Chapter 44: Longing for the Right Path

Subsequently, Ma Dongbao was silent for a long time. Xiao Dubao didn't talk much anymore, he knew that at this time, he would have to give Ma Dongbao a little more time to digest and digest it.

After all, everyone wants face, not to mention that the eldest brother has to save face in front of his little brother.

Ma Dongbao was quite depressed at this time. Since this little prince of the soul clan came to his body, he has indeed changed a lot and gained a lot of benefits.

But at the same time, I also found out a lot of my own problems. If you find out that your emotional intelligence is very low, forget about this, who made yourself unmotivated?

That's not a lot of effort, and he said that he had Nagan on him, which was a good thing. But Nagan was in the wrong place. It's okay to take the wrong place somewhere else, such as gluttony, greed for play, etc., but now it's connected to laziness, what's going on?

The stronger the ability of others, the better the development. The better you are, the stronger your ability and the stronger your inertia, the worse your development results will be.

Oh my God, you gave me a good hand, but I played worse and worse, why is my life so gloomy?

Ma Dongbao is not ordinary depressed, it is quite depressed.

What can I do in the future? The more I develop, the lazier I become, can I still let people live well?

The more Ma Dongbao thought about it, the more he felt that he was the saddest person in the world, and he couldn't help but feel sad.

Seeing this, Xiao Dubao hurriedly comforted: "Brother Dong, you don't have to be too sad, your own situation should not be alone, there must be many people in the same situation as you." ”

Seeing that Ma Dongbao didn't react, Xiao Dubao continued to persuade: "In fact, there are many people, they either have poor academic performance, or they are not happy at work, or they are currently in a difficult situation, and they are often depressed, but the sad thing is that they don't know that their Nagan tendons have been mistaken into the lazy zone. If they find out about their situation, get rid of laziness as soon as possible, and everything will slowly get better. Brother Dong, you are much luckier than those who are in a similar situation to you, but have not been able to find the root of the disease. Once we've found the cause, we'll just find a way to solve it. ”

Ma Dongbao still did not react for half a day. Long after the bell rang for the end of math class, Ma Dongbao was still sitting in his seat in a daze.

Gao Jianren came over and called several times, but Ma Dongbao did not respond. Later, he followed Gao Jianren out of the classroom in a daze.

Gao Jianren didn't even ask a few times what was wrong? Ma Dongbao did not respond. Later, he muttered to himself: "Nagan is wrong." ”

Gao Jianren immediately laughed and scolded: "I think you just have the wrong tendon to be so obsessed." ”

Ma Dongbao didn't refute, and let Gao Jianren laugh and scold.

When the class bell rang again, Gao Jianren sent Ma Dongbao back to his seat. Wen Yaxin saw that Ma Dongbao had been sitting quietly in his seat for a long time, so he praised, "Ma Dongbao has performed well, and he can finally sit so quietly for a while." ”

Ma Dongbao didn't react and continued to sit blankly.

What kind of lesson this is, Ma Dongbao doesn't remember.

"Brother Dong, what's wrong with you?

"Don't you see? Ma Dongbao's mouth moved slightly.

"I thought you didn't take this kind of thing to heart, but I didn't expect you to care so much!"

"Nonsense, I don't know. But now that you know, can you still pretend that you're fine?" Ma Dongbao retorted.

"But the truth is that you've been lazy all along, and now you just know the reason, and nothing has changed. Little Dubao explained.

"It turns out that I have always been lazy, and that is in a state of ignorance, that is, although I am lazy, I don't know that I am lazy, so I can live with peace of mind every day. Now that we know why, it's very different. Ma Dongbao explained.

"What's the difference?"

"Now that I find out why, I can be sure that my life is over. The stronger the ability, the lazier it is, what else is there to run in such a life?" Ma Dongbao said unwillingly.

"You don't have to be so pessimistic! Now that you have successfully passed the supernatural index test, and you can go to college without the exam, plus my help, you are now a student bully, and you can't be sad about this!" Xiao Dubao continued to persuade: "Besides, this is just one of my statements, do you need to take it so seriously?"

"I'm a student bully now, others don't know why, don't you know? Isn't that all supported by your big screen? Being able to go to college is just a stage of life, and the road of life is still very long, if I have laziness all my life, my life will really be ruined. Ma Dongbao said.

"Although this is just one of your words, I know that you are right based on my own personal experience. When I was a child, I told my parents because I had a stomachache, and then they wouldn't let me do my homework. Later, I found that every time I felt unwell, my parents wouldn't let me do my homework. So from then on, as long as I didn't want to do my homework, it became a part of my body that hurt. Ma Dongbao calmly recalled.

