Chapter 15: Mistakes
Shaohua is fleeting, and graduation is imminent.
Cheng Siqi was busy looking for a job and publishing papers, and he couldn't sleep for a moment, Xu Pingyao saw all this. She always pays attention to his dynamics and tries her best to keep pace with him, in addition to this, she also participated in an interview with Cheng Siqi at the same research institute.
God is pitiful, Xu Pingyao got what he wanted, and after graduation, he could work in the same place with Cheng Siqi. For this, she smiled and bent over, turning from an exclamation point to a question mark.
Xu Pingyao was deliberately reining in her edge, and her success in her studies and career at the moment could be regarded as a boost to her eyebrows. After all, you can't keep being small and low, so that Cheng Siqi despises it.
At this time, Xu Pingyao, who was proud of the spring breeze, suddenly remembered a sentence - life is the excuse of the weak, and luck is the humble word of the strong. When she thought of this, her heart was even more proud.
Now that she has succeeded in her studies and started her career, Xu Pingyao feels that everything is so beautiful, and the only fly in the ointment is her relationship with Cheng Siqi. Although there are still some scattered trivial matters to deal with, Xu Pingyao really can't wait for a moment.
She was very eager to run to Cheng Siqi and tell him her heartfelt feelings. She believes that through the past six months of getting along, he must have his own in his heart. And the tacit understanding between them is also incomparable to Xia Xiran.
Xu Pingyao rushed to the laboratory, and through the glass window, she saw Cheng Siqi who was packing up chemical reagents. He was wearing a white lab coat, and his preoccupied appearance was particularly charming, and the sunlight shining on his body made him look more peaceful and beautiful.
The students came out of the laboratory one after another, there were not many people here, they came and went, and the room was even emptier, leaving only Xu Pingyao and Cheng Siqi.
"Siqi, you're still busy, do you want me to help you!"
Xu Pingyao's voice came from behind him, which really surprised Cheng Siqi.
"No need, you haven't changed your clothes, if you get the reagents here, you'll be in trouble!"
"Uh-huh!"
For Cheng Siqi, this is just a polite remark and does not have any special meaning. But the speaker has no intention, the listener has a heart, in Xu Pingyao's eyes, this is a signal flare that instigates her to confide in her.
"Siqi, let's go out for dinner in a moment, okay! ”
Xu Pingyao stood aside, hot all over, she had been waiting for this moment for many years. Although it is said that those who travel a hundred miles are half ninety, at such a time, it is really not easy to stay calm.
"If you have something to say, just say it here! There's no one right now, anyway! I'll have something to do in a while!"
The meaning of Cheng Siqi's words couldn't be more obvious, he had already made an appointment with Xia Xiran. But Xu Pingyao, who was carried away by love, couldn't take care of this, and hurriedly agreed and confided his heart to his sweetheart.
Before that, she had fantasized about countless outcomes – happy and sad. But she never thought that Cheng Siqi would be stunned there, and only two words popped out of her mouth, "Thank you!"
The sweet smell of love that spreads in the air gradually dissipates and turns into a bitter almond flavor unique to girls when they are frustrated.
"What thanks, I don't want you to say this to me, I want you to be with me. Siqi, I really like you! I like you for years, I really ......."
"But I already have a girlfriend, and I can't give you happiness, so thank you for liking me. ”
Cheng Siqi said as he stepped back. He didn't want to get too close to Xu Pingyao and provoke some kind of moths. At the same time, his things were almost packed, maybe one or two things were not taken care of, but for him, it was harmless, and the main thing now was how to get away.
"Don't you like me? Don't you have any feelings for me! I don't believe it, this semester, we obviously cooperate so well, and we are very happy together!"
The more Xu Pingyao spoke, the more excited she became, and in the end, she burst into tears. She didn't believe that he had never taken himself to heart, and she didn't believe that it was all her own self-inflicted passion.
"You may be happy, but to me, it's nothing special!"
Cheng Siqi was a little impatient, he stepped out of the door, eager to get out of here, away from this whimsical woman, to find his little fairy.
"Impossible! You're lying to yourself! Don't be fooled by Xia Xiran, she's not suitable for you at all!"
When it came to Xia Xiran, Cheng Siqi became a little more serious. He asked himself that he had never mentioned his girlfriend in front of his classmates, and it stands to reason that Xu Pingyao should not know Xia Xiran's name, unless she secretly investigated.
"You, how do you know about Xixi, and how much do you know about her, so you make such a presumptuous assertion. ”
Cheng Siqi couldn't stand it anymore, he originally looked down on Xu Pingyao, a person who "shook his head and didn't know anything about one question", but now when he heard her say bad things about Xixi, he didn't even have the last trace of friendship with his classmates.
"You are hopeless, she and you are not of the same world at all. Even if you are together, you will not be happy. ”
Tears blurred Xu Pingyao's eyes, making it difficult for her to see the subtle expression on Cheng Siqi's face. She was in a mess now, and she had no intention of continuing to argue with Cheng Siqi, so she covered her mouth and left the laboratory, leaving Cheng Siqi alone in the house.
He really didn't know what was going on, but he didn't want to be angry about these unworthy things and affect the date for a while.
After Cheng Siqi went to the toilet to wash his face, he slightly cut his hairstyle, and after doing a few smile exercises, he got up to look for Xia Xiran's traces.
After Xu Pingyao ran out of the Faculty of Science, her brain was blank, and her whole person seemed to have lost her soul, like a walking corpse on the boulevard.
There are still tears in the corners of her eyes, her eyes are no longer smart, she has become dull, and she does not apologize when she bumps into someone, which makes others resentful.
"No, it shouldn't be like this, Cheng Siqi is already crazy, and he hasn't realized it yet. I've got to help him, I've got to pull him. He and I are the most suitable together, we have the same major, we have a common language, and we have a similar family background. ”
"Yes, that's right, that's it. Cheng Siqi is not lightly ill now, as the saying goes, if you are seriously ill, you need to use fierce medicine. I should, I should ......"
As if thinking of something, Xu Pingyao hurriedly rushed down from the stands of the playground and disappeared into the crowd.
The warm breeze made the tourists drunk, which not only blew away Cheng Siqi's eagerness, but also added comfort to him.
He waited anxiously downstairs in the girls' dormitory, and that expectation perfectly washed away the discomfort that Xu Pingyao had brought him just now, nourishing Cheng Siqi's heart.
"Brain Gong!"
Xia Xiran called sweetly, making him a little difficult to extricate himself.
"I'm sorry I've been waiting for a long time!"
Where can Cheng Siqi stand Xia Xiran's sweet words, and he doesn't provoke half a point.
"Little thing, I still know that I feel sorry for your brain! Come here, let me kiss it!"