Gu Jingzhuo walked over. Lai Jue's head kept down, not knowing what he was thinking.

However, when Gu Jingzhuo walked over, he didn't have any reaction, but kept maintaining the action just now.

Gu Jingzhuo looked at these scenes in front of him.

This has nothing to do with me, no matter why the direction of the mind becomes inexplicable, sometimes it will not be controlled by myself.

But Gu Jingzhuo still did what he had always judged about a matter, he glanced down at Lin Xuechu, and then took off his clothes and covered Lin Xuechu's body.

It seems that you don't need to do anything else.

As Lai Jue said before, "We all have our own lives, and it's not someone who says something that can change my mentality." ”

To a large extent, Gu Jingzhuo is also like this.

Between the previous exchanges with Laijue, Gu Jingzhuo felt that some of his characteristics were actually very similar to Laijue.

The same knows what he wants, and the same from the bottom of his heart will not interfere with other people's thoughts.

The difference is that even if you have such thoughts, you will still use your instinct to do something and say something when facing some people.

Gu Jingzhuo will always carry out his thoughts to the end.

After covering Lin Xuechu with clothes, Gu Jingzhuo turned around and closed the door, at this time he didn't know Xiaoqing's state.

After Lai Jue finally stood up, Gu Jingzhuo followed his gaze and saw Xiaoqing's body.

The table was covered with Xiaoqing's blood.

Gu Jingzhuo didn't move, but put a calm gaze on Laijue's face, and finally, after Laijue picked Xiaoqing up, he spoke: "This is what you want?"

Lai Jue walked to Gu Jingzhuo's side and lifted Xiao Qing up, at this time Lai Jue's clothes were stained with Xiao Qing's blood, "I don't know, but I don't regret it." ”

After speaking, Lai Jue opened the door where Gu Jingzhuo had just closed the mountain.

A gust of wind blew on Gu Jingzhuo's face.

Gu Jingzhuo didn't stay where he was, and stopped at the table when he wanted to go back to the room.

At this time, Lin Xuechu was leaning on the table, his eyes tightly closed.

Gu Jingzhuo sat down and was beside Lin Xuechu.

This kind of behavior is largely an instinctive reaction, that is, I feel very familiar with her, and I can't help but want to get close to her.

But in Gu Jingzhuo's thinking, he had never known such a person.

The current situation is that my objective rational thinking and my body's instinctive reaction have collided greatly.

So I entered a state of hesitation.

Gu Jingzhuo was anxious to figure out his thoughts at this time, but the missing things in the middle made Gu Jingzhuo feel a deep sense of helplessness.

"What do you want to do in the future?" someone asked himself.

Gu Jingzhuo didn't know at that time, and only said: "I just want to be myself." ”

Gu Jingzhuo had forgotten about the follow-up, but it was after that that the unintentional words that woke up Gu Jingzhuo's consciousness.

"Do it yourself

self" is a difficult thing to do.

Later, when Gu Jingzhuo really became a respected person in society, Gu Jingzhuo felt that something was missing in his heart and spirit.

And this lack seems to fit in well with the present.

The missing points, Gu Jingzhuo slowly reached out and touched Lin Xuechu's face.

It seems that no matter what time it is, it is for one person.

Lin Xuechu's eyelashes moved slightly.

Gu Jingzhuo's hand immediately retracted as if it had been electrocuted.

Then put his hands behind his back.

At this time, Lin Xuechu didn't know what he dreamed of, and his brows furrowed tightly.

Gu Jingzhuo stretched out his hand again and gently touched Lin Xuechu's frowning brow.

Later, Lin Xuechu directly grabbed Gu Jingzhuo's hand.

Gu Jingzhuo subconsciously seemed to be withdrawn, but after "subconsciously", it was immersion.

"Don't go. Lin Xuechu said.

"Good. Gu Jingzhuo said.

As if infected by Gu Jingzhuo's words, Lin Xuechu finally stopped frowning, and hooked the corners of his mouth.

