Chapter 153: Returning Home
"Although Shao Chen is young, he also knows the word father, Xi'er, how long do you have to hide it from him, is it possible that you have to tell him for the rest of your life that his father is a hero and is busy helping people in need. I don't deny that this is a white lie, but when he really grows up, do you think he will still believe this unrealistic statement?"
Huang Fuqing also sighed heavily when she heard Ling Ruoche's words, and looked at An Yuxi, who had a look of self-blame and sorrow, and couldn't help but feel distressed.
In her eyes, An Yuxi is a child, the kindest child in the world, she would rather suffer to raise An Shaochen herself than accept anyone's charity and sympathy, and more importantly, she retains the image of the father in the child's heart.
"Xi'er, Che is right, you have suffered enough over the years, you can support yourself without accepting our help, but you also have to think about Shao Chen, he is growing up, and one day he will find that the environment he lives in is different from others, and he needs a father. ”
An Yuxi slowly stood up and looked at the small figure outside the floor-to-ceiling window, An Shaochen also noticed his mother's gaze, turned his head and smiled at her, it was this smile that made An Yuxi suddenly feel like an electric shock, his brain was numb for a while, and the current ran from his toes to every end of his hair, and then bounced away.
It's too similar, every eyebrow, every smile, is pulling her thoughts back to five years ago.
An Shaochen is more like An Yuxi, but whenever he laughs or frowns slightly, it always makes people think of Feng Xuanyu, this is the wonder of blood.
She looked at this smile and raised her arm mechanically, forced the corners of her mouth to wave to An Shaochen outside the window to say hello, and when her arm shook, she could even hear the sound of bones rubbing against each other.
"Maybe, having a father, Shao Chen, may be much happier than now. A trace of sadness flashed in her eyes, and then she immediately raised the corners of her mouth and turned her head to the person behind her, "Okay, didn't you say that there is something serious?
Ling Ruoche stood up and handed over a stack of documents on the table to An Yuxi, "That's it, although Ling's foundation in the United States is stable, the jewelry market is still more popular in China, more than ten years ago because of Xun'er, we gave up the Chinese market, but now the financial crisis is rampant, although Ling's has not been threatened, but we can't be unguarded." ”
An Yuxi frowned slightly, silently flipped through the documents in his hand, thought for a while and said: "Returning to China is only good for the Ling family, but the Ling family should also return to China." ”
"If Ling goes back to China, then I will go back too. ”
When Ling Ruoche heard An Yuxi, she raised her head in surprise and looked at the little face in front of her with a smile on her face without a trace ......of panic, "What, you want to go back to China?"
"It's not for that person, it's that I don't want to escape anymore, it's been five years, I've disappeared under your protection for five whole years, I've figured it out now, I have to go back, my mother is still waiting for me in City A, since the things of five years ago have been clear, I have to give an explanation. ”
Indeed, Ye Shaolan died five years ago, and after she was rescued, she saw Yang Xueqing, but she was still moved by compassion in the face of her mother's killer, and letting Yang Xueqing go doesn't mean that she can let go of the An family.
Thinking of this, she frowned and looked into the distance, she will never forget the day when her mother was lying on the hospital bed, covered with a white cloth and never breathing at all.
"I don't approve of you returning to China, Feng Xuanyu will definitely get news when you go back, my power in China is far beyond him, and it is impossible to block your news like here. ”
"He... Hehe...."An Yuxi suddenly laughed stupidly, as if he could no longer find the bitterness he had before, it was just self-deprecation, "I guess I have long forgotten that there is a woman named An Yuxi in this world." ”
"Ling's return to China, I don't go back, isn't it too much to say, how to say that I am also the most well-known jewelry designer in the United States, it is easier to have Ling's market in China. As he spoke, An Yuxi handed over the document to Ling Ruoche, curled his crimson lips, and smiled extremely confidently.
Without waiting for Ling Ruoche to oppose her, she turned around, nodded slightly to Huang Fuqing, and walked out of the floor-to-ceiling window.
Ling Ruoche looked at An Yuxi's elegant figure, his eyes shrunk, his eyebrows were slightly frowning like a sword, and he said with deep eyes: "Xi'er, isn't it good to stay here and live the most peaceful life with my mother and Shaochen?"
When An Yuxi heard this, she stopped her steps, and the corners of her mouth pursed slightly drew a beautiful arc, "Brother, I can only be a deserter if I stay here, we all know my identity, even if I look like me, I am not Ling Ruoxun, since I am not her, I can't continue to curl up in your arms and not feel the warmth and coldness of this world." ”
"Do you complain about Xun'er, if it weren't for her, maybe you wouldn't have to bear everything today. Although her back was straight, Ling Ruoche found the kind of sadness and loneliness in her body at a glance.
