Chapter 291
After all, Rong Lan is Lan Man's biological son, and some words are not suitable for him, so Lin Anran said: "Miss Lan, in fact, I have many places that are not as good as you. ”
Lan Man's mind changed sharply, and he looked at her, waiting for her next step.
Lin Anran smiled and said, "I'm not as good-looking as you." When she finished saying this, the child squeezed her hand and looked into her eyes, which were full of stepmother's best looks.
She ironed in her heart and continued: "I don't have a good background like you, and I haven't even gone to college. ”
Lan Man said: "Then why, the person who is with him now is you, not me?"
The smile on Lin Anran's face disappeared, and she said almost calmly: "First, because I can bear it." ”
"Can you bear it?" Lan Man chewed these two words repeatedly, speaking of such simple two words, it was difficult to do it, to endure Rong Jin's flower heart, to endure his lover's martial arts, before it was exposed, Lin Anran even kept pretending that he had nothing to do with Rong Jin.
"I can't do it," Lanman said. ”
She was not born to be a person who can endure it, if she is allowed to endure it, then the final result is likely to be a complete explosion of madness after suppression, and then destroy everything, even so serious that she will take Rong Jin and Rong Lan to die together.
Lin Anran smiled bitterly: "Actually, at the beginning, I couldn't do it. ”
It's just that at that time, she needed Rong Jin too much, she needed the affection that Rong Jin gave her, or the affection she gave Rong Jin, she regarded Rong Jin as a container for her feelings, and waited silently, wanting to wait until one day, Rong Jin suddenly saw her and saw her feelings, and then they would grow old together and be together for a lifetime.
But in the process of waiting, how hard it was, she never knew what the result would be if she continued to wait, whether it would be in vain, or whether everyone would be happy, and no one could tell her.
For countless nights, she couldn't sleep, imagining what kind of woman Rong Jin was with, and when they were together, would Rong Jin think of her at home, even for a moment.
This feeling is long and difficult, and it is impossible to tell people.
She has no real friends, no relatives of her own, and some are just Rong Jin, who is wandering in the flowers, and a child raised by herself.
Lin Anran has been fortunate countless times, fortunately there is Rong Lan, if it weren't for Rong Lan, she probably wouldn't have known what to do, maybe after the relationship with Rong Jin is over, she will give up on herself and get involved in the dark trend of the entertainment industry, or she will simply become an ordinary person, and she will find a man who may not love each other, but can live a life. ET
But because of Rong Lan's presence, these assumptions have become just assumptions, she is still by Rong Jin's side, and she has such a cute and caring child.
Patience is sometimes not tested by the individual person, but also includes some other external influences, such as Rong Lan, which is her most important external influence.
Lin Anran then said the second point: "Second, I haven't hurt anyone. ”
Lan Man's hand clenched tightly, and she hadn't been far away from thinking about it.
Lin Anran's voice was very soft, just enough for the three of them to hear clearly: "No matter what kind of feelings I have for Rong Jin, no matter how much I asked for it at the time, or even fell into despair, but I have never harmed anyone. ”
Lan Man's lips moved, as if he had swallowed back the words that had reached his mouth with great difficulty.
Lin Anran said: "I can probably guess what you thought just now, you must be thinking, they all deserve to die, as long as they are all dead, no one will pester Rong Jin anymore." ”
Lan Man's eyes widened a little, as if he wondered why Lin Anran knew what was in his heart.
Lin Anran took a deep breath before saying, "Its practicality is strange, because I used to think so." ”
In the face of their man's cheating, many times, a woman's first reaction is, why don't the third party die, if it weren't for this mistress, they would be fine!
But this is often not the case, without this junior, there will be another, the key problem is still in the man, if he doesn't want to, then who can force him?
Lin Anran saw through this, she just thought about it in her head, she is not like Lan Man, she sees everything about Rong Jin as almost perfect, maybe in Lan Man's eyes, the only imperfect point of Rong Jin is that he doesn't love her, as long as he is willing to love her, it is perfect.
But Lin Anran knew that Rong Jin actually had many shortcomings, because of his background, Rong Jin was born with the temper of a young master, and he didn't know how to accommodate people, he only knew how to follow his own preferences.
And Lan Man is almost such a person, two of the same thorns put together, can it be good?
Rong Jin is also very childish, maybe men will be more or less childish, in front of outsiders, Rong Jin hides these childish sides very well, but when facing Lin Anran, he often looks like a scoundrel.