Gu Jingzhuo, like Lin Xuechu, leaned his head on his arm, and then slowly lay down on the table.

The ghost sent the gods, and Gu Jingzhuo hooked his hand with Lin Xuechu.

Lin Xue woke up.

looked at Gu Jingzhuo.

From the time when someone covered himself with clothes just now, Lin Xuechu had already reacted.

But at this time, Lin Xuechu, who didn't know what he should do after opening his eyes, kept maintaining the action just now.

Until Gu Jingzhuo held his hand.

It is very good to judge, Gu Jingzhuo's palm, Lin Xuechu can easily judge it at every moment.

Neither of them spoke.

Gu Jingzhuo was stunned for a moment after seeing Lin Xuechu wake up, and then withdrew his hand.

At this time, I heard Lin Xuechu ask herself, "What do you want to do?"

Gu Jingzhuo straightened up, looked around and said, "I want to leave this place." ”

The communication with Lai Jue promoted Gu Jingzhuo's thoughts to the same as him to a large extent.

- Get out of this place.

"Why don't you like it here?" asked Lai Jue.

At that time, Gu Jingzhuo said: "I don't belong here. ”

"I don't belong either, I used to think I was right here. ”

After Laijue finished speaking, he raised his wine glass and drank it all at Gu Jingzhuo.

It's just that at that time, Laijue's heart was clearly full of tears, but there was a smile in his eyes: "I know now how precious my emotional freedom is, you're okay, you don't have the desire to leave here like me, so my emotions won't be pressed like mine, I want to go out every day." ”

Gu Jingzhuo's gaze moved away from Juejue's body, and then asked, "What method did you decide to use?"

"I didn't live according to my heart's instructions, but at this time, I just wanted to follow my heart. ”

After Xiaoqing's death, Gu Jingzhuo knew the meaning of Laijue's words.

At that time, Zhu Jie put

The new dishes he made filled the table, and Lin Xuechu walked over and looked at Zhu Jie: "You are very good." ”

Zhu Jie lowered his head, his face a little unnatural.

Lin Xuechu asked Zhu Jie to sit down directly, "I'll go get chopsticks." ”

Zhu Jie nodded, and after Gu Jingzhuo also sat down, he didn't ask the two people who disappeared.

After Lin Xuechu went back, he said to Zhu Jie: "If they don't come, let's eat first." ”

Zhu Jie picked up a piece of ribs and said in a low voice: "We don't need to take care of those things." ”

"What do you mean?" Lin Xuechu's hand holding the dish was stunned in the air, looking at Zhu Jie.

Zhu Jie shook his head: "That's the way it is here, we are all smiling at others, but in fact, we are all crying at ourselves." ”

Gu Jingzhuo slowly picked up the steamed bun in front of him and tore it into small pieces.

Those white steamed buns were instantly stained into the cloudy noodle soup.

Gu Jingzhuo took a bite.

It tastes good.

Lin Xuechu finally moved his hands.

Zhu Jie's words are very easy to understand, but Lin Xuechu doesn't know why he would say such a thing.

"I've been here all the time and have seen a lot of people come and go, and they're just passers-by. ”

"So do we. Gu Jingzhuo said.

Zhu Jie raised his head and looked at Gu Jingzhuo, and finally nodded.

"Eat more. Lin Xuechu put the fish in front of his eyes in front of Zhu Jie's eyes.

Zhu Jie stared at the fish: "Why do I only love to make fish......

"Why?" Lin Xuechu asked.

Later, Zhu Jie moved the fish from his eyes to Lin Xuechu's side: "Clean." ”

Gu Jingzhuo's movements stopped.

Suddenly remembered what Laijue said before, Gu Jingzhuo didn't pay much attention to it after hearing it, but at this time, with the fish.

Zhu Jie's strange words and expression.

"She said that we should achieve each other, and I will take good care of the children. ”

All the scenes in front of me seemed to be pushed far away in an instant.

When Xiaoqing lowered her head before, the difference in her eyes was clearly not tears.

Instead, laugh.

(End of chapter)