Chapter 104: Hurry up! Call me by name
Luo Haochen was very irritated about Xu Yeli's appearance, the last time Yun Mengxue was sick because of the rain, Xu Yeli was always by his side to take care of him, and it was also that time that he and Luo Haoning had a dispute in the garden because of Chu Mengyao's matter.
Looking at Yun Mengxue who closed her eyes tightly on the bed, Luo Haochen frowned deeply and walked over.
"You really have the ability, every time you get sick on a day like this. ”
The last time Yun Mengxue was sick, it was Chu Mengyao's death day, and this time she was sick, and it was two days before and after Chu Mengyao's birthday, was it a coincidence? or ......
With a mind full of chaotic thoughts, Luo Haochen sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Yun Mengxue's face that had slightly returned to normal skin color compared to before, he didn't understand, how could there be such a fragile woman?
"I really can't stand ......"
Before he finished talking to himself, Luo Haochen's eyes were stunned, and he suddenly remembered something.
"Me? is it...... Because of my relationship?"
remembered that Yun Mengxue was sick for the first time in the Luo family, because she was drenched in the rainstorm for a long time, it seems that it was because of that time that Yun Mengxue fell ill.
As soon as he thought of the events of that day, Luo Haochen was very annoyed.
"Fool, how can there be such a stupid woman as you? I let you get out in the rain, and you really didn't go into the house, what about now?
Knowing that Yun Mengxue couldn't hear it, Luo Haochen kept complaining beside her.
In fact, Luo Haochen knew in his heart that when he said these complaining words, he just wanted to make himself less annoyed and less self-blamed, and his heart would be better, otherwise he would have been getting along with guilt, Luo Haochen felt that he was about to be suppressed and couldn't breathe.
He is Luo Haochen, Luo Haochen who hates the Yun family and wants to seek revenge from them, how can he mess up his pace and heartbeat for Yun Mengxue, and keep blaming and worrying about himself?
"Meng Yao...... Meng Yao ......"
Calling Chu Mengyao's name over and over again in his heart, Luo Haochen wanted to use the feeling of nostalgia for Chu Mengyao to annihilate the undeserved emotions he had for Yun Mengxue.
Recalling the day of Chu Mengyao's death, Luo Haochen was angry that Luo Haoning did not go to pay tribute to her, so the two had a very unpleasant quarrel. However, Luo Haochen in anger seemed to have forgotten another thing, although Chu Mengyao left them forever that day, Luo Haoning was also sentenced to lose the right to stand and walk on that day.
And not only that, Luo Haoning's love for Chu Mengyao is clear in words, he doesn't go to the cemetery, it doesn't mean that he really forgets Chu Mengyao, but he is afraid of touching the scene, and the long-suppressed emotions in his heart will eventually be unable to suppress himself.
How bitter Luo Haoning was in his heart, Luo Haochen never stood in the other party's position to consider empathy, he was just blindly complaining and blaming Luo Haoning, and also ignored how much self-blame and pressure Luo Haoning, who lost his lover and couldn't walk, endured.
"Hmm...... Hmmm......"
Yun Mengxue's cold muttering interrupted Luo Haochen's thoughts, and he immediately stared at Yun Mengxue with a nervous expression.
"Are you awake? What's wrong?"
Because of worry, some words came out unconsciously, and at that moment, Luo Haochen completely forgot the decision he had just made in his heart - he must be restrained!
"It hurts...... It hurts......"
I don't know if Yun Mengxue really heard Luo Haochen's voice, or if she felt pain in her dream, but Luo Haochen deduced from Yun Mengxue's appearance that she was still closed her eyes, she should not be awake yet, this is just babbling.
Whether it is whispering or really hearing it, Luo Haochen is completely patient and treats Yun Mengxue like a child.
"What do you think hurts? Tell me?"
This kind of questioning, even Luo Haochen himself thought it was very ridiculous, but for the sake of Yun Mengxue being a patient, he didn't care about it so much for the time being, and he didn't care too much about it for the time being.
Yun Mengxue frowned, and the hand holding the needle moved slightly.
Luo Haochen glanced at Yun Mengxue's hand and immediately understood what was going on.
"Don't move, just hold on for a while, if you move, if you mess around, if you get a drum needle, you have to prick the needle again, it will hurt even more!"
While comforting Yun Mengxue, Luo Haochen gently rubbed his fingers on the back of her hand and wrist, perhaps because of the infusion, the position was cold, Luo Haochen couldn't help but breathe, let his fingers warm up and continue to explore.
"Yun Mengxue, let me tell you, don't think that this is complacent to you, I did this for the sake of you being a sick person now, so you'd better get better for me quickly, you know?"
Luo Haochen deliberately said such things to make his actions more reasonable.
After a while, the medicine worked, and a dense layer of fine sweat oozed from Yun Mengxue's forehead, but this time it was not cold sweat, but sweat after her physical condition gradually improved.
Seeing Yun Mengxue's reaction, the corners of Luo Haochen's mouth inadvertently hooked up a smile, and there was always a sense of accomplishment that he had seen the other party get better after taking care of people.
Luo Haochen picked up a towel and gently wiped the sweat off Yun Mengxue's forehead, his movements were so gentle that he didn't even notice the clues.
"Brother Haoning......"
Luo Haoning's name suddenly appeared, breaking the harmony at this time, Luo Haochen's hands stiffened, and his eyes were full of strange emotions.
"Brother Haoning...... Brother Hao Ning ......"
Luo Haoning's name came one after another, and Yun Mengxue didn't know how ugly Luo Haochen's face was at this time.
