Even she didn't know if his love was another means of torture.

He so clearly classified her as a lowly rank, a woman like her, she didn't know what emotions he gave, but at this moment, he grabbed her hand and asked her not to leave.

"You have never given me trust, whether it was when Xiaoxue fell down the stairs, it was obviously she who fell down the stairs, but you think that I pushed it. ”

When Murong Ce heard this, he felt sad in his heart, and hurriedly explained, "That time was because you happened to be standing there, I thought it was ......"

"Because I'm standing there, I must have pushed it, right?" She interrupted him.

The corners of his mouth raised a bitter arc, "You will never want to believe me, in your eyes, I am a vicious, ulterior motive, and even a despicable combination." If you really love me, why are you so stingy that you won't give me even the slightest bit of trust?"

"Sakura-chan, it's not that I don't believe you, it's that every time, you're always unwilling to explain too much. ”

"Explanation? Do you think my explanation is useful? If I cried and explained to you, you promised you would believe me, instead of laughing at me for crying to gain sympathy?"

As she spoke, tears of grievance fell.

What he gave her was endless hurt and torture, at this moment, what did she want to believe in his sincerity?

Su Ying took a deep breath, wanting to calm herself down, she didn't want to cry too embarrassed, but the tears were like beads with broken threads, and she didn't listen to control at all.

At this moment, he suddenly realized that the damage he had brought to her had exceeded her load. From the very beginning, he classified her as a lowly rank, looked at her with colored glasses, and was unwilling to give her the slightest trust, let alone care about his existence.

It wasn't until later that he slowly realized that he had misunderstood her.

And she is unwilling to accept his trust and accept his love.

Even if he subconsciously thinks of her and sees her as a bad woman, that heart can't help but be attracted to her little by little, like her smile, like everything about her.

He didn't know why he had this emotion, but he was eroded by this emotion little by little, and gradually couldn't leave her.

Even if I thought she was so lowly at the beginning, my love for her at this moment has not diminished at all.

Murong Che saw that she was about to take off the ring, so he hurriedly stopped her.

"No picking. ”

"Don't take it off. He turned her shoulders to face him, "Sakura-chan, I'll admit that I've done too many bastard things, too many beastly things to you. But this time, please give me a chance, and I am willing to spend the rest of my life trying to make up for you. ”

"I won't divorce you, and you don't want to leave my side. ”

Is she really unwilling to give him even the slightest trust? Is she really ruthless to refuse like this?

He was really willing to make up for her with the rest of the day, why, she was still unwilling to give him a chance?

Seeing that Su Ying didn't speak, he was completely panicked and confused, and pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, "If you don't speak, I'll take it as if you agreed." ”

It's not that she doesn't want to give him a chance, but she doesn't have confidence in herself, and she's not sure if she has the courage to trust him.

She was really scared, if she gave herself to him, how would she start over?

Especially now, she is not a normal person who can take care of herself at all.

She has even less courage like this.

She couldn't see his emotions at this time, so she couldn't confirm whether he was acting again at this time?

Thinking of the baby in her womb, she suddenly felt bitter.

What the hell should she do?

Su Ying leaned into his arms, but didn't speak for a long time.

He took her to the hotel to stay first, and all night, he did not leave her side and guarded her side.

When he woke up the next day, he said he was going to take her somewhere.

On the way, Su Ying said suspiciously, "Where are you going to take me?"

"You'll find out in a moment. ”

He frowned, not saying that he was going to take her to the hospital for a check-up.

Because, he was afraid that she would resist, that she would not want to go.

Seeing that she was uneasy, he held her little hand tightly, interlocked his fingers, pulled her hand to his lips, and dropped a hot kiss.

The extremely intimate gesture, even if you can't see his expression, that strong sense of happiness can overflow in my heart.

As a result, the restless heart was instantly calmed.

Only the next second, she panicked again.

Suddenly, the sound of an ambulance whistled by.

Su Ying's entire nerves tensed, "Che, how can there be the sound of an ambulance?"

"Well, passing by. He soothed her, and the hand in her palm couldn't help but tighten.

Su Ying was extremely sensitive, and even smelled the unique smell of disinfectant water in the hospital.

Immediately stopped, and shook off Murong Che's big palm, "You lied to me." ”

This is obviously a hospital.

Seeing that she was unusually excited, and even turned around to leave, Murong Che hurriedly stepped forward to grab her, "Sakura-chan." ”

He grabbed her, but she struggled desperately, "No, I don't want to come to the hospital." Che, take me away, take me away. ”

She was really scared, and she vaguely felt that her condition was not as good as before, and it seemed to be much worse.

