I still thought that I could find out the reason for Jin Yebai's sudden silence from Song Qingya, but she asked me to leave him, did I do something wrong this time?

"Why? Didn't you break up already, why did you meddle in my affairs with him?

"You're not qualified to know so much!" Song Qingya and I are like natural rivals, and we don't have a good face in nine out of ten meetings.

"What did you tell him yesterday? He is silent now, I haven't settled accounts with you, and you're still talking nonsense here, is it that if I don't speak, you will be a bully to me? Song Qingya, please don't deceive people too much!"

If it weren't for Jin Yebai's sake, I would rather take a detour when I saw her, and I wouldn't want to have any intersection with this kind of arrogant and arrogant person in my life.

"With him, what can you give him?Do you know him?Do you know what he needs most?" Song Qingya looked at me coldly, "You haven't known him for a day or two, but for more than ten years, how much has he done for you?"

She blocked me with nothing to say, I really don't know Jin Yebai, he has done so many things for him, but I haven't done anything for him, now what else can I give him besides myself?

Moreover, even I, myself, have lived with Zhou Mingchuan for several years, and to put it mildly, I am just a second-hand item that has been used by a scumbag.

But even if I am disliked, it should be Jin Yebai who dislikes me, not Song Qingya, the ex-fiancée, who is accusing her of kicking her nose in the face, right?

"You don't need to take care of our affairs, you might as well take care of yourself with this idle time. I replied politely.

"Do you think I'm willing to take care of your business, who do you think you are? If it weren't for him, even if you drove a Maserati to invite me, I wouldn't have looked at you!" Song Qingya said arrogantly, "I'm separated from him now, but so what, my relationship with him, you can't compare it in your life." ”

"Aside from your ex-fiancée, what else do you have to do with it?" To be honest, I don't believe that Song Qingya will order me to leave Jin Yebai as an ex-fiancée, this is unreasonable, don't ask at this time, when will you stay?

"I'm his ......" Song Qingya almost blurted out, but the words came to her lips and swallowed again, "You don't care what we have to do with each other, in short, you, the troublemaker, must not be with him." ”

Without waiting for me to speak, she continued to hit my already inferior heart, "When you had a husband, how did you treat him? Now that you don't have a husband, you are pestering him, do you think you are a treasure?"

Song Qingya can always speak to my heart in one word, pinching my pain, when there was Zhou Mingchuan, I really didn't think about being with Jin Yebai, and after the divorce, I had this strong desire.

Am I being too self-righteous?

I only thought about myself, and I didn't think about Jin Yebai at all, I was so sorry for him, so I just worked hard to be good to him now, and I almost offered him like a god.

"Shu Menglu, even if I beg you, will you leave him? Song Qingya's tone softened suddenly, "I, Song Qingya, have only begged two people in my life, one is him and the other is you, you two are really a catastrophe that I can't overcome." ”

"Then tell me why you don't let me stay with him. I took advantage of the danger to bargain with her, "You are all weird, if you don't figure it out, how do I decide?"

"Shu Menglu, don't force me like this. Song Qingya suddenly grabbed the coffee cup in her hand, with a look of embarrassment in her eyes, did she really tell me why it was so embarrassing for her?

"Who the hell are we forcing whom? Haven't you been forcing me ever since I met you?"

She put down the coffee cup, and her tone became softer and softer, "If you really love him, leave him and find a good man to marry, I heard that Lu Zhenting and Li Sisi blew, why don't you try to be with him?"

I looked at her carefully, and vaguely found that she looked a little similar to Jin Yebai in some places, thinking about the untidy and chaotic relationship between her and Jin Yebai and Ling Xi, I seemed to remember something that should not be forgotten.

"That time in the restaurant, didn't you say that Ling Xi was your cousin? Why did he suddenly become an ex-boyfriend, and it was a revival of old love?"

Song Qingya, who was drinking coffee with her head down, looked up and looked at me with some horror, I was about to continue asking, when a familiar voice came from behind me, "Because she was my fiancée at the time, I was afraid that I would be jealous." ”

As soon as I turned around, it was Jin Yebai who came!

Why is he here, did Song Qingya call him here? Or did he come with me?

He walked over and sat down and asked for two cups of coffee, and I noticed that I hadn't ordered anything since I entered the café, and I just cared about forcing each other with Song Qingya.

