzi timidly stretched out his hand and lightly touched Xie Yuhan's hand, sweating all over.

"Can we be friends?"

"I don't have girlfriends. No...... No...... I mean, I don't make female friends!" Shanzi panicked so much that the logic was unclear.

"Haha...... Ha ha...... Is that to have a girlfriend?" Xie Yuhan laughed and teased him.

"I ...... I...... Gone first...... "Shanzi fled in the wilderness." Xie Yuhan stared at his back, a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Back in the dormitory, Tie Dan and the others didn't know where Ye went, Shanzi finished washing up and climbed into bed, he tossed and turned on the bed, unable to sleep. He heard a noise in the hallway, probably because the night owls had returned, and he quickly closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

"Huh...... Come back so early today, there's a situation!" the fat man's voice.

"I'll see. Tie Dan leaned his head close to Shanzi's bed as he spoke, and Shanzi didn't dare to come out. Iron Egg walked away, saying as he went, "Tap, he's asleep." ”

It wasn't until they turned off the lights that Shanzi opened his eyes and quietly exhaled.

This night, he had insomnia, and his mind kept replaying everything that had just happened in the library, and Xie Yuhan's voice and smile were dangling in front of his eyes, lingering. He didn't understand what the reason was, he was upset all night, and he didn't dare to turn over, for fear of waking them up and being forced to confess, and his life would be even more difficult. Finally, in the early morning, he got up early and slipped into the classroom.

Tie Dan stepped into the classroom and went straight to Shanzi's seat, leaning down to stare at Shanzi, who unconsciously avoided his gaze. Tie Dan said, "Why are your eyes as red as rabbit eyes? Didn't you go to bed early last night?"

"Nothing. Don't make trouble, read a book!" Shanzi walked with Tie Dan, Tie Dan walked a few steps, and then turned his head to look at him, he felt that his gaze was like a perspective mirror, as if he could see through his mind if he looked at it again, and he couldn't help but stand on end.

In class, Shanzi tried his best to cheer up, but he didn't listen to anything. On the next class, he actually fell asleep on the table. Tie Dan secretly turned his head to look at him, wondering in his heart: "Shanzi shouldn't be sick, right? I've been going crazy with those heroes for a while, and I really don't care much about him!"

Tie Dan blamed himself a little. After class, Tie Dan walked to Shanzi's side, he didn't even know it, Tie Dan gently patted him on the shoulder, Shanzi reflexively sat up straight, looking at Tie Dan with a dull gaze. Tie Dan said: "If you don't deal with your body, go back to the dormitory and rest, don't hold on!"

"Headache!" Shanzi will do what he wants, and leave the classroom as if he were running away. He didn't go back to his dormitory, but walked alone to the pond at the back of the school and walked around it. Suddenly, a familiar figure jumped into view - Xie Yuhan, Shanzi was inexplicably surprised, and quickly turned around to escape.

"Gu Yuanshan. Xie Yuhan had already seen him and was calling him.

Shanzi embarrassedly retracted her steps to escape, and looked back at Xie Yuhan, who had already walked in front of him.

"Why do you want to run when you see me?" Xie Yuhan raised his eyebrows and asked him with a wink.

"I didn't ...... There is no ......" Shanzi stammered, and his words were incomplete.

"You're talking like this all the time, stammering!"

"Who said that!" In the face of Xie Yuhan's provocation, Shanzi was a little angry, and the words were smooth.

"Isn't that a good point?" Xie Yuhan said with a smile.

"What exactly do you want to do?" asked Shanzi coldly.

"What can I do, what do you want me to do?" Xie Yuhan put away his smile and looked serious.

"I'm leaving!" Shanzi turned around and walked forward without looking back, Xie Yuhan stomped his feet angrily behind him.

"Inexplicable!" Shanzi scolded inwardly. His heart was even more upset, and he decided to wave Xie Yuhan out of his mind and stop thinking about her. However, after a while, Xie Yuhan jumped up and down in his head again, and he couldn't wait to clean his brain thoroughly with soap and water.

Xie Yuhan sat alone by the pond sulking, she thought: This Gu Yuanshan is simply a piece of wood! Dumbfounded, he doesn't understand anything except reading, he is simply a guy who doesn't eat the fireworks of the world!

Shanzi went back to the dormitory and slept with his head covered, and now he really fell asleep. Somehow, he was sick, feverish, lightheaded, sweating profusely, which frightened the guys in the dormitory, took turns to take care of him, and didn't dare to go out into the wild anymore.

Xie Yuhan hadn't seen the people in Shanzi's dormitory messing around on campus for several days, nor had she seen Shanzi go to the library to read books, she was faintly anxious, and she couldn't blatantly go to him, so she was depressed.

She still went to the library every day, and even wandered around the pond every day, wherever she saw the mountains appearing, she went. After tossing like this for a few days, her mood became more and more depressed, and she vaguely understood that she liked Gu Yuanshan's log.

Under the careful care of the seven buddies, Shanzi's health has improved, and he is like going to the ghost gate for a while, and the whole person has shrunk by one. Seeing that he was able to eat something, the amount of food picked up, and the seven big boys finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"Old Five, you have finally come back to life!" the fat man pretended to worship the Buddha.

"We're going to send you a great immortal to call for a soul!" said Longhair.

"It's good to come back to life!" the others said in unison. Tie Dan quietly stared at Shanzi, his gaze deep.

These days, Shanzi has figured out his thoughts, and he feels that he is afraid that he has put Xie Yuhan's girl in his heart. But he couldn't let her grow unbridled in his heart. He can't be a fly that always lies on the glass, seeing only light in his eyes, but not the potential danger. He felt that he and Xie Yuhan were people from two worlds, and their trajectories would never intersect.

Shanzi reappeared in the library, and the person was thin and seemed to be a little older. Xie Yuhan was overjoyed when she saw him again, she ran to his side and asked, "Where have you died all these days?"

Xie Yuhan's tone seemed to be questioning his intimate lover. Shanzi looked up at her, his eyes were cold, and said, "I'm sick." ”

"Does it matter?" Xie Yuhan's heart softened, her original intention was not to really question him, but to worry about him and worry about him.

"Alright. I'm going to read a book. Shanzi gave the eviction order with an expressionless face, and Xie Yuhan was embarrassed.

Shanzi ignored her anymore and lowered his head to read by himself. Xie Yuhan stood beside him for a while, feeling very bored, and left angrily.

Shanzi's heart was full of mixed feelings, happiness, loss, disappointment, and regret...... He thought: it's better to end like this, the ending without a beginning is the best ending, and it won't hurt each other. In the process of growing up, he has always been cautious, he will not easily believe in a person, will not easily accept a person, and will not easily hurt a person......