Chapter 125: Both of You Are Sick
"Excuse me, I'm afraid of disturbing some people. ”
Luo Haochen sneered, and his words made Yun Mengxue's face extremely ugly.
"Brother Haoning, I'll go back first. ”
Yun Mengxue lowered her head and walked around Luo Haochen, but he grabbed her wrist.
"Why do you want to leave when you see me coming? It's all a family, what's the point of sitting together and talking?"
"Family?"
Yun Mengxue glared at Luo Haochen angrily, talking about the family at this time, he really had nothing to do to find fault with the accident.
"Luo Haochen, I don't have time to explain so much to you, and I don't want to accompany you to stage unreasonable trouble here, let go!"
Shaking off Luo Haochen hard, Yun Mengxue walked out of the studio quickly with a black face, Luo Haochen looked at the back of her leaving, just sneered, and did not chase out.
"Why do you do this? ”
Luo Haoning's voice carried a hint of sighing, as if he was sympathizing with Luo Haochen, and as if he was laughing at the childishness of his actions.
Luo Haochen's eyebrows were knotted together, staring at Luo Haoning's back who was still painting, and he held a breath in his heart, especially when he saw Luo Haoning and Yun Mengxue together, this breath was even more difficult to swallow.
"Haochen, can you change your reality by forcing yourself hard, why do you have to pretend not to care?"
"Luo Haoning, what do you mean by this?"
Luo Haochen asked in an unkind tone, Luo Haoning sighed and shook his head gently.
"You actually know in your heart what I mean, but you're pretending not to know. Is it really so difficult for you to face yourself and be honest with your heart? Why can't you gladly accept what you want to go on the road ahead?"
Luo Haoning's words angered Luo Haochen, he walked around in front of Luo Haoning, snatched the oil painting scraper in his hand, Luo Haoning was stunned, and looked up at Luo Haochen.
"Don't want to admit it? I think...... I'm not wrong. ”
Although Luo Haochen has such an attitude, Luo Haoning has no intention of stopping there.
"Because of Meng Yao's matter, you have always hated me in your heart, and you have also complained in your heart that fate played tricks on you, and you couldn't get your beloved, and in the end, you even lost the opportunity to protect her silently. ”
The two brothers of the Luo family began to wage war again over Chu Mengyao's affairs, and Luo Haochen clashed with Luo Haoning every time over this matter, but when he heard this kind of thing from his mouth, he couldn't accept it in his heart.
"You don't have to repeat this process and mentality again and again, I don't need to!"
Luo Haochen's tone was cold, and he even hoped that the oil painting scraper in his hand was a real knife, so that he could directly stab Luo Haoning's chest and make him shut up completely.
"Haochen, have you ever thought about it, in fact, the so-called trickery is that you dug a big hole by yourself, you made a trap and jumped into it by yourself, and then you broke yourself and complained about fate, you can't see it so much, don't you feel very tired?"
After Luo Haoning finished saying what he wanted to say in his heart, he really didn't want Luo Haochen to always suffer in the past, and he didn't want to see Luo Haochen toss and make things difficult for Yun Mengxue several times because of Chu Mengyao's relationship.
But what he said once again aroused strong dissatisfaction in Luo Haochen's heart.
"Hah? Are you giving me a spiritual education lesson? Luo Haoning, don't put on a very clear and lofty appearance, as if you haven't dug a pit for yourself and jumped in! You said that I said it very clearly, why can't I see it? Don't you feel tired? If you don't feel tired, why do you think I'm struggling with burden?
Luo Haochen is right, while Luo Haoning is comforting him, he is actually just as sad in his heart, but even so, Luo Haoning would rather drink alone, so that all the pain and pain can be fought by him alone.
Only by doing this can Luo Haoning feel the meaning of his existence, otherwise this heart will be deleted, so what's the use of ** still staying in the world? Of course, Luo Haoning also has the most reassuring person, his mother Xu Yeli.
"I feel differently than you, after all...... Meng Yao died in front of my eyes, and in the picture before I was unconscious, I ...... Never forget. ”
Luo Haoning's expression was very sad at this time, but no matter how much he regretted it, he couldn't go back to the past and change the facts.
"It feels different? Is it only you who love deeply? I don't think you have any other feelings except for indifference!"
Luo Haochen threw away the oil painting spatula in his hand, the spatula bounced twice on the ground, and the oil paint on the blade splashed around.
"I didn't deny your heart for Meng Yao, I understand and understand. But now you are stuck in a state of obsession, and you seem to have forgotten that life will encounter many ups and downs. ”
Luo Haoning slowly turned the wheelchair and came to the discarded oil painting scraper, picking up the objects on the ground with some difficulty, his eyes were full of sadness, on the surface, it seemed that he was distressing the scraper with a broken handle, but in fact, it was not.
"The pit in front of you, whether you dig it yourself or meet it, if you insist on your own insistence, you have to jump over it desperately, then you will inevitably fall and hurt yourself, when you encounter such a thing, why don't you choose another way to detour? In other words, in reality, Meng Yao is your trouble, and Meng Xue is the road you can detour. ”
"Shut up!"
Luo Haochen shouted at Luo Haoning angrily, his emotions were too explosive, and every time he faced Luo Haoning, he couldn't control his feelings.
