Chapter 22: The Pain of the Heart
The voice outside the house also sounded really: "Xiao Xixi, open the door, I want to see the child." Situ Leiyan's cold voice came from neither high nor low. Immediately after, another doorbell rang.
Xiao Xixi leaned against the door, and her heart crackled like a slight spark. Unexpectedly, he found his doorstep again. Obviously, he had already "broken" with Situ Leiyan, but he didn't expect that he would come again.
Regardless of Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui's little faces full of questions, Xiao Xixi no longer answered any of the three people, biting her lip tightly, and determined not to open the door. The two sides are playing a game, grinding each other. Gradually, there was no sound outside the house, like the silence of the early morning, there was no longer any sound, and it was as calm as a lake.
It is estimated that Situ Lei Yan is gone, and Xiao Xixi can't tell what kind of mood he is having. Actually, he just left, and she didn't have a sense of joy in victory. What has happened in the past few days has been like such a storm. I didn't have time to think about it myself, so it was overwhelming.
Xiao Xixi sighed, shook her head, and went into the house to pack up the backpacks of the two children, cartoon kettles, tissues... A bunch of things were packed, and before I knew it, half an hour had passed. Looking at the watch, the time was almost up, and then he led Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui to the door.
"Mommy, why are you, don't want daddy," Xiao Hui opened her mouth, looking ignorant. Xiao Jue also asked: "Yes, Mommy, daddy him..."
"Remember, don't say anything about Daddy in the future. Xiao Xixi's expression was a little more serious, but she didn't expect the two of them to remember this after more than half an hour. For Situ Leiyan... Now that she said goodbye, she has to be more decisive. Although this is not in line with my style, this time I made up my mind.
After experiencing what happened to Zhong Yixuan she met yesterday, she also felt awkward in her heart, in fact, she did such a move for the sake of the agreement between Zhong Yixuan and Gu Ruolan. But I've already decided to break it, so it should develop like that.
The two children still didn't know why, they were led by Xiao Xixi, obediently carrying a small bag, holding a kettle, and waiting for Mommy to open the door.
Xiao Xixi was looking at the fetters under her feet, and before she could raise her head and walk out, she heard two children scrambling, and their voices shouted more crisply than the other: "Daddy, Daddy," and rushed forward like a broken bean.
Her face changed instantly, and he didn't leave. Situ Lei Yan, he has been waiting outside the door.
"Daddy is here," Situ Lei Yan laughed, his eyes did not give Xiao Xixi any space, but as the two children squatted down, their eyes changed from cold to soft. Xiao Hui had already affectionately pasted it on his face, and a small fragrant kiss came. He didn't smile on the other day, but like the melting of ice and snow, he actually brought some spring breeze smiles.
"Xiao Jue, Xiao Hui..." Xiao Xixi was a little annoyed, she didn't expect the blood relationship of the two children, she didn't care about what she had just told her, and ran into Situ Lei Yan's arms. This undoubtedly embarrassed her.
Xiao Xixi tried hard to make a face, and for the first time, pulled Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui back in her direction. Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui were a little confused, seeing that Mommy's face was a little gloomy, they felt scared for the first time, and suddenly cried "wow", one cried, and the other immediately cried.
Situ Leiyan was a little angry, she was dissatisfied with herself, but she was angry at her two three-year-old children. The soft words that had been prepared for a belly had already been thrown out of the clouds at this moment.
He stood up, and his tall and burly figure suddenly shrouded Xiao Xixi in front of a dark cloud. Xiao Xixi avoided his gaze, closed the door, and pulled the two children who were still crying, trying to bypass him.
Today, Xiao Xixi is wearing a white suit, her long black hair is not tied up, she is casually draped, she is not divided, but she is so white and delicate that she doesn't look like a little mother at all, because of a little anger, she purses her lips slightly, more like a angry girl.
Situ Lei Yan held his breath and reached out to wrap his arms around her waist as she walked to her side. There was no tenderness in his hands, and his face returned to a dull and cold face: "You stop." ”
Xiao Xixi ignored it, and took a step forward, but she didn't move a single step, she simply stood in place, stalemate.
"Whatever you want, you can say it to me. Situ Leiyan said indifferently, "There's no need to be angry with the child. His tone was as stiff and indifferent as a piece of ice compared to the two children just now.
Xiao Xixi still resisted strongly, she couldn't just watch her last effort go to waste. She knew that she was a little abnormal today, but she was always happy to accept everything, and she was really troubled.
"If you don't speak, do you, leave me the child. Situ Lei Yan's eyes forced to look at her, obviously she looked extremely petite, but she didn't know why, she was stubborn towards him in every way, "You have to go to Zhong Yixuan, whatever you want." This sentence was angry words, but he really couldn't think of anything more stinging to her and stimulating her to react.