"Why are you here?" I looked at him in amazement, this man was so terrifying, he was almost pervasive.

"I'm afraid you'll fight. He looked indifferent, "Didn't you say that you were shopping with a friend? Although he didn't directly say that I had lied to him, he couldn't help but feel weak when he heard it to my ears.

"How do you know I'm here?" is a crucial question.

"When you read the news, I happened to be next to me, and I accidentally saw it, I'm sorry!" he apologized in a low voice, and then said coldly to Song Qingya, "Don't worry about my affairs anymore, you can go, don't trouble Meng Lu in the future." ”

Song Qingya immediately stood up, gritted her teeth and said: "Okay, it's all my dog meddling with rats, I'm full and panicked, I'm cheap to be this bad guy, I won't care about you anymore in the future, don't come to me if you die." ”

She said it very loudly, she looked very aggrieved, and even her eyes were red, I was surprised when I saw it, where did she get her grievances?

Stomping her feet, she took out a hundred-dollar bill from her bag and slapped it on the table, shouting, "Pay!" but she left before the waiter arrived.

The waiter looked at Song Qingya's departing back in a daze, and didn't react for a long time, until Jin Yebai asked him to bring the coffee he ordered later, and he left with doubts in his eyes.

"Qingya's temper is not very good, what has she offended you, I apologize to you on her behalf, don't take it to heart, don't be angry, okay?" Jin Yebai's face was full of apologies, "I'll cook myself at night and cook you two side dishes, you haven't tasted my craftsmanship yet, have you?"

Song Qingya felt wronged just now, but I felt more wronged than her, "Xiaobai, what are you hiding from me? I feel like a fool, confused by you." ”

"It's nothing, it's just the relationship between Qingya and Ling Xi, didn't you already know about it just now?" Jin Ye Baifeng laughed lightly, "Okay, Meng Lu is the most generous, so she won't be as knowledgeable as her, right?"

The way he laughed was so good-looking, I don't know how many times better than the cold facial paralysis before, I couldn't help but be stupid, where did I still have the heart to worry about anything with Song Qingya.

The coffee soon came up, and he poured both portions of sugar into my cup, stirred it gently before pushing it in front of me, and then took his own cup and drank it.

He talked a lot in the afternoon, apologized to me, and explained to Song Qingya, although I was not very generous, but with his comfort, I quickly put down Song Qingya's matter.

After leaving the café we went home, bought some food on the way, and he really cooked me a meal in the evening, and his skills were much better than mine.

Since this day, Song Qingya really didn't come to me again, my life with Jin Yebai was on the right track, he still didn't go to work, ran with me every morning, and then picked me up and dropped me off and work, and we cooked together at night.

Although such days are very plain, they are very real, as people often say, ordinary is true, and our love is like a trickle of water, flowing endlessly, and the slightest trace seeps into each other's lives.

In late August, I took the subject three exam, and I passed it successfully, as soon as I left the examination room, I couldn't wait to call Jin Yebai, "Xiaobai, I've passed, how are you going to reward me?"

He smiled happily on the other end of the phone, "Meng Lu, I knew you would be able to do it, and sure enough, it didn't disappoint me, how about we call Shang Zhenting out for a meal together that night to celebrate?"

"Well, it's been a long time since we've eaten together. "Lu Zhenting and I don't look up and look down, but Jin Yebai and him haven't seen each other for a while.

We went out to dinner that night, and when we saw me and Jin Yebai and He Meimei, loving each other, Lu Zhenting seemed to be a little stimulated, and his mood was very low.

He drank so hard that we couldn't persuade him, and in the end Jin Yebai drove him back, presumably because he remembered his affair with Li Sisi.

Speaking of which, Lu Zhenting and Li Sisi have been separated for more than half a year, but neither of them has found a partner, I don't know what the situation is at Lu Zhenting's house, he didn't tell me specifically.

But I know very well on Li Sisi's side, in the past few months, her mother mobilized all her interpersonal relationships to find a partner for her, thinking that this would make her forget Lu Zhenting, but she didn't go to see any of them.

Later, her mother thought of a way, and when she met a suitable one, she would bring someone directly to the house, just like that blind date with Zhang Xun, and she was caught off guard.

