Chapter Ninety-Seven: I Love You

Rong Jin has never been the kind of person who will compromise and seek perfection, and it is already the limit to be able to talk to Lin Anran like that just now, but instead of appreciating it, she also talked to him like this.

He was so low-voiced, what else did she want?

Rong Jin felt that the anger in his heart couldn't be suppressed, from beginning to end, Lin Anran was messing with him, wasn't it good before, why did he have to toss something out of it!

After taking a few deep breaths, Rong Jin turned back to the housekeeper and said to Lan Xiu, "You guys go out first." ”

He ordered so, of course the housekeeper wouldn't say anything, turned around and walked out of the ward, but Lan Xiu was not so easy to deal with, he and Rong Jin coexisted peacefully, and it was also based on not wanting to disturb Lin Anran's recuperation, Rong Jin would let him out, who did he think he was? Why listen to him?

Lan Xiu remained motionless in place, with no intention of moving the nest.

Rong Jin's face turned gloomy when he saw it, and in the end, Lin Anran said to Lan Xiu: "Lan Xiu, you go out first, things always have to be solved." ”

Hearing this, Lan Xiu looked at Lin Anran and said, "I'm not at ease. ”

Lin Anran said: "There's nothing to worry about, you go out first." ”

Lan Xiu saw that she insisted, so he said, "I'm just outside the door, you call me loudly if you have something." ”

Lin Anran nodded, and then watched Lan Xiu walk out.

When Rong Jin heard the conversation between the two of them, he was angry: "You get along with him very well." ”

Listen, what he said was weird, Lin Anran frowned, feeling very disappointed: "Do you only talk to me like this?"

Rong Jin was silent for a while before saying, "You shouldn't be so close to him." ”

In other words, all the fault lies with Lin Anran, because she is close to Lan Xiu, he will say such things.

"That's right, I shouldn't have been close to him, I should have stayed at home honestly and waited for you, didn't I?"

Lin Anran had just retreated because of the high fever, and he hadn't eaten anything, his spirit was very poor, and he was weak when he spoke, but Rong Jin couldn't find the corresponding words for a while.

He thought that he was about to blurt out just now, but he swallowed the words back, in Rong Jin's cognition, shouldn't Lin Anran be waiting for him at home honestly, but he knew that it was unreasonable, if it was placed in the past, he would definitely say it with confidence, but looking at Lin Anran today, he couldn't say it.

Rong Jin said with a little weakness: "I didn't think so. ”

Lin Anran smiled, did he think so, both of them knew in their hearts, she didn't want to be entangled in this issue anymore, she made a lot of determination to open her mouth to tell Rong Jin about separation, there was no turning back when she opened the bow, and she didn't want to wait so aimlessly.

She restarted the subject: "What do you want to tell me?"

Rong Jin half-squatted down beside the bed and pulled Lin Anran's hand, Lin Anran's hand shrank back when he first touched it, but he held it firmly, and then looked at her and said: "I thought about it, you asked me if I love you, I think about it seriously, I love you." ”

If he didn't love Lin Anran, he wouldn't want to lose her so much, and he wouldn't want to redeem her after she said she wanted to separate, he almost threw away his face, just wanted to redeem her.

Rong Jin asked himself, after so many years, he should have loved her, but the love may not be deep enough, and that love is not enough for him to retract and give up the good world of flowers outside.

Lin Anran wanted to hear Rong Jin say a lot before, he loved her, seven years, how many days and nights, but now when she heard Rong Jin say this, she only felt ridiculous.

"Do you love me?" Lin Anran felt that he should take advantage of the time he was in the hospital today to check his ears, and he burned out his brain and had auditory hallucinations.

Rong Jin nodded, he was sure, he must be Ailin Anran.

Lin Anran looked at his expression carefully and asked, "Do you love me as a thing, or love me as a person?"

Rong Jin didn't understand her words, but his intuition was not a good thing, and he frowned: "What do you mean?"

Lin Anran leaned on the pillow, looked straight at him, and said: "We have never been equal, you may have liked me before, but you definitely didn't love me, so my feelings are worthless, I can only watch you look for them one after another outside." ”

Then she saw what Rong Jin wanted to say, smiled, and interrupted him: "It's not that I don't believe what you said, it's been more than seven years, even if you have a dog, you will have feelings, let alone people." ”

If the dog runs away, people will still be sad, let alone someone who has been with him for seven years, and a person who once loved him with all his heart.

