"Yima, she doesn't want me anymore!" Lin Kunyan lay in his grandmother's arms and cried bitterly, at that time, he thought that grandma was his only support, grandma was omnipotent, and only grandma could get his first love back.

"It's okay! Yima's life is the best, she left you is her loss, with Yima, let's find a good girl!" Grandma touched Lin Kunyan's head and ran her wrinkled fingers along his hair.

"I don't want her, I just want her, I don't want to rely on milk, I just need her!" Grandma listened to Lin Kunyan's words, her heart was a little cold, but she didn't feel cold, because he was her life, but her eyes were full of tears, and her cloudy eyes were even more confused.

That year, my grandmother was 86 years old, and Lin Kunyan was in his third year of high school and was not admitted to university.

"Yima, I'm going to school! You don't eat leftovers anymore! Or I'll be angry, I'll come back to see you next week!" Lin Kunyan told his grandmother, his tone a little stiff. When he came back today, he was a little angry when he saw that his grandmother was eating leftovers, and he didn't give his grandmother a good face, but he was very worried. Two years ago, he moved to a new house, there were no old neighbors, and his grandmother was a little lonely living in a high-rise building, so he bought a Joy to accompany his grandmother and named it "**".

There was a deep reluctance in Grandma's eyes, and she opened her mouth, but she didn't say anything, and her cloudy eyes moistened again. "I can't do it anymore, life, I have to study hard!"

At the station downstairs, Lin Kunyan looked back in the direction of his own house on the tall building. Grandma has come to the balcony by the side of the road, grandma's legs and feet are a little not good, sitting on the chair on the balcony, ** lying on grandma's legs, grandma is combing **'s hair with her fingers, as if touching Lin Kunyan's hair. From afar, Lin Kunyan couldn't see her grandmother's face, but she seemed to feel that her grandmother was crying, and she couldn't bear to herself.

That year, my grandmother was 90 years old, and Lin Kunkun repeated a year of college and went to college, a junior year.

The following year, her grandmother was diagnosed with lung cancer, Lin Kunkun applied to live in school, and her father, who was running around all the year round, also returned home to take care of her grandmother, because her grandmother couldn't stand the smell of formalin in the hospital, she said that she died faster in the hospital, and Lin Kunkun was a little choked up when she heard this.

"Damn! I want to ride in the car you drive!" Lin Kunkun has been getting his driver's license for a few years, and his father gave him a car for his birthday this year, and it was only then that he realized that he had never carried his grandmother.

A month later, her grandmother died, and neither Lin Kunyan nor her father saw her grandmother for the last time. Today, my father was going to the airport to pick up a friend, Lin Kunkun was driving, they thought they were just going out for a while, but as soon as they arrived at the airport, there was bad news at home, grandma left, and she insisted on waiting for her life to come back, but she failed, and she still couldn't fight for the king of Hades.

Lin Kunyan's car was speeding at high speed, the speed exceeded 180 miles, the body was trembling slightly, and the sound from the engine was a little overloaded. Lin Kunyan's tears welled up in his eye sockets and were carried away by the wind the moment he burst out, even then his eyes still couldn't see the road ahead clearly, and tears blurred all his vision.

When I returned home, there were already many people at home, and my mother and Lin Kunyan's girlfriend, who is now my wife, were also on their way back. Looking at his grandmother's body lying quietly on the bed, Lin Kunyan knelt heavily at the head of the bed, but not a single tear fell. There seems to be something blocked in the chest, which is very uncomfortable and a little dizzy.

Downstairs blowing and beating mourning, the old neighbors came, Granny Li looked at the grandmother in the ice coffin and muttered: "You still left before me, Kun Yan, you will never see grandma again!"

A simple sentence seemed to break through the depression in Lin Kunyan's heart, and tears flowed uncontrollably, like a downpour. "Rely on the milk...... Lin Kunyan's cry was hoarse, and the pain of cutting his heart made him pounce on the ice coffin and want to touch his grandmother's peaceful face. "Milk ...... You wake up, my girlfriend is also back, I will get married immediately, you said that you want to hold your great-grandson, don't lie to me......" Lin Kunyan's voice was like a cuckoo crying blood, "I don't want anything, as long as you come back...... Milk ......"

Grandma lay motionless in the ice coffin, Lin Kunyan felt that his sky had fallen, and his life was no longer bright.

That year, my grandmother was 91 years old, and Lin Kunyan was in her senior year.