During the lunch break, some of the others brought their own lunches, and some ordered takeout, after all, it was already winter, and many people were reluctant to go out, so I went out to eat with Jin Yebai and Lu Zhenting.

As soon as I arrived at the restaurant, Jin Yebai pushed the menu in front of me and asked me to order, and I pushed the menu in front of Lu Zhenting, and finally he pushed it back and said that ladies are first.

Considering the current state of the company, I ended up ordering a few very ordinary dishes, because I knew that they would never let me pay.

During the meal, Jin Yebai mentioned the development of overseas markets a little, and said that the three of them would have a small meeting in the afternoon to formulate a specific plan, and I naturally had no opinion.

So from this day on, I officially became a member of their company, as for whether it is an employee or a shareholder, for the time being, I am not sure, the only thing that is certain is that I am by no means the boss lady.

I get up on time every day to go to work, and although the days are not much different from before the divorce, I am very happy.

When I was at work, I looked at the computer, and when I looked up, I could see Jin Yebai, I don't know how to describe that feeling, there was inexplicable peace of mind, satisfaction, but with a trace of helplessness and regret.

I follow his instructions, drink several glasses of water every day, and make a cup of coffee when I am not in good spirits, even if it is not sweetened, my heart is sweet.

But he rarely seems to look at me, and if I inadvertently meet my gaze, I will quickly lower my head, and now he has become a secret in my heart, and I can't say what I like, and all this is my own fault.

Lu Zhenting is a very careful person, on the third day I went to the company, he took advantage of Jin Yebai to go to the bathroom and asked me directly, "Meng Lu, do you like Yebai?"

When I was asked by a man like this, and I was told what I was doing, I immediately felt a little embarrassed, and I hurriedly lowered my head, my whole face burned, and even the roots of my ears were hot.

I didn't answer, I just acquiesced.

Lu Zhenting sighed slightly, "Actually, Yebai is really good to you, it's just that he is getting married now after all, I really don't want him to do something bad at this juncture." ”

Just this sentence, my heart felt as if I had knocked over the five-flavor bottle, and the sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty sourness poured in together, and I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled bitterly.

I comforted Lu Zhenting: "Don't worry, if you miss it, you miss it, I won't be delusional, I am very satisfied to be like this." ”

Lu Zhenting then asked, "How are you and Li Muchi? I think he's not bad, of course, it's a little worse than Yebai, but there is only one Yebai in this world." ”

"That's it, I'll go to the class reunion with him this weekend, and we'll see how it happens. I glanced outside, Jin Yebai had already pushed the door in, went to the office outside, and was walking this way.

Lu Zhenting naturally saw it, so he said the last sentence, "The flowers can be broken and must be broken, don't wait for no flowers and empty branches, you have already missed once, as a friend, I don't want you to miss the second time, I hope this time is correct." ”

As soon as the words fell, Jin Yebai came in, Lu Zhenting was silent, and I didn't speak again, just smiled at Lu Zhenting, and then continued to lower my head and stare at the computer.

Jin Yebai went to his seat past my desk, and almost every time he passed by, he would glance at my water glass, and if it was empty, he would definitely pick it up and pour it out.

This time is no exception, but I made coffee today, he glanced at it, and said lightly: "Let's drink less coffee, I'll bring some tea tomorrow, and you will drink tea in the future." ”

"I don't like tea. "I just want to drink the most bitter coffee like him and let the bitter taste of the coffee dilute the pain in my heart.

"You don't like to drink water yet. Jin Yebai propped up the table with both hands and looked at me indifferently, "You are no longer a child, you should know that in this world, many times it is not that you don't like it." ”

Of course I know, I don't like getting married and getting divorced, I don't want Zhou Mingchuan to cheat, the other party is still my own sister, I don't want to like Jin Yebai after he has a girlfriend......

"Got it, I'll listen to you. "I compromised, no matter when, no matter what he did, it was for my own good, and I had no room to refuse.

He picked up my cup, went out and poured my coffee, then filled me with another cup of hot water, set it aside and went back to his place and got back to work.

We were in the same office, but for some reason, I was about to get moldy, but he was very busy, and he was busy every day from the time he turned on the computer.

Lu Zhenting's situation is similar, sometimes I really feel that I am redundant.

I remember that in the previous company, the boss almost didn't come to the company, and only occasionally came to inspect it, I think this may be because Jin Yebai's company has just started, and the entrepreneurial stage is naturally hard.

The only regret is that I sit here as a big living person, but I can't help him, which makes me feel deeply guilty, and I eat lunch with them every day, almost a whole meal.

Zhang Yi also looked at me with envy, saying that she had been in the company for so long, and she had never had dinner with Jin Yebai, even if there was a dinner party, Lu Zhenting would not participate at all.

I was just smiling at the time, maybe for many people, Jin Yebai is a facial paralysis with a cold face all day long, which makes me sometimes wonder if he has a split personality.