Rong Jin became more and more panicked in his heart, wanting to explain something, but he didn't know where to speak, so he could only look at Lin Anran and continue: "But I'm just like a pet, you are love, and it is limited." ”

Rong Jin couldn't refute this sentence at all, he did say that to Lin Anran before, and now it's too late to redeem it.

"Enron ......"

"But my heart is already cold, and my feelings have been consumed, so, Rong Jin, it's too late for you to come and tell me that you love me now. ”

Rong Jin couldn't accept this answer, how could it be too late? Didn't she love him? He loved her now, isn't it great? Why is there such a thing as being too late?

"I promise, I will ...... in the future" Rong Jin was in a mess in his heart, trying his best to guarantee something.

Lin Anran said, "Rong Jin, don't lie to me. ”

Rong Jin's words suddenly couldn't be continued, he didn't believe what he wanted to say, what did he promise? Promise that there will be no other person in the future? Promise to love her wholeheartedly in the future? Rong Jin looked at Lin Anran, and couldn't even say such a thing, he hadn't said such a promise to anyone before, but after he finished speaking, he didn't turn his head and forget about it, how many of a man's oath can be taken seriously?

There are countless true and false love words, but Rong Jin is frightened at this moment, there is constantly a voice in his heart that says, no matter what, first stabilize the person and then say, he doesn't want to lose Lin Anran, he has feelings for Lin Anran, as long as the person is around, everything is easy to say.

But another voice told him that if he didn't do it in the future, it would really be the end of everything.

Rong Jin clenched her hand, he wanted to tell her that no matter what, at this moment, he really didn't want to lose her, he really wanted to go on with her like this.

But Lin Anran said: "Rong Jin, after so many years, no matter what happened before, at least you didn't lie to me, so don't lie to me." ”

Rong Jin felt that his palms were sweaty, and he said, "I'm sincere." At least at this moment, he was sincere, he didn't want to lie to her, but he really didn't dare to guarantee that he would be able to treat Lin Anran wholeheartedly in the future, he never thought about it.

Whether it is sincere or not, Lin Anran can't be sure, but no matter what, she has already decided to separate from Rong Jin, she is now like a bird that escaped from the cage after being locked up, once she flies out and is free, she will not want to go back, even if there is good food and drink in the cage, she will not want to go back.

Lin Anran said: "Rong Jin, in fact, I may not love you as much as I imagined. ”

Rong Jin looked at her in disbelief, and Lin Anran said, "Are you ...... It was my first love, I was really grateful to you for saving me at that time, so I fell in love with you, and even loved you, but at that time I was not sensible, to say how deep the love is, it should be limited, but then something happened at home, I think, I also need an emotional sustenance, after a long time, I feel as if I love you very much. ”

Lin Anran has seen a sentence before, sometimes, you don't love someone as much as you imagined, what you love is the love you gave him, she thought, if it wasn't for something like that at home at that time, and she didn't be with Rong Jin again, maybe she was sad at the time, and after a while, she would treat that relationship with Rong Jin as a failed first love, and then start again.

But something happened at home, and she was the only one left, and the only person she could rely on was Rong Jin, at that time, her feelings for him were still there, so this entanglement was more than seven years.

Lin Anran's family was not very wealthy, but her small life was not bad, and her family loved her very much, and she had been pampered since she was a child, so when she lost all her family at once, she couldn't bear it, Rong Jin, who accompanied her during that time, even if there were a thousand and ten thousand bad, it was difficult to erase that time, Lin Anran gave him all his feelings.

But whenever something happened at that time, Lin Anran was older, or her heart was more mature at that time, she could carry it by herself, instead of following Rong Jin in a daze.

Rong Jin couldn't accept this statement: "You don't have to ...... like this" There is no need to think about saying such things in order to separate from him.

Lin Anran himself was a little confused about what he was talking about, so he concluded: "So, it's best for us to be separated, everyone is free, you can be with whatever kind of person you want, no less than me." ”

Rong Jin wanted to tell her how could there be a lot?

But when the words came to his lips, he could only ask in a bitter voice: "What about Rong Lan?

"I told you this before, I bought a house and left a room for him, if you want, he can come and live with me when he is on vacation. ”

"I don't want to!He's so old, what is it like to live with you!It's not your own!" Rong Jin said it simply this time, why can Lin Anran not want him, but leave a room for that stinky boy!

"I knew from the first day I took him that he wasn't mine, so you don't have to stress that to me. Lin Anran thought of what Rong Jin had said before, and his heart was even more uncomfortable: "Not everyone is as cold as you, Rong Lan is the child I brought up, no matter how shameless I am, it is impossible to follow him!"