Because he knew that Lan Man liked peonies, Rong Lan led her in the direction of peonies, but when he immediately walked in front of Peony Flowers, Lan Man didn't leave. ＥＴ

She stood some distance away from the flowers, watching quietly.

Rong Lan said, "Why don't you go over a little bit?"

Lan Man shook his head, and didn't go any further.

Those peonies were transplanted from other places, and in order to make them bloom at this time, the florists took a lot of effort, because of the relationship they had just taken care of, these flowers looked very delicate, that kind of elegant beauty, straight to the heart.

Rong Lan looked at Lan Man and felt that it would be better for him to stay quiet, because he felt that even if he spoke, Lan Man would definitely not reply to him, so it was better not to waste his efforts.

Today's weather is very good, the breeze is warm, and the sun is very gentle, which only makes people feel warm, not hot.

Rong Lan felt that it was quite pleasant to blow the wind and look at the flowers like this, of course, it would be even more comfortable if he could be in this situation with his stepmother, but there was no stepmother, only his own mother.

When the child thinks of her own mother, she suddenly feels deflated, she is sick, if she is not sick, she may be able to question and see, if nothing else, it is good to vent her emotions, but she is very sick.

Lan Man stood there without speaking, thinking back to the scene of the year, every detail of the wedding she remembered, Rong Jin's vows, how he remembered the ring he brought for himself, and the priest who remembered that when he kissed the bride, Rong Jin kissed his lips.

In reality, all this has passed for too long, but in her nightmare, it is repeated all the time, as long as she closes her eyes, she remembers that he took her hand from her father's hand, and led her to the priest.

At that time, Lan Man felt that they would last forever, but they couldn't even look like her parents.

Lan Man once asked herself in her heart, did she do something wrong, in fact, sometimes, when she calms down, she will regret it, if she chooses to endure like her mother, will Rong Jin still be by her side at this moment?

She thought it must be, a family like theirs, as long as there is no accident, will live a peaceful life on the surface, and then even if they are tired of each other, they will pretend to be sad at each other's funeral, pretending to be a husband and wife.

It's a pity that she doesn't want this, she wants Rong Jin to love her.

Lan Man couldn't help but take two steps back, she just wanted her husband to love her from the bottom of her heart, was this also wrong?

Rong Jin doesn't love her.

Lan Man was a smart woman, but she was also a stupid woman, she was smart enough to see that Rong Jin felt the same way for her as her father felt for her mother, and like most men from the same family, they were more likely to marry a woman who was a good match, rather than a woman they loved.

And she is stupid, after knowing this matter, she fiercely wants Rong Jin to respond to her feelings, and she wants to get an equal love from Rong Jin.

The special nurse on the side saw that she moved, and couldn't help but shout: "Miss." ”

Rong Lan turned around, and saw that Lan Man's face was very painful, as if he was struggling, looking at his eyes, there was a request for help and an unspeakable resistance.

The child stood still, not knowing how to deal with such a scene, and the doctors and special nurses who were guarding on the side had already performed their duties and controlled Lan Man.

Lan Man's eyes looked at Rong Lan, I don't know if it was because she had calmed down, or because the whole person was bound and had to be quiet, the expression on her face gradually calmed down.

Rong Lan was actually a little scared, no matter how smart he was, he was still a child, and it was the first time he saw the scene of Lan Man's illness, so he couldn't help but be scared.

The butler had already stepped forward and wanted to leave with Rong Lan first.

Lan Man suddenly spoke, and she asked Rong Lan, "Am I wrong?"

It was the first time in so many years that she had asked this question, which made Bruce, who was about to take her back to her room, stop his movements and look at her in shock.

Rong Lan didn't know what she was asking, so she could only look at the housekeeper for help.

The housekeeper didn't know if Lan Man was awake or calmly crazy, he couldn't let Rong Lan take a little risk, so he didn't stop because of Lan Man's question, he took Rong Lan away.

Although Bruce wanted to keep them, he also knew that the current situation did not allow him to do so.

Lan Man kept watching Rong Lan and them walk away before she withdrew her gaze, she looked at the old Bruce beside her, his face was full of traces of time, and his cloudy eyes were no longer sharp, but full of worry.

She suddenly said, "Bruce, you're old. ”

After Bruce heard her say this, he only felt that his nose was sour, yes, he was old, maybe he didn't know when, he would die, but Lan Man, what should she do, she is still young, how to go in the future?

