Chapter 52: Her Loss

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"That's... It's hard to do it. I'll go back to the night and ask the woman again... The great President of Szeto. That's how you want to propose. Whether the other party can accept it or not. Hahaha..."Koya couldn't help it. Laugh out loud.

"I look at you two. I've been itching lately..."Situ Lei Yan was visibly ridiculed. Drink with a sullen mouth. The eyes of the eyes shot a compelling light. But. But it didn't work at all.

Own plan. Obviously, it can be regarded as "well-designed". I thought it was a bit embarrassing. I thought about asking two people to give an opinion. But not surprisingly. Ridiculed.

Situ Lei Yan drank wine. His face gradually became helpless.

"No kidding. I feel.. Xifu said. But I still want to laugh. Forced his tone to become a little more serious. "Although I didn't expect you to do such a 'mother' thing. But. It should be accepted by the little secretary. After all, you've been through so much. These. Your way may be quite ordinary. But... It's kind of warm. It's just that. I can't imagine it... You're not going to mess up..."

After speaking. He spoke with some questioning.

"Mess up... How could I mess up. I'm telling you. I'm asking for the best teachings. Situ Lei Yan became interested. Seeing Xifu Yangye, the topic finally returned to its own correct path. The body wants to bounce off the couch.

"But. First-class teaching. There may not be top-notch students. Koya followed.

Now. Situ Lei Yan was silent.

Half ringing. He took another sip of wine: "Anyway, I've made up my mind." So be it. But. It's going to take some time. When I'm out of school. Nature surprises her. At that time..."

Thinking. His thin lips couldn't help but smile.

The most awaited one. It is this kind of dedication and accumulation that can be exchanged for the happiness that she exudes from the depths of her heart. Of course. It's just anticipation. Hopefully, it will become a reality.

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In the villa.

"Mommy. Daddy didn't come back to sleep with us? The Lord lay down from the bed. Blinking his eyes and questioning.

"That's right. Mommy. Daddy said last night. We'll go to bed tonight after telling us the story... Is he really not coming back? Xiao Hui also had an attached tone. Immature voice. Delicate and likable.

Xiao Xixi tucked the corners of the quilt for the two babies. I looked up at the window. It was dark outside. Presumably, Situ Lei Yan at this moment is similar to Xifu Yangye's toast and drink.

Time. She didn't know how to answer. I don't want to let this feeling of loneliness drive them. I thought about it. She held up a smile: "Don't you like Mommy when you have daddy... Now Mommy is with you. Daddy has something. He will definitely come back to see you in the evening. It's not good. It's still in my dreams. โ€

Saying things that I don't think are true or funny. Xiao Xixi has never felt this kind of guilt.

The two children don't make trouble. There won't be any other thoughts. And her mind. But he has long been wandering through the moonlight and doesn't know where to go.

Daytime. She heard the words. There must be a lot of things to hide from yourself. Unexpectedly. It's all come to this. There's something else to hide...

He sighed softly. She holds up the fable. I started to read it.

I don't know how long it took. In the fog, I felt a large hand pass through my arms. Gently lift yourself up. Dangling in mid-air. Xiao Xixi opened her eyes slightly.

I suddenly realized. I don't know when to start. I was already asleep on the edge of the bed of my two children. And now. Dangling slightly in mid-air. It was Situ Leiyan's embrace. He was holding her. Walk to your bedroom.

"You... Returned. Let me go. Xiao Xixi moved her body. This moves. Let the embrace not last any longer. She stood on the ground.

Sensitively. Reflexively. She smelled the breath on Situ Leiyan's body.

Except for the taste of alcohol. There is also a faint smell of perfume. This smell. made her aggravate the hesitation and sense of loss in her heart for no reason.

He's gone drinking. And in the words. It's like she's hiding something important.

So it seems. Could it be another woman?

This kind of thinking may be extreme or narrow-minded. But. As a woman's natural sensitivity. Xiao Xixi still can't avoid this kind of speculation. Her sense of loss accompanied her in the corridor with Situ Leiyan. And it is getting deeper and deeper.

Every step of the way. The coolness in my heart is aggravated.

"Are you tired at night? If it's too hard. Go to bed early later. Situ Lei Yan didn't know Xiao Xixi's thoughts at all. Eyes full of concern. "Take care of the kids. Nor can you ignore your own body. "Let's be honest. It hurts him a lot.

"Hmm. You've done a good job of that. Xiao Xixi's words were a little angry. His attitude reminded her of Xiaohui's immature sense of dependence just now. The children miss and depend on him so much. And he. Treat them with such an attitude.

"What's wrong with you ... I'm not happy. Are you tired or sleepy..."Situ Lei Yan realized Xiao Xixi's displeasure. Look at her face. With exhaustion. It's a little bad again. He hurriedly lowered his eyes to watch her reaction.

