Chapter 12: Relief
Aerial photography drones spin overhead.
Li An turned his head and saw Gu Xiangjin, and Gu Xiangjin also saw Li An.
There was no pause, no speechlessness, and no crying. Gu Xiangjin showed a smile, and his undetectable eyes changed from his previous calm and waveless gaze, as if he wanted to jump out of the excitement.
She wanted to run, she wanted to throw herself into his arms. But the truth is that she still walked against the flow of people, with her head down and acting aimlessly.
She just gave Ang Lee a smile, and she still had to finish her shooting.
Things that Ang Lee didn't notice before, or saw things and people that he didn't think about, are connected one after another in his mind at this moment, and it should have been seen a long time ago, and there is a shooting task here today. It's just that I'm so caught up in my own memories that I ignore the obvious.
Li Xunhuan should know about the current shooting, and even he is cooperating, but he really doesn't know the situation between himself and Gu Xiangjin, so when he said that he was separated, he would show that kind of expression, an imaginary and unexpected expression.
Raising his head and looking in the direction of the classroom, sure enough, his classes today were all fake. Li Xunhuan was standing there looking down and came into contact with Ang Lee's gaze, and he signaled that he was innocent and that he was just cooperating with the shooting.
Ang Lee stood stunned in place, maybe a few seconds, maybe half a minute. He only heard the noise of the students around him, and it seemed that he was participating in the music video for the first time, and although it was from the perspective of passers-by, he was also expressing his excitement.
Then the crowd began to disperse slowly, and Li An saw Gu Xiangjin, who was walking slowly with two cups of milk tea, not jumping and jumping like before, and there was no movement as if he was going to wrap around him.
It doesn't even seem to be obvious that she seems to have loved herself deeply and loved deeply for six years.
Gu Xiangjin walked calmly and generously to Li An's side and smiled: "Oh, let's have something." ”
She likes to drink milk tea, but she has always been indifferent to milk tea, although she doesn't hate it, she doesn't like to drink it very much, and she always likes to buy two servings and drink one for herself, forcing Li An to drink it too, and as long as she sees Li An frowning and impatiently taking a sip, she will smile. Li An thought about these in his heart, and the movements in his hands did not fall, and he took the milk tea.
"The staff only bought milk tea, so, I'm sorry, I can only force you. ”
Gu Xiangjin brushed the hair on his forehead behind his ears and said embarrassedly. Li An took a sip: "It's not bad, the weather is quite cold, take two sips, it's quite warm." ”
"yes, I'll just say it tastes good, you don't always ......"
Gu Xiangjin was halfway through his words, then shut up and glanced at Li An.
Li An was noncommittal, and glanced at the staff in the distance and the aerial photography drone that had just landed: "Let's talk about it in another place?"
Gu Xiangjin glanced at the time: "Okay, then you wait for me first." She ran over there and had spoken a few words, and one of the assistants handed her a dark brown trench coat, and she wrapped herself in a pure white handmade scarf as she walked over.
Ang Lee remembers that he also has a handmade scarf at home, which is also pure white.
"I don't know why I'm particularly afraid of cold lately, maybe it's because I'm older. Gu Xiangjin teased himself.
"Wear more clothes, especially in this case. Li An gestured with his gaze to Gu Xiangjin's original dress, only a sweater seemed to be worn inside the thin jacket, and a pair of fleece stockings were underneath. "When the weather is bad and you need to come out and shoot something. ”
"Well, got it. ”
There was nothing to say all the way, Ang Lee's footsteps were in the direction of the library, Gu Xiangjin pouted behind his back, and went to the library again. His eyes were a little divergent, thinking that since he was together in his junior year, the most place the two got along with each other after they were together was the library, which was full of memories left by time.
Sure enough, Li An still sat in his old position, and just as he wanted to pull out the chair next to him, he saw that Gu Xiangjin had already sat opposite. He put the chair back as if nothing happened, and looked at Gu Xiangjin silently after drinking milk tea before finding a topic and saying, "What is your situation today?"
Hearing Ang Lee's voice, Gu Xiangjin, who was trapped in his memories, came back to his senses, and subconsciously pouted on the straw: "I can't see it, shoot the MV." ”
Ang Lee frowned and glanced at the straw: "Look at the way you looked just now, you are both a director and a starring actor?"
Gu Xiangjin saw Li An frowning and looked at the straw, and subconsciously let go of the straw: "No, no, the main thing is that the lens has to shoot the feeling I want, so I will take a special look." ”
"Well, haven't you been modeling?"