Yun Mengxue was still chanting Luo Haoning's name in a daze, which made Luo Haochen's uncomfortable feeling in his heart immediately come to his heart, and he almost threw out the towel he was holding in his hand.
"It seems that you and Luo Haoning don't have a good relationship, you can still read his name after being like this, Yun Mengxue, you guy......"
The towel was clenched tighter and tighter in Luo Haochen's hand, he knew that he shouldn't care too much about this kind of thing, but he still couldn't control his anger.
"Xuan...... Brother Xuan......"
As soon as he finished reading Luo Haoning, he also successfully provoked Luo Haochen's anger, Yun Mengxue's thin lips opened lightly, and then changed his name.
However, the appearance of this name, Luo Haochen can be said to be unexpected, but it should be more of a relief.
"Brother Xuan? Qi Wenxuan?"
Thinking of the man who was close to Yun Mengxue at the Shenghao Emperor's drinking party, Luo Haochen knew that Yun Mengxue was thinking of him at this time.
Originally, because Yun Mengxue muttered Luo Haoning's name, Luo Haochen was very unhappy, but when he heard her read Qi Wenxuan's name again, Luo Haochen's displeased eyes became a little expectant, and he forgot that he should also hate Qi Wenxuan.
But why do you have to hold a grudge? Why, in the end, this is a feeling that Luo Haochen has always refused to face or admit.
Seeing Yun Mengxue's thin lips moving slightly, as if he was about to say something, Luo Haochen couldn't help squatting beside the bed, like a child waiting for a deliberate ending, approaching Yun Mengxue's eyes wider, waiting for the next name to appear-Luo Haochen.
But Luo Haochen stared and waited for a long time, and he didn't hear the words "Luo Haochen" read out of Yun Mengxue's mouth.
"Yun Mengxue, what about me, what about me?"
Seeing that Yun Mengxue no longer pronounced her name, Luo Haochen seemed a little anxious, and couldn't help urging and asking.
"What about my name, why don't you call me by my name? Why?"
Luo Haochen urged while gently pushing Yun Mengxue with his hand, and finally when he realized his behavior, he got up with a frown, looked down at Yun Mengxue, and felt all kinds of bad feelings in his heart.
"Yun Mengxue, you really turned me into a fool. ”
Casually putting the towel on the bedside table, Luo Haochen turned around and just took a step, and heard the name he wanted to hear the most.
"Luo ...... Luo Haochen...... Luo Haochen......"
Luo Haochen's eyes lit up, and a smile appeared on his face and turned around suddenly.
Luo Haochen, he ...... It's a bastard......"
This sentence stomped on Luo Haochen's high head just now, as if he was suddenly splashed with a basin of faceless ice water by Yun Mengxue when he was enthusiastic about dazzling fireworks all over his body.
"Luo Haochen is a bastard? heh, I should have expected that. ”
Wasn't this kind of thing expected a long time ago? Luo Haochen laughed at himself in his heart, it was because he was too expectant and gave himself an overestimation of his image in Yun Mengxue's heart. Although Luo Haochen didn't want to admit it, he had to admit that in Yun Mengxue's heart, he was indeed inferior to Luo Haoning and Qi Wenxuan.
"It's okay, the image of a bastard is more in line with the definition you gave me, so let's keep it like this. ”
Luo Haochen glanced at Yun Mengxue unpleasantly, he didn't want to disguise his emotions, if he felt that it was quite cool after listening to it, then it was really a psychological problem.
Standing in front of the sink, listening to the sound of running water, and looking at the face in the mirror that looked a little angry and a little lost because of some kind of ** that was not satisfied, Luo Haochen really wanted to smash himself with a fist.
Why do you care so much about what Yun Mengxue said in your heart? Why do you have to get satisfaction from her words? What are you angry about? Aren't those evaluations obtained after doing excessive things?
If that's all right, what's there to be up to?
Irritated, he picked up the water and splashed it on the bright mirror, and the water droplets slipped down one by one, like scratches engraved on Luo Haochen's heart.
"The mirror is really a good thing, it can reflect so many facts that people don't want to admit, and the mirror is also a bad guy, obviously not wanting to admit it, but always showing it to others. ”
With a muttering mouth, Luo Haochen shook his head and sighed deeply, raised his hand and turned off the light with a "snap".
"Alright, it's dark...... I can't see anything, Luo Haochen is still Luo Haochen, but it's because of poor Yun Mengxue's illness, so it's ...... So ......"
The heart is inextricably linked, and the mouth denies again and again, but ignores that the footsteps of the heart are getting closer and closer.
Throughout the night, Luo Haochen took care of Yun Mengxue with all kinds of entanglements.
In the early morning, a tingling sensation made Luo Haochen frown and wake up.
Looking down at the little woman sleeping in the crook of his arm, the corners of Luo Haochen's mouth unconsciously curved into a shallow smile, although it was very shallow and clear, it was only fleeting, but the satisfaction and real smile in his eyes could not be hidden.
"If it weren't for the fear that you would touch the needle in your hand in a daze, I wouldn't have slept with you in my arms like this. ”
While making excuses for himself, Luo Haochen gently withdrew his numb arm, the uncomfortable feeling made him frown and grin, mocking himself in his heart, when had Luo Haochen ever been so ridiculous?
When his eyes touched the needle on the infusion bag that had been removed and inserted last night, Luo Haochen even more despised himself and smiled coldly, what kind of entanglement was he? He spent the whole night talking to himself and in confusion.
"You...... Why?"
A slight faint faint voice came, Luo Haochen was stunned and slowly lowered his head, Yun Mengxue didn't know when he woke up, and was staring at him with a pair of big eyes full of surprise and puzzlement.