Chapter 013: Don't Let Her Cry Stop
The Luo family
Yun Mengxue stood in front of the door of the unclosed studio, hesitated for a long time, she didn't know whether to go in, she had just come back from Song Zhiyu, and she didn't expect to come to Luo Haoning, but when she arrived at the door, she hesitated in her heart.
"It's been so long since you stood and you haven't come in, and if someone else sees it, they'll think I'm deliberately not letting you in. ”
After Luo Haoning finished speaking, he put down his paintbrush and turned to look at Yun Mengxue with a smile.
"Uh...... Brother Haoning, I ...... The main thing is that I'm afraid of disturbing you. ”
Yun Mengxue touched her head a little embarrassed and smiled, and walked into Luo Haoning's studio.
"What's the matter? Or just come and see the paintings?"
Yun Mengxue raised her eyes slightly, Luo Haoning had already seen from her expression that Yun Mengxue must have something in her heart.
"Actually...... Actually, I have something to tell you, it's just ...... That, I don't know if I should tell you or not, I ......"
When she left Song Zhiyu's place, she told Yun Mengxue to keep this secret, especially not to Luo Haoning.
But along the way, Yun Mengxue kept muttering in her heart, if Luo Haoning didn't know about this matter, wouldn't Song Zhiyu pay in vain? After thinking about it, Yun Mengxue still decided to tell Luo Haoning.
"Okay, I'll tell Brother Hao Ning directly. ”
Yun Mengxue walked up to Luo Haoning, pulled a chair and sat opposite him, staring at Luo Haoning tightly, he couldn't help but be stunned.
"Brother Haoning, aren't you going to accept Zhiyu? Let me tell you, she has broken with the family relationship for you now! If you still refuse to accept Zhiyu, she really has nothing, and there is only this heart left to love you!"
Yun Mengxue's words surprised Luo Haoning, he didn't expect that Song Zhiyu, who had always listened to his family, would do so much for him, not to mention that Luo Haoning had clearly rejected Song Zhiyu.
"How can this stubborn girl do such a stupid thing. ”
Luo Haoning was not only shocked in his heart, but also felt a certain distress for Song Zhiyu.
I love someone deeply in my heart, but I can't get a response from the other party, even if I "fight" alone, I don't want to be known by my beloved, what kind of persistence and pride is that?
"Brother Haoning, now that the Song family is against it, don't you...... You can consider considering you and Zhiyu...... What's going on between the two of you?"
Luo Haoning frowned, and fell silent for a while.
Yun Mengxue looked down at Luo Haoning, at this time, what was he thinking in his heart? What kind of decision should he make? Will he let go and insist on accepting Song Zhiyu? Or will he still close himself in this shell and continue to reject the girl who has always been in love?
Long......
"Mengxue, you ......"
Luo Haoning hesitated and pondered for a long time before finally looking up at Yun Mengxue.
"Help me contact her if you have time, I'...... I want to meet her. ”
Luo Haoning wanted to meet Song Zhiyu, and the cloud gate was overjoyed, so he almost clapped his hands and cheered.
"Okay! I'll help Brother Hao Ning contact him right away! Then I'll go back first!"
Yun Mengxue left after speaking, Luo Haoning sat alone in the studio, his brows frowned tighter and tighter, tilted his head slightly to look at the portrait on the side, and in a trance, the woman on the painting seemed to walk down lightly.
"Meng Yao ......"
Chu Mengyao in the illusion slowly stretched out his hand to Luo Haoning, smiling as if calling him, Luo Haoning couldn't help but stretch out his right hand, and just when he was about to touch Chu Mengyao's hand, the phantom in front of him suddenly scattered the painting bubble.
"Dream ...... Meng Yao!"
Luo Haoning hurriedly got up and wanted to grab it, but his body had just left the wheelchair a little bit, and his lower limbs were weak to support him, so he almost fell off the wheelchair!
"Meng Yao...... Meng Yao ......"
With an affectionate call, Luo Haoning's face was painful, and he frowned and shook his head helplessly.
"I know it's just my fantasy, but I feel a little carried away because it feels so real, Meng Yao, I want to keep you in my heart forever, but I'm hurting another person invisibly, I ...... What should I do? I can't forget you, I can't forget you!"
Missing too much makes the heart become a cage, trapping some of the truest thoughts in the cage, for fear that the little bit of the head that emerges will affect the original mind, but struggling to breathe in such a bondage day after day.
"If you feel pain, why don't you accept that feeling?
Luo Haoning was stunned, Luo Haochen came to him inexplicably, Luo Haoning's eyes were a little straight, and then he turned around and looked out the window when he intersected with his gaze.
"If you're here to find Mengxue, then I'm sorry she just left. ”
"I saw it. ”
Luo Haochen walked in front of Luo Haoning with one hand, and he didn't care whether this person wanted to see him or not.
"Luo Haochen, you've been very strange lately, have you come to me again and again, are you idle and have nothing to do to relieve your boredom?"
Luo Haoning's words made Luo Haochen laugh, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth did not look like the disdainful sneer in the past.
"What if you just pass the loneliness? If I hadn't come to you a few times, how could I have found out Luo Haoning's true thoughts! Last time, you pretended not to care, it turns out that your mind has already changed, and you are embarrassed to say me. ”
Luo Haoning frowned, and his face completely lost his previous gentleness and elegance.
