Chapter 247: I Like You
The roaring hot water made Lin Bao drenched in an instant.
Li Xiaowan hugged him and sobbed softly, she had been secretly crying for more than ten minutes, and it had slowly subsided, but Lin Bao's sudden intrusion set off her emotions again, and tears couldn't stop flowing out.
Lin Bao wouldn't comfort anyone, so he let her hold her and cry, caressing her back.
The two already have a special relationship, Li Xiaowan doesn't care about the embarrassment and indifference at this time, she easily opened Lin Bao and sat under the shower together, as if it was raining, reflecting the mood.
She clasped her hands on her knees and slowly shed tears: "Actually...... After I got divorced and gave birth to my daughter, I suffered from postpartum depression and had to see a psychiatrist every day. ”
She had never told anyone about this secret, and maybe, she couldn't say that she was fully restored now.
Meeting Feng Lang again tonight did affect her mood, the selfishness and conceit that intensified, such a person turned out to be Xiaoyu's biological father, if they met, I am afraid it would ruin Xiaoyu's fantasy of the role of his father.
And when she came back in the evening, she saw Lin Bao and Xiaoyu playing together warmly, and her daughter was happy from the bottom of her heart.
The strong contrast and contradictory emotions made her uncontrollable for a while.
Her biggest knot is her daughter, but this problem is ...... Can't solve it at all, she can't do anything about it.
"I don't know what to do...... she burst into tears, crying helplessly, "I shouldn't have seen that bastard......"
Lin Bao didn't know what to say, so he hugged her hard.
He knows that the wounds of life can never be healed. Li Xiaowan's pain of divorce, He Tingting's family pain, Xie Anqi's biological mother's pain, and Xu Feifei's illegitimate daughter's pain, these pains will always accompany you for a lifetime, all you can do is try to stop the bleeding and make it less painful.
The word life is originally a mystery with no answers, let alone the mortals who live in it.
Probably tired of crying, Li Xiaowan silently shrunk in his arms, her wet clothes and white bandages revealed, which made her wake up immediately: "Little boy, you ...... You can't get water from your wounds!"
She hurriedly turned off the shower, but Lin Bao smiled calmly, "Don't move." ”
"I ......"
"Shhhh ”
He didn't allow Li Xiaowan to speak again, picked up the bath towel, and helped her dry her body, the warm gesture made her a little distracted, in the past, she used to take care of Lin Bao as a sister, but this time it was the other way around.
"It's not a good thing to cry, but every time you cry, you feel like you're ten years younger. ”
She burst into tears and laughed, coaxing her with age, Lin Bao can always find the best way, he must have waited for her on purpose, and after she vented her emotions, he immediately made her laugh.
The hot water in the bathroom has been running for too long, and layers of mist have drifted up, making it look stuffy.
Li Xiaowan, who let Lin Bao dry her body, was wrapped in a bath towel like a child, and was carried back to the bedroom by Lin Bao all the way.
At this time, Lin Bao also took off his soaked clothes and threw them in the bathroom, and the frank appearance of the two was no stranger to each other.
"Stay with me tonight. ”
"Exceptional?"
"You're entitled to make an exception. She pulled Lin Bao and lay down beside her.
In the quiet bedroom, the two hugged and kissed each other, Li Xiaowan felt that after catharsis, she needed a comfort, and her heart was already tragic after the battlefield battle, and the blood flowed like a river, so let's use a more drastic way to clean up the battlefield.
Many problems in life are unsolvable, and there is not a solution to everything, and more often than not, you can only rely on yourself to digest them.
The moonlight shone into the room, she touched Lin Bao's face, the appearance of the young man, she seemed to see her lost youth for a moment, and her heart suddenly became clear, and there was no more chaos.
"Come on. ”
"You have that ...... at home"
"No, like we did on the first night. ”
The first night to forget all your worries.
Lin Bao was stunned for a moment, Li Xiaowan in front of her, her face was sprinkled with white moonlight, like a goddess under the moon, with a little sadness, with a little charm, smiling quietly, "Little boy, I like you." A tear crossed the corner of his eye.
Like......
The calm confession was like a thousand powers, hitting Lin Bao's brain, and an electric current seemed to swim all over the body, paralyzing every inch of nerves.