Right now. The most important thing for him. Except for her.

"No, I didn't. Xiao Xixi shook her head. Hold it for a few seconds. I still can't help but say it. "You don't even know how long the kids have been waiting for you. Promise them what you can. Can't do it. It's better not to promise. It will only disappoint them..."

The tone is a bit heavy. She couldn't hold back a spread of her emotions.

"Hmm. Situ Leiyan responded softly. "I know. This time it's me who is wrong. But I really have something important. Understand me. "Finished. The face brushes over a good arc. The thin lips pressed to Xiao Xixi's cheek. Lightly imprinted a kiss.

For her this attitude. I'm afraid he only has the only way to "overcome rigidity with softness".

Woman's heart. Submarine needle.

He couldn't figure it out.

Xiao Xixi didn't have time to refuse. I felt the touch of a dragonfly touching water. This kiss dissolved a little of her depression just now. But. From Situ Lei Yan. Closer to that clear aroma that reaches the tip of the nose. It made her feel like blood was rushing into her head again.

I can't wait for a "buzzing" sound.

Knowing that there are many women before him. And he kept saying "important things". Is it related to women? He didn't want to say. I didn't even think to tell her from beginning to end.

This thought was written on her face. What stands out is a profound gloom.

"It's not early. You should rest early, too. Xiao Xixi muttered. Walk to your bedroom.

"I'll sleep with you tonight. Good no good. Situ Lei Yan said coquettishly. looked at Xiao Xixi's appearance. I can't wait to eat her in one bite. His injuries and hers healed for so many days. made him endure touching her all the time.

Tonight. Finally, the two children slept first. He had a chance to taste the sweetness.

Look closely. There was a sparkle in his eyes.

"Don't. I am tired. Xiao Xixi's words were few. To put it mildly, he doesn't feel "interested".

"You... All right. That's tired words. Rest early. You are tired from taking care of them and I am. Hurry up and go to sleep. Situ Leiyan felt sorry for her fatigue. He immediately changed his tune. "I'll go to the study for a while. Busy. That's what I just said to you. โ€

Endure the feelings that you want to show. He had to put on a solemn look.

Do your homework. And secretly. He's actually quite tired. All this must be disguised. For him. He will always naturally show his feelings in front of her. It's a difficult thing to do.

"Hmm. Good. Good night. "Look at him and immediately change his focus. Xiao Xixi pretended not to care. But I was so disappointed that I couldn't do it. In fact. If he insists any longer... Her excuse for being "tired". It will also change.

But. Unexpectedly. He still didn't insist...

"Good night. "Situ Lei Yan forcibly took Xiao Xixi. Imprint a kiss on her forehead. reluctantly let go of her. Watching her go to the bedroom.

Sit in the study. It was really quiet for a while. When I think of my little secret. Like first love. Situ Leiyan's heart was full of pounding feelings.

It's so exciting. The excitement is indescribable.

Once imagine the look on her face when she sees her "surprise". He couldn't stop falling into his imagination. It's like a love song is singing in my heart.

This sweet and greasy feeling. Like in love.

Merely. It's his own fantasy love again.

Finally calmed down. Situ Leiyan took out a small notebook seriously. Opened it with care. Stare at the screen for a moment and take notes. Lock the screen with a frown for a while. Press backwards again. Fast forward again. Don't miss every step.

I don't know if this idea can win Xiao Xixi's favor. But. Since it has been done. It's better to prepare well.

And in the bedroom. Xiao Xixi lying on the bed. Because the idea just now has too much impact on the mind. I can't sleep after tossing and turning.

"Ahh Keep your eyes on the ceiling.

The whole house was quiet. She now sleeps in a bedroom by herself. But. It's really... I really want to know what Situ Leiyan is doing. He went to the study again in the evening. Still have to be busy for that thing.

Finally. And what kind of person? Can make him care so much about sleeping and forgetting to eat.

I don't know. That person. Is more than how she is... This.

Thoughts and speculations came flooding in. Flip left. Lying on the right side... I've tried too many poses. Still difficulty falling asleep. Xiao Xixi couldn't stand it anymore. Get up and sit up.

"Wow. Hot milk. She warmed up a glass of milk in the kitchen. Go to the study and push the door in.

As soon as I saw her enter the door. Situ Lei Yan was obviously flustered for a moment. Immediately close the small notebook in your hand. Fingers snapped twice with sharp clicks. Followed by. looked at the screen with his back to Xiao Xixi at the door.

Look at him finally relaxing. Xiao Xixi naturally walked to the seat. The rest of his eyes glanced at the screen. But there is still no trace of it.

"It's so late. Thank you. Later... Don't work so hard. Situ Leiyan took the hot milk. He smiled faintly. Try to hide the unnaturalness on your face. Speak gently. "I can't sleep again. โ€ยท