Zhou Mingchuan smoked three cigarettes in a row, I was distressed to death, and hurriedly ran over and grabbed his hand, "Husband, it's all my fault, please don't torture yourself." ”

My tears are like water that doesn't want money, they flow out at every turn, no matter how hard I try to endure it, it still falls uncontrollably, blurring my vision.

Zhou Mingchuan broke free of my hand.

I threw myself into his arms and hugged him tightly, raised my eyes and looked at him sadly and whimpered and apologized, "Husband, I'm sorry, it's all because I'm useless, my stomach is not angry, you scold me and beat me." ”

I grabbed his hand and was about to pump it in my face, and at this moment I would rather he scold me, or even slap me in two big mouths, than he didn't say a word.

"Enough!" Zhou Mingchuan roared angrily and pushed me away fiercely, "You go in first, I'll call home." ”

I didn't dare to say anything more when he was angry, so I obediently went back to the living room, and I could still see him and hear him calling home.

It's just a pity that I can't understand their dialect, I don't know how he explained it to the family, I just heard his voice getting louder and louder, as if he was arguing.

In the end, he hung up the phone, took out his cigarette and leaned against the balcony to smoke, looking very unhappy, and I didn't have the courage to persuade him again.

I got up and went to the bathroom to put a jar of warm water, and then walked over to him, "Husband, go take a bath, the child will have it, you wait, give me some time." ”

In other words, two years ago, I would never have begged him in a low voice, and I didn't marry him to have children, but children are already our heart disease, and I have to make compromises.

Zhou Mingchuan didn't speak, just let out a long sigh, extinguished the cigarette butt and turned around and went to the bathroom.

After that day, he could hardly see a smile on his face, he no longer spoke sweet words to me, he cared about me in everything, and even at night he turned his back to me, and he didn't even touch me.

"Husband, you dislike me, don't you?" After enduring it for a week, I finally couldn't help it, and blocked Zhou Mingchuan, who had just come out of the shower, in the bathroom.

Zhou Mingchuan pushed me away lightly, "No, don't think nonsense, it's just that I've been very irritable about my family's affairs recently, and I'm not in the mood to do those things with you." ”

I looked at him intently, trying to find traces of our love in his eyes, but all I saw was his indifference and detachment.

"If Mom asked you to divorce, would you say yes? I know she's always had that idea. "Because that's what my mother-in-law said to me personally.

Zhou Mingchuan was angry, and his voice became cold, "What nonsense are you talking about, could it be that I married you to have children?" Shu Menglu, you are becoming more and more unreasonable. ”

Is it really me who is unreasonable?

I have suffered a lot of grievances when I married him, and I was always made to cry by his family when I went to his house, but this time I clearly felt that he was wronged for me, not his family.

Lying back to back in bed with Zhou Mingchuan at night, I felt so lonely, and I couldn't help but think of Jin Yebai again, if I had been before, I would definitely talk to him, and he would definitely be able to comfort me.

But now I can't talk to him even if I am wronged and sad, I treat him as a bag of anger and sprinkle all my negative emotions on him, because I have lost him.

Maybe it was a dream, I had a dream this night, in which I and seventeen-year-old Jin Yebai were in the dream, but I woke up in tears.

Because in my dreams I lost him completely!