Chapter 102: Memories of Others
The meditation continued, and Su Ziqi's dream also reached the saddest time, she dreamed that her senior brother had completely left her and might never come back, at this time she had no Jiang Wan's soul, just Su Ziqi!
Su Ziqi's tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes, and even let out an irrepressible cry, from these performances, it is enough to see that Su Ziqi once loved He Haotian deeply!
Pal looked at the time on his watch, and then saw Su Ziqi's painful expression, so he stopped hypnosis.
Gradually, Su Ziqi woke up from her sleep, still with painful tears on her face.
"What's the matter? You met something very painful, didn't you? You said Haotian was gone?" Pal asked Su Ziqi, who was already sober.
Su Ziqi nodded, her head hurt a little at the moment, the dream just now had been completely imprinted in her mind, she believed that these must be Su Ziqi's memories before the car accident!
"You are still in pain this time, but your pain this time is a little different from the conflict and pain when I first met you last time!" Pal looked inquiring, wanting to get Su Ziqi's explanation.
Su Ziqi rubbed her sore temples, recalling that when she first saw PAL, her dream was her own, and it was Jiang Wan's contradictions and pain, of course, it was different from this time. However, how does she explain it to PAL?
"This dream is different from the last one!" Su Ziqi pondered.
"What's the difference? Is it a different memory?" Pal continued.
"Yes, different memories!" Su Ziqi did not evade, "This time I remembered a lot of past events with Haotian!"
"Oh......" Pal was silent for a moment, "are there things you need in your memories? Didn't you say you had to recover all your memories because they matter?"
Su Ziqi shook her head a little disappointed, "No, I didn't find what I needed, maybe, we'll have to do it again a few times!
Pal smiled, blue swirls blooming in his eyes, "It's okay, it's my job, I've already said it, the process may be long, and what kind of memories you recover first is not for you to choose!"
"I understand!" Su Ziqi got out of the recliner and walked out of the treatment room with Pal.
At this time, He Haotian, who was waiting outside, hurriedly stepped forward, "Ziqi, how is it, do you remember something?"
Su Ziqi looked at He Haotian and nodded, there were still unfinished tears in Su Ziqi's eyes at this time, when she looked at the eyes of her senior brother He Haotian, it seemed that she was poured into her body by some kind of spirit, and everything in her dream just now quickly formed an active consciousness in her cerebral cortex!
There was a stubborn thought in her head, and that was - she loved him!
"Haotian!" Su Ziqi's eyes began to flutter with tears again, originally she was just immersed in the grief that her senior brother would never come back, she lost him and never saw him again, but he was now in front of her, he came back completely, and it was the heart and people who all came back!
Pal knew that Su Ziqi had just recovered his memory of He Haotian and would behave like this, so he decided to avoid it for the time being, "I'll make coffee, you guys talk first!"
With that, Pal walked into the pantry of the treatment room.
"Ziqi, what's wrong with you?" He Haotian looked at Su Ziqi, feeling that after she left the treatment room, she was like two people compared to entering the treatment room.
"I ...... I thought that my senior brother would never return to Ruicheng if he went to the United States, I thought that I would never see my senior brother again!" Su Ziqi couldn't help crying.
He Haotian suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and he hugged Su Ziqi, "Ziqi, in the future, senior brother will never leave you again, okay?"
Su Ziqi leaned on He Haotian's shoulder and nodded lightly.
"Ziqi, did you think of something?" He Haotian felt the huge fluctuation of Su Ziqi's mood and felt a little strange.
Su Ziqi looked up at her senior brother, and there was a positive reply in her eyes, "I remembered a lot of the past with you!"
He Haotian helped Su Ziqi to sit on the chair, "What is the past, is it what we used to do on campus before?"
Su Ziqi said in a low voice: "Yes, I remembered the first time we painted together, remembered the time I used you as a shield in the woods, and I also remembered ...... What happened before you left the United States!"
He Haotian listened to Su Ziqi's narration, the expression on his face was solemn and deep, "Ziqi, then you remember, all our past, right?"
"I don't know if it's all, in short, I remember a lot of important things with you!" Su Ziqi bit her lip, she didn't want to tell He Haotian everything she had, but it seemed that there was an invisible force instigating her to show everything to He Haotian!
"Among these important things, do you love me?" He Haotian asked cautiously, he couldn't bear it anymore, he had waited too long, from the excited eyes of the little junior sister who saw him just now, he could feel that she had recovered the memory of loving him!
"I ......" Su Ziqi was speechless for a while, in her heart she knew that what she really loved was not He Haotian, but a voice kept ringing in her ears, "I loved him, I loved him!"
