Chapter 60: Pregnancy Before Divorce
I grabbed Li Sisi tightly, "Sisi forget it, good men don't dare to fight women, good women don't fight with dogs, let's go, there is still business to do, don't let Zhenting wait in a hurry." ”
Now that Meng Shuwei is pregnant, if she is really beaten up by the angry Li Sisi, then I will become the culprit and harm Li Sisi for the rest of my life.
Li Sisi kicked his legs with his teeth and claws, as if a tiger was going to eat people, but there were some people next to him who were afraid that the world would not be chaotic and fanned the flames, shouting for her to fight, this world is really not ancient.
"I said, why can't I find you, it's because you're surrounded by water. Just as Lu Zhenting walked in through the crowd, he saw Li Sisi's manipulative appearance and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"
I was already very uncomfortable, and I was already exhausted from being tossed like this at this time, and seeing Lu Zhenting was like a savior who saw falling from the sky, I pushed Li Sisi into his arms, "It's okay, I was bitten by a wild dog, you hurry up and take her away, I really don't have the strength to pull her." ”
Lu Zhenting looked at me inexplicably, I gave him a look, and he immediately stopped and hugged Li Sisi horizontally, and rushed out of the crowd quickly.
I glanced coldly at Zhou Mingchuan, who had a gloomy face, and Meng Shuwei, who had a vicious and resentful expression, raised my legs and followed Lu Zhenting away, and the crowd of onlookers dispersed immediately.
Lu Zhenting walked out for a long distance, found a corner with few people, and then put down Li Sisi, who was struggling wildly, and asked in a low voice: "What happened, why did I leave for so long." ”
"Who told you to hold me, I haven't scolded that slut enough, I can't wait to kick her in the stomach twice, kick her extra piece of meat down, and see how proud she is. Li Sisi was huffing like a big bun.
I took her hand and persuaded softly: "Sisi, calm down, I know that everything you do is for my good, but her matter is small, if you are really hurt and she bites you back, accusing you of deliberately hurting people, it won't be worth the loss?"
Lu Zhenting, who was standing on the side, was impatient, and then he heard a little bit of the doorway, and asked me, "Did you meet your husband and your sister just now?"
I nodded, let go of Li Sisi's hand, and subconsciously covered my stomach, it was really uncomfortable.
He looked at Li Sisi a little helplessly, "No wonder she is so excited, this is really a narrow road." After speaking, he handed me a list all the time, "It's your turn, you go for an examination first, and I will take care of her." ”
"Thank you. I gratefully took the list, comforted Li Sisi a few words, and left alone.
I waited until I got the results before I went to meet with Lis, who had calmed down.
Her emotions have always been like this, she comes and goes quickly, and she is a little similar to me before, which may be the reason why we can become good friends, and they smell the same.
"How's it going, is it really there?" asked as soon as Li Sisi saw me.
"Yes. "From the moment I got the inspection report, my heart was messy.
I used to try hard to have children, and I dreamed of having this day, but when this day really came, everything changed, I had a child and no husband, and I was destined to have no father if I had a child.
My life is like a big pot of dog blood, so that I can't cry when I am bitter, I can't laugh when I am happy, and I am only left with scars and a broken heart.
Li Sisi looked at me stunned, then turned her head to look at Lu Zhenting, moved her lips but couldn't speak, she probably didn't know whether to congratulate me on becoming a mother or persuade me to go and kill the child immediately.
We once said that no matter who has a child between the two, the other party will be a godmother, and when both of them have children, the same sex will marry Jinlan, and the opposite sex will try to match up to become in-laws, so that the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law will not be a problem.
After being silent for a long time, Lu Zhenting broke the strange silence first, "What are you going to do? There should be no need to save the marriage, you still have to face one more child." ”
I remained silent, bowing my head and not answering immediately.
Li Sisi knew that I was embarrassed and answered for me, "After working hard for so long, how can she think so much, let's give her some time to think about it." ”
Actually, I didn't think about it, and after I suspected that I might be pregnant, I thought carefully about how I would treat this child if I really had one.
At first, I wanted to kill this child as quickly as possible, so that the child would not become an excuse for Zhou Mingchuan to entangle me in the future, so that I could not bear to retaliate against him.
He has betrayed our relationship and marriage, abandoned me from the beginning, and took my sister into his arms and made love, why should I work so hard to conceive and give birth to a child for him?
But after calming down, I was a little reluctant, although the child is Zhou Mingchuan's species, but he is not alone, and half of them are mine, this is my own flesh and blood!
Originally, I couldn't have a child because I didn't like children, or because I didn't want to have children because I was afraid of pain, but because I couldn't conceive all the time, how many times have I secretly shed tears for this?
Even I never said it to Li Sisi, in fact, I really envy the happy mother who pushes the child on the street, and I look forward to a cute child who calls me mother with a milky voice.
I've always fantasized that one day when I have a child, I must hold him in the palm of my hand and take care of him, if it's a boy, I'll dress him up cute and handsome, and if it's a girl, I'll buy her the most beautiful dress.
