183 Don't say I really don't dare
The online store "Qutangni Bun Shop" is getting bigger and bigger, and has become a star seller with several diamonds, and the number of praises has swished up, and a little girl in the same building has been hired to take pictures and be a customer service.
Sister-in-law Yan was buried in the overwhelming cloth and needlework, and she was so busy that she had to make two trips to the post office downstairs in one day.
In addition to wanting to make a few more money, she also honestly believes that if she can't deliver the goods on time after receiving an order, then it doesn't count. The online store bears the names of Xiaoqu and Xiaoli, but they must earn a good reputation for them.
Originally, Li Tangni planned that if she did well in the future, she would help Sister-in-law Yan get a small workshop or something.
But then I knew that she was my biological mother, and complained that she only gave birth but didn't raise her, and her heart was full of pimples, so after that, the number of times she went to meet was pitiful, and even if she did, she lost her previous closeness and nature.
Smart as sister-in-law Yan, she felt some of it, and asked Xiaoqu what was going on, Qu Nanxiu could only say that she had just started working and had a lot to learn, so she had more things in her heart.
He felt that the couple was really worried about Li Tangni. Sometimes Xiaoqu really wants to blurt out and tell them that Li Tangni is one of the daughters you have worked so hard to find and regret not raising with your own hands. She's doing well now, don't worry.
But he can't, there are some things that can't be forced, he must respect Li Tangni's own intentions, and he must wait for the day when she figures it out.
One day, Qu Nanxiu told Li Tangni that Sister-in-law Yan fainted because she was too tired.
Li Tangni looked very flustered: "Where are you now?"
Qu Nanxiu told her again that after the examination, there was no major problem and she had left the hospital.
Li Tangni seemed relieved at this time, but immediately changed to an indifferent look.
Qu Nanxiu saw it in his eyes.
The magical blood relationship is an indelible mutual concern, no matter how disguised it is, that concern is impossible to fake.
Uncle Yan said to Qu Nanxiu: "Xiaoqu, I discussed it with your sister-in-law Yan, and I still plan to go back to my hometown." ”
"Why so suddenly?"
"Beijing is too big, it's not convenient to do anything, everything is expensive, and it's really not suitable for vulnerable people like us who don't have health insurance. And we're here, and we're always causing trouble for you. ”
"Don't say that," Xiaoqu asked tentatively, "Isn't my daughter looking for you?"
"The place is so big, where can I find it? It's been so long, there is no news at all, it's like looking for a needle in a haystack, maybe she's not in Beijing anymore......" Uncle Yan said with a low face, "In fact, we know it in our hearts, even if we find it, we haven't raised anyone for a day since we were young, and our daughter will definitely not want to recognize us." Besides, when people are doing well, a pair of disabled parents suddenly appeared out of nowhere and taught her how to accept it? Maybe she is ashamed. ”
"No, no, definitely not!"
"Xiaoqu, how do you know?"
"Oh, didn't you say that the adopted family was good? ”
Qu Nanxiu ran to ask Li Tangni: "Your father...... Uncle Yan and sister-in-law Yan are going back to their hometown, don't you want to say something to them?"
Li Tangni's eyes flickered, and she could see that she was very entangled in her heart.
After doing ideological work, although I don't complain about my biological parents, I can't be affectionate, after all, I haven't been together for more than 20 years, so I just don't feel like this.
The reality is not as dramatic as in the TV series, and it seems that there is still a little bit of motivation to recognize the biological parents who suddenly broke into life with tears and touching.
No matter how anxious Qu Nanxiu is, he can only go with the flow, it is useless for outsiders to be anxious about this matter.
On that day, with simple luggage, Uncle Yan and sister-in-law Yan were sent to the train station.
Qu Nanxiu even thought that he would simply send them back to their hometown to settle down and come back, but the two of them refused, knowing that Xiaoqu was very busy.
The train station is one of the liveliest places in the capital, and it is also one of the places where the most people meet and part, some people are ecstatic here, and some people have red eyes here.
After going out here, people's moods are also completely different, some are finally close at hand, and some are far away from the world, and there may be no news again.
In the bustling crowd, Li Tangni looked a little sluggish.
Xiaoqu motioned to her with her eyes, everyone is about to leave, go over and say a few thoughtful words, if you don't say anything else, there is no chance.
In the past, when I didn't know my identity, I naturally said those words of concern, but now, for some reason, it is very difficult to say. Li Tangni muttered for a long time with evasive eyes, and finally squeezed out a sentence: "Uncle Yan and sister-in-law, take care!"
Or Qu Nanxiu added: "I have posted a lot of posts on the Internet looking for people, and once there is news, I will notify you immediately." ”
The couple staggered into the car, sat in the soft sleeper of Xiaoquding, full of reluctance, and kept waving goodbye to the two young people at the window, especially Sister-in-law Yan also wiped her tears, as if this farewell would be forever.
