Chapter 160: Because the laughter you gave was too great

"What did Xia Mingyuan do with you yesterday?" Sitting in the expanded alliance restaurant, the small table in front of the two of them gathered all kinds of food.

"After visiting the greenhouse of the National Center for Special Humanity," he said, he promised to break open a small burger the size of an orange, looked at the tomatoes inside, and closed it silently. ”

For Xia Mingyuan, this move is also quite novel. Ling Ming picked up the small hamburger that had been destroyed by the promise and ate it in one bite.

Promise pursed his lips in response and changed the subject.

"What about you? Have you checked it? What the hell happened to the two of them?"

"Ahem," Ling Ming adjusted her movements and sat up straight, "What I learned is a bit strange." ”

"Wonderful?"

"I can't say that, it's actually a bit of a hassle. ”

"Trouble?"

"Okay, I'll just get straight to it. None of these abstract adjectives seemed to apply, and Ling Ming felt that it was better to state them and let the audience judge for themselves.

"The two of them, they stayed in Inner Mongolia together, a place the size of a tribe, only three of them, Xiang Shaomu's cousin, facing each other day and night, and they couldn't hide if they wanted to. For a whole month, from cleaning the ruins and rescuing objects to buying materials and building them, from making beds and milking cows to raising cubs and riding horses, everything after sharing hardships with someone or creating something together, the feelings will change. Ling Ming lowered her head and cut the thin flesh from the T-bone and put it in her mouth, promising not to see her eyes through her eyelashes, but smiled thoughtfully.

"Then they're not reacting right. ”

It seemed that Bai Yi didn't know what was going on, and she found that Xiang Shaomu treated her differently than before, but she often avoided it, not as pure as before, but a... I can't let go, but there is an indescribable feeling of hiding. "The subtlety and charm of feelings and feelings lies in the fact that they cannot be expressed clearly in words.

The answer can only be drawn from Xiang Shaomu. "Anyone who can avoid the unspeakable hidden of love is a pain that cannot be underestimated on a person's body, and the strange trough king of the Divine Nerve Sutra Xiang Shaomu... Promising a hunch that the exchange he was planning would not go too well.

That night, when he promised to clean the refrigerator, he found a bag after bag of hot pot ingredients that he put in the refrigerator without eating it in winter, and patted his chest to Shaomu to promise to solve it, and then crooked to the end on the chef's road.

More than a dozen or twenty steamers were superimposed, forming a high mountain among the roommates, and Xiang Shaomu crooked his neck to count, and took out a drawer and handed it to the promise.

"This chef's special steamed products are randomly released. ”

The chopsticks that I promised to pick up did not fall for a long time.

Xiang Shaomu tilted his neck again in confusion, pulled back the drawer and sniffed it, then poked it, and responded angrily, "Hey, don't look at it just as a drawer of steamed lucky bags and dislike it, come on, senior, I'll show you how to eat a peerless treasure." ”

"No, I'll do it myself," it's hard to say about the peerless treasures, but there is really not much left in this bag of caviar blessing bags, so it's better not to let Xiang Shaomu eat another one, "It's just... Steamed lucky bag this... Method... I'm going to have to get used to it. ”

"Oh, come on, in fact, if it weren't for the limited time today, my favorite way to eat it would be pickled peppers. ”

It's really speechless, so I have to bury my head and try to eat...

"It's so easy to use! There's no reason for me to wash the dishes in the future!" Xiang Shaomu put the last sauce dish that he promised to wash accurately and quickly with his spirit into the sterilizer, and when he looked up, he saw the domineering president leaning against the door frame in a very playful and frantic posture.

"Do you want to go up to the roof, I'll take you." ”

"Although I am very touched that you can take it again, it seems that the style of painting is wrong. ”

"Less nonsense, can't you get on?"

"Up, up, up, please, please~"

The familiar rooftop, the roof full of memories, is also the roof where countless beginnings have taken place, and most importantly, it is the roof where you can see the interior of Jinse Pavilion from a bird's-eye view.

