058 Cut the heart open

Although she was drunk, she still felt that she still had a little sobriety. she felt that she really liked to be hugged and kissed by Qiu Yan like this. She liked Qiu Yan's cold and gentle president image during the day, and she also liked his passionate and wild pure manly style in front of her.

She didn't know if it counted as love, but she knew she did, at least she wasn't as repulsive as she used to be.

Her enthusiasm was also aroused by Qiu Yan.Qiu Yan finally saw the opposite of Caiyue's weakness and elegance.It was almost as soft and charming as a fox demon.He only felt that even if the end of the world was coming.As long as there was this moment, he had nothing to regret.

The strength of Qiu Yan's palm is getting bigger and bigger.Cai Yue suddenly felt a slight pain in her left chest.It was the red cinnabar that she had tattooed for Xiao Tian a few days ago.This cinnabar mark was painful again because of Xiao Tian's deliberate stroking this morning.Because of Qiu Yan's unintentional force now.

Xiao Tian's face suddenly appeared in Cai Yue's very dazed mind without warning.The oath he had forced her to make in her ear this morning rang in her ears again.

"I'll only have you."

This is the promise she made to Xiao Tian in person this morning.

She abruptly stopped responding to Qiu Yan, and then burst into tears of great sadness.

This is sad because of Xiao Tian's betrayal of her, but also because of her betrayal of Xiao Tian, and her apology for Qiu Yan.

Even if Xiao Tian and Ouyang Qing are together, she can't be like Qiu Yan now, not because she wants to be loyal to a certain man, but because she wants to be loyal to the pure and dedicated love in her heart.

"No, I can't."

Qiu Yan didn't hear it at all.He couldn't stop at all.He directly blocked her lips with his mouth.Her hand pushed him slightly.Her head tried to twist away.

"What's wrong?" Qiu Yan stopped kissing her, but his hand didn't stop caressing her for a moment.

"I can't, I can't." She cried and said two "no" in a row.

Qiu Yan stopped his hand suddenly: "You still can't let him go."

"My heart... There can only be one grain of cinnabar." Choked up.

"Heart, mouth, cinnabar, sand."

Qiu Yan repeated the words that came out of her mouth word by word, and then the fingers of his hand that had been placed on her left chest groped in the darkness, easily touching the cinnabar streak that was slightly higher than her skin.

His fingers stroked back and forth over the cinnabar pattern, and he didn't even need to look at it.

His eyes narrowed slightly: "He is the cinnabar of your heart. His voice was cold like it had never been before: "Don't tell me, if I were another man, you'd lie here."

Her hands secretly grasped the sheets.Qiu Yan's words she couldn't deny.Even if she was drunk.Even if she really just wanted to take revenge on Xiao Tian.But if this person wasn't him.She wouldn't be like this.

"Tell me, do you love me in your heart, if you don't have Xiao Tian, will you not hesitate to be my woman?"

Qiu Yan's voice was full of hatred and coldness.No matter how rational and resolute he was, he was flesh and blood after all, and he had the love, hatred, and sorrow that normal people would have.

At this moment, he is close to her, his body is close to her, he only needs a little force, he can really get her body, she will also become her Qiu Yan's woman, but she actually came to this point and said to him, "No", is it tolerable, which is unbearable.

Caiyue couldn't answer this question.She even refused to think about it.Qiu Yan asked now.She also refused to think.

How could I love two men at the same time.

She quickly threw the ridiculous idea out of her head, and then the next second she realized her embarrassment. She and Qiu Yan were lying on the same bed, she and Qiu Yan were doing something that could only happen between lovers, and how was she going to answer his question in this situation.

"Zhou Caiyue, you must have been crazy just now." She cursed in her heart, and then she pinched her palm with her fingernails so that her drunken brain could wake up a little.

"You have only been intimate with Xiao Tian for a short time.You shouldn't be hungry for men.But you dare to say that you didn't want it just now.Do you think I can't even tell if a woman really wants it.You also love me in your heart.Right.Answer me." Qiu Yan's cold and somewhat eager voice sounded in the darkness again.

Caiyue really can't say that she doesn't love Qiu Yan, but she can't say that she loves Qiu Yan.

She didn't want to hurt Qiu Yan, so for a long time, she would rather make Xiao Tian unhappy than wear the ring Qiu Yan gave her.

