Chapter 43: I Hate You
Xiao Xixi walked to the door and gently confirmed that the door was indeed closed, before walking back to Gu Ruolan and silently handing over the tissue.
"What do you want to say. Gu Ruolan didn't take the tissue, rolled her eyes, glanced at Xiao Xixi, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and cheeks with her hand.
"I want to say a lot, but I don't know where to start," Xiao Xixi looked at Gu Ruolan calmly, "I really don't want you to hate me to this extent, I don't know why, you have to hate me for so many years." She let out a long breath, undistracted.
"Hehe, hehe..." Gu Ruolan laughed leisurely, it sounded a little creepy at first glance, as if she was laughing and crying, "Xiao Xixi, you really don't know." Still pretend not to know. ”
Xiao Xixi smiled helplessly: "Is it because of Situ Lei Yan?" ”
Is it for him.
If so, it's just unthinkable that her hatred can be so great.
"Yes, it's for him, but not just for him. Gu Ruolan looked at her hatefully, "Before I met you, I have always been a person who holds all the victories, you know, I am the shining queen, everything should be around me." ,, whether it's flames, or anything else. ”
"And so. Xiao Xixi looked at her and continued to ask calmly.
"You snatched all my things, yes, I love Yan, he is my only one, without him, my world would collapse..."Gu Ruolan wanted to continue to count all the things about Situ Lei Yan one by one, however, she was interrupted by Xiao Xixi.
Xiao Xixi suddenly asked, "Have you ever thought about it, does he love you?" ”
One sentence, a few words, but Gu Ruolan was stunned.
For a long time, she did not speak.
Xiao Xixi has been breathing quietly and waiting. Once, he thought he loved her, once, he thought he loved someone else, once... So many times, when everything was presented like a pierced window paper, it suddenly became clear that everything was a self-pull caused by the outside world.
"I've gotten used to it, for so many years, like a dolphin dependent on the ocean, but, I can't imagine that the dolphin in my heart will fall in love with angels. Gu Ruolan's voice murmured, she couldn't believe that she would use the word "angel" to describe Xiao Xixi, who hated so much.
"I have always felt that you are such an elegant and dazzling person, really, Sister Ruolan," Xiao Xixi's tone was a little moved, and her memory was full of fragments of the past, "I always feel that only a person as good as you is worthy of standing by Situ Leiyan's side." Whether it's luck or whatever, I always feel that he and I are really incredible. ”
These words are very frank. The frankness makes people feel that there is no guilt, and this kind of openness, Gu Ruolan also clearly feels it.
Xiao Xixi, who has always shown a gentle and soft image, suddenly seemed to be a different person, and this small serious aura couldn't help but make her have an illusion.
"You're going to show me how blessed you are. Gu Ruolan's voice sounded, but it was no longer so high-pitched.
"Do you think I'm necessary. Xiao Xixi looked at her, "I don't know what you once treated me, but in one day, after experiencing almost life and death, I still feel..."
"Feel something. Gu Ruolan asked closely.
"I don't think it's worth it for you. Xiao Xixi said seriously, "Maybe you used to be very kind, but for the sake of the so-called, you have changed yourself and become like this, I think you... It's really pathetic. ”
After saying that, her eyes took on a sad feeling.
Not sympathy, but pathos.
"You..." Gu Ruolan's breathing stagnated a little, she raised her eyes, thinking about everything in disbelief. Xiao Xixi, who is mature and calm, is like another person who has been baptized by years and time.
"So many times have you deceived people, hurt people, and even hurt your children... In the end, it didn't hurt the original yourself. Sister Ruolan, I still hope you can return to your original appearance. I believe that the one that Situ Leiyan liked at the beginning, and the person who was heartbroken, can come back. Xiao Xixi said the most painful words in her heart.
"I don't believe it, you don't hate me. Gu Ruolan said coldly.
"I really don't hate you, the matter has come to this, and what has happened is absolutely irreparable," Xiao Xixi was incomparable, "Can you go back." ,, as long as you say yes, I believe you. ”
It wasn't even holding his breath, but he still raised his throat and looked at Gu Ruolan.
"My child, I chose not to. Gu Ruolan opened her mouth, "Because, that's not the child of the flame at all, he... It's not the blood of the Situ family, and if you keep it, it's just shooting yourself in the foot. ”
She spoke lightly, as if it were the most ordinary thing.
"It's not... His.. Xiao Xixi was taken aback, and her face was a little wrong.
Memories returned to hunger, and she remembered the incredible reaction she had to the child in her womb, the sharp smile on her lips when she fell down the stairs...
It turned out that just because, that kid... It's not Situ Leiyan's at all.