And coming to the hospital means hurting the child in the womb.

No, she would rather be blind than hurt a child.

She would rather live in prayer every day, and although the hope of regaining her sight would be slim, she could wait.

"I don't want to go in, I don't want to go in if I beat me to death. She struggled, crying like a child scared of a needle.

Murong Che also became anxious, and hurriedly persuaded, "Sakura, listen to me, only by going in for an examination, only by surgery, can your eyes be healed, do you understand?"

Seeing that she was still stubbornly reluctant to go in, Murong Che had no choice but to speak, "Now the doctor suspects that your optic nerve is compressed, if you don't check and treat it in time, I'm afraid you won't be able to regain your sight in this life." ”

Listening to what he said, she couldn't understand, but she didn't have any choice.

On the one hand, it is whether one's own eyes can see the light, and on the other hand, it is to sacrifice the child in the womb.

Could it be that in order to restore her light, she killed the little life in her belly?

She shook her head helplessly, "I can't, don't go in." ”

Seeing that she insisted on not going, Murong Che had no choice but to let go in frustration, "Okay, let's not go, let's go home." ”

He pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, as if he could feel her fear and fear.

She had always been extremely strong in disguise in front of him, but at this moment, all the disguises were unguarded.

In fact, she is even more fragile than she seems on the surface, and those former strengths are just disguises and supports as a last resort.

Seeing that she insisted on refusing to go in, Murong Che could only take her away, and after she was emotionally settled, he would think of other ways.

Walking out of the hospital gate, he asked her to stand at the door and wait, "Wait for me here, I'll pick up the car and I'll be back soon." ”

"I'm going too. ”

She really didn't want to just stand here stupidly and wait, because there were so many people coming and going on the road that she would feel a little uncomfortable even if she couldn't see it.

Murong Che stroked her hair dotingly, and said gently, "Good, stay here and wait for me, the sun outside is too poisonous, I'm afraid of irritating your eyes." ”

Hearing this, she nodded reassuringly, "Well, then you hurry up." ”

When Murong Che's footsteps gradually faded away, Su Ying stood there, but she didn't notice the figure that was getting closer.

Ouyang Luo approached step by step, standing in front of her, and was about to speak, but Su Ying said, "Che, is it you?"

Ouyang Luo wanted to answer, but when he noticed her eyes, he was completely stunned.

Her eyes, as if she couldn't see his existence at all, were still large, but they had lost their former brilliance.

He reached out and shook it tentatively in front of her eyes, only to find that she didn't react in the slightest.

This scene completely pierced his heart.

Unexpectedly, that day, she would be injured like this.

Thinking that she became like this in order to save herself, Ouyang Luo's heart was even more uncomfortable.

Her eyes were so bright and moving, but now, she couldn't see a little light.

Ouyang Luo's heart was clogged, and all the care and greetings were choked in his throat, unable to speak.

At this moment, Murong Che's voice came, "The car is coming." ”

Su Ying breathed a sigh of relief, she obviously felt that there was someone in front of her, but she didn't speak.

At that moment, she was very uneasy and scared.

She stretched out her hand, Murong Che took her hand, and Su Ying spoke, "Why didn't you speak just now?"

Murong Che's dark eyes were fixed on Ouyang Luo, and he said bitterly, "I want to see it for a while." ”

As he spoke, he suddenly felt sad in his heart.

Especially when he saw the curvature of the corners of her mouth, and saw her approaching him cautiously step by step, clinging tightly to his arms, he felt a little stuffy in his heart.

"I'm so tired, shall we go back?"

"Good. Murong Che looked at Ouyang Luo and opened his mouth with a piercing gaze.

The corners of Su Ying's mouth raised a smile, "It seems that a call came in from my mobile phone just now, it may be Cai Wei, can you call her back in a while and tell her that I am here with you, so as to save her from worrying." I don't want her to know about the worry about my eyes. ”

As she spoke, the corners of her mouth were full of bitterness.

She knew that if Lin Caiwei knew about this, she would be very sad. Especially that time she lied to her that she was cured.

Murong Che took her hand, "Okay, I won't tell her." ”

Seeing Su Ying being led farther and farther away by Murong Che, Ouyang Luo never said a word.

She passed by him, but she couldn't see his presence.

Her eyes were really blind.

And all this, he has an unshirkable responsibility.

He had thought about being by her side, but at this moment, he could see that the person who had always existed in Su Ying's heart was Murong Che.

And all he could do was not disturb her happiness.

He didn't want to cause her any trouble or misunderstanding, but now, looking at her blind eyes, was his fulfillment really right?