Lanman asked him, "Bruce, did I do something wrong?"

Bruce couldn't answer the question, he could understand Lan Man's feelings, but he couldn't approve of what she had done, so he said, "You're just sick, and when you're well, everything will be fine." ”

Lan Man lowered his head, looked at the restraint belt on his body, suddenly smiled, and said, "It's not good, probably not in this life." ”

She thought about whether she would be happier if she only needed the status of a wife like her mother, but she couldn't do it, as long as she imagined such a life of forbearance and restraint, she felt that after that, she would still go crazy, and her mother, how much better?

Pera hated the bloodline of the Lan family, hated the madness and hidden dangers brought by this bloodline, but she was not a madman now, so false, so self-righteous.

Lan Man said: "Perhaps, it was me who should have died at that time." ”

Bruce was shocked: "Miss!

Lan Man's eyes fell on the peony flower again, there was a flower in it, it was very beautiful, the color of the petals was a very delicate and beautiful pink, and there was also a flower of the same color in her bouquet.

If she had died after that wedding, and had died in such a happy moment, all the pain would have arisen from it.

Because this was the first time in all these years that Lan Man had expressed clear suicidal tendencies, the doctor suggested that all contact between her and Rong Lan should be stopped.

Pera was shocked, almost on the verge of collapse, why is this happening! She looked at the doctor, wishing she could strangle him!

"Why didn't you say this was possible before it happened?"

When did the doctor see such an angry Pera, he couldn't help but shrink for a while: "Husband, madam, the eldest lady's attitude towards the child has always been very expectant and positive, and she even walked out of the room with the intention of ......" All this is a very positive performance, but who knew that there would be such a fork!

Pera's face was gloomy, and she said with a threat: "If something happens to her, you just wait to bury her!"

The doctor was so frightened by this that he knew that Pera must not be joking! She meant it! The doctor almost crawled out.

After Rong Lan returned to his room, he called Lin Anran, and after making sure that Rong Jin was not on the side, the child couldn't help but tell Lin Anran about Lan Man.

When talking to Rong Lan before, Lin Anran had always avoided Lan Man's words, and this time Rong Lan mentioned it, she had to face it officially.

Lin Anran hesitated for a moment and asked him, "Does Lan Lan like her?"

Rong Lan thought for a long time before saying, "I don't know." He had imagined a lot of scenes that their mother and son wanted to see, but the reality was different from all his imagination, he couldn't tell whether he liked it or hated it, he just thought it was weird, and wanted to find someone to talk to.

Lin Anran's understanding of Lan Man basically comes from Rong Jin and Lan Xiu, these two people's evaluation of Lan Man is very negative, full of madness and blood, and what Lin Anran himself feels is also a very dangerous Lan Man, car accidents, bombs, and shootings.

But she hadn't seen Lan Man in person, so she asked, "Lan Lan, what kind of person is she?"

Rong Lan was entangled for a moment and said, "It's very good-looking." ”

"What else?"

"The response was also very slow, and sometimes it took a long time to answer the previous question, and many times I forgot to ask myself. ”

Rong Lan sighed and said: "I don't know how to describe it, she doesn't seem to be very easy to get along with, but sometimes, it seems to be very different from me, I don't know what she is thinking, today I saw her sick appearance, I was a little scared, but I felt that she was very pitiful." ”

Lin Anran comforted him softly: "Is Lan Lan still scared now?"

Rong Lan shook his head, and remembered that he was on the phone, but Lin Anran couldn't see it, so he said: "I'm not afraid, I just don't know how to get along with her in the future, Anran, I miss you, I want to go home." ”

Of course, Lin Anran also missed him: "I miss you too." She didn't feel better than Rong Lan at the moment, she didn't know what position to talk to Rong Lan about his biological mother, she didn't want to tell Rong Lan what his mother had done, the truth was too cruel.

Rong Lan really wanted to return home at this moment, to Lin Anran's side, everything here made him feel strange, especially after seeing Lan Man who was ill today, his desire to go home was extremely strong.

He didn't want to see such a blue man, which was too far from his imaginary mother.

And the news from Pera's side that he asked him not to go to see Lan Man for the time being undoubtedly made Rong Lan breathe a sigh of relief, even if Pera wanted him to continue to see Lan Man, he didn't want to go.