At this moment, a thought flashed through her mind. She wanted to find a knife to cut her heart open. She even imagined this image very vividly in her head.

"I'm going to find a knife right now, cut open my heart, give half to you, and give half to Xiao Tian, so are you satisfied?"

Her voice was so calm that it was neither cold nor warm, as if she were in her office and said to him, "I'll give you this document early tomorrow morning."

This was the best answer she could think of at the moment when she was forced to retreat, but she never thought of what her almost cold-blooded answer to herself would look like in Qiu Yan's ears.

To Qiu Yan's ears, this was her absolute rejection of him, and it was her death to show her unchanging will for Xiao Tian, because no one could split his heart in half with a knife.

He thought that she had at least been moved by him just now, that is, that she had suddenly thought of him, but now she could have given him so little comfort or hope, when he and she had been so affectionately caressing each other a minute ago.

She personally stirred up his and her own needs, and now she herself ruthlessly extinguished the fire.

The blood circulating rapidly in Qiu Yan's body instantly cooled down." You... How can you... So ruthless." In a short sentence, he weakly divided it into three paragraphs before finishing it.

Qiu Yan's weak reply made Cai Yue react instantly.She and him knew each other very well.She regretted that she shouldn't have fallen on the bed with him without thinking about it.She regretted that she shouldn't have answered his question like that.。

But on second thought, maybe it hurt him like this at the moment, or maybe more hurt would have happened between her and him.

Her short nails pinched into her palms even harder.She didn't think it was enough.Keep pushing harder.Only the more pain she had, the more she felt better.

Qiu Yan turned over and sat up, and sat in the dark for a while before he said, "Turn around, I'm going to turn on the light."

It was so dark in the room, almost as black as he could reach, and he had to turn on the light to get dressed, but he didn't dare look at her body in the light.

She wasn't Weng Yu, and if he let him see her with his own eyes like he had done last night, he was afraid that he would force her desperately.

After waiting for a while, he felt the bed move slightly, Qiu Yan guessed that Caiyue should have turned around, so he got up and groped for the wall next to the bed and turned on the wall lamp at the head of the bed.

His eyes closed unconsciously before opening them again.

She turned around and glanced at Caiyue, and sure enough, she had turned her body around, but her body was shaking, the kind of trembling that only comes from crying.

He picked up the clothes on the floor, and said as he put them on, "I don't think I just did anything wrong, and you don't have to feel sorry for anyone.

Her body shook even more: "I'm sorry."

Qiu Yan slowly buttoned the buttons of his clothes: "You know how much I want you, if I have to, you can't resist at all.Since the current result is not your reason alone, don't say these three words to me.I have already said it.Even if you choose neither Xiao Tian nor me.I will respect and support any of your decisions.I only hope that you don't hide in the corner and get drunk for anyone else."

Her hands tugged at the quilt wrapped in front of her, "I promise you, this is the last time I'll get drunk for him."

"It's not just him, even if you're drunk for me, I'd rather not, are you going to stay here with Xiao Tian tonight?"

She shook her head, because she didn't want to sit like this and wait for dawn, so she went downstairs to get drunk.

"Come with me, then."

"Hmm."

The night was still like ink, and the two walked out of Xiao Tian's villa side by side in the cold wind.

Just a few steps away.Both of them couldn't help but shiver.The strong wine made their heads still heavy.The cold made both of them sober up a lot.Under the cold street lamp.The two walked towards Qiu Yan's villa.

Qiu Yan's villa is not too far away, so he walks here during the day.

As the chaotic and cold night was about to pass, Xiao Tian's car finally drove into the villa.

This is when people are still sleepy.Xiao Tian walked upstairs with light steps.He thought he would see his beloved woman lying quietly on the bed.Gently pushed open the door of the master bedroom.Who knows, it was an empty bed.Even the quilt was neatly laid out.There was only a slight trace of a person who had been lying.

His brain didn't react for a moment, and after two seconds he quickly opened the door to the next room, which was also empty, and turned on the light. He sat down on the edge of the bed in the room. There were a few hairs clearly falling from the white pillow, and it was obviously hers.

Xiao Tian's heart tugged hard. What happened in this bed on the night he wasn't there.