Xiang Shaomu didn't look down, he was going to spit out something like before to liven up the atmosphere.

"What's the matter with you and Bai Yi?" promised to get straight to the point.

"What... What the hell?" Xiang Shaomu couldn't turn a corner, "Me and Bai Yi, everything is the same, hello goodbye." ”

I didn't feel anything... When he said this to Shaomu, he didn't care at all.

After a predetermined period of silence, Promise spoke again, "You like her, don't you?"

A little bit of fragmentation flashed by...

"Uh..."Xiang Shaomu did not answer this time.

"Why don't you face it? You know she's liked you for a long time. ”

This time, large chunks of memories came from the other end of the sense, carrying the promise of unforeseen sadness, anger, despair... It is pouring in like a tidal wave, and it even needs to be blocked immediately to prevent it from being affected.

"Did you sense everything?" I remembered something just now, of course I knew it clearly, and the person next to me was already aware of what he was capable of.

"I have a good impression of her for a long time, although I don't say that it was earlier than her, but it was always before I went to Inner Mongolia. ”

"Then why..."

"You can say you're lazy, or you can't say you don't want to. I know that love is a terrible thing, and once you decide to go in, sooner or later you will show your true self, but I don't dare. ”

Xiang Shaomu's spirit was as low as stagnant water, and one by one the memories flowed calmly into the mind of the promise.

Xiang Shaomu, who used to be a very simple child, serious, trusting, and loving, these qualities are innate, and even after he hides them, they are reflected from time to time. But he is also a delicate and extremely sensitive child, and every betrayal, attack, and abandonment in his life is a wound that he cannot heal. When he was in elementary school, because he was weak and quiet, his former friends often abandoned him when they met new friends, and others often ended up bullying him when they took him to play, and the schoolbag he used in the third and fourth grades was thrown into the trash can more than a dozen times, and he was beaten and picked at the same table and the front and back tables, and he never told his family. When he was in middle school, he had just entered a new environment, and his grades were so poor that even his parents lost the desire to spend a lot of energy every day to get up early to send him off.

Later, he gradually found a way to ward off all these injuries, and that was to protect himself. If the sorrow and pain outside are not in contact with the real self, then for him, the world is beautiful.

Since then, he has become a nervous person, complaining and funny every day, creating laughter and enlivening the atmosphere for everyone, and has a casual attitude towards everyone, thinking that in this way, no one will be hurt from him.

Those were just the shadows of childhood, but when Xiang Shaomu decided to deal with them in this way, they became eternal shadows, and when they grew up and then tore the film, the pain they felt would be ten thousand times heavier than at that time.

Some people can't escape the shadow of their childhood for the rest of their lives, and they promise not to think that they can change anything in just a few words.

But Xiang Shaomu, after all, was such a beautiful child.

"You, Xiang Shaomu, are now the ability to heal seeds in the medical group, the head of the Information Department of the Temple of the Five Guilds of Tianwei, the best student of Tianwei IT technology, and there are countless people who care about you and love you, you are not the same as you were at the beginning. ”

"I know, but I'm selfish, I want to choose an easy way to live, life is so short in the world, why can't I pass it stupidly and happily?"

"Of course you can, but not right now, because Bai Yi. Bai Yi loves you, and she is also aware of your feelings for her now, if you still choose to deal with her like before, it will inevitably hurt her. ”

Xiang Shaomu didn't want to speak, and slowly shrank to the edge of the roof, ready to jump down and heal himself if he really couldn't do it.

Such a person reacts like this, and there is a happy coping plan.

"Xiang Shaomu, you just answer a word, do it or not!" promised to wrap Xiang Shaomu with his spirit, so that the latter's fingers could not be bent and stretched.

"Do it, do it!" Xiang Shaomu turned back into the character he created but was so skilled that he couldn't change it in a second, and shouted for mercy.

"Alright, wash and sleep. The promise threw him through the window wrapped in this way, and sat down again.

He looked at the big and round moon above his head, and sighed for a long time.

Because the laughter you give is too great, no one will see your seriousness again.