At that time, when Dad asked what gifts he wanted for the New Year, Qu Nanxiu replied very simply, he wanted books about "hallucinations".

The book says that hallucinations are mostly pathological, and if a person has hallucinations many times, they should be checked in time to prevent accidents such as hurting, running away or committing suicide under the influence of hallucinations.

Fortunately, the white light has not appeared again for a long time. However, the realistic feeling of dying constantly spurred him on: he must not wait until he is about to die!

It takes many people a lifetime to understand, and Qu Nanxiu has already experienced it deeply when he was nine years old.

In the future, perhaps the "end-of-life experience center" will become popular, using high-tech means to imitate the feeling before death, and after the customer experiences it, most of them will love the current life more.

Anyway, since then, Qu Nanxiu began to study hard, and explored a set of learning methods to get twice the result with half the effort, coupled with excellent memory, his grades quickly went from the bottom to the first place in the class. For the first time, he found that his brain was so bright.

The little brother's life is like a hanging: the first place in the grade, the first place in the whole school, the first place in the town, one after another, and finally the favorite X University, who accepted him with open arms!

His tablemate who fell to Sun Shan cried: "I finally figured it out, it turns out that Qu Nanxiu is the legendary 'slut' who goes crazy with you every day and wins the first place in every exam, woo woo woo woo ......"

In fact, it is just a person who has tasted the taste of dying, and knows how to cherish time more.

Time flows little by little, merging into a stream, whether you are happy, sad or hesitant, it is not in a hurry, it should come and go, it is so logical.

In the decade that followed, Grandma literally died.

The devastating truth is that Qu Nanxiu was in school at the time of his death, and everything happened too quickly to see him for the last time. This matter simply and rudely gave Nan Xiu a blow that was almost devastating.

My father was happy in the second spring, and finally opened his heart to accept an aunt who knew the cold and the warmth, which made Qu Nanxiu, who was studying thousands of miles away, feel very gratified.

And he always remembers his childhood wish - to earn a lot of money for his father to spend, and to marry Leghua one day. He even remembered clearly and shyly that the prismatic flowers in the spring dream were so delicate......

It was getting late, Qu Nanxiu and Lenghua walked side by side by the inexplicable lake, feeling the summer night breeze blowing on their cheeks.

Cicadas and crickets are in the dark, tirelessly singing songs that only they can understand.

On the benches by the lake, student couples accompany each other, telling the soft words that only belong to the person in their hearts.

Compared with the heat and noise of the day, it is too comfortable at the moment, but Qu Nanxiu seems to have a fire in his heart, and he needs to take a deep breath from time to time.

I had fantasized many times about how to pounce on her, but the timing never seemed right.

Lenghua, who had just arrived in Beijing, was also very restless.

One day, will Nan Xiu also hug his beautiful and fashionable female classmates, sit intimately by this romantic lake, and talk about their lofty ideals and happy future? Although he is only 20 centimeters away from him at the moment, the distance between himself and him has actually become farther and farther away, right?

There is a kind of luck in the world, called "the end of the world";

There is also a kind of helplessness in the world, called "the end of the world"!

Ridge flowers naturally look up, looking for stars that can also be seen in their hometown, and want to find a trace of familiarity as comfort in this strange city.

However, due to the smog, in recent years, there are almost no stars in the night sky of Beijing. And she is not used to the haze day, and she has been feeling poor breathing for the past few days. This bustling metropolis full of reinforced concrete, hurried people, dusty air, and frighteningly high prices is not suitable for her.

What she didn't have time to think about was the sky-high price of houses, the hard-to-move highways, the dense interpersonal network, the high-threshold job market, the unfathomable unspoken rules of the industry, and the education and comparison of her children in the future......

"Nanxiu," she spat out a few words faintly, "my family forced me to get married." ”

Qu Nanxiu heard his heart "pop", and the sound was so loud that it was like a roof beam collapsing!

"With whom?!"

"The third child of the mayor's family," Linghua lowered her head, "I'm not too young to be old, I really can't delay it any longer......"

In fact, this is also the real purpose of her insistence on coming to Beijing despite her family's opposition, and I am afraid that there will be few opportunities to meet in the future. In their hometown, she should have been a mother at her age.

Qu Nanxiu stiffened his neck and asked persistently: "Do you like him?!"

Leng Hua lowered her head and muttered to herself: "Feelings can be cultivated......"

Since childhood, Qu Nanxiu has fantasized so many times that he will marry Linghua in a big red dress and a smile like a flower, but now, he may only be able to watch her being married by others.

The mayor's family has land, a job, a house, a car, power and connections, and should be able to give her a good life, but the junior year has not yet finished and there is a scholarship, but she is still tight on living expenses and her employment future is uncertain, even if she is heartbroken?

Just because I care about her, I can't ask her to be just right, and I'm waiting for myself!

Besides, for so many years, she has never figured out whether she is a sister and brother or a man and a woman, maybe it's just wishful thinking......

So, after the terrible silence, Qu Nanxiu heard himself say very cowardly: "Congratulations." ”

After saying that, I really want to slap myself twice!

Ridge Flower's tears blurred her vision in an instant.

She took advantage of the night to quietly wipe it away, smiled and said "thank you", and they never thanked each other.

A crunch of bicycle bells just floated by, perfectly masking her choking. She didn't pounce on the lyrics as Qu Nanxiu fervently hoped for - I don't want to marry someone else, I must marry you.

Qu Nanxiu pierced his heart with thousands of arrows, laughing at his senseless infatuation for many years - how could a girl so capable as a lichen flower fall in love with herself? At most, she regarded herself as a younger brother......

At half past eleven o'clock in the evening, several roommates were still very strong, reading books, brushing friends, and playing games.

"It's all like this, why hasn't Xiao Qu'er come back yet?"

"Do you still need to ask? I lingered with the goddess before the moon. ”

"Hey, it's so late, why are there still people running on the playground?"

The big playground outside the window was brightly lit, and a figure "swished" and "swished" in a circle, running heartily and fast.

Wen Jie quietly took out the "high-powered telescope for watching Meru drills" from under the pillow, so clear that he could even see the color of the beauty's head rope. He carefully adjusted it for a long time, and exclaimed: "It's spicy, isn't it a small song?"

Everyone "hula" gathered around the window, and Du Tianyuan exclaimed: "This guy is so weird! The date is either to invite girls to eat food stalls, or to invite girls to run circles around the playground!"