Chapter 365: Let's Start Again
The person standing in the distance seemed to have sensed the wise gaze cast by Li Haorui, like a marionette holding something and walking towards Xia Yazhi step by step, as soon as Xia Yazhi saw the figure that appeared, she couldn't help but let go of the hand that held Li Haorui tightly, she stood in place blankly, like a piece of wood, but the joy in her eyes had overflowed.
"It turns out that you really haven't left yet, I thought you were really desperate for me this time. Looking at Fawkes who reappeared in front of him, a large tear immediately flowed out of Xia Yazhi's eyes, watching the white gauze on his face be soaked with tears again, although Fawkes was tormented in his heart, he was as elegant as him, he took out a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to Xia Yazhi, Xia Yazhi's eyes focused on the white and flawless handkerchief, took it, and wiped away the tears on his face.
"You know what? The moment Keris appeared, it seemed that I really saw my heart, you gave me three months to stay with Xu Yincheng, and in the time I spent with him, I knew that what I was chasing was different from two years ago. Xia Yazhi's slender eyelashes, who were standing in place, trembled slightly, as if a big tear would break out of the embankment again, she folded the white handkerchief neatly and handed it to Fawkes, and after Fawkes took it mechanically, her lips trembled slightly.
"Knowing that when I saw Kyres holding your hand intimately, I really thought you had given up on me, and when I saw that you and Kyres were close, I actually had the idea of taking you by the hand and walking through this life. During this time, I realized little by little what I really wanted. Xia Yazhi said step by step, but she didn't walk towards Fawkes step by step, just retreated step by step in a daze, Fawkes looked at the growing distance between Fawkes and Xia Yazhi, thinking that she and her fate had really come to an end, and her blue eyes were covered with a layer of gray and lost exotic taste!
Liang Mingyue watched Xia Yazhi retreat step by step, and involuntarily raised her husband's hand, and then focused her eyes on Xia Yazhi's body, as if asking Li Haorui Xia Yazhi what she was doing with her own eyes, obviously when Fawkes left her just now, she acted like she was going crazy, but when Fawkes appeared in front of her, she began to maintain a distance from Fawkes again, and even retreated in the same direction as Fawkes.
Li Haorui quietly raised his hand and touched Liang Mingyue's head, and then asked her to wait and see, he believed that this time Xia Yazhi would make a choice that he would not regret, even if she was now retreating step by step. Fawkes watched her step by step close the distance between herself and herself, and smiled involuntarily, the smile was too pale, like the clouds in the sky at the beginning of dawn glowing with fish belly, that white is the color of hope and calm.
"You know what? When I saw you appear in front of me again, I was so happy, just like a man who fell into the abyss and the sea grasped the last straw, as if he saw the hope of survival. Xia Yazhi became more and more emotional, she clenched her hand tightly, her nails were deeply embedded in the palm, leaving purple marks in the palm, "But I saw you, because I became like this, I really felt guilty, you know that before I rejected you, I just wanted to compensate Xu Yincheng, two years ago I didn't leave him an excuse to trust, so I parted ways with him, I know that because he has changed a lot in the past two years, he has become a person I don't know." β
Fawkes finally spoke with difficulty, and as he spoke, he smiled slightly, the smile was too pale, and his rosy lips were immediately covered with a hint of dryness: "So this time, in order not to make me repeat his mistakes, are you going to leave me? I have been in front of you again, I have expected this, you don't have to go on, it is futile to say too much." β
Fawkes still smiled slightly, and that smile had a kind of rejection of people thousands of miles away, he had too many words in his stomach to want to have a good time with Xia Yazhi to the end, but he didn't have this opportunity, nor did he have this qualification. Fawkes just stood from a distance and watched Xia Yazhi's appearance, this chess piece that he once built single-handedly became his sweetheart, and cut a piece of meat from his heart.