The chest was so numb that he couldn't move, and the tears seemed to fall on the heart like an ice cube, dripping through the stones, and cracks suddenly appeared in the ice, one after another.
He shook uncontrollably, and opened his mouth uncontrollably.
"Sister Xiaowan! I, I also ......" His throat suddenly froze, as if he couldn't speak, he opened his mouth but couldn't speak, "I...... Me!"
He clenched his throat vigorously, as if struggling with some invisible hand.
Li Xiaowan's eyes widened in a daze, it turned out that this was the case...... She seemed to see the bottomless black hole in Lin Bao's heart.
"Little boy, don't say it, I know it all, I know it all. She hugged Lin Bao in a panic, "Don't say it......"
Hot tears welled up in her eyes, she didn't know what the meaning of these tears was, she just felt that at this moment, her heart was too warm, those problems that can't be solved, let it not be solved, those unspeakable words, don't say it, I just want to hug you well, little boy......
I don't want any answers in my life.
But she didn't expect that Lin Bao, who seemed to be choked by the throat, did not give up struggling, he suddenly bit Li Xiaowan's shoulder, as if he was hating himself, and as if he was telling her something.
At that moment, like a stubborn child.
There was a little pain in her shoulder, but she hugged Lin Bao's head tightly and let him leave tooth marks in response to him, I understood.
This night, Lin Bao seemed to be mute, but he stubbornly spoke with more actions, he said a lot, talked for a long time, and wanted to use all his strength to tell her something, Li Xiaowan also answered him desperately.
Speak with your body and answer with your body.
The tacit understanding between the two was sublimated to a height on this night.
……
The morning sun shone into the bedroom, but it didn't wake up the sleeping man.
Li Xiaowan, who lives a self-disciplined life, was not woken up by the alarm for the first time, and she couldn't even open her eyes, and every inch of her tired body was sore.
There was suddenly a little guy on the quilt, and he climbed up from the head of the bed naughtily, and lay on Li Xiaowan's body, "Mom." ”
Two words, Li Xiaowan, who was instantly startled, opened her eyes and saw that her daughter was already lying between her and Lin Bao, looking left and right curiously, lying in the middle.
Oh my God, kid...... The child saw it.
Sure enough, Xiao Yu looked curiously at Lin Bao, who was sleeping on the side, who was already sleeping sensitively, and slowly opened his eyes after hearing some movement.
Li Xiaowan's nervous face has changed, in her daughter's concept, her mother has always slept alone, occasionally sleeping with her, and now that there is a man in the bed, she will inevitably ask curiously, she is also the first time to be a mother, and she has never thought about how to answer her daughter in this situation.
After all...... Xiaoyu never knew that her parents slept together, she only had a single mother.
"Uncle Lin, why are you at my house. Xiao Yu smiled and grabbed Lin Bao's hair.
As soon as the words came out, Li Xiaowan was already sweating nervously, who knew that Lin Bao suddenly exposed his upper body and pointed to his bandaged shoulder, "Xiaoyu, look, my uncle was injured, and it was inconvenient to stay." ”
"It doesn't hurt. The little fish pouted, "I have a band-aid." ”
"Haha, your mom has already put a band-aid on me. ”
After a few words, after dealing with Xiaoyu's question, Li Xiaowan breathed a sigh of relief and immediately said, "Baby, my mother is thirsty, is it okay to help my mother get a glass of water." ”
"Good. ”
The little fish jumped out of bed and walked out of the bedroom.
Li Xiaowan endured the exhaustion all over her body, went to the closet to get a nightdress, and the two of them in the quilt had nothing. As a result, as soon as she got out of bed, her legs were weak, she stumbled, and fell directly to the ground.
She frowned and smiled wryly, they "talked" too much last night, and even tirelessly confided and responded.
She stood up with a blushing face, and after putting on her nightdress, she looked back at Lin Bao, he actually fell asleep with his eyes closed again, I guess he was more tired.
Thinking of his stubborn appearance last night, those fiery eyes, as if he wanted to give her his whole life.
Thinking of this, Li Xiaowan's eyes were wet for a moment, and a smile hung on the corner of her mouth, little boy, I like you.