Her heart was beating violently, and Xiao Xixi couldn't imagine that she had heard such a shocking secret again. However, it doesn't matter, as she just said, it has come to this.
However, in the blink of an eye, Xiao Xixi's eyes were a little warm, her throat choked, she half-squatted down, and looked into Gu Ruolan's eyes, "Do you need it?" It doesn't matter whose child... That's all... Yours. ”
She had lost the possibility of having children again, and thinking of this, a pain rose from the softest part of her heart, gently, like a stream.
I can't bear it, no matter whose this kid is... She couldn't bear it.
"You're in tears. Gu Ruolan asked.
Xiao Xixi shouldn't have done this to her, absolutely shouldn't. If it were her, I am afraid that it would be a kind of face that was so proud of victory that it did not have any expression, and it was right to look at the losing side arrogantly.
This feeling, a strange feeling, shook her heart.
"Well, I think you should be a good mother, much more than me," Xiao Xixi looked at Gu Ruolan with a stalk, "For the original thing, at that time... It's really not worth it. ”
"Worth it or not, I did it anyway. ,, I won't regret it. Gu Ruolan was still stiff-mouthed.
"I know what I loved. Xiao Xixi understood all her arrogance in four words, and the morale that suddenly dissipated, Gu Ruolan was replaced by a decadent replacement, "I will really give you a chance, I don't know what Situ Leiyan wants to do with you, but I really hope that the hatred will end here." All right. ”
Xiao Xixi's voice sounded indifferently, she was still willing to try.
I would rather believe that in this world, people's hearts are still fleshy, and they will always hurt and be moved.
Gu Ruolan looked at her coldly and said nothing.
"When I go out from here, I will tell Situ Leiyan that we have reconciled forever," Xiao Xixi got up and walked towards the door, "From now on, our lives will start from the beginning and start anew." ”
She walked to the door without looking back.
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Outside the house, Situ Leiyan has been quietly guarding the door, there is only a low voice in the house, I don't know the two women... The main thing is how Xiao Xixi is.
Facing Gu Ruolan and facing her alone is not the first time for her.
However, thinking back to each time it happened, his heart was really nervous.
"President, should we go in to protect Miss Xiao..."The assistant could see that Situ Lei Yan was sitting on pins and needles, and saw him get up from his seat and linger at the door, his nervousness and worry were self-evident.
"No, I don't. Situ Leiyan waved his hand to refuse.
Subordinate, no longer speak.
However, it seemed as if footsteps were approaching inside, and his breathing became a little rapid. The movement in the room, slowly, had already been sensitively felt by him.
Still couldn't help it, he pushed the door open, and it was Xiao Xixi who walked out of the door standing at the door. It's just that, his eyes narrowed, Gu Ruolan didn't know when he was holding a dagger and rushed towards her back fiercely.
"Xiao Xixi. Situ Lei Yan shouted violently, and rushed towards her desperately, unexpectedly, Gu Ruolan would still do such a provoking thing desperately in the end.
Xiao Xixi saw that Situ Lei Yan, who rushed towards him, had any concerns, and reflexively looked behind him, with a kind of hesitation, replaced by a kind of thinness in his heart.
For another second, it was as if time had stopped.
She didn't know when she had been violently grabbed to the other side by a force, and Gu Ruolan's raised hand had been suddenly grabbed by Situ Lei Yan and stayed in mid-air.
Obviously, I can feel that two very different forces are competing.
"You—" Her heart was dead.
Unexpectedly, Gu Ruolan still chose the most unbearable path at this time.
She still couldn't listen to what she said.
"You don't know what's wrong. Situ Leiyan said the rest of the words in her place, and then, with a "dang bang", the metal texture of the dagger fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
"Xiao Xixi, I hate you, I hate you. In the whole room, only Gu Ruolan's screams remained, and suddenly, it turned into a crazy laugh.
"Hahahaha.... Hahaha.... I hate you, I hate you... Hahaha. Gu Ruolan's expression became no longer normal, her eyes were empty and weak, and she looked very bad.
"Take her down. Situ Leiyan's cold voice commanded.
"Yes. A group of people rushed up and pulled away Gu Ruolan, who was already unrelievably resistant, but was still laughing like crazy.
Xiao Xixi, who looked at all this, was a little surprised and felt extremely uncomfortable. I thought she would really give her a chance.
"You're really thinking too simply, in fact, blame me, you shouldn't have risked letting you and her be alone in order to let you see the world clearly. Situ Leiyan's voice sounded in her ears, and only then did she pull her consciousness back.
“... Well. Xiao Xixi simply snorted and nodded.
In his mind, it was still Gu Ruolan's abnormal reaction just now. This scene brought her a bit of a big impact.