Chapter 79: He Xiaobai......
Lu Zhenting has always been obedient to Li Sisi, and it is for her good not to let her drink, everyone is so happy at this time, he really can't bear to sweep away the happiness of his beloved.
After hesitating for a moment, he finally took the wine glass and said in a tone like a strong man with a broken wrist: "Okay, it's a big deal, let's take a taxi back, and come back tomorrow to drive the car back." ”
Li Sisi successfully turned one person's drinking into four people drinking together, and looked at Jin Yebai with a sly smile on his face that had succeeded in conspiracy, "How about it, Jin Yebai, there is only one of you left now, do you want to come with us without getting drunk and not returning?"
Jin Yebai looked at a few of us, each with a glass of wine, he looked out of place, if he continued to refuse, he would directly become our outside, and finally had to pick up the wine at hand without saying a word.
"Cheers!" Li Sisi raised his glass triumphantly, and everyone bumped into each other.
Although today's dishes are not as good as the Manchu and Han full meals, everyone chose them by themselves, and basically everyone ordered at least two dishes, so everyone can eat their favorite flavors.
I looked at the gobbling up of Liss and asked with a grin, "How's it going?"
Her mouth was stuffed with food, and she couldn't speak at all, but she gave a thumbs up as if she were pecking rice like a chicken.
Compared to Li Sisi, Li Muchi's eating appearance is absolutely Sven, he said while putting vegetables in my bowl: "Lulu, your cooking skills have improved again, come, this is your favorite food, eat more." ”
Seeing that my bowls were all piled up, I hurriedly stopped him, "Thank you, let's do it myself, there are too many of them, I can't eat them." ”
Li Muchi was next to me, Jin Yebai was sitting next to Li Muchi, although there was a distance of one person between us, I had been secretly looking at him, and noticed that when Li Muchi called me, his face changed significantly.
For so many years, most people have called me Meng Lu, and only people who have a good relationship will call Lulu, which seems intimate, but now Li Muchi also calls me Lulu, and the relationship is obvious.
I thought that when I agreed to have this dinner tonight, I didn't expect Li Muchi to be there, but now that he is here, he is so attentive to me, which makes Jin Yebai alone, and he looks a little pitiful.
Lu Zhenting only cared about talking to Li Sisi, you and me, and I and me, serving her vegetables for a while, and persuading him to drink less for a while, and didn't pay much attention to Jin Yebai, and showed me a live version of Seeing Lust and Forgetting Friends.
Jin Yebai sat quietly on the side, his eyes were always wandering away from me, I didn't dare to look at him, so I pulled Li Muchi to chat, drank with him, laughed and pretended to be very happy.
Actually, I'm not happy at all now, I feel that I did something wrong, and deliberately didn't let Song Qingya come to this small party, but I promised Li Sisi to let Li Mu come late, which made Jin Yebai so lonely.
Jin Yebai saw that my eyes did not meet him, so he lowered his head and silently picked up the rice, did not even pick up the dishes once, ate a few bites, put down the chopsticks, and grabbed another bottle of liquor that had not yet been opened.
Seeing that the wine he forcibly bought was taken away by Jin Yebai, Li Sisi opened his mouth and grinned, "Jin Yebai, you also want to drink?" haha...... Who said just now that you are not allowed to drink, come on, come on, if you want to drink, I'll accompany you, let's play fists. ”
Jin Yebai glanced at Li Sisi lightly and reminded Lu Zhenting, "Zhenting, she is drunk, don't let her drink again, otherwise you will feel good tonight." ”
Lu Zhenting looked aggrieved and sighed helplessly, "You think I'm willing to give her a drink, but you see that she's a female man and a drunken maniac, I can't persuade her." ”
I laughed when I heard this, and joked to Lu Zhenting, "This daughter-in-law has not passed the door, and you have suffered from strict wife...... Zhenting, as a friend, I must mourn for you for three minutes. ”
Li Muchi laughed along, "Lulu, it turns out that you can also joke, haha...... It's funny. ”
Not only do I joke, but I also joke regularly, and my personality is a female paper-shaped, which is why Jin Yebai called a crazy girl, but that was a long time ago, so long that even I almost forgot about it.
