Chapter 014: Love in the Dangerous City (2)
Love in the Dangerous City (2)
(C) Media Conferences. World.
Dry retreat. The small courtyard of the old Liu family. Under the grape trellis. "Yesterday's World" project, the scene of the media briefing.
"Everyone, be quiet. I'm Liu Xin'er, as the Director of Operations of the 'Yesterday's World' project, and I am fully entrusted by Ms. Gao Xiaoxi to meet with media friends and share five questions...... That's right, that handsome guy, please, first question. ”
"Thank you, Ms. Liu Xin'er. I have the original copy of Ms. Gao Xiaoxi's "Notice of Death" and "Ashes Claim Form", what would you comment on this?"
"Ugh. Well. Oh. Comments?...... Security! Drag this bastard out! Fat beating! I'll pay for the medicine!"
"Please continue to ask questions. That's right, beauty, please, second question. ”
"Thank you. May I ask Ms. Liu Xin'er, in view of Ms. Gao Xiaoxi's 'air form', how do you communicate without barriers, and can the content of the communication be made public?"
"I like your kind of connotative questions. Unfortunately, as it involves trade secrets and intellectual property protection, I have no comment on your questions. Thank you!"
"That's it, pretty boy, don't be shy, please, third question. ”
"Ms. Liu Xin'er, how good is 'Tomorrow's World', why 'Yesterday's World'?"
"I would like to reiterate Ms. Gao Xiaoxi's vision. Looking forward to the future and playing with the present, I can't help but ask, how did I get mixed up, right, we have to fill in the blanks, we have to pick up the legacy, we have to remember, we have to commemorate...... Well. Probably because of feelings. ”
"Hello, uncle, that's it, you're welcome, please, the fourth question. ”
"Thank you. The technical description of the project book is too professional, please briefly popularize science. ”
"As we all know, communication between this shore and the other shore is a worldwide problem. Ms. Gao Xiaoxi used her 12 pen and pen diaries to preliminarily solve this problem. It's an honor for me, Liu Xin'er, as the first person to eat crabs, to be able to enter and exit the world in those 12 albums anytime, anywhere, and with all your mustaches...... Of course, Yesterday's World is still a long way from being commercially operational. We've been working on it!
"The last question is left to this old man. Eh, are you a joyful grandfather, full of little silver curls...... Why are you sticking out your tongue, please ask. ”
"I'm Albert Einstein...... You liars!"
"Run, Gao Xiaoxi, the master is here to smash the field!"
From beginning to end, I was a multi-person person, and I teased a lot.
made Gao Xiaoxi giggle and laugh. As for me, wait patiently for her to give me an answer that I can understand.
Answer?...... Gao Xiaoxi's sudden silence was the answer.
Among the 12 albums that record our four years of college life, she is still knowable, visible, and touchable, and the living Gao Xiaoxi, who has nothing to do, and "wanders" in those 12 albums.
The problem is that I am looking for Gao Xiaoxi as a helper, and I definitely don't want to "wander around" in those 12 albums, I have to go to many, far away, and very dangerous. For example, the past and present life of the plateau, Qin Xu's prehistoric wasteland.
In Gao Xiaoxi's world, we are both living people. In my world, Gao Xiaoxi has become air, unable to touch, invisible, and in a hurry. Obviously, her "Yesterday's World" is worth a try!
"Have you thought about it enough, Liu Xin'er, can you go with me?"
"Let's go, I'm afraid of you! But, Gao Xiaoxi, am I free for you?"
"Of course you're free, no one cares about you!"
"Can you go wherever you want, and can you see whoever you want?"
"Hey Mom, Liu Xin'er, I'm stupid to you! I will draw how you write!"
"Don't, what do you mean, Gao Xiaoxi? I don't have enough memory, and I'm timid. ”
"How did I get to the sea of trees? How did I meet Qin Xu? I can draw what you have in your manuscript! What I can draw is the living world of the two of us!"
"Uh, my manuscript, your album, together in 'Yesterday's World'?"
"Almost, Liu Xin'er. I'm just playing with you, stupid, aren't I?"
"Gao Xiaoxi, then you come out quickly! brush your teeth, take a bath, live here, and accompany me!"
"Hey, you can do whatever you want, take a pen and lay out the paper, Liu Xin'er, you can just write. ”
"Are you sure you're not talking about chatting, are you sure you're not the person in the painting?"
"Get out! I'm leaving, you're delaying your work!"
(D) Sulfur soap. Sneak attack.
I'm done. Not a lot of space. It's enough for the two of us to play all night...... Maybe Gao Xiaoxi is teasing me, so let's wait and see.
I poured all the pills I could find in this cramped building and those I hadn't eaten into the toilet and flushed them out...... I'm afraid, Gao Xiaoxi is cheating, I am taking medicine again, I am delirious, and I am brain amnesia.
I quickly cleaned out the small bedroom on the second floor, changed the sheets, covered the quilt, I had two pillows, and brought one upstairs for her. This guy likes pillows on a higher level, that's no problem, it's already past ten o'clock in the evening, where to buy a pillow for her, let's do it for one night.
Oh Mom, that's really a worry, I'm afraid that she won't come, and I'm even more afraid that she will come. Although I have to mess with her for a while almost every night, this time is different, it's been eight years, I haven't seen her face, I haven't wrung her flesh, I haven't smelled her...... Gao Xiaoxi, you are Gao Xiaoxi, you!
