Chapter 10: The days when I raised my sister on the Buddha card
Chen Jinnan stumbled in accepting the newly generated three views, but his wife's miscarriage really made him face these things.
Because that amulet is too weird, it refreshes his three views, and it really lives a little ghost, so although he said that he will idle it and no longer use it, he can't just stuff it anywhere like other old things, so it is still enshrined.
After an initial bumpy start, his business quickly got on the right track, and he gradually got money in his hands. Chen Jinnan is not a scumbag, even his parents are loyal old people, and there is nothing to say about the character he has worked so hard to educate.
When he settled his first nest in the imperial capital, he took his wife over.
It was a woman who had received a good education, and if she had a career, she would not be much worse than him, but because of her love, she was stable in her hometown for Chen Jinnan and took care of his elderly parents.
When Chen Jinnan picked her up, the old man had been dead for two years.
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With a woman in the family and a lot of love for him, Chen Jinnan soon enjoyed the feeling of family - a year later, his first daughter was born.
Because the family conditions are good, his wife Zhao Lina makes all kinds of nutritious and delicious things for Chen Jinnan every day, and correspondingly, her body is also well nourished by sufficient nutrition, so the daughter born is extremely white and fat, especially loves to laugh, Chen Jinnan even if he still has a little bit of the idea of passing on the ancestry, and finally quickly succumbed to his daughter's chubby arm-
What's so good about my son? Look at my daughter, her arms are white, her legs are white, her face is fat, and she smiles when she sees him.
Oops, he's an old father's heart, that's the first thing he does after work every day is to find his daughter......
But when his daughter was two and a half years old, his business went a little wrong, which was a bit serious, but it was not impossible to survive, Chen Jinnan was ready - after all, how can there be a good thing that goes smoothly!
He was busy with the company's affairs, and he ran back and forth for a while, so he inevitably ignored his daughter, and when the company suddenly ushered in a turnaround, he learned that his daughter was in the city hospital......
Fever, the temperature has not come down, this white fat child, gone.
Chen Jinnan squatted in the hospital corridor and cried - his business, what a broken business, is not as good as his daughter......
However, people always have to look forward, and a year later, he had a second daughter.
The six-year-old daughter was in a car accident when he was on a business trip to expand the group's business and was about to take a gamble – fearing that his business would be delayed, until the contract was signed and he sent a message to his wife.
He's in his thirties.
I'm not young, I've experienced a lot of things, and I've experienced the pain of losing my daughter, but my six-year-old daughter ...... Chen Jinnan closed the office door and cried again.
After he went back, he looked at his haggard and painful wife, and finally supported each other and survived the hurdle.
At this time, he began to reflect on himself-
Is it because I don't cherish the child who doesn't have it in my belly?
Or is it the Buddha card back then......
He opened the cabinet in the study, and there were still durable fruits, various toys, dried fruits and other things in front of the Buddha card.
After all, this kind of thing is not easy to tell his wife, every time Chen Jinnan eats fruit, he will pick some durable ones and stuff them in, and he will also pick some of the small toys and old clothes that his daughter has played with, and they will be regarded as offerings.
For so many years, he had never awakened the Buddha card again, but the death of his daughter hit him hard, and at this moment, he couldn't help but take out the wine cup and gently release a little blood on his arm-
The amulet trembled slightly.
In mid-air, a boy was condensed, about three or four years old, with big eyes and amber pupils, which was also quite cute, but he looked a little thin.
He looked at Chen Jinnan, his eyes were full of surprise and admiration, and he stumbled in anticipation at the moment:
"Master, do you have anything to tell me?"
Chen Jinnan's heart was also moved for a moment.
He is really fond of small children.
But...... Reason is still there. He still remembers that when he just casually said it here on the Buddha card, his career improved, but the first fetus was not saved.
At this moment, his face was serious, and his voice was even more cold and hard:
"The last time I saw you, you weren't very good at talking, and you were shriveled and thin. But now it's like this......"
His skeptical gaze was undisguised:
"My daughter...... My daughter, did you do it?"
The little ghost was anxious, and hurriedly shook his head: "It's not me, I don't, I'm taking my sister with me......"
He pointed to his side, and two faint phantoms appeared, which were Chen Jinnan's two daughters.
They are all still the same as they were when they were alive, one is about three years old, chubby, and the other is six years old, pink and cute-
It's just that at this moment, the expressions of the two of them are very sluggish, and there is no spirituality at all.
"This—This is ......"
The little ghost looked at him longingly: "Master, I have my sister with me, my sister is very fragile...... But you have to be careful, don't have any more children, it's dangerous around, I'm too young to find it yet-"
There was movement at the door of the study, and Chen Jinnan subconsciously closed the cabinet.
After a while, Zhao Lina came in with juice, she watched Chen Jinnan in a daze at her daughter's old things, and couldn't help but feel sour, so she greeted:
"I think today's fruit is good, and you don't like to eat it, so I squeezed the juice—"
Until lying in bed at night, Chen Jinnan was still thinking about the sluggish souls of his two daughters during the day, which was very different from before his death. And that little ghost said ......
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It stands to reason that the little ghost is not trustworthy, but in the next few offerings, Chen Jinnan found that although the two daughters looked sluggish, the little ghost still patiently took them to play games together - but unfortunately the ability was not enough, and he could only appear for three or five minutes each time.
However, for a father, even if he only says many words over and over again, and his daughter's soul is still muddy, he is already content.
After all, as long as there was one—even in another sense—he found it comforting.
In this case, Chen Jinnan feels that it can be trusted.
His daughter's soul appeared beside him, and Chen Jinnan also wanted to talk to his wife, but he was afraid that he would scare her who lost her daughter one after another, so he said tentatively:
"Lina, I always feel like my daughter is still around lately...... You say, will the daughter's soul never disappear, and she is still with her parents?"
Zhao Lina is peeling pistachios for him - she likes to do this kind of thoughtful thing.
At this moment, she didn't raise her head, and even the pistachio kernels were still intact, and she replied casually:
"How could it be. ”
"Their souls can't stay here. ”
Chen Jinnan looked at his wife's white side face, and he didn't know why, and suddenly couldn't speak.