Looking back, Jin Yebai hasn't called me crazy girl for a long time, it's just that I haven't noticed it, it turns out that so much has changed between us, and it is true that we can never go back to the past.
Li Sisi was really drunk, and when we were talking and laughing, she suddenly asked Lu Zhenting with a blurred look in her eyes, "Zhenting, do you love me?"
Lu Zhenting was dumbfounded by her question, and he didn't react for a while, but just looked at the drunken Li Sisi with wide eyes and a daze.
We also shut up, and stood by as if waiting to see a good show, hoping that Liss would say something that would surprise us with the strength of the wine.
Seeing that Lu Zhenting didn't answer, Li Sisi cried out with a flat mouth, tugging at his sleeve and whimpering, "Zhenting, you don't love me, you don't love me." ”
"I love you, I love you. Lu Zhenting took her into his arms and said anxiously, "Baby, you're drunk, let's not drink, okay?" Let's eat some more food and go home, I'll take you home." ”
Li Sisi raised his face from his arms and looked at him with teary eyes, "Then why don't you propose to me, don't you love me but don't want to marry me? You don't want to be with me for the rest of your life, you think I can't cook, do you can't take care of people? You just want to play with me, and when you get tired of playing, throw me aside, you men don't have a good thing!"
She suddenly burst into tears as she spoke, which shocked several of us, and I can understand why Lu Zhenting depends on her in everything, but he refuses to let her drink, it turns out that a female man and a drunken maniac are so terrifying.
Jin Yebai looked at Li Sisi, who was drunk and crazy, silently poured himself wine, and drank three glasses in a row before saying to Lu Zhenting: "You send her back, if you continue to make trouble like this, the neighbors will call the police." ”
At this time, Li Sisi cried and broke her heart, and scolded Lu Zhenting for having no conscience, not a good man, no matter how he explained, he didn't listen, I persuaded her with Li Muchi, but she couldn't listen.
Originally, reasoning with a drunk person was idiotic behavior, but I really had no other way, after all, this was the first time I had seen Li Sisi get drunk.
Li Muchi saw that everyone couldn't persuade Li Sisi, so he simply pulled me back to the chair, "It's all said that he spit out the truth after drinking, Mr. Lu, I think she wants to marry you, but you don't take the initiative to propose, which makes her feel wronged." ”
"It's not that I don't want to propose, it's just ...... I'm afraid that if she doesn't want to, I'll be scared away by my wedding ring, and then I won't even have a chance to be with her. Lu Zhenting said embarrassedly, "I have been with her for so long, and I have never been able to see through her thoughts, and several attempts have been rejected by her viciously." ”
I looked at Lu Zhenting apologetically and explained for Li Sisi, "She refused, not because she didn't love you, or didn't want to marry you, but just because she was afraid, it was all my fault, and she had a divorce, which scared her, and she became a frightened bird from then on." ”
"Forget it, let's not talk about these for now, you keep eating, I'll send her back first." Lu Zhenting picked up Li Sisi, who had fallen asleep on him at some point, and walked out.
I hurriedly got up, took Li Sisi's bag and ran forward to open the door for them, "You also drank alcohol, don't drive, take a taxi back, take care of her on the way." ”
"I know, I will, you go back. Lu Zhenting hugged Li Sisi, with Li Sisi's bag in his hand, and walked down with difficulty.
He carried a 1.7 meter woman down to the fifth floor, I just felt tired just thinking about it, but unfortunately I couldn't help him, and when I saw him go, I sighed and turned around and closed the door.
Because of Li Sisi's diligence before, I also drank a few glasses of wine with Li Muchi, and my alcohol consumption was not good, but when I calmed down at this time, I felt a little dizzy in my head and didn't dare to drink anymore.
Li Muchi has a good amount of alcohol, and he also knows how to control it, he hasn't touched the wine for a long time, but Jin Yebai drank nearly half of the other bottle of wine by himself, and he was still drinking when I came back, but he was not drunk at all.
I frowned, walked over and snatched the quilt from his hand, and roared, "Don't drink, you're not afraid of getting drunk I'm afraid that Song Qingya will come to the door again to settle the account, I can't afford to mess with her, can't you hide?"