However, after he had Song Qingya, his attitude towards me was also much colder, although he would still take care of everything about me, he would no longer nag like before.

I obviously didn't do anything in the company, but the employees looked at me with respect, and I happened to hear someone talking privately about whether I was Jin Yebai's girlfriend and their future boss.

Later, Zhang Yi also quietly asked me on their behalf, but unfortunately I wasn't, and then she looked at me with suspicion, as if I deliberately denied it and deceived her.

How much I want to be with him now, even when I dream at night, I only dream of him, I really don't know if it's right to do this now, all day long in front of a person who obviously likes but can't say it, it's really tangled and painful.

When I got home from work on Friday, I was thinking that I would accompany Li Muchi to attend a class reunion with Zhou Mingchuan tomorrow night, and I felt lost that I couldn't see Jin Yebai on the weekend.

Has he come for me?

But everyone gets off work at the same time, and if he wants to come to me, knowing that I have to squeeze the bus, why don't he take me back by the way?

I walked over in confusion, the car door was immediately opened, and a woman came out of it, it turned out to be Song Qingya, as soon as I saw her, I felt empty.

I looked down and looked inside, I wanted to see if Jin Yebai was also there, but she suddenly said, "Don't look, he didn't come, he gave me the car today." ”

"Oh. "I'm even more weak now, and my head is so low that I almost shrink into my clothes.

Others can fight the original partner arrogantly as a junior, but I am so helpless in the face of Song Qingya because I quietly like Jin Yebai.

In Meng Shuwei's body, I saw the three elements of being a junior: persistence, shamelessness, insistence shameless, I thought I couldn't be so shameless, let alone persistent.

"Why, I've been waiting at your door for so long, aren't you going to invite me to go up and sit down?" Song Qingya was dressed in a demeanor rather than a temperature, and after standing in the cold wind for so long at this time, she trembled a little when she spoke.

"I'm sorry, please. I made a gesture of please, and she immediately went to her, and I hurried to the front, pulled out the key, opened the door, and let her go up the stairs.

When I got home, she sat down on the sofa very casually, I put down my bag and was about to boil some water for her to drink, she had already spoken, "You don't have to bother, I have something to tell you when I sit down." ”

This is completely the momentum of the original match to find the theory of the junior, and the domineering attitude makes me can't help but be afraid, if I also had this breaking power at that time, would I still be forced to this by Meng Shuwei?

I obediently sat down on the sofa and subconsciously kept a safe distance from her, for fear that she would suddenly give me a big mouth and scold me for being a shameless junior.

"Did you give my husband money?" said to me, in my apprehension.

"Huh?" I was directly stunned, listening to her tone, why did it seem like she was asking, was it wrong for me to find a way to raise money to help Jin Yebai?

In order to sell the house as soon as possible, I made a lot of trouble for Li Muchi, so much so that I owed him a favor, so I agreed to accompany him to the class reunion tomorrow night.

"I just want to help him, is this wrong to be so difficult?" I looked at Song Qingya in a panic, not knowing what she wanted to do, whether she would treat kindness as a donkey's liver and lungs.

"Do you think you're rich?" Song Qingya's tone was very unkind, "If you really want to help him, it won't be your turn at all, and my family and I will naturally find a way to help him." ”

"Then why don't you help him? Don't you know that he has been anxious about the company's affairs recently?" At this moment, I really doubt that Song Qingya really likes Jin Yebai after all.

"I just want him to give up that broken company, why do you help him?" Song Qingya shouted at me angrily, "Shu Menglu, can you not do so many things, you are just friends." ”

"Shouldn't friends help each other? He helped me a lot. I retorted disapprovingly, "You are really strange, people go to great lengths to help your boyfriend, and you still say that." ”

"Since you all know that he is my boyfriend, why are you still so close to him, your sister is a junior, do you also want to be a junior, and we are not willing to break up, right?" Song Qingya said more and more loudly.

I looked at her fixedly, I didn't know how to justify, I did have a certain selfishness in helping Jin Yebai, if the company was Lu Zhenting's alone, I might want to help, but I would never be so unhesitating.

"I didn't think about breaking you up. "If I really wanted to do this, I wouldn't be so miserable now, and I threw my face on the ground and went straight to grab her.

"Then you dare to say that you don't have feelings for him, don't you like him?" Song Qingya's expression was gloomy, and I had nothing to say in one sentence.

"Whatever you think, I will never be your third party. "I don't want to make any more excuses, and she won't necessarily believe it anyway.

"If that's really the case, then you prove it to me, you don't want to be with him!" Song Qingya pressed step by step.

"How do you want me to prove it?"

"Leave his company and find a new job, it's better to find another man, I think Li Muchi is good. "Song Qingya's last request is really a bit too forced.

