Chapter 34: Discharge
"Do you think I've changed?" Ji Yunyang stretched out his hand as if he wanted to touch Gong Qingchen's face, but finally stopped, his low laughter was muffled in his throat, and only a wry smile remained at the corner of his mouth.
Gong Qingchen If I can, how can I be willing to change, how can I be willing to change, Ji Yunyang finally reached out and hugged her into his arms, and gently stroked Gong Qingchen's hair, and said with a little satisfaction, and seemed to sigh a little: "Qingchen, I miss you very much." ”
"Yunyang, I don't understand anything, I don't understand what you said......" Gong Qingchen couldn't keep up with Ji Yunyang's speed of speech at all, she was just getting more and more confused in Ji Yunyang's arms.
Ji Yunyang didn't give Gong Qingchen enough opportunity to speak, he suddenly interrupted: "It's okay, none of this is important." One day you will understand that you can just stay by my side now. ”
It took a long time for Ji Yunyang to let go of Gong Qingchen, Ji Yunyang didn't say anything, just kept watching Gong Qingchen obediently bow his head and peel the shrimp and then eat it.
Such a quiet time is too little, Ji Yunyang just wants to seize this precious time.
"What was I like before the early morning?" Ji Yunyang had never asked Gong Qingchen this question before, but Ji Yunyang had never lost Gong Qingchen before.
Ji Yunyang looked back at what happened now, and he suddenly found that whether he was complaining about Gong Qingchen or forgiving her, he had always forgotten a problem.
Examine yourself, what the two of them missed in the middle, and what caused the two of them to break up. Now that I think about it, it was too hasty and sudden, but it was not completely untraceable.
It's just that at that time, he didn't expect it, and he didn't think it would be the beginning of parting.
He was always complaining about Gong Qingchen, but he forgot to pay attention to whether he really understood Gong Qingchen and himself.
Now he suddenly wanted to look for Gong Qingchen's memories and rediscover them.
Again, what kind of ending will the two of them end?
Ji Yunyang didn't know, but he was eager to know.
"You used to be gentle, right......" Gong Qingchen held her chin and thought, to be honest, although she kept shouting that Ji Yunyang had changed, she also had this strange feeling in her heart. But what she really said may not be able to be said.
After all, there are too few words in this world, but there are so many emotions in my heart, and no amount of words can express a feeling.
"I'm also gentle with you now. Ji Yunyang softened his voice as much as possible.
Gong Qingchen only shook his head: "That's different!"
"It's different there. ”
"Ji Yunyang, the things in your heart are no longer the same, your eyes are telling me every moment that you are afraid of me and don't want to get close to me, you are wary of me, you don't seem to want to be with me anymore. My eyes are dark and horrible, and it's all hatred. ”
Gong Qingchen's words hit the nail on the head, but every word was heartfelt, she was not ruthless, but she was a little lost, especially whenever she looked at the current Ji Yunyang with hope, her heart would also ache.
Gong Qingchen didn't understand what step was wrong, why they didn't even quarrel, Ji Yunyang became like this after she woke up.
Ji Yunyang couldn't move when he was poked by Gong Qingchen's words, he thought that as long as his voice was lowered and his speech slowed down, he tried to pretend to be soft, he was the same as Ji Yunyang in the past, it turned out that it was his eyes that really betrayed him.
All the emotions in his heart that he didn't want to admit were in his eyes, Gong Qingchen was so smart, and he wanted to use these little cleverness to hide from her.
"I think it's probably because you did something wrong that I became like this. Ji Yunyang told the truth from the bottom of his heart for the first time, and Gong Qingchen looked at him with crooked eyebrows and laughed.
"But what did I do wrong?" Gong Qingchen took Ji Yunyang's hand, put down his previous heavy emotions, and asked shamelessly.
"I think it's probably because I'm stingy, and it's not a big deal. Ji Yunyang had a smile on his lips, and there was a sense of relief in his words.
"Then if I can't bear to be angry with you in the future, will you forgive me?" Gong Qingchen didn't know why he blurted out such words completely unconsciously.
"As long as you tell me everything in the future, I won't be angry with you. Ji Yunyang squatted down and looked at Gong Qingchen honestly with his eyes full of sparkling stars.
"Okay, I promise. Gong Qingchen's eyes didn't know when they overflowed with tears.
"All in all, her vital signs were good in the morning, and there was absolutely no danger to her life. But I suggest you take her to a psychiatrist, or get a psychiatrist to intervene. Shen Mo put down the stethoscope in his hand, and Gong Qingchen played with the onmyoji on his phone as if he hadn't noticed her words.
Gong Qingchen held his mobile phone and almost kissed his own Ibaraki and the dog and lifted it high, and after winning a few games very easily, Gong Qingchen didn't know why there was suddenly an extra game in his mobile phone.
"What do you mean. Ji Yunyang's tone was completely sharp.
Shen Mo had already guessed that Ji Yunyang's reaction would definitely be big, but she still didn't expect Ji Yunyang to be so out of control.
"I didn't mean anything special, I just thought it was the best treatment for her. Silent and not humble or arrogant, she has long been accustomed to such reactions since she was a doctor.
Ji Yunyang looked at Gong Qingchen, who had been fiddling with his mobile phone, she was so normal that it had something to do with that psychiatric need, he tried hard to keep his senses and finally burst out and said, "Do you mean she is mentally ill." ”
Shen Mo looked at Ji Yunyang's appearance that he was about to take revenge on her by the collar at any time, and took a step back professionally and said: "In fact, what I just said is the premise of a suggestion, Ji Yunyang, I am not a doctor who specializes in psychiatric disciplines, I can't draw conclusions about this kind of thing." It's just that for her current situation, this is the most correct and responsible method. ”
Ji Yunyang's face was actually a haze, he had been staring at Gong Qingchen, who was playing games and having fun, and a terrible thought came out of his heart like this. He asked in a tone that seemed to be a little difficult, "You must have dabbled in something silent, you just need to tell me that she will hurt herself in this situation?"
Shen Mo looked at Gong Qingchen's obedient appearance and replied calmly: "It's hard to say, from your description, she just has a confused memory and thinks of herself as herself five years ago, so it will be very tiring for you, you need to accompany him to play those specific roles, otherwise she may go berserk at any time." And whether there will be other new situations in the future is unpredictable, so ......"
"Then you can help her with the discharge procedures. Ji Yunyang was a little difficult when he said this.
"Are you crazy?" Shen Mo looked at him as if he didn't know him.