But this can't help Li Sisi, whether it is at home or home, as soon as she sees a strange man present, she goes directly to the bedroom, locks herself in the room, and finally fails to go on a blind date.

After many times, Li's mother gave up, so Li Sisi called me recently and didn't mention the blind date at all, which means that she won a glorious victory in this battle with her mother, and Lu Zhenting still has a chance.

In fact, Jin Yebai and I didn't do anything excessive during the banquet, but we didn't even do it with our eyebrows, let alone kissing in front of us like Li Sisi did.

It may be that the way I and Jin Yebai are in and out of the pair makes him feel sad, I want not to go out to eat with him in the future, but I feel too cruel, he has lost his lover, how can I let him lose his friends again?

I quickly took the fourth subject exam after passing the subject three exams, and I got my driver's license at the end of that month, which was the driving school that Jin Yebai drove me to, and when I came back, he asked me to drive, and gave me the car keys directly when I got home.

He said to me with a sigh of relief: "Meng Lu, this car will belong to you in the future, you can go to work by yourself tomorrow, you don't need me to pick you up anymore, you can exercise, practice makes perfect, even if you get on the highway in the future, you won't be afraid." ”

He just got a driver's license, and his expression was too exaggerated, wasn't it?

"I don't want to, you have to pick me up and drop me off to work as usual in the future. I shoved the key back into his hand and shook my head like a rattle, leaving no room for negotiation.

Originally, because I had to go to work five days a week, I could only see him in the morning and evening, so how could I be willing to lose even this little time in the car?

I didn't want him to refuse, so the situation became like this, in the morning I drove to the company, he drove the car back, in the evening he drove to the company, and then I drove the car back, and by the way, I practiced.

In September, we have been together for a whole month, and I want to marry him more and more, we have known each other for more than ten years, this is not a flash marriage, right?

I once fell into a demonic way for him, which is called: crazy for love.

Now I have escaped into a kind of magic for him, which is called: I am a marriage maniac.

I really wanted to marry him, because even now even with him, I don't feel any security, as if he would leave me at any time, so I want to tie him up with a marriage certificate.

But after a few temptations, he didn't want to, I was so disappointed but I couldn't help it, I couldn't force him to marry me, because I didn't want to and wouldn't force him to do anything.

We still go to the senior apartment every Saturday afternoon to see my parents, the only difference is that he basically doesn't drive anymore and asks me to be the driver every time he goes out.

My dad's condition didn't get any better, he still didn't recognize us, he still had a dull gaze, he smirked when he saw everyone, and occasionally he cried and made trouble like a nervous person, which broke my heart to watch.

My mom is still the same as before, urging me to get married whenever she sees me with a man, so I have to explain it to her every time.

Once, after she had been concerned about my life's affairs, as was customary, she turned to the house outside the island, and asked me what I was going to do with it.

I have already rented out the house, the rent is not high, the rent collected is directly into my mother's account, I am not short of money to spend now, and I am counting on my father to get better, and let them move back in when the time comes.

Occasionally, we would mention Meng Shuwei, she was very quiet over there, she hadn't contacted me since that time in the hospital, I don't know if she was too busy, or she figured out that she decided not to get along with me.

I secretly asked my mother about her situation, but my mother didn't know, and said that the two of them had not been in contact with each other since then, so I forgot it, thinking that even if she really killed herself, she had nothing to do with me.

Time passed without hurry, and in a blink of an eye, it was the National Day holiday, and I could finally rest for a few days, and the most important thing was that I could be with Jin Yebai all day long.

I actually really want Jin Yebai to go back to work in the company again, so that I can watch him 24 hours a day, what a beautiful thing it is, but unfortunately he has no plans to go to work at present.

Before the holiday, Li Sisi called me to play, and by the way, Jin Yebai also took it, she already knew about the matter between us, and she was also happy for me, and laughed at me This is the first to get the moon near the water, and the clouds are open and the moon is bright.

I asked Jin Yebai what he meant, and he said that there are many people on National Day, and he can only look at people's heads when he travels.

I must have listened to his advice and politely rejected Lissi.

Li Sisi scolded me for forgetting my friends and having no conscience, I know that she has always been a knife and a tofu heart, just talking about it, so I let her hurt me for a while, and hung up after chatting for a while.

With the passage of time, I have not been in contact with Li Sisi as often as I had at the beginning, and the time for talking on the phone has been shortened a lot.