Over the years, everyone has regarded her as Ling Ruoxun, and from time to time she has called the wrong name, she has a slight smile, and her face is full of indifference, but he knows that she doesn't want to live in Ling Ruoxun's shadow, and the longer this kind of life passes, the more she will be lost in the misery of pain.
"How come, I'm very grateful to her, and thank you very much, Xun'er has grown up, and I have grown up, I will take Shaochen back first. ”
Maybe it was resentful before, but now it is indeed sincere and sincere, if it weren't for Ling Ruoxun, she wouldn't have met Ling Ruoche, let alone have a peaceful life for the past five years.
After speaking, she chuckled and walked in front of An Shaochen.
Huang Fuqing looked at the two figures in front of him who were slowly shrinking into small figures, and couldn't help but stand up and shout softly: "Xi'er...."
Ling Ruoche walked up to Huang Fuqing and held her shoulder, pursed the corners of her mouth and shook her head meaningfully, "Mom, Xi'er won't blame us, you must calm down, it's not time yet." ”
In an ordinary two-room residential house, An Yuxi sat on the bed and carefully helped An Shaochen change his pajamas, doting on his fleshy little face.
The phone rang, she looked at the notes on it, picked up the phone with a chuckle, half-lay on the bed and wrapped the child in her arms and said with a smile: "Ze, are you done?"
Now Luo Mingze is still in China, when he and Ling Ruoche sent An Yuxi to the United States together, he returned to China to continue his career in order to hide people's eyes, but he would come to the United States every once in a while to get together with An Yuxi's mother and son for a while.
On the other side, Luo Mingze put down the documents in his hand, pulled out of business, pressed his forehead lightly, and heard An Yuxi's voice, the gentle smile in his Mo Che eyes became thicker and thicker, "Okay, I'm afraid that it will delay your sleep if it's too late, so I'll give you a call first, what about Shao Chen?"
"What about here?" An Yuxi brushed An Shaochen's soft hair and put the phone to his ear.
As soon as An Shaochen heard Luo Mingze's voice, he immediately jumped up and circled around the bed with his mobile phone, "Luo Daddy, when are you coming to see Shaochen, your mother won't let me eat more ice cream when you're not there." ”
An Yuxi looked at An Shaochen who was chatting with Luo Mingze, his face was filled with the smile that a child should have, seeing this, he suddenly thought of what Huang Fuqing said to her, maybe......
Just when she was distracted, An Shaochen handed her the phone and said with a smile: "Luo Daddy wants to talk to Mommy." ”
An Yuxi took the phone, it was still Luo Mingze's warm and jade-like voice, he always cared about her so much, and every time he called, he would ask her about her daily life, for fear that she would have any discomfort.
An Yuxi responded one by one, and suddenly the corners of her raised mouth froze, paused, and under the long eyelashes that hung low, her eyes flashed like black crystals, and said thoughtfully: "Ze, I'm going back to China." ”
"I don't want to run away anymore, I can't never dare to set foot on my homeland because he was wrong five years ago, not just him. I've been working hard for so long just to one day be able to fight for my mom openly. ”
"I know what I'm doing, don't worry, I'll be fine with you and Shaochen. ”
"Okay, I'll pick you up then. Luo Mingze tapped the table with his index finger and said lightly.
For five years, he has never objected to what An Yuxi does, the only thing he does is to stay behind her, as long as she knows that he will always be behind her.
An Yuxi hung up the phone and lay down next to An Shaochen, patted him on the back, and coaxed him to sleep as usual, the four-year-old child still relies on his mother, and he only has this mother in his life.
"Shao Chen, my uncle said that today's incident is not the first time, right?"
As she spoke, An Shaochen closed his eyes, he rubbed into An Yuxi's arms, found a comfortable position, and did not speak.
An Yuxi saw that he was silent, and his heart was even more uncomfortable, if other children encountered this kind of thing, they would have cried and cried, and it would be good if they made trouble, but An Shaochen didn't, everything was pressed in his heart, and how many things could he hide when he was only a four-year-old child.
"Shao Chen, do you miss your father?" An Yuxi asked softly, her tone was calm, but there were all kinds of waves in her eyes, this was the first time she took the initiative to talk to him about this issue.
An Shaochen slowly raised his head when he heard this question, pouted and gently touched An Yuxi's eyebrows with his soft little hands, and saw that the corners of her eyes were dry, so he was relieved to show his dimples and hugged An Yuxi hard, "I don't want to, I have my mother, Luo Daddy, uncle, grandmother, and grandfather, I think I'm happier than anything." ”
"Really? Shao Chen, Mommy said that children are not allowed to lie. An Yuxi's tone was a little more serious, the child was right, but she didn't want her child to live in depression forever.
"Really, Mommy, I think I'm really happy, but sometimes I feel like I'm different from other kids. ”