Running away from his wife, he loves with his hands tied Chapter 1 What is the use of being angry and heartache

What is the use of anger and heartache in the first chapter of the text

Zhong Yixuan's impeccable face flashed with a charming smile, and he said word by word: "Xixi, I love you." ”

The applause, cheers and whistles around her came and went, Xiao Xixi felt extremely embarrassed, and she really couldn't get used to the scene of so many eyes accumulating.

She sat in her seat, her posture a little stiff, and she didn't speak for a while.

By the time she was stunned from her trance, Zhong Yixuan had already stood up with an awe-inspiring aura, walked towards her, leaned over and imprinted the warm thin lips on the soft corners of her lips in the midst of the coaxing.

Xiao Xixi wanted to dodge, but she didn't dodge at all.

Late at night, the hustle and bustle of the streets gradually quieted down, the cool wind blew Xiao Xixi's hair, and she tried her best to wake herself up from her confusion.

"Yi Xuan, in the future, don't do this in the future. Sitting in the passenger seat, Xiao Xixi was full of thoughts about the picture of being kissed by him just now, I don't know why, although her face was red and her heart was beating, she felt... Not good.

I can't describe it, it's just, it's not good.

Situ Leiyan's kiss, she didn't have time to think at all, sometimes brutal, sometimes gentle and provocative, as if she was extremely familiar with her, challenging her unbearable bottom line.

But Zhong Yixuan's kiss, I don't know why, is very strange. She spontaneously had a bad reflex from the bottom of her heart.

With the car window open and the wind blowing on her face, Xiao Xixi's long hair, like a waterfall, also stirred up from time to time.

"I love you, Xixi," Zhong Yixuan was a little anxious, hitting the steering wheel hard when he turned, and the accelerator under his feet couldn't help but step on it slightly, "It's natural for me to kiss you." His possessiveness couldn't help but come to his heart.

She had to be his.

Zhong Yixuan couldn't help but grit his teeth a little. But seeing that Xiao Xixi was silent, he felt a little anxious, and hurriedly hinted that he wanted to suppress this emotion.

He hurriedly laughed again and said, "That... Next time, I'll get your consent. Good no good. "When he comes up, he always has a hard time controlling himself.

Just now, as Zhong Yixuan hit the steering wheel for no reason, the body drifted violently, and Xiao Xixi clutched the armrest tightly. But Zhong Yixuan's tone softened a little as if he had calmed down again.

She nodded slightly, in agreement. It's just, myself, will I really agree.

She has always disliked being high-profile, thinking about it, maybe he doesn't like it in this way, and he himself is full of charm is obvious, any woman will be tempted when she sees it.

It's just that I'm not in a good state tonight, maybe I haven't been moved for a long time, so I haven't felt it for a long time. Xiao Xixi shook her head secretly.

"Tonight..."Zhong Yixuan looked at her distracted, under the long and thick eyelashes, the watery eyes, the hair was fluttering, and there was an irresistible attraction in the night light, he couldn't help it, he spoke again, "Xixi, can you not go back." ”

Xiao Xixi turned her head to look at him in amazement, as if she was seeing him for the first time, she couldn't help blurting out: "No." "I've been separated from Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui for a night, and this night is definitely not good. What's more... There was a sudden revulsion in her mind.

Why did he express himself so eagerly, she always thought that since she had hurt Zhong Yixuan, then he should have hesitated and hesitated to retreat to herself.

But now, every time they met, he was shooting at a rapid pace, and she sometimes felt that it was too abrupt, and tonight it was too high-profile.

"You're because of the kids. Zhong Yixuan looked at her refusal without hesitation, and was very angry in his heart, the two children pulled her like a kite with a string every day, as long as the time came, they would definitely take her back unceremoniously.

The key is that those two children are Situ Leiyan's.

Xiao Xixi nodded.

Zhong Yixuan was still angry, and a trace of annoyance clearly slipped through his eyes. His mind crossed to her and his two children, and his tone was filled with disgust: "It's them again. ”

Xiao Xixi's heart was shocked, and she was a little cold for no reason, she cautiously looked at Zhong Yixuan's unhappy expression, and her heart was slightly gloomy.

He didn't like the two children because of their origins. I don't know why, but she was also a little angry, and said: "They are more important than anyone else in my heart." This sentence is so unhesitating, almost instinctive.

Zhong Yixuan was very smart to know that she was indeed a little angry, although she naturally showed her dislike for the child, but this situation still had to take a step back. However, it is too logical to not recover, and I should still emphasize the tone of my previous betrayal by her.

Thinking of this, Zhong Yixuan slowly spoke, and deliberately reminded Xiao Xixi: "They are not mine, it wasn't because..."

Xiao Xixi was taken aback, Zhong Yixuan didn't say it, he didn't want to say it. Seeing that his expression was not quite right, she knew that he had actually made a lot of effort to confess tonight, but she bluntly refused.

Halfway, she spoke: "I didn't mean to say that, I hope you don't mind." ”

This sentence made Zhong Yixuan happy. That's right, it's to evoke her guilt.