Sure enough, the phrase took effect. Xiao Xixi raised her head, and her eyes were even more angry.
She didn't know about Situ Leiyan, all the dots, big and small, all from Gu Ruolan and Zhong Yixuan. Whether it's true or not, he's not a simple man. For the sake of the child, his words clearly pointed to Zhong Yixuan.
Xiao Xixi couldn't help but smile palely, then tightened the corners of her lips again, and she opened her mouth: "The child is mine, it has nothing to do with you, and it has nothing to do with you if I go to find Zhong Yixuan or anyone." If you really care so much about Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui, what are you going to do back then?"
After speaking, Xiao Xixi's eyes looked firmly ahead, and he still did not have a moment left on Situ Lei Yan. After being suppressed for a long time, she should have said a few words.
She couldn't think of these words, but she hit Situ Leiyan's death hole in the slightest.
Situ Leiyan pursed his thin lips, and there was a hint of emotion on his resolute face. He had no intention of saying the mention of Zhong Yixuan, but he couldn't control her resistance and disgust. In the business district, he is accustomed to turning his hands into clouds and covering his hands into rain, and his violence is also well known. Right now, the warmth with the child just now was "ruthlessly" broken by Xiao Xixi, and he turned gloomy.
yes, back then... He has hard words to argue and bitter words.
Xiao Xixi looked at his hesitation and hesitation, and planned to continue to pull Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui away, but she didn't want to, Situ Lei Yan still held her waist tightly and couldn't move.
She was a little anxious: "You let go," this man who looks impeccable on the outside, but is actually ruthless and resolute, always makes-for-tat moves against her again and again.
"I won't let go. Situ Leiyan's eyes flashed with a dead silence.
"You... You scoundrel," Xiao Xixi bit her lip tightly and rushed forward, although Situ Leiyan's hand was as solid as a rock, she couldn't hold back her always struggling, and if she wasn't paying attention, she rushed forward, staggering and falling to the ground.
Situ Lei Yan hurriedly turned around, wanting to help her up, but Xiao Xixi was on the ground, but he didn't pay attention to him with a serious face, just got up by himself, patted the dust gently, his knees hurt very much, and he didn't know if it was broken. She didn't want to look at it, so she pulled Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui down the steps.
"Xiao Xixi..."Situ Lei Yan came to his senses at this time, and chased forward again, blocking her way again.
"Situ Leiyan, what do you want me to say to understand," Xiao Xixi simply stood still, faced his face, and explained at one time, "Me and you have never begun, so there is no end." I'm not the kind of person who loses the world without anyone around. Especially, for you, no matter what you are, my world is always there. "That's the end of the story, he shouldn't be entangled anymore.
Xiao Xixi could only secretly encourage himself, although he was a little unbearable that day, but the past two days were too chaotic, but he reappeared at an inopportune time. She was really tired of them.
Since meeting Situ Leiyan, the originally peaceful life has become more and more unsatisfactory step by step.
"You..." These words really stung Situ Lei Yan, he was full of joy and full of preparation, before coming to her, but he didn't expect that from the beginning, he would face her coldly.
To herself, she became like a hedgehog, untouchable, and even tense with him.
Situ Leiyan stood dumbly, looking at Xiao Xixi, half a sound, he walked to the Lamborghini Hermes parked on the side of the road, opened the car door, coldly, took out bunches of bright red roses, and threw them under his feet.
Xiao Xixi stood in front of her in a daze, and intuitively told herself that these flowers... Maybe it's for yourself.
She knew that Situ Lei Yan didn't know why, and he was always entangled with himself without knowing the destination. The first time, he was furious and almost forced on her, and the second time... She didn't want to think about it anymore. She felt very tired of dealing with him so brutally.
Situ Lei Yan threw the flower to the ground bloodthirsty and brutally, the expression on his face became more and more solidified, and Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui no longer cried at this moment, but looked at everything silently between the two adults in ignorance.
I couldn't count how many bouquets of flowers, and finally, Situ Leiyan stopped.
Originally, he was full of expectations, many years ago he gave her fresh roses, at that time, compared to now, he was still very young and immature enough. She was pregnant, and she could feel that she was still happy at that time. I consulted countless doctors, but in the end I just suggested that he could create some warmth, some scenes or things that had existed before.
He couldn't think of much else, trying to pursue those memories, which were originally beautiful, but now he thought about it, but his heart ached. Things are wrong, and it's always so cruel to think about. Especially, in the current situation, Xiao Xixi will never accept herself.