Now that the child is coming quietly, I really can't bear to beat me, so I'm very entangled, I don't know what to do with this child, and I don't know how to answer.
I didn't answer Lu Zhenting and didn't ask more, they were very concerned about my feelings, just silently took Li Sisi's hand and left the hospital with me.
They sent me back to the apartment, and I waited all the way for Li Sisi to persuade me to get rid of the child quickly, because this was Zhou Mingchuan's child, and I thought she must have felt that she should not stay.
But she didn't!
Not only did she not mention it all the way, she didn't even say anything when she entered the apartment, she just poured me a glass of water, and then whispered: "Lulu, the child is still young, don't be in a hurry first, think slowly, you must think clearly before making a decision." ”
I looked at her in amazement, "Why didn't you persuade me to kill it......?"
Li Sisi took my hand, "I know you like children, I've been waiting for the first one for so many years, although he is indeed Zhou Mingchuan's seed, but he is also your own child, I don't want to put pressure on you." ”
"Si Si ......" I called out, and my eyes were hot and I almost burst into tears.
She was always by my side when almost the whole world abandoned me, giving me the most intimate warmth and care, and I really don't know how I would have walked without her during this time.
Seeing that she is not serious on weekdays, but she can still be so careful, and even put herself in my shoes, I think that she is the one who has an accident today, and I will never be able to do it so well.
"That...... I was disturbed by that slut today, you have a good rest first, I will go back with Zhenting first, you can call me if you have something, I will definitely come immediately. Liss sat for a moment, then stood up and prepared to leave.
"Thank you. "I am sincerely grateful to them for giving me the strength to persevere in my darkest and most helpless time, the key is that I don't need to be as scrupulous as Jin Yebai in the face of them.
"We are good friends, and we see a lot of thanks. Li Sisi walked to the door, suddenly turned around and hugged me, and whispered in my ear, "You remember, no matter what happens, I will definitely accompany you, and if you don't have a sister, I will be your sister, and I promise not to rob your man." ”
"Well, I'll remember your words. I hugged her tightly and let go of her for a while before I let go of her and sent her out the door.
I wanted to send her downstairs, but she refused, so she drove me back to the house before pulling Lu Zhenting away, I walked to the window, and soon saw them appear next to Lu Zhenting's car.
Lu Zhenting seemed to be talking on the phone, and the mobile phone was placed in his ear, and I immediately had a thought in my mind, he wouldn't be calling Jin Yebai, right?
Watching their car leave, I went back to the sofa and picked up my phone to look at it, for fear that Jin Yebai would ask me what to do with this child, and I couldn't answer for the time being.
Putting down the phone, I leaned back on the sofa tiredly, and my mind seemed to have two villains fighting, one said that he wanted to give birth, this is my first child, and the other said that he couldn't give birth, Zhou Mingchuan He is not worthy of being a father.
My head hurts when I think about it, but I still can't decide whether to live or stay, how good it would be if there was no such child!
Before sending me back, Lu Zhenting took me to lunch with Li Sisi, and now it is afternoon, I feel a little tired and go to the bedroom to lie down for a while, not long after I closed my eyes, the phone in the living room rang.
Did you finally call?
I got up and went to the living room to get the phone, and sure enough, it was Jin Yebai's number.
"Open the door. As soon as the phone was connected, his deep voice came, and it was two voices, one from the mobile phone receiver, and the other outside the door.
In fact, I seemed to hear a knock on the door in a daze just now, but because I was about to fall asleep, I thought it was a hallucination, and I didn't get up to open it, but I didn't expect that someone really knocked on the door.
"Oh. I answered, walked to the back of the door and opened the door, and Jin Yebai's angular face appeared in front of me, familiar could not be more familiar.
I think that if I lose my memory one day, even if I forget Zhou Mingchuan, I can't forget this face, his shadow has been deeply engraved in my heart and imprinted in my mind.
He dodged in, and I closed the door and watched him walk to the couch and sit down, silently pouring him a glass of water.
This is his second time here, and I can't predict how many times he'll come in the future, but the only two times stuck with me.
The last time he rescued me from my parents' house with a high fever, and when I entered the house, I fainted and fell to the ground, and this time I was also faced with a problem, and he came like a god to solve my problem.
He is my God!
It's not the kind of male god that is popular on the Internet, but the god who saved me from suffering!
I put the water in front of him and sat down at the end of the couch, deliberately at the farthest distance from him.
He looked at me and didn't ask anything, just said in a commanding tone: "This child must not stay, you must go for surgery as soon as possible!"
"Why?" Although he always did things for a good reason, I still wanted to know why, after all, this is my child, and I should have the right to know.
"I know that you must be reluctant, you have waited for five years to have a child, and you can also use this to prove to Zhou Mingchuan that you are not infertile. Jin Yebai said a word to my heart.
I haven't been able to conceive all these years, although there is no problem in the hospital for physical examination, but Zhou Mingchuan's family thinks that I can't give birth and scolds me for being a chicken who can't lay eggs.
In addition, Meng Shuwei was even more sure that I had a problem when she was pregnant with them, so she tried every means to leave me, and now that I finally have a child, I really want to tell them out loud-
There's nothing wrong with the old lady, she Meng Shuwei can give birth, and so can I!
