Many times, when we encounter trauma, we are pressed in our hearts, and we do not untie the knots in our hearts, and we pretend to forget about it on the surface, but in fact, it is just a kind of avoidance, and we do not come out of it. The defense mechanism will wrap you around like a shell, affecting your cognition, your behavior. ”

"Oh......"

"Are you listening to me? ”

"Yes. ”

"How absent-minded. Yun Qianlan blamed.

Lin Bao is indeed absent-minded, because ten minutes ago, when Fluttershy was sending him here, he suddenly stopped him when he got out of the car, took out a few small umbrellas and stuffed them into Lin Bao's pocket, told him to be safe, and left.

What does this girl mean?

Brain-broken?

Lin Bao and Yun Qianlan have a pure doctor-patient relationship, and he still respects her in his heart, after all, he is his mother's attending physician, why would Fluttershy think crookedly, and it is so crooked, even the safety supplies are taken out, thinking that Lin Bao is sneaking in the name of seeing a doctor.

Do I have to do this, even if Lin Bao has a bad reputation and messes with flowers everywhere, isn't Yun Qianlan, her indifferent personality, I've known her for so long, Lin Bao doesn't see any human touch in her, what kind of ambiguity can she have with him?

Listening to Yun Qianlan's words in a daze, he slowly came back to his senses, "Doctor Yun, my secretary seems to have misunderstood the two of us." ”

"What do you mean? ”

"Look. Lin Bao generously took out a small umbrella to show that he was simple-minded to see a doctor.

As a result, Yun Qianlan instantly flashed a trace of surprise, and her mind was disturbed by Lin Bao's humble behavior, thinking that he had remembered something, came to the showdown, or also wanted to pull her into the water.

However, the doctor's psychological quality is very strong, and after a few seconds, he stabilized himself, lifted his black-framed glasses, and asked in a cold voice, "What do you mean?" ”

"My secretary thinks there's something wrong with the two of us. ”

"She misunderstood, you have to explain it well when you go back. ”

"I'll explain!" Lin Bao looked right, "I have a bad reputation, but you are kind enough to help me, I can't affect you, I will teach that girl a lesson when I go back." ”

"The one who is close to the ink is black, she is cranky, it's not because your style is too bad. ”

"I'm sorry. ”

"Back to the topic. She motioned for Lin Bao to sit down, "There is a saying that if you want to kill someone, you must first kill your conscience, you told me about some of the experiences of the Colosseum and the state of other people, most of them have become so-called beasts, and they have completely destroyed their conscience in the killing." ”

"Pretty much...... The scene came out, and there was no one. ”

"You didn't, did you. ”

Lin Bao was silent for a while, he wasn't sure of the answer, that ruthless and unrighteous cold-blooded state did make him feel very good, he didn't have to be disturbed by joy, anger and sorrow, being with Li Xiaowan and He Tingting was more like an animal's instinctive needs, just foraging for food.

So, he answered, "I'm not sure, but it feels good, and they must be enjoying it." ”

"Letting go of morality, of course, feels good, pure evil, but also a kind of purity. ”

"So what kind of person am I? ”

"You didn't make it pure, or on that edge, you pulled yourself back, and it was also the reason why you were divided, your heart was conflicted, your heart was ......" she stretched out her hand and put it on Lin Bao's chest, "It's probably a black hole. ”

Lin Bao closed his eyes in pain, "If hypnosis works, I'm willing to try." ”

"It's going to be dangerous. ”

"The side that I can't control is that it hurts the people around me. ”

"Everyone hurts the people around them, my indifference is not fair to my parents, they give me enough affection, but I don't give much back. ”

"Doctor Yun, you are really comforting. ”

"It just happened to comfort you, and when I opened my eyes, I didn't think about trying hypnosis on you for a while. ”

"Why. ”

"Your mental state is different from everyone else's. She pointed to Lin Bao's chest, "You will always hide many, many emotions here, and even your wife won't tell you." ”

Lin Bao opened his mouth, but did not speak.

There are many scary and dark sides that cannot be said for a lifetime.

Yun Qianlan comforted at the right time: "Actually, everyone has those dark thoughts, it's just that ordinary people are very busy all their lives, and they can't stop for life, so they don't have time to release that side, but you release too much." ”

"I'm tired......"

