Chapter 61: A Hopeless Woman
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It really hurts my eggs, so I'm glad I couldn't watch it like I was watching TV, and I looked down, and all I could see was a pair of hands going under my armpits and binding my chest
The brilliant rays of the setting sun shined through the window into the room and shone on me and Chenchen
Never, really, never
In the past ten years, I have had countless dreams about Sun Chenchen, but there has never been a time when I will dream that when I see her again, she will give me a strong hug from behind like she once loved me deeply, not that I don't have this idea, but I never feel that Chenchen will have any emotions other than resentment towards me
I don't know what this girl is thinking, and I don't need to know
I didn't reach out and pull her arm away from me, but said lightly, "You're doing this to tell me that you don't blame me for beating you up two days ago, so as to highlight my lack of kindness?"
Chenchen didn't react, but hugged me tighter
I sighed, and my voice was even deeper than before, "You've had enough hugs, just tell me I've got something else to do," I pulled out my phone and looked at the time, "It's four fifty, I'll give you ten more minutes at most, is that enough?"
After a few seconds of silence, Chenchen spoke, but this one said, I couldn't cry or laugh, "Twenty minutes...... Is it good ......?"
Oh, it's better than the other day, I didn't speak, I nodded, I vaguely heard Chenchen mutter, "That's enough," and then I felt like she was tiptoeing and kissing my neck......
I was startled, and I shuddered like an electric shock, but before I could say anything, Chenchen took the first step and said to me, "I'll tell you, I haven't been doing this business for too long, don't you believe it, then I'll show you the evidence, how about it?"
I didn't move, I just stood there, my hands naturally pressed against the hems of my pants
Sun Chenchen kissed my neck, and then began to move his hands, starting from my chest, slicing across my collarbone, and finally landing on my shoulder
I could feel her rubbing against my backbone with the soft jade rabbit that was clinging to my back, and she was taking one hand into my shirt and caressing my chest, and the other hand was moving down as a matter of course, slowly landing below my waist and between my legs
Slowly, Sun Chenchen stopped his hand movements
And slowly, it began to tremble slightly behind me
It's disgusting to me, but ...... It's best to say this......
"Do you remember, you used to say that I was a potential stock, small and short when I was soft, like a little caterpillar, but when I hardened, I became an Optimus Prime that could make you die and live...... "I said quietly, trying to control my cardia and not let it open the passage of my esophagus, and let the contents of my stomach rush down my throat, "Don't doubt it, you touched the caterpillar you are familiar with, not Optimus Prime."
Sun Chenchen's body trembled more and more, and she slowly retracted her hand and took a few steps back
I turned around and looked at her with a blank expression, and I wondered if my expression at the moment was the same pokerface "You don't have to doubt that my caterpillar really didn't turn into Optimus Prime Sun Chenchen and I looked at each other, with a hint of helplessness in his eyes, "I'm not impotence, don't worry...... I'm sorry that you didn't do anything to my actions just now."
Looking at the loss and helplessness in her eyes, I added fiercely, "I can tell you responsibly, I don't feel anything at all."
It's hard for me to believe that I can really do it After all, my sensitivity used to be my biggest weakness I reacted to a kiss with Sun Chenchen for a while, let alone physical contact In the past, Sun Chenchen often wanted to kiss me on the street, and then his hands were not honest, so that I could only bend over and walk Looking at my embarrassed face, she always smiled happily
So at the moment, I'm a little bit proud, because I'm sure there's nothing wrong with my physiology, and there's no problem with that series of physiological stimuli just now, it's just the person who stimulated me
I pouted and smiled and shrugged my shoulders, "Actually, people, as long as you find your own position, you can clearly and clearly know what is acceptable and what is unacceptable" Chenchen looked at me blankly, his mouth opened, but he didn't speak, I didn't care about her, and said my words in one breath, "If you are me, and you are in the right position, then you will know that the ex-girlfriend who ruthlessly abandoned you ten years ago and asked someone to take you away will not give you physical stimulation no matter what."
If I don't put myself in the right position, then I won't be able to live today, let alone be the way I am today
I smiled to meet Sun Chenchen's strange eyes, and smiled very simply and naturally, "At least I know very well that I am not here to find chickens today, but to catch up with an old friend."
I bite the last two words very hard
I turned my back to her, sorting out the clothes that she had messed up just now, and I had something to say to her, if you have something, call me, don't send a text message, I can't see it, don't talk too much to Yang Guoying, lest I be difficult to be a person, this line of water is very deep, if you don't do it for too long, you can leave quickly, infertility is not incurable, don't be too pessimistic, let's go to the hospital to see, and so on
Take the price sign of the bottle of wine I was ready to go, looking at Sun Chenchen's appearance, it seemed that she didn't have anything to say to me, but I still asked her, "Is there anything else you want to tell me?"
silent
"You've changed"
I smiled my sincerest smile, but not for her, but for the spiritual encouragement she's given me over the past 10 years
"I've changed, I've just become more mature than before, isn't this a good thing" I smiled very naturally, and Chenchen looked at me and told me In her eyes, my smile is the same as Yang Guoying's smile in my eyes, "Didn't you just dump me because I was naïve and useless I'm more mature now than before, you should be happy for me~~"
I suddenly remembered what I had done to her the other day, and suddenly I felt that I was not qualified to say that I was mature
So I bowed deeply to Chenchen, unscrewed the doorknob, retreated to the door, and looked at the bloodless Chenchen in the room, "I'm not a decent gentleman, but I'm not so lowly that I can be happy when I see it, I'm sorry, I don't mean to offend."
The role of the years and the washing of life is an irreversible process after all
Sun Chenchen is a secular woman in the end, even if she once had a fresh and refined dream, but after all, she has long lost it, isn't it