Chapter 132: Life doesn't need to be seen too thoroughly
"Mengxue, hey. ”
Xu Yeli didn't know what to say, only sighed constantly.
"Actually...... In fact, Haochen is also very pitiful, no matter how much you know about him, there will be no ...... between you Maybe there won't be such a big conflict anymore. ”
A sentence of affirmation, halfway through the childhood, it suddenly turned into speculation, and Xu Yeli was not sure what it was, this entanglement began to evolve from the previous generation, and it has continued like this...... Continuous......
Luo Haochen's pity, Yun Mengxue knows very well in her heart, and this is precisely his hate, after all, those resentful actions are all from the pitiful source of his family affection and love.
"Auntie, it's late, go back to your room and rest, I'm here...... It's okay, really. ”
Yun Mengxue barely managed to squeeze out a smile, she didn't know if Luo Haochen would come back tonight after he went out, but at least she could be alone for a while now.
Although Xu Yeli was still very worried about Yun Mengxue, she also heard the meaning of her words.
"If there's anything, we've got to send someone to tell us. ”
"Well, I remember. ”
Yun Mengxue nodded slightly, her smile was so awkward on her face.
Xu Yeli went back, she looked back at the direction of the gate of the house faintly, and complained to herself in her heart.
"Since it was because of the imbalance in his heart that deliberately angered him, why should he worry about where he is going at this time? In the final analysis, Luo Haochen is a devil, and he can't be moved, he can't. ”
Denying how sad this feeling is in her heart, how much Yun Mengxue's heart hurts.
殇 - this is a word full of sadness, like full of sad eyes looking at you, sighs and sorrow make people want to cry without tears, as if there is a breath of death around you.
However, "love" is longing for each other, loving and reluctant to give up, and not wanting to be separated from each other.
The combination of two diametrically opposed words is the best interpretation of Yun Mengxue's unintentional love for Luo Haochen.
Is such a relationship destined to end up in ruin?
Silent and long, Luo Haochen did not return all night.
And so on and so forth, and a few days passed.
These Luo families have never seen Luo Haochen, it seems that the anger spread that night has gradually dissipated, and on the day of the clear sky, Yun Mengxue was strolling in the Luo family's garden.
Under her seemingly innocent appearance, there is also a melancholy that she doesn't want to be seen, and accepting the sun may keep her heart from being too dark in the depression.
Walking to the atrium of the garden, Yun Mengxue slowly stopped.
A few meters ahead, Luo Haoning was painting in the garden again, but today he did not draw a sketch, but brought an easel to sketch the landscape there.
Luo Haoning drew very seriously, his expression was too engrossed, and he didn't seem to notice that Yun Mengxue was standing behind him.
Yun Mengxue stopped and looked at it for a while, and couldn't help but walk over gently with small steps.
"Do you want to draw together? I have a sketchbook here. ”
Luo Haoning stopped her paintbrush slightly, looked up at Yun Mengxue with a smile, she was stunned, and then laughed embarrassedly.
"I thought that when Brother Hao Ning painted, everything around him would no longer be perceived, but it turned out that you were watching and listening to all directions, which was really admirable. ”
Yun Mengxue deliberately said something joking, how could she not know that Luo Haoning was serious about painting, but in the face of Luo Haoning, she still had to be so serious or like when she was with Luo Haochen, which made Yun Mengxue feel extremely painful.
"I haven't seen you come out and walk around in the past few days, and I can't help but feel a little worried in my heart, and I feel a lot more relieved to see you so energetic today. ”
Luo Haoning's words warmed Yun Mengxue's heart, but there were a lot of entanglements.
"What happened that day, you don't have to guess to know that Brother Hao Ning must have seen it. ”
Facing Yun Mengxue's embarrassed face, Luo Haoning nodded very frankly, and her expression became even more unnatural.
"I think...... That's the end of our relationship, as long as there are no more major conflicts, and as for getting along in harmony, it's a great luxury. ”
Luo Haoning put down the paintbrush, turned the wheelchair slightly to face Yun Mengxue, and she sat on the stone chair opposite.
"No one is perfect, no one is absolute. Anyone will have some small flaws in their character, we can't deny a person because of one thing or a kind of psychology, and don't think that we have the worst days, and everyone else has happiness. ”
For Luo Haoning's consolation, Yun Mengxue showed a sour and bitter smile.
"To be honest, I used to feel very happy because of my loving father and a good family background. But now, I really envy others, I would rather I have never experienced the days of a princess, just live with my family in an ordinary way, and then meet a man destined in life like others, and live an ordinary life forever. ”
The environment in which she lived changed her values, and the encounters she had experienced also made Yun Mengxue extremely tired of this kind of life.
"What I used to have was the expectations of others, and when they did, mine was on the way to loss, and this kind of reincarnation is really heartbreaking. Brother Haoning, I really hope to meet such a person, not because I am good to him, so he will be good to me. But when I don't do anything, he will take the initiative to be good to me, because he really understands my goodness. ”
Every girl will have such a dream, hoping that her future other half will be the prince charming in fairy tales.