"If your mother is gone, will you seek death? ”

"Possibly, it was. ”

"Not now?"

Lin Bao didn't answer, Zhu Xiaoliang gave birth to a daughter for him, and death used to be easy for him, whether it was others or himself, but now it's different, with weight. Perhaps, what stimulated Lin Bao's emotions was this biological daughter.

Slowly, with the madness and tiredness of last night, Lin Bao fell asleep.

Yun Qianlan pushed him, but he didn't move, "Falling asleep again?"

The doctor was a little worried, Lin Bao don't suddenly open his eyes, play another transformation, if the other personality has a memory, then he will recognize Yun Qianlan when he opens his eyes, maybe he will treat her as a reward for some kind of woman, this bastard personality is really making people gnash their teeth.

Fortunately, Lin Bao really fell asleep.

Yun Qianlan breathed a sigh of relief, the summer that began in May made her not adapt to it for a while, and she was still wearing high-waisted pants and a T-shirt, and she was sweating a little in the house.

She took a glass of ice water and gulped down half of it.

The best friend behind her patted her on the shoulder, startling her, "What are you doing?" ”

"What a fuss. ”

She thought it was Lin Bao who suddenly woke up, "What's wrong." ”

"Qianlan, when I just helped you wash your car, I saw that in your driving record, you went to the nunnery in the town next door?"

"yes. ”

"What are you doing there, there are many places to burn incense and worship the Buddha. ”

"Isn't it okay to be interested in seeing? ”

Although her best friend is not as high as Yun Qianlan's education and vision, she has known each other for many years after all, she frowned and said: "Qianlan, I know that you are different from ordinary people, but don't think nonsense, okay, the man in the house, I don't think it's good, I don't chew my tongue, in the future, this place will be free to the two of you, and you will steal the affair, who said that you must get married." ”

Yun Qianlan was stunned for a moment, and then laughed sneeringly, "Care about me so much." ”

"I'm afraid that your brain is not normal, and you suddenly shaved your head. ”

"Nuns don't have to shave their heads. ”

"Bah, bah, and said, go with your little man, I can't hear the sound when I go to the second floor, what should I do, I'll give you something if I lack something, and I have all the props." ”

"Hey, he's sleeping, don't push me. ”

When people don't have the seven emotions and six desires, maybe they don't have any nostalgia for the worldly things.

In the evening, when Limbo leaves the hall, Fluttershy is already waiting at the door.

He got into the car and immediately blamed, "Girl, are you wrong?" ”

"What's wrong with me. ”

Lin Bao pushed her head, "You dare to pretend to be confused, your brother and I are shameless, but you also have to distinguish between people and things, people are Dr. Yun, who treated me and treated my mother, that is a benefactor, what are you thinking nonsense, why do you give me this." ”

He angrily throws the umbrella into Fluttershy's hand.

The girl was stunned for a moment, and blinked innocently, "Brother...... I, I'm not talking nonsense. ”

"If you owe a beating, don't think that you won't dare to beat you if you don't kiss your brother. ”

The soft girl who was wronged instantly became angry, "Why are you beating me, you...... If you do something bad and don't admit it, it's your scoundrel. ”

"What?"

Fluttershy didn't want to say it, Lin Bao was messing around outside, she was a secretary, at most a sister, how could she be qualified, but now it's different, Xu Feifei didn't say it explicitly, but the implication, of course Fluttershy understands, she wants to watch Lin Bao's private life outside.

Wronged, Fluttershy directly told everything she saw that day, complaining that Lin Bao was shameless as she spoke, it happened, you haven't seen it, it's all messy, when Fluttershy hasn't seen it, she has worked in a nightclub, and she hasn't seen any scenes......

As a result, after saying this, Lin Bao was instantly stupid, like a wooden man.

Yun Qianlan probably didn't know, she said the wrong thing, and asked Lin Bao to block the secretary's mouth to avoid the accident that day from being confirmed, she was right, but she didn't know that this secretary was not an ordinary secretary, and Lin Bao was not an ordinary subordinate relationship, Lin Bao couldn't control her.

It was self-defeating and let Lin Bao know the facts himself.