His concept of discipline is very weak, it can almost be said that there is no such thing at all, he does things to like himself first, like the feeling of being high and worshipped, sometimes he is wrong and he is unwilling to admit it, and he has to be forced into a desperate situation before he is willing to admit his mistakes.
Lin Anran sighed, people also need fate between people, they meet too early or too late, sometimes even if it's just a blink, a time to turn around, all encounters will be different.
And she, at about the right time, met Rong Jin.
Lan Man's voice was a little hoarse, and she asked, "What else?"
Lin Anran said: "If there is a third point, it is probably luck." ”
Although luck did not let her and Rong Jin meet immediately, she waited until Rong Jin finally matured, and when Rong Jin was willing to take only one scoop of three thousand weak water for her.
Lan Man said: "I don't have any of your three points. ”
Lin Anran said: "God is actually fair, what you get, there will be loss, you have what you have, and there will be what you don't have." ”
Lan Man asked her, "Then what do I have?"
Lin Anran thought for a while and replied, "At least there is a loyal old housekeeper, and there is also a doctor Shen who betrayed his old club for you." ”
"You said Ah Shen?" Lan Man's brows furrowed slightly, as if he didn't expect Lin Anran to mention this person.
Lin Anran sighed, sure enough, if she was born with too many people, she will give to others, and take it for granted, a woman like Lan Man, she is born like absorbing light and heat, she needs people to love her, and she needs people not to disobey her.
And Rong Jin is so similar to her.
When two similar people are together, it is easy to have two extremes, either they are particularly like-minded, or they will break their bones, and Rong Jin and Lan Man seem to be born unable to be together, they are destined to be the second extreme.
Lan Man was silent for a long time and said, "You're not afraid of me now?"
Lin Anran shook his head: "I'm still afraid." It's just that she can feel that Lan Man is not aggressive, so she gradually relaxed her vigilance, and she knows that Lan Man should not want to hurt her.
Lan Man glanced at Rong Lan before continuing: "My mother probably won't give up, in two days...... No, when Rong Jin arrives, I will arrange for you to leave. ”
While the two of them were talking, Rong Jin's plane also landed at the airport, and since he got off the plane, he has been calling Lan Man's mobile phone, and the battery has been replaced one after another, but Lan Man has never answered.
All of Rong Jin's ingenuity and ingenuity have come to naught, he can't wait for any plan to be set up, he wants to see Lin Anran!
The Lan family's castle is no different from more than ten years ago, Rong Jin once thought that he would never set foot here again in his life, but now, for the sake of Lin Anran, he came.
The servants in the castle were not surprised by his arrival, and even showed him the way, as if they had been waiting for him for a long time.
After so many years, Rong Jin relied on his excellent memory to easily find the location of Lan Man's room, and the door was wide open.
"You're here. Lan Man was wearing a snow-white dress, her hair was scattered, sitting by the window, the curtains were all opened, Lan Man looked at the scenery outside, admired it carefully, and felt sorry for the good scenery he had missed for so many years.
Rong Jin asked, "What about Enron?"
"They're fine now," Lanman said. ”
"Let me see people first, so I can know if they are good or not!" Rong Jin was very irritable, he had already thought about too many things that Lin Anran could encounter along the way, and he was about to scare himself, if he didn't see Lin Anran himself, he wouldn't be at ease.
Lan Man looked back at him, that beautiful face, almost the same as when he was a girl, Rong Jin was stunned for a moment, and the scene in front of him seemed to be the first time he saw Lan Man. "Let me see people first, so I can know if they are good or not!" Rong Jin was very irritable, he had already thought about too many things that Lin Anran could encounter along the way, and he was about to scare himself, if he didn't see Lin Anran himself, he wouldn't be at ease.
Lan Man looked back at him, that beautiful face, almost the same as when he was a girl, Rong Jin was stunned for a moment, and the scene in front of him seemed to be the first time he saw Lan Man. "Let me see people first, so I can know if they are good or not!" Rong Jin was very irritable, he had already thought about too many things that Lin Anran could encounter along the way, and he was about to scare himself, if he didn't see Lin Anran himself, he wouldn't be at ease.
Lan Man looked back at him, that beautiful face, almost the same as when he was a girl, Rong Jin was stunned for a moment, and the scene in front of him seemed to be the first time he saw Lan Man.