"What kind of thing are you? I don't need you to teach me this kind of lesson! Luo Haoning, you better take care of yourself, don't always take a cloud Mengxue when you have nothing to do! Although she transplanted Meng Yao's cornea, she is not Meng Yao after all, you can't find comfort from her, and you can't get much comfort in your heart!"
Luo Haoning shook his head, he didn't say anything more, no matter how much he said to people who didn't understand what he couldn't understand, it was just a waste of words, since this was the case, then don't say it again.
"Haochen ......"
Xu Yeli's trembling voice came from outside the door, Luo Haochen glanced at the door unhappily, and Xu Yeli's heart trembled fiercely.
"Persuade your son well, don't always think of impossible and unrealistic things!"
Luo Haochen walked out after leaving the words, and when he passed by Xu Yeli's side, he was not very friendly and gave her a cold look.
"Haoning, is it true?"
Xu Yeli looked at Luo Haoning with concern, Xu Yeli heard everything he said between him and Luo Haochen just now.
Luo Haoning turned his wheelchair to Xu Yeli and gently held her hand.
"Mom, don't care what he says, don't worry, even if Meng Xue transplanted Meng Yao's cornea, I won't be so confused that I will completely confuse the two of them together. ”
"But...... You've ever had such feelings, haven't you?"
Although Xu Yeli didn't want to say this, she really couldn't control it, Luo Haoning was her son, she knew how much Chu Mengyao missed and felt guilty, and naturally she could feel the complicated feelings that he inadvertently revealed in his eyes when he saw Yun Mengxue.
"It's already in the past, even if it's yesterday, it's already in the past, there's no need to say it, I know this in my heart. ”
Although what Luo Haoning said was not very direct, Xu Yeli could hear the meaning of his words, he did not deny it, and at the same time expressed his intentions while admitting it, this is at most a thought, and it will not confuse this emotion.
"Haoning, Mom wants you to ...... Being able to get out of this painful memory does not mean that it is ruthless and unrighteous, and you don't have to refuse another person into your heart for the rest of your life because of that past. ”
Luo Haoning chuckled, and his smile made Xu Yeli look surprised.
"You came here after discussing with Mengxue, right?
"I ......"
Xu Yeli shook her head, and Luo Haoning squeezed her hand tighter to show that she was relieved.
"Don't worry about me, I have my own measure and plan, the time has come, even if you lock the door of my heart and don't let me out, I will jump out of the window myself. ”
Luo Haoning said self-deceptive words, the lock in his heart was difficult to open, and even if he could jump from the window, how could he, Luo Haoning's broken body, cross the blocking window?
People's lives change every day, and the encounters in life will be different from time to time, but while these experiences enrich the heart, the original thoughts will also be automatically renewed, and the new thoughts will completely cover the old thoughts.
But sometimes people just don't want to admit that they are closer to their hearts, and they come up with evidence to turn it around, and use the slightest pitiful theory to prove that their minds have never changed.
Luo Haochen is like this, why is Luo Haoning not?
……
The door of the room slammed, which frightened Yun Mengxue, her eyes stared at Luo Haochen, feeling the unkind aura emanating from his body, but she didn't run away to dodge.
"Just say what you want to do with me, I won't resist. ”
Yun Mengxue faced Luo Haochen with an attitude of putting herself to death and coming to life, the reason why she went back to the room directly to wait for him was because she didn't want to be seen outside and the two of them clashed.
"You're pretty self-aware. ”
Luo Haochen's figure suddenly pressed down, and approached her with one hand around Yun Mengxue's chin.
"Does getting along with me make you so unbearable? will make you feel uncomfortable, and you don't even want to stay a little longer, but you want to go to Luo Haoning to find spiritual sustenance?"
"What nonsense are you talking about?!"
Yun Mengxue pushed Luo Haochen away unhappily, and was just about to get up, but he was pulled back by his arm and collapsed on the sofa.
"You know very well what I say, don't pretend to be pure in front of me, you don't know anything!"
"Luo Haochen, did you take the wrong medicine? Why do you deliberately trouble me like this every time?! There is nothing between me and Brother Haoning, do you have to let me say something to make you happy, right?"
Luo Haochen's thoughts and attitude made Yun Mengxue a little anxious, she couldn't understand why Luo Haochen had to care so much?
"You can say it bluntly, because when I transplanted my cornea, both of you brothers regarded me as a substitute for Chu Mengyao, right? I was wronged by you, Brother Hao Ning will naturally think of Chu Mengyao and worry about me! I get closer to Brother Hao Ning, and I will touch the sadness that you were rejected by Chu Mengyao but chose Brother Hao Ning, so ......"
Yun Mengxue wanted to speak and stopped, but Luo Haochen pressed him tightly.
"So what?
There are some things that Yun Mengxue really doesn't want to say so clearly, and it is okay to say these things to Luo Haochen, but when the matter touches Luo Haoning, she really can't bear it.
"I'll let you continue, do you hear me?!"
Luo Haochen grabbed Yun Mengxue's neck with his big hand, and her uncomfortable brows frowned.
Just say it, are you still afraid that you won't succeed?
"To put it bluntly, whether it's you or Brother Haoning, you all look at me with a sick mentality! You are both sick! You are sick! You know that both of you have psychological problems!"