"Why don't you listen to me first, that's not what I'm going to say. Xia Yazhi looked at Fawkes's lost appearance, her mood fell again, she lowered her head and muttered, her voice was very small, but it was enough for Fawkes to hear clearly, Xia Yazhi seemed to be talking to herself, and it seemed to be talking to Fawkes, she didn't give Fawkes a chance to answer, "Maybe you're right, I really don't want you to be hurt, and I don't want you to repeat the mistakes of the past." β
It turned out that she really thought so, Fawkes just lowered his head after hearing this, slowly stretched out the clenched fist in his hand, and looked at the diamond box in his palm, which is a box that contains the beautiful fantasy of Fawkes's life, but fantasy is fantasy, like foam, not real at all, as long as a rain can drench him and beat him back to reality.
"I appeared in front of you again today, I just want to apologize to you, I'm really sorry two years ago, I shouldn't have forced you to be a pawn of mine for my own selfish desires, and my family has trained to be another person, and I can have a happy life, so I am the culprit for all this. Fawkes's voice looked back with a little hoarseness, and for a while, the corners of his mouth were struggling with happiness, but also with despair, perhaps the memory of the past was an untouchable scar for him, which made her feel happy and painful.
"You're right, if you hadn't given me a chance to become a pawn two years ago, maybe our family would have been on the streets at this time, so you wouldn't need to feel guilty at all. Xia Yazhi said, she was still retreating, the distance between them and Fox was getting farther and farther away, Fox stood in place and looked at Xia Yazhi who was contrary to him and smiled slightly, her blue eyes were like the sea that had been hit by a storm, although it had calmed down, it was a ruin, and there was no green embellishment.
"During this period of time, I have thought a lot, why in the past two years, I have always thought that you are an unscrupulous person to achieve your goals, maybe it is just because of my status as a pawn that I am afraid to approach you. Xia Yazhi finally saw her heart clearly, it turned out that she had fallen incorrigibly in love with her employer, but the identity of the chess piece made her afraid to get close to Fox, and she didn't have the courage to get close to Fox, she also thought that she was not qualified to stand with Fox to discuss a better future, until the day when Fox confronted her father for herself, she began to reflect on all her mental experiences in the past two years behind closed doors.
Fox smiled slightly, this smile was a little unreal beauty, he thought that Xia Yazhi was just comforting himself, how could Xia Yazhi's true thoughts be like this, after all, if he hadn't forced her to become his pawn, even if he didn't help her family pay off her debts, Xu Yincheng would help him pay off his family debts out of love for her, in the end, Xia Yazhi and Xu Yincheng would still have a happy reunion ending, not like now, he is like a high-altitude tightrope walker advancing or retreating, it is unknown, as long as he can't step on a balance point, he will fall into the cliffγ
"Thank you for comforting me so much, I know that our fate has come to an end, so I will never bother you again, the contract we signed two years ago, I have had someone send it to your home, and when you go back, you should see that contract. After Fox said this, he turned around slightly, as if a century had passed, his mind was blank, and he didn't know what kind of attitude to disappear from Xia Yazhi's world, he only knew that he wanted to leave her the best impression, so she didn't keep it anymore.
Looking at Xia Yazhi, who was about to disappear in front of nature again, she stopped her steps back a little anxiously, and stretched out her hand impatiently, as if she was grabbing the air like grasping Fox, when she closed the palm of her hand, there was nothing but air in it, it was empty, but it made Xia Yazhi feel a sense of solidity, Xia Yazhi closed her eyes violently, and shouted loudly at Fox's back:" You stand where you are and don't leave again, I know that you have been approaching me for the past two years, it is me who is wrong, I should not close that door and block the two of us in different spaces, this time let me get closer to you step by step, okay?"
Hearing this beautiful and somewhat untrue words, Fawkes froze in place, he raised his hand a few times to look at the diamond box in the palm of his hand, and gently raised his other hand to touch the diamond box, the temperature of his palm was already warm The original appearance of the delicate but cold diamond ring box, Fawkes froze in place, raised his head and looked into the distance.
"Let's start again, let me try my best to get close to you this time, okay?" Xia Yazhi put her hands behind her back, with tears in her eyes, she no longer stepped back, but raised her feet and approached Fox step by step, "This time, let me try my best to get close to you, our fate is not over." β