Chapter 24: Don't be trapped in your heart, don't be confused

This night, Xia Xiran tossed and turned, unable to sleep, anxiety shattered her reason, and the questions buried deep in her heart erupted at this moment.

In the past, she always pretended not to care, and only hinted over and over again in her heart that the person she liked Gu Niancheng was Xia Xixi.

But when she was vulnerable, Gu Niancheng's companionship and comfort made her a little confused and had some unrealistic fantasies.

Especially in the days after breaking up with Cheng Siqi, Gu Niancheng accompanied him all night. Xia Xiran admitted that he had plans to be Xia Xixi's stand-in at that time.

But due to her mother's obscenity and the unruly entanglement with Cheng Siqi, she couldn't say it.

Now, Xia Xiran also has a lifelong dependence, and his mind is clear. She thought that her attitude towards the past was that she could not say, not think, but also not forget.

But when he saw the sentence behind the photo, Xia Xiran's reason completely collapsed.

She knew that she was still uneasy in her heart. Her mother's years of strength, her long-term self-paralysis, and Gu Niancheng's imminent love all rippled in her heart.

Xia Xiran really wants to tear this wound and make it bleed, suppurate, scab, and have sores, which is better than enduring it all the time.

When the night dispersed and the morning light passed through the curtains, Xia Xiran got up from the bed.

She originally wanted to go to the Gu family to find Gu Niancheng, but Steward Qian told her that Gu Niancheng had been staying in the company these days.

Before asking Cheng Ran International's off-duty time, Xia Xiran estimated that he had arrived.

It's better to be sooner rather than later, after all, President Gu is so busy, and he didn't make an appointment in advance, so it is logical to come and wait here earlier.

After expressing her intention to the reception at the front desk, Xia Xiran sat on the sofa in a daze, and her rationality returned little by little in an unfamiliar environment.

She looked at the simple and generous parlor of Admittedly International, and the busy and orderly staff, and suddenly felt that she was so ridiculous.

"What am I doing!

Gu Niancheng looked at Xia Xiran, who was in a daze, but when she had waited for a long time and felt bored, she quickened her pace, ran forward and touched her little head.

"It's been a long time! next time, just make a special elevator to come to my office, you don't have to wait here!"

The gentle smell of men's perfume came to his face, Xia Xiran sorted out his thoughts, looked at him and called sweetly, "Brother Niancheng!"

If it weren't for Zhao Pingxuan going downstairs to see her just now, Gu Niancheng was afraid that she wouldn't be able to see herself for a day here.

"What's the matter! I didn't sleep well last night!"

A few days ago, I heard Xia's mother talk about Xiran and Siqi's marriage, but today I saw her haggard appearance, Gu Niancheng was very puzzled.

"No, I'm just a little anxious, I want to find someone to talk to! Brother Niancheng must be very busy!"

"No, you, come to my office, sit down, I'll take you to eat something delicious at noon, how about it!"

"Good!"

There is a cubicle in the president's office, which is a special resting place for Gu Niancheng, which is fully equipped, and all the items are carefully selected. When Xia Xiran was staying here, she saw a photo of her mind again.

Xia Xiran was brought into the president's office in full of doubts, but he didn't know how to speak.

But there is one thing she knows, and that is the identity of this girl.

Looking at Gu Niancheng, who was struggling to write, Xiao Zixi suddenly felt so strange. She had never seen him so passionate, so urgent.

"President, I'm ......"

"Oh! You can get off work! There's nothing going on here, and I don't use it in the afternoon. Ahh

The joy in Gu Niancheng's words couldn't be hidden, his eyebrows were happy, and the corners of his eyes were smiling, Xiao Zixi was a little stupid. She nodded smugly and left the office with heavy steps.

"What are you doing! Hungry or not!"

Seeing Xia Xiran in a daze at that photo, Gu Niancheng smiled sweetly. Since she went to college, the two have only seen each other a handful of times, which makes him miss the lost time even more.

"I'm not hungry, Brother Niancheng, why did you put this photo here!"

"Well, what's the matter! I've been in the company and haven't had time to go home. If you put this picture at home, you're going to make it gray in the album!"

"However, there is no sister Hee-hee in this photo!"

As soon as these words came out, the room was so quiet that even the sound of each other's breathing could be heard, and Gu Niancheng was shocked to realize that Xia Xiran must have come to find him for some purpose.

He saw that she had been staring at the photo, and his heart was relieved.

"Ahhh And I haven't taken a picture with her either!"

The erratic eyes and the cramped and uneasy expression were captured by Xiao Zixi one by one through the crack in the door.

She originally wanted to make copies of the documents that Gu Niancheng would use in the afternoon before leaving, but she really couldn't suppress the curiosity in her heart.

"What's going on!Why would Mr. Gu say that!" Xiao Zixi didn't dare to stay here longer, and hurriedly tiptoed out of the president's office.

"I'm sorry! Brother Niancheng, I reminded you of sad things again!"

Although Xia Xiran couldn't experience the difference between Gu Niancheng and before and after like Xiao Zixi, she could also feel his sadness at the moment.

"No more!"

Gu Niancheng muttered quietly, his brain was spinning rapidly, speculating on Xia Xiran's thoughts.

"Speaking of this photo, I think of one more thing, I don't know if you found it!"

"What?"

Xia Xiran, who was beside him, had a dodging look in his eyes, his voice was weak, and when Gu Niancheng saw it, he completely understood it in his heart.

From childhood to adulthood, what Xia Xiran is best at is pretending not to know and pretending not to care. This ability has long been integrated into her blood, and it is even more handy to use every time.

"How can I say it! You just turned eighteen that year! Sowen wanted to confess to you, but he didn't dare to say it, so he wrote a sentence behind this photo. I warned you at the beginning, how smart you are so foolish!"

"Huh? I ......"

At twelve o'clock, the wall clock on the wall ticked, disturbing Xia Xiran's mind. Gu Niancheng's words were like a slap in the face, making her ashamed and ashamed.

Now that I think about it carefully, in the first semester of my freshman year, when Xia Xiran had just turned eighteen, Sowen's attitude towards her was indeed not as good as before - there was less distance and more ambiguity.

It was also in the second semester of her freshman year that Xia Xiran and Cheng Siqi broke up, and Sowen expressed her heart to her.

"During that time, Brother Sowen, who had been anxiously waiting for my reply, how worried he must have been!"

Thinking of this, Xia Xiran couldn't help but sigh. She only hopes that Suo Wen and Gu Qingyun can do well, and what she can't give, Qingyun can give him.

"Okay, okay! Sowen is with Qingyun now, I guess he doesn't remember, why bother yourself! Promise me, don't go back and look at the text behind that photo because of my words, okay!"

"Well, Brother Niancheng, I won't watch it! Thank you! Let's go to dinner! I'm so hungry!"

Looking at Xia Xiran, who was as light as a swallow and walking as fast, Gu Niancheng was very helpless. He looked up at the chandelier, trying not to let the tears in his eyes linger.