Oh yes! I almost forgot! This guy is squeamish, and he will be allergic to live in another place. Every time she opened the room, she always carried a piece of sulfur soap with her. If she really lives here, won't she have to die again...... The sin is terrible.
Don't worry, I remember there's a piece of medicated soap, where is it?
"Ding-dong! Ding-dong...... Ding Dong!" rang the doorbell.
I'm fucking stupid, fooled again...... My grandfather's house never had a doorbell, and I didn't even write about a "doorbell" in my manuscript.
What I didn't write, what kind of "yesterday" did Gao Xiaoxi paint? The king of lies!
"Liu Xin'er, open the door, you! It's snowing so hard outside, I'm about to freeze to death!"
Belch. Well. Oh. Hey!
My grandfather's house in my manuscript is written to be located in the wasteland, and there is a snowstorm, and ...... And I wrote Gao Xiaoxi, only bikini! Oh Mom, I forgot about the blizzard!
I opened the door open, and the white figure of the flower plunged into my arms, small size, narrow shoulders, weak breathing...... But outside the door, the apocalyptic picture is full of darkness, cold, hideous, tyrannical, wind and snow are the masters of the world, and even the rocks cannot survive.
If you kill me, you can't write the end of the world, but Gao Xiaoxi painted it so unforgettable. What kind of heart does she have, I guess, she has a heart that hurts more than the end of the world...... Who. by me.
"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts! I bite and bleed! You want to eat me raw, Gao Xiaoxi!"
Even when I picked her up, even when she put her arms around my neck, her teeth kept clutching my collarbone.
Her hair was scented with flowers, her body was hot with blood, her tears were as hot as magma, dripping down my heart, sizzling sounds, burnt smells...... Wait for me. Kiss her.
In the depths of her eyes, there was a darkest thing hidden. When I kissed her chapped lips, the thing was scared and fled.
The whites of her eyes gradually returned to normal, and the light gradually appeared, her teeth were loose, her gums were covered with blood, and her hands were holding on to my arm.
"Xiaoxi, I can't run again. Here, but your world. ”
"Well, you're smart. Dare me wear only a bikini!
"Bite it! Definitely bite it! Xiaoxi, I don't have sulfur soap here, what should I do?"
"Hmm. No, no. Just have you. If you accompany me, I won't have a rash. ”
"Uh...... Well...... Okay. ”
"Oh, so reluctantly, Liu Xin'er! Eh, Qin Xu made you amnesia!"
"Don't gossip...... Then, do whatever you want, Xiaoxi. ”
"Hahaha, let's go, take a shower. ”
"That, Gao Xiaoxi, I'd better go find that piece of medicinal soap, I can find it. ”
"Pretend, Liu Xin'er, you can't find it even if you find dawn, try it. ”
That's right, in my manuscript, there are many wonderful descriptions, some of which are Gao Xiaoxi's, and some of which are mine. The looks, the looks, the psychology, the chatting, the playing, the drinking, the smiles, the every move, everything - more than enough to play all night.
Of course, I also deliberately hid a lot of things, which are words that must not be poured into the pen. The most beautiful and hearty words must touch a dangerous territory, full of temptations full of mountains and valleys, where she and I began, and where her life ended.
The water vapor in the bathroom, like a thin curtain wall, separated us from each other. In the manuscript, the endless dialogues and expressions that were originally prepared are all cut out, and I don't even bother to type the subtitles - another suffocating silent film.
Although they are stupid to the extreme, they all look like they can't get enough.
It's very simple, just look at each other, with your eyes, with all your might, with hunger, with doubt...... Whether you want to see the flaws and filthiness of the other party, or be impressed by the perfection of the other party, I don't know.
It seems simple, but in fact it is very tiring, very tired. When I carried Gao Xiaoxi to the small bedroom on the second floor, she was already asleep, breathing very, very quietly. Could it be that this is the first time she has fallen asleep, she is so greedy, like a fetus in **, satisfied, peaceful, waiting.
The blizzard of the end of the world shows no signs of stopping.
In my manuscript, it stayed with us all night. Gao Xiaoxi's pen drawings are even more unscrupulous, as if she is not very willing to ravage the world she dominates.
I found it, I just adjusted it, right?
I used to dominate her. And here, she doesn't like to talk much, just let me watch how she ravages the world.
In Gao Xiaoxi's world, I have to be doubly careful.
Someone gently lifted my quilt. I curled up my legs and turned my back, resting my head on my arm. She ignored me and took my arm away from the pillow, but her arm came in and put me to sleep on her.
She pressed her chin against my shoulder, and her arm slowly exerted force, tightening my neck tightly.
"Gao Xiaoxi, how could my own manuscript strangle myself to death?"
"So, Liu Xin'er, you've been fooled. Let's try it. ”
"Well, then...... Whatever you want, I owe you, take it, Lisuo!"
"Haha! Liu Xin'er, why did you act like this when you came to me!"
"Uh...... Well...... Oh...... Gao Xiaoxi, you!"
"I'm not going to let you die...... Get up, get a pen and paper, and go to the plateau!"
"You're crazy, Gao Xiaoxi! It's dark in the middle of the night, and there's a blizzard!"
"You stupid, you stupid, I will draw how you write! Let's go, find the plateau!"
"Where are you going to find the plateau?...... Where the fuck did I get a clue?"
"1992, Plateau 17!"