Chapter 13: Is It Better to Die or To Live?

"Miss, please wait a minute. ”

There was a little nurse in the nurse's desk who shouted loudly to Lin Anqi, who was about to step into the elevator.

Lin Anqi turned around blankly and even smiled at the little nurse.

The little nurse raised her hand and said loudly: "I almost forgot, miss, let the 2-bed patient who transferred from 606 return your mobile phone to you when he leaves." ”

The elevator door happened to open slowly, and Lin Anqi smiled very gently: "That's not my mobile phone, give it back to him." ”

The elevator door closed slowly, and Lin Anqi heard the little nurse shouting urgently: "Hey, hey, Miss, Miss......"

The slowly sinking elevator seemed to be endless, and Lin Anqi's mind was full of the melody of dog blood in the fountain under the Big Wild Goose Pagoda in Xi'an.

"Eighteen miles to send, borrowing things to tell the heart, the autumn is refreshing and lush...... Do you understand my heart...... After the tears are gone, what is the use of guarding the west window, the pain of crying and hitting the monument is not as good as the pain of losing a loved one...... Autumn is crisp and lush, do you understand my heart......"

Walking out of the elevator door, Lin Anqi subconsciously touched her cheek, but fortunately, she didn't cry.

“…… There is no trace after the tears, what is the use of guarding the west window, the pain of crying and hitting the monument is not as good as the pain of losing a loved one......"

"Love?"

Lin Anqi couldn't help but sigh deeply.

"No, don't be disgusting, ***. ”

Don't blaspheme Liang Zhu's sacred love!

Anya is right, you're just a passerby.

Walking out of the door of the hospital, she was very strict in her heart and gave a definition of her state of mind.

So, Lin Anqi, you still don't want to be hypocritical, look up at the fresh and sunny sky in the clouds, and think that you are almost penniless, where should you go?

Once again, she will face the prospect of living on the streets.

The teacher with a thick mountain accent who came out of the Yellow Forest of Jinzhai said in a low voice: "People who play angry with life will always be angry with life......"

An indecisive person like her never deserves a good-looking end.

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In the ice-blue Cadillac, Lin Fanger answered the phone with headphones while driving.

A man's high-pitched voice came out of the earphones and asked anxiously: "Naphthalene has been found?

Lin Fang'er's angry and hurried voice: "Brother, you will know that you are in a hurry, naphthalene is in my car, have you arrived?" Fortunately, she ran out to meet my classmate this time, and there is a young lady who is also surnamed Lin, Naphthalene actually told them her name, no wonder, brother, you don't know, strange, that woman, she looks like a copy of my sister-in-law, she is simply her long-lost sister......;

Naphthalene suddenly crawled to Lin Fang'er's side and shouted in her ear: "Daddy, ---, I won't go back to Xi'an with you----"

Lin Fang'er reprimanded: "Naphthalena, don't make trouble, sister-in-law is driving." ”

Naphthalene sat back in her seat with a grunt.

On the phone, Naphthalena's father continued to ask, "...... It's also a young lady with the surname Lin?

Lin Fang'er agreed while hitting the steering wheel: "A girl who just came from other places, it seems that she is from my classmate's head office, from Beijing, it seems." ”

The man on the phone immediately said, "Fang'er, where are they now? I want to meet them and thank them in person." ”

Lin Fang'er paused for a moment, and then said, "Okay, I'll contact my classmates and see if they are willing to come?"

On the phone, he said as if he had an order: "Mom also wants to meet them, Mom is by my side, Fang'er, listen, you must invite that Miss Lin over, I want to meet." ”

Lin Fang'er snorted, and then hung up the phone.

Needless to say, my brother's stinky mistake of shining in his eyes when he heard a girl has been committed again.

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Lin Fanger parked the car on the side of the road and called Zheng Han.

After listening to Lin Fang'er's words, Zheng Han said apologetically on the phone: "Fang'er, I really can't leave now, tell the eldest brother that it's nothing, the eldest brother really wants to see Anqi, she went back to the Municipal People's Hospital, her phone was left in the hospital, or you turn back to find her...... Uh-huh, I think about it, their boss seems to live in 606, you take Naphthalene to the hospital to find her. ”

The early summer sunshine in Yundu already has a strong heat, but Lin Anqi shrunk her body as if she was afraid of the cold, she couldn't describe her state of mind: a chaotic place, a ridiculous and desolate, but there was a masochistic calmness.

Because this ending is predictable, it can be predicted a long time ago, but I didn't know how this ending would end before.

It's like a person who has always known that he is playing with fire and finally watching himself play to the end, just like a person who is very sober and watching himself die bit by bit.

In the final analysis, she is still a traditional person at heart, and she can't do it freely.

Perhaps, a person like her, who is not much better and is not bad, deserves nowhere to hide and nowhere to hide.

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Now, the question that Lin Anqi has to consider is to die well or to live?

Good death, no one will collect her body when she dies here, of course, she is also so vicious to herself, she doesn't have such a boring Yaxing now.

You have to admit that sometimes, people are in a situation where their minds are scattered, and they don't bother to think about it.

How to live?

Suddenly, she never wanted to go back to S. Sea.

So do you want to stay in Yundu?

Angel Lin immediately dismissed the idea.

I can't give any hope to my lifelong love anymore, even if Zheng Han won't bother with her, she would have died of shame now, if it weren't for his eventful appointment with Zheng Han, Tang Junfeng would not know the truth about his lifelong love, and he might invest in Chen Peng.

She didn't expect that all of a sudden, everything would go in her unpredictable direction so quickly, and Tang's Media would never have anything to do with her, an employee who made soy sauce from now on, so it was a big joke to expect her to influence Tang Junfeng to invest in the purchase of a lifetime of love.

Lin Anqi could only silently bless the love of his life in his heart, praying that Tang Junfeng might take care of his personal relationship with Chen Peng and pull a lifetime of love, so that Chen Peng would not go to prison. In this way, Zheng Han will not become a villain who tells right and wrong because he divulged the details of his lifelong love to her.

Or fattening?

She didn't want to go back to her hometown.

She suddenly remembered that there was also a company bank card given to her by Tang Junfeng in her bag, although she believed that Tang Junfeng would not be such a villain and immediately report the loss, but she didn't plan to use it at all.

Now, she wants to find a bank to return the card.

The bank will treat the card as a lost card and notify Tong's Media.

She stood on the side of the road and looked around, trying to ask people where there were banks nearby.