Chapter Ninety-Nine: Unspeakable Secret

(Girls' Literature)

He Haotian saw Su Ziqi, with the joy of meeting his beloved, he looked at the little junior sister in front of him, remembered the confession of the little junior sister to himself many years ago, not only was he distraught, but he couldn't help but say his heart: "Ziqi, after the memory is restored, will you go back to the United States with me?"

This is the idea He Haotian had already made before returning from the United States this time. Zhong Zimu is about to get engaged, although He Haotian still doesn't know that Bai Qianqian is pregnant, he already thinks that Su Ziqi and Zhong Zimu will not be possible anymore.

Fang Yuanhe's incident made Su Ziqi unbearable, and Su Ziqi definitely didn't want to stay in Ruicheng, a city that made her desperate, for a long time.

And, this time, Su Ziqi came to Hong Kong because she wanted to recover her memory, her position in the memory of the little sister is pivotal, if the sister recovers her memory, I believe she will definitely fall in love with herself again, at that time, everything will be logical!

It's just that this was He Haotian's own idea, but he had unknowingly sent an invitation to Su Ziqi. Su Ziqi couldn't answer for a while, but she happened to run into a record player model falling out of her bag.

This is an object with mysterious power that she has always hidden, and has not taken out for a long time, and every time she encounters this object, she will magically be controlled by some mysterious power, and be swayed by a spirit that does not belong to her.

When Zhong Zimu took out this record player model at the airport, a dull mist sank in her eyes, and she didn't know why Zhong Zimu handed it back to her at this time. Maybe she thinks she'll never come back.

Su Ziqi bent down to pick up the model of the record player that had fallen on the ground. At the same time, He Haotian also stretched out his hand.

Grabbing both ends of the record player model with both hands at the same time, Su Ziqi looked at He Haotian and smiled, let go of his hand, and the senior brother picked it up.

"Why do you still have this record player model with you! You have always brought it with you?" He Haotian was even more pleased to see this record player model, which is enough to see that now the little junior sister is desperate for everyone, except for herself!

Perhaps, the little junior sister has already remembered something, but she just wants to think of more things related to herself!

Su Ziqi smiled and didn't answer, I don't know why, but she couldn't say the word "no".

"I didn't expect you to remember it so deeply!" He Haotian fiddled with the model of the recording record player, and his heart was excited.

"Senior brother, you should keep this record player model for the time being, I have no fixed place to live now, and it is inconvenient to take it with me!" Su Ziqi took the opportunity to ask He Haotian to take away the record player model, she had already forgotten about this object.

He Haotian happily agreed, and put the model of the record player next to his handbag.

After afternoon tea, the two went to Paul's clinic again.

When Paul opened the door of the counseling room and saw He Haotian and Su Ziqi, the feeling of waiting finally turned into a gentle smile on his face.

"Miss Ziqi, I'm so glad that you have the opportunity to come to the Humble House again!" Although Paul was very happy to see Su Ziqi, it was inconvenient for him to show more joy and care in front of He Haotian.

Su Ziqi nodded and smiled, "Is Paul going to use Peng Sheng in his next sentence?"

Paul didn't expect Su Ziqi to be able to joke with himself when he saw him, so he shrugged his shoulders excitedly, "Ziqi, you're in good shape, this is really happy!"

Su Ziqi had a slight smile on her face.

This time it was Paul's turn to nod, he understood, this time Su Ziqi really didn't come to him for depression treatment, although she had inescapable grief and grief that was difficult to resolve, but this time, she had more important things to do.

"Would you like some afternoon tea first?" Paul was about to open the fridge.

He Haotian waved his hand, "I'm sorry, I've already eaten afternoon tea, please forgive me for not being with you!"

Paul looked at He Haotian with a look of "NoProblem", and then turned to Su Ziqi, "Ziqi, should we talk alone?"

Su Ziqi agreed, and walked familiarly to the snow-white treatment room.

He Haotian sat in the lounge and waited.

Paul approached the consultation room, closed the door, and came to Su Ziqi's side, Su Ziqi was already lying on the white treatment bed, and the ceiling above seemed to have magical power, making her feel peaceful and peaceful in an instant.

"Ziqi, I want to ask, what is the purpose of your visit to Hong Kong this time!" Paul crossed his hands and looked at Su Ziqi's clear eyes gently.

