Chapter 044: Absolutely, Absolutely No
Yun Mengxue slowly opened her eyes, and the shocking eyes were all chilling white.
Tilting her head slightly to look at the hand of the infusion, Yun Mengxue did not have a trace of expression on her face, she knew that the child in her womb was gone.
"Mengxue, you're awake. ”
Xu Yeli's gentle voice came, and Yun Mengxue's eyes were imprinted with the existence of other people, it turned out that there were several people in the ward, Luo Jingtian and Xu Yeli were here, Tan Nuoxuan and Nan Hongxiang were also there.
In addition, in the corner of the ward, there is a gaze full of distress and concern, which is from Luo Haoning.
If it were on weekdays, Yun Mengxue would definitely smile at these people and say that she would be fine soon, but now it is not what it used to be, she is not sick, but has lost her child.
I couldn't pretend anymore, and I didn't want to say anything, Yun Mengxue's eyes were a little hollow and stared at the light above her sight, just staring at it like that without blinking, her pale face was also extremely distressing.
"Mengxue, how are you feeling now?
Xu Yeli really didn't know what to say, as a woman, she could feel the pain of losing her child, and this child was still strangled by the man she loved the most, by the child's biological father, it was a pain that could not be compared to the heart.
Yun Mengxue still didn't give her any reaction to Xu Yeli's concern, giving people the feeling that what was lying in front of her was just a puppet that could breathe.
"Yumeyuki ......"
Xu Yeli still wanted to say something, but when she turned around, she saw Luo Haoning's gestured eyes, and she nodded clearly.
"Since you're awake, then we won't disturb your rest, let's go out first. ”
Yun Mengxue was still motionless like that, Xu Yeli left the hospital bed, with all kinds of uneasy looks, and left here with the others, leaving the temporary silence to Yun Mengxue alone.
A few people went out, and after Xu Yeli closed the door of the ward, she turned around and sighed deeply.
"Let's go to the rest area and wait for a while, so that she can have more alone time to sort out her thoughts. ”
After all, persuasion at this time can't solve any problems at all, and what Yun Mengxue needs is not comfort, but to give her some free space to evacuate her depression, or to be sad in silence, or to cry when no one is around, in short, she can't continue to suffocate her body.
Seeing that the group had temporarily left the ward, Luo Haochen, who had been hiding outside and not coming in, also hesitated to approach, in fact, he also wanted to go in and see Yun Mengxue and see how she was doing.
Luo Haochen never forgot how her pale and bloodless face and expression full of pain pierced his heart when Yun Mengxue was pushed out of the operating room by the nurse, and even breathing became more and more difficult.
Because of the relationship between anesthesia and drunkenness, Yun Mengxue did not feel pain during the operation, but her pain came from her heart, and that pain was still in her face, which went deep into Luo Haochen's heart.
The heart was beating uncontrollably, the raised hand was trembling, hesitating, and after thinking for a long time, Luo Haochen finally pushed open the door of the ward and walked in lightly.
Yun Mengxue's gaze moved slightly, and when her gaze was fixed on Luo Haochen's face, she should have felt angry, frightened, and all kinds of normal reactions, but her expression was the same from beginning to end, as if her muscles had completely lost their ability to move.
Looking at Yun Mengxue like this, Luo Haochen's heart seemed to be crumpled into a ball, and then he pulled it up and pulled it off fiercely.
The two of them looked at each other, but there was no sound, and the breath in the ward was like frozen ice, which made people feel cold physically and mentally.
Luo Haochen once saw such words in a book-
Silence is a woman's biggest cry. When she doesn't want to talk or feels tired, most of the time she is used to being silent and tolerating pain in silence. So, when a woman starts to ignore you, she is actually hurt deeply!
Yun Mengxue was like this at this time, because Luo Haochen made her sad too deeply and thoroughly, and after walking on the edge of the cliff of despair, she really didn't want to say anything more to Luo Haochen.
But now, Yun Mengxue seemed to have suddenly changed her mind, as if she had just returned to the world from the outside world, she sighed faintly, and raised the corner of her mouth, such a reaction made Luo Haochen stunned.
"Finally got your wish, my child is gone, and you don't seem to be very happy now, why do you have to keep a strained face? Why don't you smile? Better laugh out loud!"
Yun Mengxue's words made Luo Haochen's face look extremely unnatural, he was not sure if the child was his own, and he didn't want to understand it so much now.
Luo Haochen's silence could not satisfy Yun Mengxue, the child was gone, her heart was so distressed, why could Luo Haochen be so unresponsive?
"Luo Haochen, that's your child, maybe you can still see it in your dreams! Don't forget to tell me when you see your child, so that I can know that the little baby I have never met looks like me or like you. ”
The smile at the corner of Yun Mengxue's mouth became more and more obvious, and she only used laughter and ridicule to face Luo Haochen, so as not to let her emotions get out of control in front of this demonic man.
Yun Mengxue is in love with Luo Haochen, although he keeps saying that the child is not his, Yun Mengxue still can't deny the love in his heart, it is a real existence, and he has also fantasized about the birth of the child.