Su Ziqi couldn't bear it, closed her eyes in pain, and covered her forehead, at this time, PAL walked out of the pantry with three cups of coffee, and when she saw Su Ziqi's condition, she hurriedly put the coffee aside and called softly, "Ziqi, Ziqi!"
Su Ziqi looked up and saw PAL, her mood suddenly stabilized a lot, and she was a little tired and kept looking at PAL and was reluctant to leave, because she found that as soon as her eyes fell on He Haotian, the voice shouting "love him" would continue to sound.
Pal turned his head to look at He Haotian, "Haotian, Ziqi has just finished diagnosis and treatment, and she is a little tired, why don't we send her back to the hotel to rest!
"But......" He Haotian was a little unwilling, he was asking the key point, and he found that he was about to get the answer he wanted.
"Haotian, you can't be in a hurry to recover your memory, it will be better to take your time!" Pal persuaded He Haotian earnestly, He Haotian nodded, and agreed to send Su Ziqi back to the hotel.
Su Ziqi went back to the room and took a hot bath, so that the whole body was soaked in the bath with bath salts, opposite the bathroom is a single-lens reflex floor-to-ceiling window, Su Ziqi can see the scenery outside the window through the glass, but for the people outside the hotel, the glass is a wall!
This is like the barrier that Su Ziqi encountered when she wanted to retrieve her memory, obviously everything was there, but because of a single-lens reflex glass, she was close to her memory, but she couldn't touch it!
How can we know everything? Su Ziqi sighed in a deep voice! It was already the first night outside the glass window, the lights were on, the neon was just starting to start, in this somewhat familiar and somewhat unfamiliar city, Su Ziqi fell into a sense of loneliness that she couldn't extricate herself from, and there was always only one man who gave her a sense of loneliness, and that was Zhong Zimu!
What is Zimu doing now? It should be by Bai Qianqian's side! Yes, Qianqian needs to be taken care of the most at this time, and besides, he is not taking care of one person, but two people!
Thinking of this, Su Ziqi picked up a large handful of foam in the water and covered her body, and the foam covered her body, revealing only her head and white neck!
Su Ziqi painfully wanted to put her head under the water and let herself go for a complete dive, but she was afraid of the feeling of being completely covered!
That's right, all the pain still comes from the same man - Zhong Zimu!
Su Ziqi carefully recalled the memories about He Haotian that she had just retrieved, and recalled the excited expression when she saw He Haotian just after coming out of the consultation room, and she was suddenly a little puzzled! It was very clear that although those memories had been recovered, she clearly knew that those memories did not belong to her, but to her sister, the real Su Ziqi!
Therefore, she would not fall in love with He Haotian because of these memories, and she should not be so excited when she saw He Haotian and wanted to love him so much!
However, when she faced He Haotian's handsome face, she couldn't extricate herself, and she couldn't avoid the shouting of the voice in her body - "love him"!
Could it really be like what PAL said, she may fall in love with He Haotian again after recovering her memory? Thinking of this, Su Ziqi shuddered all over, how could it be? All she loved was Zhong Zimu!
After taking a bath, Su Ziqi walked out of the bathroom in a bathrobe, feeling a little relaxed physically and mentally, and walking out of the bathroom, Su Ziqi saw the mobile phone lent to her by Zhong Zimu on the table, and her heart was filled with joy and sorrow!
Yes, she can be sure that she will be firm in her heart and will not fall in love with He Haotian easily, this is not a responsibility to Zhong Zimu, but a responsibility to herself and her senior brother He Haotian!
Su Ziqi was lying on the bed and looked at Zhong Zimu's mobile phone, and suddenly saw a hidden folder, which was full of photos of her and Zhong Zimu, who used to be Jiang Wan...... There is also a picture of him touching a slightly bulging belly......
Su Xiaoyou was completely crushed by these photos, and the scenes of the past came to her heart, Su Xiaoyou looked at these photos, her heart was warm and sour, there is no doubt that Zhong Zimu loved her and hid her deeply in her heart!
Su Xiaoyou looked over one by one, he went to the park with her, he went to the movies with her, he went to the mall with her, he cooked with her, he watched TV with her, and he ...... with her. Su Xiaoyou's tears fell...... She is very happy, Zhong Zimu still loves Jiang Wan, but does Zhong Zimu still love her now?
Finally, Su Ziqi looked tired and tired, although she had no appetite, Su Ziqi still ordered a little food and asked someone to send it to the room, after eating, she lay sleepy on the bed, due to extreme mental exhaustion, she fell asleep after a while.
In her dream, a man walked towards her in a dashing and vigorous manner......