Chapter 35: Against the Wind
In the quiet café, only Gu Niancheng and Xia Xiran whispered, which made her a little embarrassed and tugged at his sleeve.
Gu Niancheng understood, and hurriedly helped her pack up her books, and the two left softly. is still familiar with the boulevard, still familiar with her, but the people around him are no longer him.
The campus was full of memories of the two, and Xia Xiran couldn't help but feel a little sad, and the whole person was wilted and had no strength.
He looked at her, his heart clenched tightly, even though there were a thousand words, only one sentence turned into one sentence near his mouth, "Xiran!"
"Huh?"
Looking around, Xia Xiran found that the two of them had already left the school gate and stood on the busy street.
"Oh! How did you get here! Brother Niancheng, I have to go back, I haven't done a lot of things!"
As he was talking, Xia Xiran found that his body was weak and weak, his eyes were blurry, and he fell straight into Gu Niancheng's arms.
The noisy sound in the haze was endless, Xia Xiran wanted to open his eyes but felt so heavy that he couldn't open them.
The room was fragrant, the bed was soft, and the surroundings gradually quieted down, and she no longer struggled to wake up, and fell asleep like this.
Only half-dreaming and half-waking up felt the heat between her eyebrows, Xia Xiran woke up suddenly, but she didn't dare to open her eyes, she knew that someone was kissing her. This feels very familiar, it's Gu Niancheng.
The delicate kiss not only conveyed warmth, but also made her feel numb, and she didn't know what to do. Xia Xiran wanted to pretend to be asleep to avoid the past, but he didn't expect his thick palm to cover up, holding his little face.
The two were very close, Xia Xiran could feel the heat spewing out of Gu Niancheng, there were some things she naturally understood, she just didn't want to face it, and she didn't want to accept these at this time.
A thin blanket separated the two, which gave Xia Xiran a little peace of mind, but as Gu Niancheng's hand gradually moved downward, she really couldn't sit still.
"What are you doing!"
She shouted loudly, the air in the room seemed to freeze, Gu Niancheng's face turned red, and beads of sweat were on his forehead.
"Xiran, I, I just want to hug you!" he spat out the words with difficulty, and the whole world seemed to disappear, except for the two of them.
"You...... Gu Niancheng, if you are like this again, don't blame me for not remembering the love of the past!"
Zhu's lips opened slightly, and cruel words popped out one after another. At this juncture, Xia Xiran didn't have the heart to think about these things, and Gu Niancheng's actions only made her more repulsive.
I really like you, I want to be with you, I want to give you and your baby a home. ”
That Xia Xiran has been looking forward to it for many years, the little home she wants to build with the person she loves......
Seeing that the person on the bed turned his back to him, Gu Niancheng was a little weak, the moment he touched her just now, he could feel her tremble, and this subconscious rejection was even more chilling.
"Even if you don't want to, think about it for your baby. You can survive now, but in a few months! After the baby is born, you won't be able to go back to the dormitory. What's more, children need to be taken care of and need a name. ”
Thinking of the baby, Xia Xiran involuntarily touched his belly, feeling very uncomfortable.
This child was left to her by Cheng Siqi in the end, and she was reluctant to kill it. But just brought him to this world so irresponsibly, Xia Xiran couldn't bear it.
She turned slowly, tightened the blanket on her body, and came out with only her eyes exposed.
"Xiran, marry me! I promise to love you alone for the rest of my life, and I will treat the baby as my own. Let me bear the ridicule and ridicule of outsiders, and let me take care of you, okay!"
The four eyes are facing each other, and everything is silent.
She suddenly felt that he was so powerful, how the hell had he done it after so many years.
In the past, he watched himself live in the shadow of his sister, watched himself know and love other boys, watched himself pregnant with someone else's baby, and now he can still accept himself.
Xia Xiran really couldn't figure out what his love, his love, meant.
"I love Siqi so much, I can't accept that he has a child with another woman, how the hell did you do it. ”
She put aside his affection, and only held on to this. In this situation, compared with pure love, Xia Xiran hopes that Gu Niancheng will regard himself as Xia Xixi's stand-in, so he is willing to wronged himself like this.
But, no.
"Actually, I didn't know what I would do until I got to this point. Xiran, I have loved you for many years. This love is a habit and an obsession, but it is not possession. At this time, if there is a more suitable person than me, and you are willing to follow that person, I will not say a word. But the problem is no!"
Speaking of excitement, Gu Niancheng's eyes flashed with tears, but he finally held back, he didn't want to lose control in front of her.
There was silence in the room, Xia Xiran seemed to have something broken in his heart, his heart also missed a beat, and his brain went blank, and he didn't know how to reply to him.
She doesn't want this love, and she can't stand it.
"I have already told Uncle Xia that this child is ours, so that they will not have any burden in their hearts, and there will be less barrier between us. I only said that I took possession of you, and you always thought that this child was Cheng Siqi's. Since I have said this, I will find a way to get it done, and if you have to have a showdown with them, I have nothing to say. Don't talk about these false things, you just want my life, I will give it to you, you think about it yourself! I'll go and see if the porridge made for you is ready!"
After finishing speaking, Gu Niancheng rubbed the corners of his eyes, quietly glanced at Xia Xiran, and then left.
He said everything he could say in his heart, and he didn't know what she would choose next.
The successive turns made Xia Xiran a little overwhelmed, and she didn't dare to agree with Gu Niancheng's approach, but she really couldn't think of a better way, so she didn't want to say anything.
The unrelieved love with Cheng Siqi and the incomparably realistic connection with Gu Niancheng were very clear in Xia Xiran's mind, but it was difficult to accept emotionally.
She knew that he insisted that the child was his in order to pass the mother's level, and even considered such a subtle matter, Xia Xiran suddenly felt sour.
She knew that she couldn't give Gu Niancheng the love she wanted, and she promised him that she was just using him, so she couldn't bear it.
But he was right about one thing, children need to be cared for, they need fame, and there is no more suitable person at the moment.
As soon as she thought of this, Xia Xiran didn't want to lie on the bed anymore, she struggled to get up, touched her belly with one hand, and slowly walked along the table and wall with the other.
The corridor was covered with red carpets, and some non-slip mats were specially placed in the corners, Xia Xiran couldn't help but be a little moved.
This is Gu Niancheng's private villa, she used to come here from time to time, but she has never seen the existence of these things.
Today......
Going down the stairs, Xia Xiran was able to see Gu Niancheng wearing a milky white apron in a corner of the living room, tasting porridge with a small spoon by the stove.