"It's not like I didn't have a chance before, you know, I really want to be an actor. ”
Gu Xiangjin pursed his lips and continued: "It's just that I didn't go to the Drama Academy in the end for various reasons, so it's a pity." It's not going to be easy to get a chance right now, and of course I'm going to take it. Let's start with the heroine of this MV, and I sang the song of this MV. ”
"By the way, do you know who wrote the lyrics for this song for me, it's your former senior's ex-girlfriend's statement, by the way, she didn't use her real name, don't say it. ”
Statement, Chinese talented girl. It was a surprise, but not a big surprise. "You're on good terms now?"
"It's okay, I didn't know much about it before, but now I often eat it together. ”
Ang Lee said: "Well, the presentation is very talented, and it would be good if you could be good friends." ”
Gu Xiangjin began to pout on the straw again, and then fell silent after a silent hum, the two of them suddenly didn't know what to say, just when the atmosphere was getting more and more awkward, Gu Xiangjin took a breath and said, "Ang Li, you see I'm fine now." ”
Li An knew the meaning of Gu Xiangjin's sudden words, you don't owe me anything.
Gu Xiangjin continued to speak: "Don't look like this, it's not your reason to break up, you know that we didn't break up because of emotional discord, I hope you don't look like this." ”
"You know, what I want is companionship, preference, the kind of love that the whole world thinks I'm wrong, and you think I'm wrong, but you'll still coax me first, and then tell me right or wrong. Of course, it's not anyone's fault, your life is that your work is important, even more important than me, and that's fine, the point is that what I want is a desperate preference, and your thinking is right and wrong. ”
She paused and took a sip of milk tea: "I thought you would change, or I would adapt to you." But after so long, both of us have been too focused on ourselves, you haven't changed, and I haven't fully adapted to your thinking. It's been so long since I graduated, we don't have a good personality, and we don't have a good run-in, I like you very much, but I don't want to love you anymore. ”
"We can still be friends, can't we? ”
Li An lowered his head and listened to Gu Xiangjin's voice getting lower and lower, with a trill, and when he raised his head, he saw that Gu Xiangjin's eyes were already full of tears. Li An stood up and walked over in a little anxious, a little distressed, took out a tissue and was about to wipe her tears, but when his hands were raised, he realized that he had broken up, and put the tissue on the table in front of Gu Xiangjin.
"Don't cry, don't cry, you know I'm usually most afraid of you crying. ”
Gu Xiangjin raised his head with teary eyes and looked at Li An who was standing beside him, Li An continued: "Wipe it quickly, if you cry your makeup, how ugly it should be." ”
"I did not get out for a while, but now I'm getting better, really. You see, I'm here to talk to someone about things this time. ”
Gu Xiangjin looked at him with some disbelief: "Then your previous colleagues said that you left, and your colleagues said that there has been no news of you for a long time." ”
"Wasn't that a year ago, and now you ask them again and see what they say. I'm working well and living well, just like you, now. Li An understood the meaning of Gu Xiangjin's unintentional words, but he could only pretend not to understand.
Gu Xiangjin asked with some expectation and caution: "So we can still be friends." ”
"Of course, no one says that if you can't be a husband and wife, you can't be friends. ”
After Gu Xiangjin glanced at the time, he suddenly said in a little anxious: "Okay, then you have to contact you often." I'm going to go first, there's a lot going on over there. ”
"Well, good. ”
Li An looked at Gu Xiangjin's back as he walked out quickly, and suddenly felt that there was sand in his eyes, and rubbed his eyes vigorously.
Then he rubbed his eyes again.
Some people say that a woman is really the most heartless creature in the world, and when she decides to end the relationship with you, no matter how deep the love is, no matter how long the relationship is, it will not be able to stay.
"It's raining outside, so be careful when you go. ”
Gu Xiangjin walked to the door, suddenly turned his head and glanced at Li An, and his voice seemed to echo for a long time in the unmanned library. Ignoring the librarian's gaze, Li Ang replied with a smile as if no one was around, "Okay, I see." ”
Bye.
Gu Xiangjin was drenched in the rain and rushed into this rain. The sound of wind and rain drifted past his ears, and the rain was very small now, but Gu Xiangjin's long hair was already full of raindrops, and his face was also full of raindrops.
Are you here to say goodbye to me, then the point is raised, and my eyes are filled with tears.