The weather is still a little hot during the National Day, I don't want to go out, in my opinion, as long as I can be with Jin Yebai, even if I can only stay at home every day, it is much more fun than traveling abroad.

Thinking back to last year's National Day, I dragged my suitcase and left my home with Zhou Mingchuan and returned to my parents' house to seek refuge, and now, a year later, I am sitting on the sofa with Jin Yebai watching the people and nature broadcast on the science and education channel.

There were so many things that happened this year, and I couldn't count them on my fingers, so I didn't think about it, just hugged Jin Yebai's arm tightly, rested my head on his shoulder, and smiled happily and contentedly.

"Xiaobai, when did you fall in love with me?" I don't know what other women do when they're bored, but what I like the most is to ask him boring questions.

He picked up the remote control and turned off the TV, wrapped his arm around my waist, and looked sideways at me, "What do you think?"

I tilted my head and thought about it, surely not after my divorce, and said self-righteously, "Before my divorce." "We knew each other for more than ten years before the divorce, and this answer is actually the same as not answering.

He laughed and scratched my nose, "Why are you so smart." ”

"Then why didn't you chase me? Did you find out that you were in love with me after I got married?

Such a boring topic, I guess only people like me who are in love with a negative IQ will provoke it, but I still enjoy it and keep asking him.

Jin Yebai's temper was good and he had nothing to say, but then he was speechless when I asked, so he simply didn't answer, and pulled me to stand up, "Let's go, let's go to the study." ”

The study he was talking about was the room in the two-bedroom room except for the bedroom and living room, with a large bookshelf and a black piano, but I never heard him play.

When I saw this piano, I asked him, "Xiaobai, I didn't expect you to be able to play the piano, I really can't see it, you are so high-end and high-end." ”

He smiled like a spring breeze, "I can not only play the piano, but also say love, do you believe it or not?"

"I don't believe it!" I laughed heartlessly.

"Don't believe it, pull it down. He pulled a book from the bookshelf and sat down on the chair behind the desk, and then read it carefully.

Later, I learned that the piano was not his, but Song Qingya's, and when she lived here, she often played a song on weekend afternoons.

After all, they still lived together, and even loved each other.

Now he sat down at the piano, opened the lid, and before I could react, his slender ten fingers were already flying on the black and white keys, and the beautiful melody was wafting through the room.

It turns out that he can really play the piano, what else is he capable of I don't know?

He played the song in a vague way, and I was sure I had heard it, but I couldn't remember it even if I had to name it.

Jin Yebai is high-end and high-end, but I am not low-key luxury with connotation, I am also a person, I basically don't know much about such elegant things as piano music.

I moved a chair and sat down beside him, and listened quietly to him playing a beautiful melody.

He played really well, and even though I'm not a professional, I just like to listen to it because he played it for me.

The melody sounded along with the story.

Uncover you, extraordinary biography.

In the night, angels descend before dawn.

Awakened, a destiny full of miracles......

Listening to his piano sound, I thought, for no reason, an Internet song I once listened to, like "Beethoven's Sorrow", and when I thought of those lyrics, my mood went down.

He played very devotedly, but I listened half-heartedly, and the more I listened, the worse my mood became, and an unspeakable sadness flooded through my heart, sweeping my whole being.

When his song ended, I didn't get rid of the inexplicable sadness, just watched him cry silently, I was very scared, with him, I always had a feeling of gain and loss.

I am fortunate to have gained, but I have lost my life.

I can't imagine what I would do if one day he suddenly stopped wanting me.

When Zhou Mingchuan didn't want me, I still had Li Sisi, and he was there, but if he didn't want me anymore, then I really had nothing.

"Meng Lu, why are you crying?" Jin Yebai glanced back at me, then stood up and walked towards me.

I looked up at him tall but thin, whimpered and asked, "Will you not want me like Zhou Mingchuan one day?"

He held up my face with both hands and looked at me distressedly, "You think too much, Meng Lu, I found that you have really become more and more sentimental recently, have you gone to watch "Dream of Red Mansions"?

"I'm scared......" I reached out and wrapped my arms around his waist and hugged him tightly, "Xiaobai, I don't know why, I just feel scared......"

"If you're so scared, wouldn't it be a torment to be together?" he sighed, "if we're not happy together, how about we be apart for a while?"