035 Once in a lifetime

The day was slightly bright, and the man woke up, only to find that the girl was not in his arms, but sat quietly on the platform by the side of the building, and his eyes were looking at him.

He thought that the girl had finished enjoying the night view, and now he wanted to enjoy the sunrise.

"How are you climbing so high, come down, it's not safe."

When the girl saw that he was awake, she looked at him very tenderly and said, "Brother, you are awake, I like to see you sleeping, if only I could see you awake by my side every day."

"It's going to be going to be soon, and now my boss is very serious about me, and if I try hard, I can definitely convince your dad to marry you to me." He smiled as he walked over to the girl.

She smiled, she smiled, she smiled, she smiled." I knew you could do it, and I believed you could do it since I was a child."

He laughed so much too.

The girl suddenly said, "Brother, promise me one thing, no matter how virtuous the woman you marry in the future, you must remember me, don't forget me."

He realized that something was wrong, but it was too late.

The man reached out to take the coffee again, but the hand holding the coffee cup was shaking so much that he couldn't drink it at all.

Cai Yue became nervous, her eyes were fixed on the man, and she didn't want to listen to it anymore.

The man finally put the coffee back on the coffee table without drinking it, he restrained himself for a long time, and finally spoke. His eyes became visibly misty, and there was a slight layer of misty tears in his eyes, as if the scene from many years ago was repeating itself before his eyes at this moment.

"I'm only three steps away from her, only three steps away, but it's too late, just three steps away."

One of the man's hands trembled slightly, his eyes stared painfully at a certain place, his eyes were full of remorse and reluctance, as if his lover had fallen from that place.

"Why am I so stupid.She said I wanted to see the night view and I'd take her to the highest building.If I hadn't slept like a dead man.She wouldn't have died.I wouldn't have died.My poor little lotus......"

The man finally couldn't take it anymore and started crying with one hand over his face.

Cai Yue couldn't hold back and shed tears with the man.

The beautiful and kind girl is fragrant in the most beautiful moment when the sun rises, just as her life in her most beautiful and splendid years has come to an abrupt end.

The man had apparently been suppressed for too long, so he suddenly had an emotional breakdown, but it was obvious that he was a person who was very good at controlling his emotions, and he stopped crying for a short while.

"I'm sorry, if I hadn't asked you, you wouldn't have remembered these sad things." Cai Yue really feels sorry.

"I never told anyone this after Xiaolian left, and even his mother only knew that she jumped off the building to her death. The man's face had quickly returned to its normal look.

"Then why are you saying this to me?"

"Maybe it's because we don't know each other, it doesn't matter if I tell you, maybe it's because you're a little like Xiaolian." The man took a sip of his coffee, tilted his head slightly, and put the coffee back in its place.

Cai Yue felt that this man was so similar to Xiao Tian even such small movements and some facial details.

"Do I look like Xiaolian?"

"It's not like it, but the quiet look you look like when you fall asleep is very similar to Xiaolian.Only a truly kind person with a clear heart can sleep so peacefully."

"Oh." Cai Yue's mouth responded, but in her heart she was thinking, when have you seen me sleeping.

Then she quickly remembered that the night she had stitched up the man's wound, and when she woke up the next day, she had indeed seen the man sitting on the edge of her bed, looking at her, and perhaps he had thought of doing her something bad at the time, so he sneaked into her bedroom.

But maybe it was because of the way she was sleeping that reminded him of his last night with his lover, so he changed his mind.

She didn't bother to think about the reasons for this, which were not very verifiable in reality, and she only cared about why the girl had done such a decisive and irreparable thing.

"Xiaolian loves you so much, you love her so much, why doesn't she wait for you."

The man had completely regained his composure.Listening to Caiyue's question.He glanced slightly.He frowned again.But soon regained his expressionless expression.

"I didn't understand it at the time. I went back to my hometown shortly after Xiaolian left, and her mother told me that his father was getting more and more addicted to gambling, and after losing all the money in the family, he actually started to borrow loan sharks, and he also mortgaged the family house and the small shop that the family relied on for a living to loan sharks.