Xiao Xixi is too kind, so the harder the trick is, the less effective it will be for her, and if she probes softly, she will definitely find the reason for herself.

He let out a long sigh, shook his head, and said nothing.

Xiao Xixi was gloomy, but the words she said were like water spilled out, and the wood was already in a boat, so she could only bite her lip and stop talking. Watching the rear of Zhong Yixuan's car speeding away at the door of the house, she had some complicated emotions in her heart.

Zhong Yixuan, he doesn't like Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui, it's actually understandable. However, the two of them are her most precious, and such a contradiction will not be irreconcilable.

However, do you need to coordinate? Although Zhong Yixuan appeared as he used to be, why, she didn't think that today's things would happen, and she didn't have the slightest idea of staying for a long time in the future.

Xiao Xixi was a little dazed and went back to the house.

It was late at night, but the room was still quiet.

Xiao Xixi tiptoed upstairs, saw Yan Rui's study with the light on, and quietly walked over.

He hadn't seen himself since last night, neither phone calls nor texts, everything was unusual. She thought of the scene where Yan Rui was in the suite last night, in fact, he was not an irrational person.

It's just that she also saw the back of that night, and she saw it really. Now, Yan Rui was maintaining a lonely posture, sinking into the sofa and not moving for a long time.

The cigarette butt in his hand had accumulated a lot of cigarette ash, but he didn't notice it at all. There are also a few small pieces of dust on the ground that hangs down.

Xiao Xixi's footsteps still surprised him.

Yan Rui's fingers holding the cigarette moved suddenly, and then, he slowly turned his head and saw Xiao Xixi standing at the door. They looked at each other, but they were speechless.

Yan Rui never smoked, no matter when, never. Except today. At this moment, only smoke can lift his spirit and allow him to withdraw from the chaos. In my mind, it was already a piece of disintegration.

What did he do last night? He was a little annoyed, but more of a shock to himself, mixed with the helplessness of the matter that had come to this, and for the first time he had the urge to be angry.

He looked at Xiao Xixi's eyes, and there was some tiredness, wordless pain, and... Only a piece of grievance. It's just that he can't say this, he won't say it, Xiao Xixi is Xiao Xixi who will always be protected by him, and now, how can he rely on him.

Xiao Xixi didn't expect Yan Rui to be in such a state, and suddenly her throat seemed to be choked. He spent the day so depressed and lonely, and when he would be messy and at a loss, he actually went to spend time with two other men...

Xiao Xixi's eyes were a little hot, and after a pause, she walked over slowly, and said softly, "Brother Rui... Are you okay? She knew he was bad. Growing up, she had never seen him do this.

Yan Rui didn't answer and continued to be silent.

After a long time, he put her hand on his shoulder, gently took it down, and forced an indifferent smile: "It's okay, go to bed early." ”

As if she had been shattered, Xiao Xixi knew that she was distressed.

It's her brother, Yan Rui, who is like her own brother, is injured and heartbroken, so she is distressed unexpectedly.

"Yan, look," Gu Ruolan couldn't hide her joy in the morning, came to Situ Leiyan's president's room, opened her bag, and took out a newspaper.

Situ Lei Yan didn't answer, and casually picked up the paper she had just put down, but at a glance, he was stunned.

There are a few clear pictures in the eye-catching place of the newspaper, as if Zhong Yixuan and Xiao Xixi are having a sweet meal in the restaurant. Like a couple in love, one picture is Zhong Yixuan holding a rose, while the other is him leaning over and kissing her deeply, while she passively bears it, but it looks full of nature.

They... Kiss. The blood in Situ Lei Yan's whole body rushed towards his head.

But just for a moment, he put the newspaper on the table again, picked up the document on his right, and looked at it intently.

Gu Ruolan was shocked instead, and she hurriedly asked, "Yan, do you see... Is this it? This sentence is clearly equivalent to asking in vain.

"Hmm. Situ Lei Yan's deep eyes slid a trace of coldness. I saw it, he really saw it, the photo was very clear, so her back was absolutely correct, and Zhong Yixuan's eyes were definitely in line.

He was angry and his heart ached. It's just that what's the use of being angry and heartache, Xiao Xixi doesn't remember him, he doesn't remember at all.

Now I suddenly became passive. Every time he encounters Xiao Xixi's pure gaze, he needs more courage. The violent character is no longer unscrupulous.

Now I can only watch from the sidelines. What you say or do is like being out of your own hands.

Xiao Xixi, I don't remember him. It's true... I don't remember him.

She was as good as ever, but it was hard to belong to him now.

Gu Ruolan was embarrassed, although she achieved the result of letting Situ Lei Yan know, she didn't expect that he was not as violent as he expected. is both jealous and envious, and hateful and helpless. Gu Ruolan's heart suddenly became empty.

For Xiao Xixi, such a great Situ Lei Yan, the cold and tyrannical one, he has actually changed.

Chapter 1 What's the use of being angry and heartache?