Looking at Song Xi's tearful appearance, Xiao Bai's heart was also very distressed.

He admitted that it was wrong for him to say goodbye back then, but the punishment for so many years was enough!

When I met Song Xi in London, he was struggling with his family at that time, and there was no way to be distracted to deal with other things, so another five years passed after a delay.

He can feel that Song Xi still has his own in his heart, but why does it seem that they all have each other in their hearts, and why has they become like this now?

"Song Xi, as long as you want, you can come back to me at any time. Xiao Bai finally took the initiative to take a step.

Although he understands the truth that whoever takes the initiative first in love will lose, but he still can't resist the tears of the woman in front of him in his heart, as long as he sees her crying, all the principles in his heart will fall apart in an instant.

Song Xi laughed twice, wiped away the tears that rolled down his face at some point, and gently pushed Xiao Bai away, only by leaving his arms could he think clearly.

"Come back?" she asked softly, "I've never been in your heart, so why do you want to leave?"

"Xiao Xi ......," Xiao Bai shouted in pain.

Song Xi glanced at Xiao Bai and said very calmly: "Do you remember the only thing you said to me when you met me in London? At that time, I said to myself, love is just a barren journey, I will know myself warmly, and I will be self-conscious." I used to think that all the people and things in the world could not withstand the warm embrace of the person in my heart, but I think I finally understood that the reason why I have been stuck in place and not moving forward all these years is because I am still longing for that warm embrace. But the moment I was at the police station, I finally realized that even if I stayed in the police station until the end of the world, only my parents were worried about where I was. Only without you can I live a better life. ”

She said these words very calmly, as if she were facing a stranger, slowly recounting what had just happened on the side of the road.

Although her heart will hurt very much, Song Xi has really figured it out, and she can't stay where she is anymore.

People will meet a lot of people in their lives, and the same is true in love, Xiao Bai is not the one who accompanies her to the end. Just like you will meet a lot of post stations in your life, he is just a passer-by in the post station.

Xiao Bai listened to Song Xi's calm words, his heart was like being pierced by thousands of needles, and he kept aching faintly, but he couldn't tell where it hurt.

"Xiaoxi, don't be so ruthless. Don't just walk away from me when I'm just recognizing my feelings. ”

Xiao Bai's tone was very sincere, and it could even be said to be a low-voiced pleading. He had never known the importance of Song Xi in his heart, and now he finally understood, but it seemed to be too late.

He used to be proud to think that even if he said goodbye, Song Xi still had his own in his heart, until he saw Song Xi smiling at other men again and again, and he began to disbelieve in love in his heart.

But when they reunited again, Song Xi gave him hope again, and it wasn't until just now that he confirmed his feelings for Song Xi. But why is the reality so cruel, he just wanted to start, and Song Xi had already cruelly announced that it was over.

"Brother Xiao Bai!" Song Xi said, "This is the last time I call you like this." I've come to understand the truth that 'you don't become indifferent until you've exhausted your sincerity.'" Let's not see each other again, let's all go back, find a warm person, warm our hearts that are gradually cooling each other. ”

Song Xi stopped talking, picked up the clothes scattered on the ground in the suitcase that Bai Xiaobai had knocked over, and put them into the box one by one, then zipped them up, and said to Xiao Bai who was standing aside: "There will be no time in the future!"

Song Xi left like this, Xiao Bai stood at the door in a daze for a long time, so long that his legs were numb, and he fell to the ground in despair, tears of regret finally filled his eyes.

It turned out that he was too proud, and there really was no absolute thing in love.

He shouldn't have said goodbye like that back then, and he shouldn't be so arrogant when he met in London, maybe he and Song Xi had been together for a long time.

It's just that now he has won pride, but he has lost the most important person.

"Song Xi, after so many years, I finally saw my inner ......"

That Spring Festival, because Song Xi did not have an ID card, he finally stayed alone in the rental house in the imperial capital and spent a Chinese New Year's Eve alone.

When the New Year's bell rang, Song Xi suddenly felt that he had been lonely for a long time, and he would gradually get used to it. In fact, it is still very romantic to look at the beautiful scenery of Chinese New Year's Eve alone!

On the night of the first day of the Lunar New Year, Song Xi was drunk alone in the bar. Song Xi is still very perfect, but there is one bad thing, that is, wine.

Song Xi, who was drunk, took his newly bought mobile phone and called all his friends in his address book, but Xiao Bai's phone number had already been entered on the keyboard, and he still didn't have the courage to dial it out in the end.

So he looked at the phone screen with a series of numbers on the screen, secretly crying, and finally fell asleep on the bar, and finally the bartender in the bar saw that Song Xi really didn't wake up and leave, so he took her mobile phone.

