Chapter 107: Groundlessness
Don't have to wait too long, Yan Ruo even took a nap at the villa just now, and that short video has already gone crazy on the Internet, and even Secretary Yang was found out, saying that she was helping Yan Ruo, the junior.
Things are getting bigger and bigger, but Yan Ruo and Shen Xuyan are so calm that everyone thinks that nothing has happened at all.
"When he suddenly appeared, I should have known that something must have happened, but I didn't expect Yun Xiaokai to be willing to let himself be seen as a clown, which can be regarded as magnanimous. ”
In the study, Shen Xuyan looked at the picture in the computer and couldn't help sneering.
President...... Now like this...... What should I do?"
Secretary Yang looked sad, it was really the latest wave of unsettled waves.
"What else can I do? Now it's like this, and it doesn't have much effect to come forward to explain or clarify, so why continue to be a clown for people to watch?"
Shen Xuyan scoffed, this kind of thing, to put it bluntly, if you don't care about it, it won't hurt anything at all.
But after thinking about it, he can ignore these gossips, but if the words are not him, he can ignore them.
"You will go to accompany Yanruo later, she doesn't have any friends, it's okay for you to talk to her. ”
After arranging, Shen Xuyan rubbed his brows and began to think about how to make this matter fade away as soon as possible.
But this kind of thing is the Internet, which is a ten, ten, hundred, and can be turned out anytime and anywhere to continue to make trouble, even if he has the heart to suppress, he will have to wait for a while to suppress this matter.
Shen Xuyan had a headache in the study here, but at the door of his study, he originally just planned to ask Shen Xuyan when she would let her go, she couldn't continue to accept this situation, and she was tossed around like this for three days, and she didn't think she had such a good temperament.
But she didn't expect that she walked to the door of the study, but she only heard that Shen Xuyan didn't plan to deal with this matter at all, and even arranged someone to accompany her to chat like what she was, so she wanted to give this matter over.
Yan Ruo stood at the door of the study, and a bitter smile spread.
"Xiao Ruo, why are you standing at the door and not going in?"
Zhang's mother, who brought hot tea to Shen Xuyan, saw Yan Ruo stunned at the door of the study, and called out curiously.
was called by Zhang's mother, and if she was awakened, she didn't have time to think about what Zhang's mother would think, so she ran straight to the room.
"Why did Miss Yan ...... at the door?"
Secretary Yang and Shen Xuyan, who heard the movement, also got up and went to the door, and they only had time to see the back of Yan Ruo hurriedly running away.
“…… Forget it, you go back first, and I'll arrange it for you if there's something to do. ”
After speaking, Shen Xuyan asked Secretary Yang to leave, and he went to Yanruo's room.
It seems that they have to say something to each other.
"When will I let me go?"
Seeing Shen Xuyan coming in, Yan Ruo asked him directly.
"Yanruo, you're emotionally unstable now, when you calm down, let's talk about this again, okay?"
Shen Xuyan only wanted to try his best to calm Yan Ruo's emotions at the moment, before in the hospital, the doctor had made it very clear that if Yan continued like this, it was likely to be directly prenatal depression, and it would not be enough to calm his emotions at that time.
"Calm down, how do you want me to be calm? Shen Xuyan, how do you still want me to be satisfied by being said or wronged? Don't you know that I am the way I am because I am with you!"
Shen Xuyan's appeasement, in Yan Ruo's opinion, was just a temporary delaying tactic, just to let her calm down first and stop making trouble, and not mention the matter of leaving.
But how could she control her emotions and not go to Shen Xuyan to make it clear?
It's simply not possible!
Those negative emotions repeatedly interfered with Yan Ruo's heart, making her brain uncontrollably just want to leave Shen Xuyan immediately.
At this moment, Yan Ruo has long forgotten how much he once loved the man in front of him.
The pressure of public opinion in society upset her, and her emotions could not be comforted well, and more and more strange thoughts were also eroding her heart.
Whatever I say to her now, I can't listen to her seriously.
"Words are ...... Words of God!"
Shen Xuyan reluctantly wanted to calm Yan Ruo, but Yan Ruo was almost on the verge of losing control, so Shen Xuyan had no choice but to go over and hold Yan Ruo in his arms and comfort her.
"If you calm down, now things are not as serious as you think, there is no big problem at all, as long as it will be fine after a while, don't be like this, okay?"
Seeing that Yan Ruo was like this, Shen Xuyan was also distressed, but he had nothing to do, and he blamed himself in his heart.
"Then what do you want me to do? Otherwise, will you let me go? You will not be able to promise you a month? Let me go, okay? I promise that I will obediently never come back again this time...... Hmmm......"
Yan Ruo's emotions have been repeatedly stimulated recently, and the pregnancy has made her emotions more changeable, and she actually said this kind of thing directly at this moment, which made Shen Xuyan frightened at the same time, but also made him understand that Yan Ruo wanted to leave him so much.
In a fit of rage, Shen Xuyan simply kissed Yan Ruo's lips directly, sealing the words in her mouth that she couldn't listen to anymore.
The kiss was fiercely attached to Yan Ruo, and Yan Ruo wanted to struggle several times, but Shen Xuyan hugged it too tightly, so that Yan Ruo barely had any space to move.