But now, everything has become a fantasy, and the children are gone, and those are made into bubbles.
"You can say anything now, I don't care, I can understand your feelings. ”
"Understood?"
Yun Mengxue's eyes were full of sarcasm and ridicule and looked at Luo Haochen, how could this kind of thing sound so funny?
"Luo Haochen, you are not me, how can you understand my feelings? Don't say it so high-soundingly, as if you are my savior, it seems that all this you have done is to save my soul and redeem me!"
Luo Haochen just quietly listened to Yun Mengxue's accusations, he had already done the most excessive things, and it was not a grievance to be silent for the time being.
"You say, what are you going to do next? Is it like you said before? The child is gone, so what we have to do is to get rid of the relationship between the two of us, right?"
Yun Mengxue's face was full of pain, she had never thought about it before, it turned out that it was so sad to want to leave Luo Haochen, as long as she thought about it like that, she felt terribly scared in her heart.
Luo Haochen hesitated and opened his mouth repeatedly.
"This matter, ...... for the time being"
Before he finished speaking, Luo Haochen's eyes were stunned, and the back of Yun Mengxue's hand that was being infused was suddenly swollen very high, and it seemed that it was a needle.
Luo Haochen didn't have time to think about it, so he hurriedly squatted down and went to Yun Mengxue's hospital bed, and began to prepare to pull out the needle for her to terminate the infusion.
Yun Mengxue's pain of losing her child finally began to erupt at this moment, and she pushed Luo Haochen away hard, not allowing him to come close.
"You go away! Don't touch me! Luo Haochen, the matter has come to this point, what kind of good person are you pretending to be?!"
Because Yun Mengxue used the hand of the infusion to push Luo Haochen, and the needle had already been taken, the large movement at the moment made the needle walking more serious, and there was still a bruise on the back of the hand.
"It's because you saw me walking the needle, so you came to pretend to be a good person, didn't you? I'll let you pretend! Let you pretend!"
Pulling hard, Yun Mengxue pulled out the infusion tube and needle by herself, and bright red blood quickly overflowed from the needle.
It hurts, there is no place in the body that is not pain!
But compared to these pains and the loss of a child's heart, Yun Mengxue felt that there was no comparison at all.
"Yun Mengxue, I think you're crazy!"
Luo Haochen stepped forward and pressed Yun Mengxue, clamped her hands with one hand in the struggle to resist, and took the medicine cotton from the bedside table with the other hand and pressed it on her infusion hand.
The back of her hand was bruised and dazzling, and the pain of pressing it made Yun Mengxue couldn't help but gasp, and her body was also uncomfortable because she had just moved too hard, and the emotions she had been controlling collapsed in an instant.
"Luo Haochen! Why do you want to do this to me? Is it not enough for me to offset your hatred for so long? My children are gone, I am embarrassed enough, what do you want me to be happy? Luo Haochen, I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you to death! I hate you!"
Yun Mengxue howled and cried, she had never let go so completely in front of Luo Haochen, but today it didn't matter, since this relationship couldn't continue, what else did she have to think about too much?
"You hate it, only if you feel hatred and heartache, is the original purpose of what I do. ”
Luo Haochen said with a cold face, then let go of Yun Mengxue's hand and stood up.
"You rest first, don't do anything irrational because you hate me, otherwise, you won't be able to see Yun Zhiyuan's return in the future, wouldn't it be a pity?"
Yun Mengxue looked surprised, what did Luo Haochen mean by saying this?
"You...... What are you going to do to my dad? What do you want to do?"
"What? Uh-huh......"
The corners of Luo Haochen's mouth pulled up a cruel sneer, and his eyes were full of playful expressions.
"I haven't thought about it yet, I'll tell you when I think about it, but ...... At that time, it is likely that the end of the story has already come, so stay tuned. ”
After Luo Haochen finished speaking, he turned around and left the ward, leaving Yun Mengxue alone in a daze in the ward, she was shocked by what Luo Haochen just said, could this be Luo Haochen's next step?
"Daddy...... Daddy......"
Yun Mengxue panicked, she wanted to find her mobile phone and call Yun Zhiyuan.
However, the phone has not been found yet, and Yun Mengxue was stunned again.
"No...... No, I can't let my dad know! I can't let him know that this happened to me! No, I can't!"
Outside the door of the ward
Luo Haochen looked pained, his hands on the glass window lattice, looking at the night sky outside that had already darkened.
He wouldn't admit it in front of others, it was because he was reluctant to give up on Yun Mengxue in his heart, so he didn't dare to listen to her follow-up words, if it wasn't for the discovery that Yun Mengxue was stitching, maybe the kind of retention would really blurt out.
There is always such a person, who gets rid of her after saying revenge countless times, but after all, he can't give up because he is reluctant, although he can't fully understand Yun Mengxue's concealment, but when he sees her sad and crying, he feels so sour, it hurts so much.
"Actually, this person has been stationed in your heart a long, long time ago, but ...... Luo Haochen, you kid don't want to confess and admit it. ”
Whispering to himself, Luo Haochen knew that the bitter fruit of his persistence and stubbornness could only be swallowed into his stomach by himself.