In Paul's case, he is different from He Haotian's inner thoughts, after all, he is a psychiatrist, and he knows that Su Ziqi can't simply want to recover some kind of memory for someone. But Paul was a little surprised that she had been through so much pain and sorrow, and why she had come here with a stronger look in her eyes.

Paul wants to see through the strength in Su Ziqi's eyes, and he must also see through the content in Su Ziqi's eyes, but these need him to talk to her and make up for what he doesn't know about her.

"What kind of memories do you want to recover?" asked Paul.

"All my lost memories!" replied Su Ziqi calmly.

"You already knew that you had lost some of your memories, with all due respect, that part of your memories had to do with Haotian, but at the time, you refused to recover this memory for some reason, or for a certain man!

Su Ziqi shook her head slightly, "No, no, it's not for this reason, it's because I found out that I not only lost that memory, but I also lost other memories, these memories have a vital role for me, and I have to retrieve them!"

Paul nodded, which was in line with his guess, but Su Ziqi still had any lost memories to be explored.

"I understand, however, there is one thing, Ziqi you must know that in your lost memory, maybe you are in love with Haotian, and if you recover your memory, you may also restore your love for him. If you're still in love with another man, when you regain your memory, you'll probably be conflicted, you'll be miserable, you'll be confused, you know what I mean?" Paul's blue eyes began to glow blindly.

It's something Paul doesn't want to see and doesn't want to see, but he's a doctor and he has to do everything he can for his patients!

Su Ziqi listened to Paul's suggestion, and there was a hint of hesitation in her eyes, but after a few seconds, Su Ziqi still nodded firmly, "Even so, I must recover my memory, because the lost memory is too important to me!"

Paul saw the hesitation in Su Ziqi's eyes, although Su Ziqi finally agreed, Paul knew that in Su Ziqi's heart, she still loved Zhong Zimu deeply!

"Ziqi, you said that this memory has a vital role and meaning for you, can you tell me, what is the role and significance?" Paul asked about the sensitive topic again, he knew that maybe this time he wouldn't know a satisfactory answer, but reality would eventually tell Su Ziqi that she needed to let Paul know as much as possible, and if she wanted to recover everything, he had to know everything!

Although Su Ziqi trusts Paul, she still doesn't have the courage to tell the fact that she was once the deceased Jiang Wan, after all, this is something impossible in the eyes of any normal person, what she is most afraid of is not that she said this, Paul will leak the secret she said, but treat her as a paranoid patient.

"This ...... I...... I can't say it to you now, maybe, later...... , I'll tell everything slowly!" Su Ziqi did not rule out the possibility of telling Paul everything, because she knew that during her medical treatment, her secret would eventually be snooped, and she hoped that Paul would accept all this naturally!

Paul nodded in understanding, knowing that it would take some time to solve Su Ziqi's puzzle.

"Well, since you want to recover your memory, let's work on it from now on, and hopefully the time of this consultation will be as short as possible, although I hope to be with Miss Ziqi for a long time!" Paul shrugged happily.

"Thank you Paul!" Su Ziqi felt a peace of mind that she had never felt before, except for Zhong Zimu, Paul was a special man who made her feel particularly secure, maybe because of his identity as a doctor, maybe because he understood her.

"Now tell me, how did you find out that you still have lost memories, or what do you remember now?" Paul began to actually get into the treatment.

"One day I was on the street, and suddenly I had a picture of a woman coming to me, and I knew I knew her, but I couldn't see her face ......; And I heard people talk about my past, and it seemed to happen, but I couldn't remember ...... at all; And I had a dream on the plane, I dreamed of a scene when I was in college, and I saw a person, but I couldn't see his face clearly, and I couldn't tell if it was a dream or a memory......" Su Ziqi recounted while recalling, but this description seemed too general.

Paul felt that Su Ziqi deliberately ignored some necessary things in the process of telling, which Paul often encountered when treating patients, because the other party had some secrets that he didn't want him to know, but if he wanted to recover, he had to say everything, so psychological treatment needed hypnosis.

"Okay, I understand," Paul understood, "now we're going to start a mileage, Ziqi, are you ready?"

Su Ziqi knew that Paul was going to hypnotize herself, although this way would expose her secrets, but these were no longer important to Su Ziqi, and the reason why she didn't tell Paul everything completely when narrating was that Su Ziqi hoped that Paul would have a process of discovery and acceptance by herself.

Paul turns on the button and a soothing piece of music begins!

Soon, Su Ziqi saw a man slowly walking towards him getting closer and closer, getting closer and closer......