The man said this, and the fingers of his hands crossed again, and the joints began to snap again.

Later, the boss said that if she didn't obey, his father would have to be cut off immediately.

But she couldn't accept that humiliating life, and then she met a kind-hearted guest, who listened to her plight and sympathized with her, and gave her some money and helped her escape. The first thing she did when she escaped was to call me and find me, but I didn't know anything, I didn't ask anything."

The flesh on the man's cheeks tightened as he said this.

"After all, his father still didn't quit gambling.The money from selling his daughter was not enough to pay off his gambling debts.After all, he was still broken by loan sharks.He could only lie in bed for the rest of his life.I just took pity on Xiaolian's mother.My daughter was gone.My husband was paralyzed again.After listening to what Xiaolian's mother told me, I vowed to make everyone who hurt Xiaolian pay.I want to make them worse than dead.Only in this way can I feel better."

"You...."

"You don't have to ask.I won't say anything.I won't mention Xiaolian's matter to anyone in the future.Some things are in your bones.It's the same if you don't say it.It's not early.I'm going to boil some hot water.You soak in hot water and go to bed early."

The man didn't wait for Caiyue to reply, then he got up and walked towards the kitchen.

Cai Yue looked at the man's back that had obviously become a little vicissitudes, and couldn't help but feel sorry for him in front of him again.

She felt more and more that this man and Xiao Tian were so similar.Temperament, conversation, and even what happened to them.Their lovers died so miserably.They both lost their lovers when love should be in full bloom.And they both watched their lovers pass away in front of their eyes.Can't be saved.Can't forget.Can't love again.Can't love anymore.Can't love anymore.Can't be saved.Can't forget.Can't love again.Couldn

Xiao Tian still met himself after all.He can re-devote himself to a new love.What about this man.Where will his next love be?Does he really bury his heart with the leap of his lover?

No wonder I always vaguely feel that this man has a bit of a shadow of Xiao Tian.

The man walked out of the kitchen and sat down on the couch.

"The water will be ready soon, and you will sleep well when you go to bed immediately after soaking your feet on such a cold day."

"You ......" Caiyue wanted to comfort the man.

"I'm fine." The man interrupted Caiyue's words.

"You're going to have another good love." Cai Yue said with some excitement, because her Xiao Tian is also like this, so she believes that this man will also be.

The man's face is as cold as he is most of the time: "A person has a lifetime, and that kind of love can only happen once. Once is enough."

"It's only going to happen once. Cai Yue had a look of disbelief on her face.

"You haven't experienced it, you won't understand."

"No, I've been there, I understand."

"You've been there, is your current lover your second lover?" The man looked at Cai Yue.

"It's not." Cai Yue wanted to say that she was the second lover of his current lover, and her current lover had lost the woman he loved the most, just like him.

But she only said the word "no" and stopped.Xiao Tian and his former lover didn't plan to mention it to anyone.That was Xiao Tian's worst pain.Even though Xiao Tian was not here now.She didn't want to say it to others behind his back.

"In that case, how can you count yourself through it?"

"Even if you say it, you should try to get yourself out of your previous relationship, try to love someone again, maybe no one can really replace Xiaolian, but it doesn't affect you to start a new life, you can silently remember all the good and beautiful things about her in your heart."

"I've tried, but I can't. Over the years, I've had many women, countless, but there's only one Xiaolian." After speaking, the man's expression when he looked at Cai Yue became a little complicated. I hope you don't go through what I've been through."

Cai Yue washed and soaked her feet and then went to bed to rest, but she couldn't sleep after tossing and turning. The man's words kept ringing in her head: "A person will live a lifetime, and that kind of love will only happen once."

"Is it really only once?" Cai Yue kept asking in her heart.

The next morning, Caiyue woke up.Stretched beautifully.She really wanted Xiao Tian to be by her side at this time.When she opened her eyes, she saw him staring at her and smiling slightly.

Every time Xiao Tian sees her wake up, he will kiss her very gently, and then the two are likely to be clouds and rain again.

After getting dressed, Cai Yue walked out of the bedroom, only to find that the man had already gotten up, and even breakfast was ready, and the milk was covered in warm water.