Jin Yebai snatched the cup back, and said with a strange expression: "Aren't you here to drink and eat tonight? I have eaten all the food, why don't you let me drink?"
Li Muchi probably noticed that the atmosphere between us was a little wrong, so he gently pulled my hand and asked in a low voice, "Lulu, what's wrong with you two?"
Without waiting for me to answer, Jin Yebai had already grabbed the words, "It's okay, but I suddenly found that the food she made is really delicious, and the wine is not bad, I just want to be greedy for a cup for a while, and I will get married in the future, and I won't have a chance to drink like this again." ”
"So that's it, then I'll drink with you. Li Muchi smiled and took his wine glass, poured the remaining bottle of wine from Li Sisi, and then chatted with Jin Yebai while drinking.
I watched and listened, and ate and munched in silence, because neither of them would let me drink, but this was my home after all, and in the end I had a few drinks as I wished.
How to solve worries, only Du Kang, this sentence is now a wise saying for me, I want to get drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows, I want to forget the two men in front of me for a while.
One, I love him, he doesn't love me, the other, he loves me, but I don't love him, this legendary love triangle happened to me like a dog at this time.
The two of them drank all the wine, and I almost finished all the dishes, and everyone cooperated very tacitly, originally wanted to clean up the table, but the three of them were a little drunk, so they gave up.
After eating and drinking, Li Muchi went back, and there were only two people left in the room, Jin Yebai and I, we sat on the sofa, looking at each other, only each other's shadows in each other's eyes, and the atmosphere was awkward but with a strange temptation.
I watched him for a long time, waiting for him to speak, but he remained silent, and I had to break the silence, "Aren't you going back? It's getting late, and if you don't leave, the taxi will be off." ”
"Hmm......" he replied, and there was no follow-up.
"Do you want to drive back by yourself? Do you know that drunk driving is illegal?"
"Why don't you promise him? He will be better than Zhou Mingchuan, you have to believe in my vision, I won't lie to you." Jin Yebai reminded me with the events of the year, "I told you when you didn't marry Zhou Mingchuan, this person is unreliable, do you remember?"
How could I not remember, let alone before marriage, even after marriage, he asked me if I felt happy, whether I would regret it, etc., but at that time I was blinded by love and took his words as a deaf ear.
People say that they don't listen to the old man, and they suffer in front of me, but I don't listen to his warning, and I suffer after marriage, and now that he has recognized Li Muchi, it can at least show that Li Muchi is reliable.
"I told you I don't need you to take care of my business. I digressed the topic and asked, "Why do you drink so much wine when you'......re fine?"
"She wouldn't know. Jin Yebai interrupted me, and his expression became sad, "Meng Lu, I may leave the company in a new year." ”
"Didn't Zhenting say that your wedding date is still in May? Why are you leaving so quickly? Can't you wait until you get married?" I said what was in my heart in a hurry, and then looked at him helplessly.
"I'm sorry!" Jin Yebai was even more sad, "I just want to see that your feelings have a home before leaving, so that I can rest assured." ”
"You're getting married and not going to die, why do you have to talk about it like you're going to explain what happened later?" I frowned, "Even if you're not in the company, won't we ever get along?"
Jin Yebai suddenly laughed, "I won't tell you, Qingya is good at everything, but she is too possessive, I'm afraid that she will be jealous for three days and two days, how can I have so much time to coax her, this is going to have another child or something, I basically have no leisure time to care about you." ”
"Uh......" I looked at the cloudy and uncertain, and my face changed as soon as I said that Jin Yebai was speechless.
"It's getting late, it's almost time for me to go back. Jin Yebai stood up and walked to the door.
I grabbed his coat from the couch and followed him out, but he suddenly turned around and ran to the bathroom, almost knocking me over.
"Little white ......" I threw my coat and followed him into the bathroom, only to see him leaning against the wall and spitting up, a strong smell of wine stimulated my sense of smell and made my stomach uncomfortable.
He vomited for a long time, his face became more and more ugly, and even his body shook, as if he couldn't stand.