Qu Nanxiu kept sweating beside him, looking forward to seeing the most beautiful picture of recognition in the world, but in the end he couldn't help but be disappointed.
The train finally started, and Li Tangni felt both relieved and relieved, but also felt that the pressure had just begun. Because from then on, she had to have mixed emotions and began to worry about the two people on the other side, and she didn't want them to know.
Qu Nanxiu saw her entanglement and comforted: "Take your time, I will often talk to Uncle Yan on the phone or something in the future." ”
"Hmm. Li Tangni said, "I went to the hospital by myself. ”
Still in the hospital, when she faced her grandfather who had raised her carefully for more than 20 years alone, Li Tangni was more relaxed and willing to talk about anything in front of the elderly, just like before. And she always believed that he could hear him.
"Grandpa, you won't be annoyed that I've been rambling so much today, do you want me to recognize them?"
Li Tangni stood up suddenly, because she noticed that one of Li Kaishan's fingers seemed to move. She rubbed her eyes, held her breath and waited for a while, only to find that she hadn't, maybe she was looking forward to it too much.
Li Tangni sat down again to "chat": "You definitely want us to recognize each other." You didn't intend to hide it from me in the first place, or you wouldn't have told me everything when you were a child, right? Give me a little more time to cultivate my feelings. ”
She took out her mobile phone and looked at the time, and by the way, she saw a text message from Qu Nanxiu: "I'm so busy today that I don't have time to meet." ”
She replied with an "OK".
"By the way, grandpa, what do you think of Qu Nanxiu? Since I started work, I deeply feel that life is too short, otherwise, why don't I marry him earlier, do you think it's okay?"
Naturally, no one answered. Li Kaishan's eyes were closed tightly, motionless, and the ward was quiet, and only a slight "buzzing" sound from the instrument could be heard.
Li Tangni said disappointedly: "So what did you say? When I get married, I will give me a big gift that makes me 'wow'." You're a soldier, so you can't break your promise, so you have to wake up and help me prepare a gift. ”
"What gift do you want?"
"Ahh
Facing a vegetative person alone, Li Tangni suddenly heard the question at this time, and he was frightened.
Qu Nanxiu behind him hurriedly pressed her: "It's me, don't be afraid, don't be afraid." ”
"I hate it, don't you know that people are as bold as sesame seeds?"
Xiaoqu laughed: "I know, I have already learned the power of spiders." ”
"Didn't you say you didn't have time to meet today?"
"Didn't you want to surprise you? ”
"When did you come in? No sound at all, almost Spider-Man. ”
"I came at the right time, as if I had accidentally heard someone say they wanted to get married. Why, can't wait to be my daughter-in-law?"
Li Tangni's cheeks had already flown off, and this look was extremely bright and moving. But she seemed to be struggling psychologically for two seconds, and finally chose not to twist, so she simply raised her head and asked, "So what, do you dare to marry?"
In her eyes, innocence and sexiness are superimposed, provocative but serious, and there is an irresistible charm.
Qu Nanxiu never expected her to ask such a question, gradually calmed down from her complacency, and walked to the side very cowardly: "Don't say it, I really don't dare now." ”
Li Tangni didn't give up: "Then when do you dare?"
Qu Nanxiu pinched his knuckles so that he clicked, which was a manifestation of his inner anxiety: "We are still young, let's wait a few years, and we will be fully prepared in all aspects." ”
"Isn't getting married just a matter of getting a piece of paper, how can you prepare for a few years?"
"Look at what you said, you haven't ...... at first glance"
"Have you ever been married?"
"Well, I didn't either. But there are a lot of things to consider, career, savings, school district housing, ......"
"Qu Nanxiu, I always thought you were a free and easy person, but I didn't expect you to be so vulgar. Our fathers and grandparents, wouldn't they get married without these things?"
"Times are different now. ”
"The main thing is that people's hearts are different. It's not that I have to force marriage now, but you're really thinking too much, I don't want that much, and what I have, you know, didn't belong to me in the first place. ”
Thinking of Wen Jie's ex-girlfriend "1.71 meters", as well as those requested by Ai Ai's mother, Xiaoqu felt very relieved, Li Tangni is a rare good girl, but: "I am older than you, I have experienced more things than you, and the most important thing is that I am a man, of course I have to think about it a little more." Besides, even if I don't think about it, your parents have to think about it, can they just marry you off this baby bump?"
"I listen to my family for small things, and I always make my own decisions about big things. And I'm sure my parents aren't that powerful. ”
The words his girlfriend said were not enough to comfort Qu Nanxiu's heart.
In addition to considering the above, he also found one thing: as soon as the word "marriage" was mentioned, he began to be inexplicably irritable.
He even thought, isn't it good to live happily like this, why do human beings have to be bound by a marriage contract?
So many people have got married, and they have left the knot, in the final analysis, it is just a change of name on the paper, and it is not troublesome!