"Oh, because I'm angry, isn't it? By the way, this is the original Luo Haoning, you've been wearing that mask for a long time, it's time to take it off and rest. ”
"Luo Haochen, don't go too far!"
Luo Haoning's patience has reached the limit, he is afraid of his own changes, and he is even more afraid of showing his true intentions at this time in front of Luo Haochen, once he admits that his feelings for Song Zhiyu are escalating more and more, he is denying Chu Mengyao's position in his mind.
"Am I excessive? In your hearts, haven't I always been excessive?
Luo Haochen walked into Luo Haoning, and his men were subconsciously reversing the wheelchair, but Luo Haochen had no intention of stopping.
"When you talk about other people, the truth is really one by one, and you always say some insightful words to Yun Mengxue as if you have seen through life, but what about when you are yourself? Luo Haoning, you don't admit it so much, do you want to be more sympathetic to and pity you, or do you think it's interesting to be able to contain several women at the same time?"
"Shut up!"
Luo Haoning was angry, his wheelchair leaned against the corner of the wall all of a sudden, no matter how hard he tried with his hands, he couldn't continue to go backwards, but because the movement was too big, he knocked down the easel on the side.
"You save your energy, Luo Haoning, what I want to say is not finished, the things that want to stimulate you have not been done, these have not been completed, how can I stop here. ”
Luo Haochen clearly came to fight today, she pulled up Luo Haoning's clothes, her eyes were like weaving, and the kind appearance with a smile on her face just now completely disappeared at this time.
"If you still keep dragging Song Zhiyu's matter and don't make a decision, then you can listen to Meng Yao's voice in the other world with your heart, is he crying?, is he crying endlessly for your current persistence and situation?!"
Luo Haochen's words were angry, and his fingers kept poking at Luo Haoning's heart, and at that moment, Luo Haoning seemed to be about to stop breathing.
"Crying...... Nonstop...... Is it?"
His lips were trembling slightly, his eyes were full of pain, and it seemed that because of Luo Haochen's hints, Chu Mengyao's beautiful voice like a yellow warbler was constantly circling in his mind, which he had not heard for a long time.
"Only if you find love, I will be gratified, and only if you love, I can be more assured. ”
"Meng Yao!"
Luo Haoning closed his eyes in pain, his hands trembled, and his heart was entangled.
"Luo Haoning, there are some things you once said, accepting a heartfelt relationship does not mean that you will forget Meng Yao, but seeing you fall into such misery all day long will make her soul even more restless. ”
After Luo Haochen finished speaking, his hand gradually let go of Luo Haoning, and he pushed him hard.
It took Luo Haoning a long time to finally regain his composure, but he was calm on the surface, but his heart was still turbulent.
"Since you understand it this way, why don't you do it yourself and come to me? To put it bluntly, we are the same kind of people, and we look at each other as if we were looking in a mirror. ”
"It's really uncomfortable to have a mirror like you. ”
Luo Haochen glanced at Luo Haoning with cold eyes, and he was still somewhat worried about this person's future path.
After the anger, the two people in the studio suddenly fell into a relatively silent situation, and outside the studio at this time, Yun Mengxue turned around and leaned against the cold wall, feeling uneasy for a long time.
When she just walked out of Luo Haoning's studio, she saw Luo Haochen in the corridor, he signaled Yun Mengxue not to make a sound and leave here immediately, although Yun Mengxue agreed on the surface, but secretly turned back.
If she hadn't come back quietly to take a peek, she wouldn't have seen what Luo Haochen and Luo Haoning said, let alone seen the true emotions in his heart from Luo Haochen's tangled and complicated expression.
It was a heart with a strong love for Chu Mengyao to persuade Luo Haoning to choose a new life, not only for Chu Mengyao, but also for Luo Haoning, who was tormented by this lost love, to open his heart and seize this opportunity to be reborn.
At least, at this time, in Luo Haochen's heart, he still treats Luo Haoning as a brother of the same blood, even if he has all kinds of entanglements in his heart and doesn't want to admit it, he still has to face the responsibilities of blood and family.
"Luo Haochen still doesn't know Brother Haoning's true identity, if he understands the truth, will he really do what he said, and he won't forgive his father and aunt and Brother Haoning?"
Yun Mengxue's heart was messy, she didn't know what kind of choice to make, but she knew one thing: there is no paper in the world that can keep the fire, and the more she wants to hide deeply, the more people will dig it out and put it on the surface.
"The longer it drags on, the deeper the grudge will be, and sooner or later it will be known, then...... It's better to ...... now Just tell the truth of the matter...... How?"
At this moment, Yun Mengxue has two different "shes" dragging left and right in her heart, one is a little monster with demon wings, and the other is Angel with an angelic aura.
If she doesn't have a dispute over her inner thoughts, then does she listen to the devil or the angel? It seems that both make sense, but she must choose one or the other.
"Brother Haoning...... I...... I'm sorry, but I'm doing this for your own good, I'm ...... I'm really sorry!"
was full of tangled and diligent apologies, and in the end, Yun Mengxue still chose the demon and obeyed the most direct intention in her heart.