“…… If you say, you are mine...... You know what? You're mine, and I'm not going to let you leave me...... Definitely not ......"
The wheezing voice was still in Yan Ruo's ears, and Shen Xuyan was already difficult to control his emotions because of Yan Ruo's words, as long as he thought of Yan wanting to leave him, Shen Xuyan felt that he had lost the most important thing.
“…… You're lying to me! You've said you're going to let me go! You've said you've said you're going to let me go......."
In an instant, Yan Ruo's tears began to flow unstoppably for some reason, and the sound of crying made Shen Xuyan's heart ache, but he didn't know how he could let her recover.
"Words are ...... Don't do that, okay...... Don't do this to me, you left me once three years ago, why do you want to leave me now? You let me get back what I lost, but you just made me despair again with such cruelty...... How can you be so ruthless......?"
For Yan Ruo's tears, Shen Xuyan has always had no choice, just at this moment, Yan Ruo's tears made him panic, and also made him begin to question his ability.
He Shen Xuyan really doesn't have such an ability, can he make Yan Ruokai happily accompany him?
“…… Why don't you want me to leave you? You are a person who has a fiancée! Shen Xuyan: You have a fiancée, you are about to get married, do you know your current identity!"
Yan Ruo was so excited that she pushed Shen Xuyan away, just watching the discomfort on Shen Xuyan's face, but her own heart was also full of sorrow.
“…… What about me? What is my identity? Shen Xuyan...... I'm just a junior by your side! What do you know or not what this identity has brought me!"
Excited words, tears kept falling, and the heart was cut by the knife little by little.
Shen Xuyan never thought that these situations between them could only be spread out in this way at such a time.
Why not give them a little time, or give them a better environment, and let the two of them sit down and talk slowly?
Yes, it's because of himself, it's because he has repeatedly chosen to ignore those gossips, and always feels that there is still a relationship between him and Yan Ruo, and Yan Ruo won't just leave him.
It was because he Shen Xuyan was too self-righteous, so he got into this situation, all because he didn't understand clearly what Yan Ruo was thinking in his heart.
If she had realized that she had hurt her so deeply, then maybe things wouldn't have turned out like this.
"Words ...... the word"
Shen Xuyan hugged Yanruo, who rejected him, in his arms again, kissed her eyes, and the taste of tears immersed in Shen Xuyan's mouth, stimulating his taste buds at the same time, it was also stabbing his heart fiercely.
“…… I'm sorry for the words...... I'm sorry...... It's me...... That's why I'm like this......"
At this moment, Shen Xuyan's heart was heavy with self-blame, and he couldn't recover his senses, he just thought in his heart not to let Yan Ruo leave him, he couldn't let Yan Ruo just leave.
The only way to make Shen Xuyan feel at ease is to hug Yan Ruo again and again, feel her truth, and keep kissing Yan Ruo to make sure she is still in his arms.
The kiss was too heavy, too tight, and kept falling so that Yan Ruo couldn't breathe.
Feel each other's emotions, and you can also feel the heat from each other.
Blindly searching for each other only by feeling, Yan Ruo's crying gradually stopped, and what was transformed was a kind of desire that spread from the depths of his heart, a kind of strong demand, so that Yan Ruo continued to accept the comfort from Shen Xuyan.
It is a sense of security that only when they are combined with each other can they completely know that the other party is really with them, and there will be no deviation, because only this person can be so closely and thoroughly integrated with themselves.
When she was lying on the bed, Yan Ruo's head had forgotten what she was going to say and what she was going to do, and she only knew that the man who was wandering around her at the moment was Shen Xuyan, the person who lived in her heart.
Even though a lot of things have happened, even if there are all kinds of misunderstandings or grievances between them, but at this moment, Yan Ruo found that Shen Xuyan in front of her was so close to her, they didn't distinguish between each other, they just needed to hug each other tightly.
Waiting for Shen Xuyan to leave Yan Ruo's body, he was still reluctant to let go of Yan Ruo like this, gently hugged her in his arms, and kissed the tears in the corners of her eyes, he still felt a faint pain in his heart.
"Words are ...... Say no more about leaving me...... I can handle those things for you, don't toss yourself like this, okay......"
In a soft voice, Shen Xuyan stroked Yanruo's long silky hair, kissed her lips, and calmly felt her breathing.
“…… I couldn't control my emotions...... It's true...... I don't know how it came to be...... My head keeps telling me that it's because of you that I'm in so much trouble, so much gossip, and I really can't continue to bear so much......"
Yan Ruo, who was lying in Shen Xuyan's arms at this moment, although her emotions had not completely calmed down, the sense of security from Shen Xuyan made her gradually realize that something was wrong with her.
"I know, I know...... If you believe me, I won't let you be like this, I want you to be happy every day, not like now, I will deal with those things, I will handle them well, I will pay attention to your mind in the future, and I will not let you bear these alone......"
In the comforting words, there was a strong affection, which made Yan Ruo's tears flow down again, but there was no fierce resistance just now.
Yan Ruo was lying in Shen Xuyan's arms so quietly, for the first time in a long time, he felt that he could sleep peacefully and well.