"Why should I listen to you?" I gritted my teeth.

"Isn't it enough that you covet my man? I have no grudge against you in the past and no enmity in the near future, why do you want to impose your misfortune on me, and if you are unwilling, you should seek revenge on your man and his woman, not me. ”

Song Qingya's tone was calm, her words were cold, her words were vibrating, and she was loud, and every sentence was like a hammer slamming into my heart.

I subconsciously clenched my fists, and suddenly wanted to throw it at her, she had already obtained Jin Yebai, why did she force me so much? I just wanted to stay by his side and help him in a natural way.

People are selfish, and I am not a god, but a layman, so at this time, I only thought about my own feelings, and I never thought about it from Song Qingya's position at all.

If Meng Shuwei hadn't forced me to divorce at the beginning, but stayed by Zhou Mingchuan's side like I am now, would I have been able to accept it?

Definitely not!

Thinking of this, I let go of my fist and apologized to Song Qingya in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I will try my best to meet your request, just try to date Mu Fan, are you satisfied?"

"You still refuse to leave his company, or do you want to see him every day?" Song Qingya easily saw through my dirty thoughts.

My palms have begun to sweat, Song Qingya is really difficult to entangle, and I don't have the slightest strength to fight back in front of her.

"No matter why you don't help him, I can't help him, and besides, Zhenting is also my friend, and Siss's boyfriend, I will never stand by when they are in trouble, this is my principle towards friends, and no one can change it. "I denied my selfishness and found a high-sounding reason.

"Then if I tell you that when you helped Lu Zhenting, you were harming Yebai, then do you want to continue to stay there under the guise of helping?" Song Qingya's voice suddenly lowered.

"What do you mean?" I looked at her puzzled.

"Nothing. She avoided my gaze, "I just don't want my man to become a working machine and don't even have time to spend with his family, so if you help him, you will harm him, because you destroy the harmony of his family." ”

Is that really the case?

I lowered my head, Jin Yebai really didn't want to die as soon as he got working, and for women, most of the time they would rather have their men by their side than give her a lot of money.

Song Qingya left not long after, I sent her out, and then Gu Zi sat on the sofa in a daze.

Maybe from Song Qingya's standpoint, I'm really doing me a favor, although I don't know her family background, but she has confessed to me that she can help him, but she just doesn't want to help.

The next day it rained, and I didn't go out for a run like all rainy days, and I didn't even go down to buy breakfast, but just nibbled on an apple, which was considered to be a passing away.

Li Muchi called me in the morning, talking about tonight's class reunion, maybe he heard that I was in a bad mood, he said: "Meng Lu, if you don't want to go, don't force yourself, I don't want you to be unhappy." ”

"It's okay, I've promised you, and I don't find it difficult to go with you. "Isn't it just a class reunion? I really didn't pay attention to it, now all I think about is with Jin Yebai.

"But I think you're unhappy, is something happening?" Li Muchi really heard my mood just from my attitude and tone.

"It's a little something, but it has nothing to do with you, really, it's just some other things, I'll take care of it, it won't affect the night's affairs, you don't have to worry. "I'm a little overwhelmed.

In the matter of Jin Yebai, I am extremely entangled, I have never been so sad after living for so many years, let alone so uncomfortable, I can see it better than this when I knew that Zhou Mingchuan and Meng Shuwei had a child.

"Meng Lu, I didn't mean that, I want you to be happy more than the class reunion at night. Li Muchi was a little anxious, "Why don't you come and sit on my side, and I'll cook for you at noon." ”

I thought about it, didn't I just promise Song Qingya yesterday, I will try to have a relationship with Li Muchi to reassure her, so I pushed the boat down the river and said, "Okay, I'm sorry for you." ”

"Then you come down now, I'll pick you up downstairs, and then we'll go grocery shopping together, and I'll do whatever you like." Li Muchi's tone was a little happy.

"Good. "I hung up the phone, put on my coat and went out with an umbrella, and as soon as I got downstairs, I saw Li Muchi standing in front of the building with an umbrella and standing in the rain, his speed was much faster than I thought.

"Meng Lu. When I walked in front of him, he smiled at me, and there was joy in his eyes, did this man really like me?

It's just a pity that I still don't have feelings for him.

After leaving the apartment, we went grocery shopping together, and he pointed out almost all the dishes on the stall and asked me if I wanted to eat them, and I just responded absent-mindedly.

My mind is full of Jin Yebai's appearance, and sometimes I even see Li Muchi in front of me as him, I think I must have been poisoned, or the legendary love poison, I never missed someone so much when I was with Zhou Mingchuan.

Li Muchi also rented a house, similar to the one I lived, I came to his side for the first time, but I was not informal, and after entering, I went to the kitchen with him to help him.

I chatted with him while choosing vegetables, and somehow I talked about the house, so I casually asked, "Why don't you buy a house?" ”