But the end of the story only stops at the wedding of the prince and the princess, and who knows the days after the wedding?
In the eyes of the outside world, the union of Yun Mengxue and Luo Haochen is the perfect combination of a prince and a princess, but how many people really understand what Yun Mengxue has experienced after marriage?
"Mengxue, you are only twenty-two years old, and there are still many things in your life that are worth discovering and feeling. I don't want to see you move on with this solitary and sober attitude, with the eyes that see through all the world's hot and cold conditions. Because by doing so, you will not see any hope or light other than pain and struggle. ”
Luo Haoning's words deeply touched Yun Mengxue's heart.
"In this world, maybe only Brother Hao Ning would say such things to me, right? Even my father still has ...... And my best friends didn't comment on my heart so directly. ”
Yun Mengxue deliberately concealed Qi Wenxuan's identity, it was not that she didn't want to admit her relationship with Qi Wenxuan's childhood sweetheart, but she didn't want to say too much, and then cause unnecessary trouble and turmoil.
"The journey of life is like a pot of water that is about to boil, you have too many goals, but you don't have enough firewood to boil the whole pot of water, what should you do at this time?"
Luo Haoning threw the question to Yun Mengxue again, so that she could give the answer.
Yun Mengxue pondered slightly, and then laughed.
"Brother Haoning's way of persuading people is always like this, and he always jokes with me like this! If you don't have enough firewood and want to boil water, you can only pour out some of the water in the pot, and you can boil the water! And the water is less, and the speed is much faster. ”
Luo Haoningyang's smile is like the sun growing on the ground, which makes people see that the ice in their hearts will gradually melt.
"Setting too many goals will inevitably be dazzling and stressful, and everything will only give up halfway, it is better to simplify and start with the nearest goal, and then step by step towards success. ”
Yun Mengxue was silent, Luo Haoning's words made her have to think about it in her heart.
"I ...... What goals have you set?"
Yun Mengxue muttered to herself, in fact, she knew very well what goals she had to achieve at present.
She was trapped here to save her father Yun Zhiyuan, and the goal that Yun Mengxue wanted to accomplish at that time was very simple and straightforward, as long as Yun Zhiyuan was fine, she could do anything, and it was meaningless to give anything, including her body and feelings.
During the journey with Luo Haochen, he hurt and persecuted him from time to time, which made Yun Mengxue have another negative emotion.
Yun Mengxue didn't want to be hurt, and she didn't want Luo Haochen to hurt the people around her because of her, and she even had a love in her heart that she shouldn't have, and she fell in love with Luo Haochen and was deeply attached to him.
These are all feelings that Yun Mengxue thinks she shouldn't have, but now, she is surrounded by these emotions and can't breathe.
"Hey. ”
With a heavy sigh, Yun Mengxue came back to her senses and looked at Luo Haoning.
"According to Brother Haoning, I'm really messy now, maybe this is Yun Mengxue's fate, the reality that can't be changed, I can only reluctantly accept them. ”
As he spoke, it turned into a sad tone again, and Luo Haoning shook his head helplessly.
"Rather than seeing you like this, I appreciate Yun Mengxue who was still in my studio not long ago, talking non-stop. ”
"Wow, wow?"
Yun Mengxue looked at Luo Haoning with an embarrassed expression, and she admitted that she was indeed a little bit of a chicken woman.
"Didn't you always hope that I could shake off the burden of my heart? Could it be that you just know how to speak, but you won't do it yourself? At that time, I mistakenly thought that Yun Mengxue, who could say this to me, must be very domineering in her heart, right? But now you have completely subverted my initial perception of you. ”
Luo Haoning's words can be regarded as a blow encouragement, he laughed at Yun Mengxue, this time it was a real laugh from the bottom of his heart.
"How can there be someone as comforting as Brother Haoning, but ...... I think it's nice and useful. Brother Haoning, the pressure and revenge in my heart, I will slowly throw it away through self-regulation, and I will definitely do it!"
Luo Haoning believes that with Yun Mengxue's strong heart to accept these things, there is no doubt that she will be able to do it.
"Brother Haoning, I'm ...... I want two more portraits, do you ...... Are you busy? Can you grant me this request?"
After Yun Mengxue finished speaking, her face turned red, and her hands were unnaturally twisted and laceped.
"It's just two portraits, if there is anything you promise or not, even if it's a hundred, I'll draw it for you. ”
Luo Haoning agreed very happily, and a smile bloomed on Yun Mengxue's face.
"Great! Thank you, Brother Haoning. ”
"Who do you want to draw? yourself? or do you want to draw ......?"
Luo Haoning's words that he wanted to speak and stopped, he had already heard what he obviously wanted to express.
"I ...... I actually wanted to ......."
Yun Mengxue bit her lower lip with tangled teeth, frowning slightly, but there was a smile on the corner of her mouth.
"I ...... I want Brother Hao Ning to draw a bust of my sketch and another ...... That, just draw Luo Haochen. ”