I held his shoulder with one hand, patted his back gently with the other, and complained distressedly, "Who made you drink so much wine, you don't know how to cherish yourself at all." ”
He didn't speak, he pushed me away when he was done, flushed the toilet himself, washed his face again, and staggered out of the bathroom to get his coat on the couch.
I quickly followed, stretched out my hand and pushed him down directly on the sofa, and whispered to him, "What are you anxious about, can't you rest for a while?"
"No, I need to get out of here right now, you stay away from me. Jin Yebai shrank back inexplicably, as if he was scared of me.
"What's wrong with you, what kind of nerves, how can I rest assured that you will go home alone when you are so drunk. I walked over and tried to grab his coat from his hand, but he pulled it so hard that I fell on top of him unexpectedly.
He reached out and grabbed me and whispered in my ear, "Meng Lu...... What am I going to do with you? You tell me what I'm going to do......"
"Jin Yebai, what's wrong with you? I looked up at his familiar face, struggling to leave his warm chest.
"Let me hold it for a while, and it'll be fine for a while. His hand around my waist tightened so close that I could smell the shampoo in his hair, almost completely masked by the smell of alcohol.
"Is there something wrong with your relationship with Qingya? Is it because of me, she is not happy that I am friends with you?" I leaned on his chest and asked him cautiously.
"......No," he said, narrowing his eyes.
"Is there something wrong with your marriage?" I continued.
He didn't answer, he opened his confused eyes and looked at me fixedly, and I couldn't help but have a slight burning cheek when I saw it.
I felt like I wanted to run away after being watched by him for a long time, and when I was about to get up, his face suddenly enlarged in front of my eyes, and before I could react, he covered his hot lips.
It's a familiar feeling, but why is it?
This is just the second time he kissed me, and it is not like Zhou Mingchuan, who has walked with me for eight years as my boyfriend and husband.
I was drunk, half drunk in wine, half drunk in his kiss, enjoying this rare moment with my eyes closed, and finally being a despisable third party.
I thought I would kiss him like last time, but unfortunately he was drunk more than me......
"Jin Yebai!" I hurriedly left his lips and called out in a panic.
Meng Lu ...... Meng Lu ...... "He pressed me under him drunken and confused, calling my name over and over again like a repeater, with deep helplessness and pain, and I was terrified to hear it.
What the hell is wrong with him today?
Did you just drink to find an excuse to eat me?
My head hurt for a while, and I couldn't stand being shouted by him.
Forget it, let's die, everyone is drunk anyway, it's a big deal to wake up when nothing happened, just an unspeakable dream......
At this time, I had forgotten that there was a Song Qingya between us, and I forgot that I had touched the bottom line of morality by doing this, and as long as I took this step, I would have the name of the third party confirmed.
But I don't care, I really don't care, I just want him, even if it's just this time!
Maybe he was too drunk and tired, but after a rich and strong civilization and harmony, he fell asleep on top of me, and his breathing changed from heavy to shallow.
I thought he must be asleep, so I gently pushed him away from me, got up and grabbed his hand, and moved him to the bedroom and threw him on the bed.
I don't want him to wake up the next day and the first thing he sees is me sharing a bed with him, if he doesn't remember tonight at all, I definitely won't take the initiative to tell him that we did something sorry for Song Qingya.
Covered him with a quilt, I couldn't help but go to Wei Zaijian and vomited happily, and then took my clothes and went to the bath, I washed my body clean, but I couldn't dilute the ambiguous kiss marks he left on me.
Looking down at the ambiguous traces, I reached out and stroked it gently, and suddenly squatted down and hugged myself and cried.
I feel so cheap, why do I do it when I know I can't do it?
Jin Yebai just said that he wanted to have a child with Song Qingya, what is the third party if I do this? People are going to get married and have children, am I so unwilling to let go?
I stayed in the bathroom for a long time before I got dressed and went out, I didn't dare to go to the bedroom, I was afraid that I would eat Jin Yebai again if I couldn't hold it, I am now a shameless woman!
I couldn't sleep in the sofa, but I just held my hands and knees in such an unchanged posture and waited for the next dawn, while thinking about how to face Jin Yebai tomorrow.