As soon as he unlocked the screen, he saw this number, and the bartender didn't think much about it, so he called directly.

When Xiao Bai arrived, he saw Song Xi lying alone on the bar, which was really distressing and angry. Doesn't it mean that life is better without yourself?

That's what makes life better? Okay, I got myself in a bar, and I got drunk like this.

Luckily, this bar isn't as glittering as most people think. From the bar to the stage, there is a simple light blue soft light intertwined, skimming the lights and wine, but it looks a little silent and warm.

This is very in line with Song Xi's little and fresh character!

Maybe it's because of the Chinese New Year, there aren't many people in the bar, and on the stage in the distance, there is a singer who is slowly singing love songs.

"Xiao Xi ......" Xiao Bai walked to Song Xi's side and patted Song Xi's face gently.

Song Xi felt that someone was calling him, so he opened his confused eyes, only to widen his eyes the moment he saw the person in front of him, and then shook his head in disbelief.

Was it her delusion?

There are so many Xiao Bai in front of him, and he still has such a handsome face, but he frowned and looked unhappy, but there was more concern in his eyes.

No, she didn't call him just now, she had already said that the two of them would be indefinite, Xiao Bai's character would never be stalked, she must have seen it wrong.

She shook her head again, and when she opened her eyes, there were still many Xiao Bai in front of her.

"Is there poppies in this wine? can you hallucinate when you drink it?" she shook her head in disbelief, as if she wanted to shake her head out.

"Xiaoxi, you've drunk too much, I'll send you back!" The warm breath approached, and Xiao Bai looked at the empty glass wine bottle on the bar.

I haven't lived with Song Xi for so many years, and I don't know how much she drinks, but with so many empty bottles, even if the amount of alcohol is good, she should be completely drunk!

Looking at the way Song Xi began to talk nonsense, Xiao Bai was sure that the woman in front of him must also be drunk.

"No, I don't want to go home alone. ”

"It's okay, I'll accompany you. He patted her face, and his voice couldn't help but soften a lot: "Xiaoxi, let's go back." ”

"Hmm. She still replied with a monophonic word, and then threw herself into Xiao Bai's arms.

It's as if it's the same as it was ten years ago, as if there hasn't been a three-year gap between them. She is still his Xiaoxi, and he is still her Xiao Bai's brother.

Out of the door of the bar, the cool air in the cold winter wind blew on Song Xi's face, relieving the discomfort she had just felt in the bar, and making her moan comfortably.

I don't know if it's too comfortable or because I've been sure that there is someone to rely on around her, her feet are weak, and she just sat on the ground while Xiao Bai didn't pay attention.

"Xiao Xi ......" Xiao Bai stroked his head, and his forehead was a little painful.

The drunk Song Xi is still the same as when she was a child, but Xiao Bai likes her like this, as if someone is carrying it when the sky falls, it's good, that Song Xi is back again.

"Xiaoxi, let's go back, it's cold on the ground!" Xiao Bai squatted in front of Song Xi, gently preparing to pull up Song Xi.

Song Xi pouted and reluctantly, "I don't want to walk." ”

Xiao Bai smiled, squatted down with her on his back, and the meaning of carrying her was obvious. The drunk Song Xi was quite knowledgeable, obediently lying on his back, hugging his neck, and leaning his little head on his shoulder.

Song Xi was obedient all the way, he never said a word, Xiao Bai originally wanted to put Song Xi in the car, but forgive him for the selfishness in his heart, he just wanted to spend more time with Song Xi.

So he carried Song Xi on his back and walked in the direction of home. The little woman on her back was really light, like a feather. Xiao Bai remembered that Song Xi loved to eat when he was a child, why is he so thin now.

The sound of the whistle at the intersection made Song Xi, who was lying on his back, begin to be restless.

"You are Brother Xiao Bai!" is not a doubt, it is a certainty.

"Yes. ”

Perhaps sensing his breath, she began to lie still again.

A car sped past them. She was quiet for a while and then muttered, "Xiao Bai, when you left back then, they all said that you had a private agreement with a senior sister for life, so you should go?"

Xiao Bai said: "That's my cousin. ”

She kept asking, "Then have you ever liked your cousin?"

The thinking of drunken people has always been afraid of compliments, and now Song Xi has put away the thorns in his body, like a sheep from Mars.

Mo Shen stopped, tilted his head slightly and looked at her face, seeing that she had her eyes closed, he didn't know if he was talking in a dream: "My cousin is already married, and she already has a daughter." ”

"Oh!" Song Hee murmured, "Are you in love with your cousin's daughter?"

"She's only three years old. ”

For the first time, Xiao Bai felt that after a person was drunk, his IQ could return to preschool.