My mind was broken by someone, what else do I have to say, I couldn't spit out a word when I opened my mouth, I could only look at Jin Yebai in embarrassment.
"If you don't get into trouble with Zhou Mingchuan like this, I will definitely bless you, but not now. Jin Yebai continued, "Keep this child, even if you are divorced, you will continue to kill him, and it will inevitably be messed up." ”
"I can ignore him, I can raise the child alone, there are so many single-parent families in the world, can't I even afford to raise a child?" I retorted with little confidence.
"Of course you can afford to raise children, you may have hundreds of thousands of dollars if you get divorced and sell your house, but have you ever thought about who will take care of the children? ”
Jin Yebai's words made my heart chill, but I still didn't give up, "It's a big deal, I quit my job and don't go to work, and I specialize in taking care of my children at home, anyway, hundreds of thousands of dollars are enough for me for a while." ”
He took a sip of his glass and looked at me sympathetically, "Then you don't need a house? Even if you can rent a house for the rest of your life, how long can that money last? Besides, you are only twenty-seven years old, are you sure that you can really keep a child for the rest of your life?"
Twenty-seven years old is actually not old, as a normal person I will naturally have physiological needs, although I do not have any plans to get married at present, but life is long, who can guarantee the future?
If I really give birth to a child, don't say that I am not good at remarrying, even if I remarry, it is easy for the child to be wronged, and I don't want to be an irresponsible mother.
"Go for surgery tomorrow, I'll go with you. Jin Yebai saw that I didn't say a word and simply arranged everything for me, "I'll pick you up at nine o'clock tomorrow morning, and you can rest well today." ”
"Is it so fast?" I reached out and touched my belly, thinking that there was a new life inside.
"It's better to do this kind of thing as soon as possible, and it's you who suffers if it drags on. "Every reason of Jin Yebai is so full and powerful.
"Good. "Since I am speechless about his analysis, what can I do but obey, after all, he has been thinking about me from beginning to end.
He sat down for a while and left, I didn't keep him, he might have to accompany Song Qingya, no matter how reluctant I was, there was no reason to keep him with me.
Since he has arranged everything for me, I don't bother to think about it, although this child is a life, he is destined to have no father and a complete home when he is born!
I can't imagine how I should answer when my child sees that someone else has a father, and he only has a mother, pestering me to ask for a father, so forget it, I don't want to hurt him.
I went to bed early after eating something casually at night, and I got up early the next day to go for a run by the lake, but I was surprised that I didn't see Li Muchi.
Because I couldn't eat before the operation, I didn't go to buy breakfast after my run, and when I went back, I walked with my head down and thought that in a few hours my child would be gone.
I was suddenly pulled by someone, and I was so frightened that I exclaimed, and I looked up and stared at the person who pulled me, it was Li Muchi.
There was a curse behind him, "Don't you walk without long eyes and ears, Lao Tzu has pressed the horn for a long time and has not responded, are you looking for death?"
I turned around and saw a large truck approaching slowly, and it was the driver who scolded me, because I had unknowingly walked in the middle of the road, just in his way.
"Isn't this already giving way to you?" Li Muchi replied to the driver, the driver might be busy delivering goods, and Gu Zi drove away.
"Thank you. "I eased my emotions a little, and when I knew the truth, I dared to scold, so I could only thank you.
Li Muchi and I walked opposite each other, since they met, the two of them stood on the side of the road, he glanced at me, "What's wrong with you, you have something on your mind? ”
"No, I just thought of a friend. I smiled, "Why didn't I see you go for a run today?
"No, it's a little uncomfortable, I'm getting up late, so I'll take myself on vacation. He coughed twice as he spoke.
Only then did I realize that his face was indeed not very good, his spirit was also sluggish, and even his voice was a little hoarse, but I was too careless to find out in time.
Zhou Mingchuan used to say that I had no heart and lungs, and if he had a little illness or disaster, as long as he didn't tell me, I would never know, because I rarely paid attention to other people's faces.
I was a little embarrassed, and I remembered a pharmacy not far away and said to him, "Do you want to buy some medicine? ”
He nodded and asked with a little hesitation, "Will you come with me?"
I didn't expect him to ask like this, but after looking at the time, there was still more than an hour before Jin Yebai came to pick him up, and it shouldn't matter if I accompanied him for a while, so I nodded and agreed, "Okay." ”
"Thank you. He smiled and walked forward.
I followed him, and suddenly felt a little strange, just to buy medicine, why do you ask me if I go with him, don't I go with him?
Now I am a little sensitive, and he is Zhou Mingchuan's classmate, I can't help but have more eyes, afraid that he is Zhou Mingchuan's insider, and he will inquire about my news.
Even if he was a childcare found by Zhou Mingchuan, he wanted to lure me into cheating before the divorce, and when the lawsuit came, I became the party at fault, so I couldn't get all the property.
Thinking like this, when I looked at Li Muchi, I was a little suspicious, but fortunately, he walked in front of me, no matter what eyes I looked at him, he would not notice anything unusual.