114 Temptation and Resistance
"Listen, I don't want to wait any longer, now, I want you to be my woman!"
As soon as Qiu Yan finished announcing, he lifted Caiyue's bound hands above her head, then quickly turned over and pressed her completely, and began to kiss her. His kiss and all his other movements showed his determination this time.
Caiyue still struggled hard, but, gradually, her struggle weakened.
In the past, when faced with Qiu Yan's demands several times, she clearly felt her rejection of him. She could accept him kissing her, but she really couldn't accept such a thing as going to bed. But before she saw herself, she had changed.
She didn't know why she was like this or when she started doing it.
Perhaps in the past three years, Qiu Yan's affection and patience with her have finally moved her. Maybe it's because of the conflicts and stalemates between her and Xiao Tian again and again, no matter how hot and deep the relationship is, it gradually fades. Between the ups and downs, Qiu Yan has occupied an increasingly important position in her life.
Some things are slowly moving forward step by step, and before you know it, you have reached the point of qualitative change, like boiling a frog in warm water.
What's more, if you really want to talk about the charm of men, in fact, even Caiyue herself admits that Qiu Yan is actually a man who is easier to make women feel than Xiao Tian, in all aspects.
Caiyue was greatly frightened and deeply frightened because of such a discovery!
Feeling that Caiyue's resistance was weakening, Qiu Yan's caress became more and more enthusiastic. Her body went from stiff to soft and relaxed, and Qiu Yan felt her excitement more and more clearly.
His movements stopped for a moment, and he made eye contact with her from top to bottom.
"Are you comfortable, do you want to?" Qiu Yan's voice had a slight hint of suppressed tremor.
Cai Yue opened her eyes, and what was facing her was Qiu Yan's burning eyes, mixed with strong love and lust.
Her body tightened again, and she felt a deep fear in addition to the intense desire that intensified with the caresses. The fear of the unknown fate in the future, the fear of the consequences of betraying Xiao Tian, and the fear of not being able to face herself.
Qiu Yan's question, of course she won't answer.
Qiu Yan didn't have to get her answer in the first place. Right now, even if she wants it so much, she will never admit it, not to mention, now, although she no longer resists, I am afraid that it will not be more of a pander, but a retreat.
And he, of course, will not allow her to retreat any further.
He got up, knelt straight on the bed and stared at her, unbuttoning his shirt one by one, and unbuttoning his belt.
Today's events were too sudden, and he didn't want to be the first time with Caiyue in the real sense of the word, in such a hasty and unprepared situation.
He had thought countless times about what kind of romantic atmosphere he wanted to prepare for her, and then let her be as beautiful and bloom as a fairy and flowers in front of him. He wanted to make their first time the most beautiful and passionate in each other's lives, and a lasting memory that they would feel warm and fascinated by whenever they recalled it.
But now, things have progressed to this point, if he retreats again, let alone Caiyue, even he himself will laugh at himself, are you still a real man?
This is the first time between the two of them that they have really seen each other's unobstructed bodies.
Caiyue is not a pretentious person, she must admit that in fact, women are also very. It's okay to be dignified on the surface, but in her heart, she knows that she can't be the Virgin, and she can't really be desireless at the moment.
Although she had already experienced Xiao Tian, in front of her, even if Qiu Yan only seduced her with a male color, she didn't dare to say that she would definitely be able to escape. For example, she now has a strong urge in her heart to reach out and touch Qiu Yan's well-defined abdominal muscles.
Fear and lust are rising at the same time because of Qiu Yan's deeper and deeper caresses.
The more she thought about it, the more she told herself "no", and the more she said "no", the more she thought about it.
Just like when the first ancestor was tempted by the serpent in the Garden of Eden, on the one hand, there was God's prohibition of "not eating", and on the other hand, there was the urge in the heart to "want to pluck". In that struggle that decided the fate and history of the entire human race, the first ancestors compromised and were tempted.
Now, she is also facing a great temptation and struggle, what will be the outcome?
Caiyue's breathing became more and more rapid and heavier, and in her mind, it was as if she saw a hand grow from her heart, reaching out towards the tempting fruit of the tree. But the three words "no" still made her hand stop.
"Qiu Yan—" she called out softly, panting.
Qiu Yan's lips and tongue were busy, so he just gave a soft and vague "um" in response to her.
"Qiu Yan—" she shouted a little louder again.
At the first time, Qiu Yan only thought that she couldn't help but call his name because she was excited, but the second time, he felt that something was wrong.
