Chapter 517: Someone Is Waiting for Me
Zhu Jie has already slept. At this time, Lin Xuechu was alone on the huge first floor, thinking about what he needed to do in the future through what Cui Xue said before.
After everything was gone, this was the only thing Lin Xuechu wanted to do now.
Help with Cuixue.
Looking back on some things in the past, Lin Xuechu felt that she had actually met a lot of different people, and the appearance of those people made her feel different to a large extent.
In the past, in the original society, it was impossible to meet these different people, and a single living environment exercised Lin Xuechu's communication skills, but on the contrary, Lin Xuechu's life was lacking.
When the same thing happens there all the time, the expectation of another life is largely abandoned.
Therefore, this plane trip is a departure from the previous way of life for Lin Xuechu.
But what should we do when the society we relied on is no longer our own society, and we will stay here forever.
Lin Xuechu didn't agree with this place from the beginning, and after knowing the deformed rules here, he felt that this was a society that was seriously inconsistent with his own values.
At that time, it was for Gu Jingzhuo.
Now, Gu Jingzhuo is leaving, and he is really trapped here.
In fact, Lin Xuechu has always suppressed his emotions and thoughts, but at this time, it may be because the world is too quiet, or it may be because of those things in Cuixue, which gives Lin Xuechu the courage to do one thing without hesitation.
A kind of courage to use one's own ability to fight the whole world.
So before that, Lin Xuechu felt that there were some things about himself that had to be sorted out.
Because this is a unique thing that I encountered in my previous ordinary life, it is something that no one else can give me.
It takes a night like this to think clearly.
Before, when Gu Jingzhuo was about to leave from here at the beginning, Lin Xue had already thought of this day.
It's just that what I didn't expect was that the person who came here was not an invention, but the real Gu Jingzhuo.
It's people who don't know themselves at all.
Distance.
It was Gu Jingzhuo's first impression of Lin Xuechu, which showed very well that Gu Jingzhuo was a clean and self-righteous person. But the previous ones, the past between Lin Xuechu, at least when facing Lin Xuechu now, he didn't know.
It took Lin Xuechu a long time to agree with this matter.
And some things are thought out in this identification.
This is a manifestation of Gu Jingzhuo's soul consciousness awakening. Lin Xuechu comforted herself.
But deep down, it is impossible for Lin Xuechu to have no other emotions, these emotions are alleviated by his own adjustment day after day.
Every late night, Lin Xuechu would stare at it with wide eyes, but he couldn't see anything.
Or treat your current life as a dream.
There are no pits, no planes, and I haven't met anyone.
But every time I opened my eyes, I melted into the current scene again
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At that moment, Lin Xuechu deeply knew that he would always be in this place.
The lord said, "This is the price I paid for agreeing to let him out." ”
The price is that Lin Xuechu does not leave.
There is another meaning to this non-leaving: to live in the paradise forever, to guard this place forever.
There is no death like others.
It's an eternal torment.
It is equivalent to Lin Xuechu using his more than one life to change Gu Jingzhuo for an exit.
"I'll take you out, I don't belong here. Gu Jingzhuo said this to her after knowing Lin Xuechu's identity before.
At that time, Lin Xuechu said, "I like it here. ”
Gu Jingzhuo frowned, he couldn't understand why Lin Xuechu liked this single society, but in line with the principle of respecting Lin Xuechu's choice, he didn't put his values on Lin Xuechu anymore.
Lin Xuechu watched Gu Jingzhuo go out through that door.
At this time, Sui Zong walked through the thick fog to Lin Xuechu's side, "Do you regret it?" ”
"Again, I'll still do it. ”
casually asked, "Is he worth it?"
At that time, Lin Xuechu said that because it was worth it, I chose it this way.
After returning to Fuxue Building, Lin Xuechu lay on the bed for many days.
Then Lin Xuechu clearly discovered one thing, now he can only feel hungry, but he will not die of extreme hunger.
When the pavilion master exchanged with himself, he also deprived Lin Xuechu of the right to choose life and death independently.
After a long period of life, Lin Xuechu found that he had no way to integrate into this environment.
But there is no way to be liberated by "death".
Lin Xuechu slowly straightened up.
Moonlight, like every night, seeps in from the outside in various ways until it breaks people's hearts.
But tonight's moonlight is not so cold, on the contrary, it brings a little warmth.
Gu Jingzhuo has been following behind Lin Xuechu, watching her cry with his own eyes, and watching her look at those paintings.
Xiao Keng and Zhan Yu stood at the door, leaving the space inside completely to Lin Xuechu and Gu Jingzhuo.
At this time, Gu Jingzhuo kept holding his chin and looked at Lin Xuechu, as if he could never get enough.
Gu Jingzhuo remembered a sentence he had heard before, the farthest distance is not life and death.
At that time, Gu Jingzhuo used his own rational thinking to deny this sentence.
At the same time, there is also the second half of the sentence: but I stand in front of you and you don't know that I love you.
"In my opinion, this is very unreasonable. Gu Jingzhuo, who had no romantic cells in the past, did not have any fluctuations in his words.
But now that I think about it, some things have actually been integrated into various words a long time ago.
I'm used to thinking about things the way I've always thought about things, so I misinterpret those words.
And now in Gu Jingzhuo's opinion, those words are actually very romantic.
"The farthest distance. Gu Jingzhuo slowly stretched out his hand and lightly scratched Lin Xuechu's face, "You can't see me when I see you."
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In fact, judging from Xiaokeng and Zhan Yu, the interaction between Gu Jingzhuo and Lin Xuechu is very beautiful.
Gu Jingzhuo flicked Lin Xuechu's hair lightly in the void.
Lin Xuechu didn't have any sense of what was happening around him, and stood up after finishing the scroll in his hand.
After returning to the room, Lin Xuechu placed Cui Xue's painting next to her.
Judging from Cui Xue's reaction just now, she cherishes her paintings very much.
"It's something I've managed to keep, and I'm going to keep it with me all the ......time," Cuixue said.
But in that process, Cui Xue didn't tell Lin Xuechu any information about the painting.
I'm used to letting people understand their own paintings.
Then, standing on the edge of the cliff, Cuixue kept looking ahead, "Who will save me?"
This was Lin Xuechu's only thought when she saw Cui Xue now.
After Cuixue has endured physical and mental hardships, she can still survive like this, trying to find a breakthrough.
Lin Xuechu suddenly admired Cui Xue very much.
"I don't know what I can change with my current persistence, but I'm going to try not to choose to leave like them." ”
"You have things to stick to. Lin Xuechu looked at Cui Xue and said.
Cuixue nodded, "My sister is still at home waiting for me to go back." ”
Lin Xuechu understood Cui Xue after seeing the light in her eyes.
Everyone has their own spiritual support in their hearts, and that support can be strong enough to allow themselves to accept all the tribulations.
"My sister, let me not leave this world. ”
(End of chapter)