"This is normal, if you are not feeling well, your parents should not let you do your homework. Who's parents will do this when they encounter this situation? ”

"But the point is, I found out this secret later, and I pretend to be in pain even if I don't have pain in my body. Over time, as long as I don't want to do my homework, a certain part of my body will naturally hurt. Do you think I'm using my cleverness in the wrong place? It's the same as you said, I'm pretty smart, but I ended up being in the wrong place, and I'm being smart and being mistaken by being smart. The more it develops in the future, the more tragic the result will be. Ma Dongbao said, looking depressed.

"But this has been going on for a long time, why are you acting so painfully today?"

"Didn't I just say that? I used to be bad, but I didn't know I was bad. Now I know that my quality is not bad, but it is good. But the results will only get worse. Doesn't this mean that my life has been sentenced to death in advance?" Ma Dongbao said anxiously.

"The future may not be as pessimistic as you think, so you don't have to worry too much. Little Doo Bao still tried his best to comfort him.

"How can I not be worried? My negan tendons are in the lazy zone, it's a fact that can't be changed. Ma Dongbao said discouragedly.

Little Dubao smiled and said, "What about the fact that you can't change it? Haven't you always been bad before? And I didn't see you sad. Even if you're lazy now, you can go to college without exams, so what else do you have to worry about?"

"You don't understand this we human beings, none of us human beings are born with a desire to do bad things, like to be bad and rotten. Everyone has a desire for beauty, progress, and recognition. But why are there so many people who do bad things? They all have all kinds of unavoidable hardships. Or they can't get the results they want through normal channels, so they may do the opposite, do bad things, or for revenge, or for basic survival. But when they have really done bad things and gone astray, their hearts are always longing to return to the right path. Ma Dongbao said patiently, trying to explain it to Xiao Dubao.

"Is that all?"

"There's another group of people, like me. Before, since I couldn't be a good student, I might as well be a thoroughly bad student, so that I could have a little more sense of self-existence. Because in the stack of labels of good students, I can't rank in any way. But in the label of a bad student, I can count them. Ma Dongbao said, with a slight smile on his face.

"According to what you say, those rotten students will be a rotten person through and through, and they will be a rotten person for the rest of their lives. Wouldn't their badly labeled people be clearer and their sense of presence stronger?"

"That's the way to say, but don't you ask how many bad students will always be willing to rot, and aren't they always looking for opportunities to become better and stronger, so as to establish a positive image? For example, the college entrance examination reform passed this time, you can go to college without studying for exams, which of us bad students has not been enthusiastic and full of longing when we heard it before?" Ma Dongbao sighed and said.

"So, all of you students are looking forward to college?"

"Isn't this nonsense?" Ma Dongbao asked rhetorically.

"Then these rotten students are looking forward to going to college by not listening to classes and not completing their homework?"

"......?" Ma Dongbao was speechless for a while, "This is the complexity of our human beings, some people obviously have the strength and yearn for a good result, but they just don't take action." ”

"Were you the same person you used to be, a utopian inactionist?"

"Hmm...... I used to think so. Ma Dongbao was embarrassed to admit, "But no matter what happened before, there was still a chance to get better, or the illusion of getting better." Now that you have discovered this, it means that I will be linked to laziness for the rest of my life, and I will never have a chance to get better. ”

"So, you've always been yearning to get better?"

"Of course. Ma Dongbao admitted.

"As long as you are willing, there are always more ways than difficulties, Brother Dong, I will help you. Xiao Dubao said confidently.

"But now it's too late, because my norgan is in the wrong place, it's natural, it's natural, it's unchangeable. Ma Dongbao said dejectedly.

"Not necessarily. You humans have a lot of things that are in the wrong place, and you can't change them through surgery, like removing an appendix or something. ”

"But this Nagan is in the wrong place, can it be fixed?" Ma Dongbao asked suspiciously.

"Don't worry, as long as you and I work together to find a way, it will always be solved!"

"Thank you, little Dubao, for giving me so much support and confidence!" Ma Dongbao said gratefully

"Who of the two of us will give it to whom, dear brother!" said with a smile, "Then can Brother Dong give me another bag of snacks?"

Ma Dongbao thought to himself, he is really a snack, and he never forgets to ask for snacks at any time. But if Doo Bao can really help him solve this problem, it doesn't matter how many snacks he wants. But he said, "Okay, it's okay to give you two packs of snacks later, right?" But it's class time, so I can't give it to you yet. ”

Little Dubao said eagerly: "You can give it to me now, they won't see me anyway." ”

Ma Dongbao smiled and said, "They can't see you, but they can hear the sound of you eating snacks." ”

"Then I'll chew slowly, making sure I don't make a sound. ”

"Even if you can't hear the sound of you eating, a bag of snacks hanging alone in the air and decreasing little by little will scare them. ”

Xiao Dubao looked unhappy.

Seeing that Xiao Dubao was unhappy, Ma Dongbao hurriedly comforted: "Don't worry, you are indispensable, I will definitely give you two bags when I go home at night." ”

"Three bags, you have to give three bags at night. ”

"Okay, three bags are three bags. ”

Little Dubao jumped up for joy.