So, he paused and asked softly, "What?"
When he asked this, Qiu Yan's voice had completely returned to the gentleness he had always had for her in the past, and only more gentle.
"Can you... Can you—" Caiyue hesitated, but still felt that she should give it a try, "Can you wait for me for another month?" ”
Although she kept saying that she had nothing to do with Xiao Tian a long time ago, in her heart, she actually thought that she was Xiao Tian's woman. Therefore, she felt that Qiu Yan's current behavior was a shameful betrayal and reluctance.
But if those two months are over, then according to the agreement, she and Xiao Tian will really return to the bridge and the road. At that time, when she was with Qiu Yan again, she thought that she should not be so tormented in her heart as she was now.
She wasn't the slightest sure that Qiu Yan would agree to her, after all, things had come to this point.
Sure enough, Qiu Yan's answer was a rhetorical question full of anger: "What do you think"?
Then he not only didn't stop, but he pressed harder and harder to leave marks on her skin.
Cai Yue had no choice but to laugh at herself secretly: "How can you be so stupid as this? Just now he clearly said that he didn't want to wait any longer." ”
Who knows, as soon as she finished laughing at herself, Qiu Yan suddenly paused.
When he heard Caiyue's request, his first thought was anger. Both of them are already like this, and she still has to shout to stop. But after a little thought, he controlled his anger again.
No one knows Caiyue's feelings for Xiao Tian better than him, it is the bitter love that has experienced the most beautiful and purest ten years of her life, if she doesn't love Xiao Tian to a certain extent, she won't be able to hold on to the anti-takeover war. But it is precisely because of that kind of love that she will have such resentment and hatred towards Xiao Tiancai now.
With such a love, he really shouldn't expect her to abandon it in a short period of time.
What's more, there is another meaning to what she said just now, that is, she no longer rejects him as she used to, and she no longer hides this non-refusal. The problem is that it's not yet time.
So, Qiu Yan leaned forward and lay down side by side with her. He supported his upper body with one arm, and pinched Caiyue's chin again with the other, staring at her in a daze.
Because of his caress just now, her face was obviously flushed at this moment, her lips were tightly closed, she was panting very hard, and her chest was also rising and falling violently.
He really wanted to swallow her in one bite and love her so fiercely that he wanted her. It's just that he's still a little hesitant.
Whatever the reason, betrayal is shameful, especially in the relationship between men and women, which is even more shameful by the world. Therefore, he didn't want Caiyue to be with him because of this last month's deadline and carrying such a psychological burden.
However, what if a month later, her decision is to renew the front edge with Xiao Tian and rebuild the old friendship?
At least for now, it seems that she is more inclined to choose to return to Xiao Tian's side, otherwise, she would not have to put forward such a difficult condition for Xiao Tian. Therefore, if Xiao Tian really agreed to let the Chu family out of Mingyao, she would most likely resume her relationship with Xiao Tian.
After thinking about it for a while, Qiu Yan still wanted to continue.
It is said that where a man's money is, his heart is. For women, Qiu Yan believes that whoever they give their bodies to means that they are more willing to give their hearts to whom.
So far, Xiao Tian is the only man who has possessed Caiyue, and Qiu Yan believes that this is one of the important reasons why Xiao Tian has always occupied the first place in Caiyue's heart.
What he has to do now is that in the next month, he wants Cai Yue to treat him and Xiao Tian the same way when making decisions. That is, he, like Xiao Tian, is the man she used to be in her life.
But he definitely didn't want to Cai Yue and his first time being forced. So, he had to find a way to dispel her scruples now, and by whatever means, he had to make her willing to give herself to him.
"Your relationship with him as a lover has actually ended a long time ago. Now you're with him, just to try and see if you can start over. So, you are free, you have not betrayed him!"
This is indeed true, the original meaning of the two-month period is that she and Xiao Tian have broken off, and now it is just a last chance for the two to see if there is still the possibility of renewing the front edge.
But... But she just can't get over this hurdle, what should she do?
"I..."Caiyue didn't know how to reply to Qiu Yan.
"You want it yourself, don't you? See for yourself. Qiu Yan's voice and tone suddenly changed, becoming extremely charming.
Since it is a psychological offensive, of course, all kinds of means must be used. Moreover, as soon as his voice fell, his hand reached down, and then he stretched his finger in front of Caiyue.
In such a matter, in fact, it is very difficult for women to deceive people just like men.
Sure enough, Cai Yue's face was originally just slightly red cheeks, but when she heard this, she turned red all at once.