The following is narrated in the first person of Yan Kuan:

Sister L is a colleague in the same unit as me, she belongs to the average appearance, but the personality is very likable type, and I have also talked about boyfriends, I have known her for more than two years and almost three years, and the relationship is very good, so good that many women's private affairs, she can talk about it when she comes to the aunt.

The economic conditions of the two of us are similar, and I started chasing her after I had a good impression of her, so I took advantage of the day of the plot to buy a very sincere pendant, sandwiched it in a letter with a love letter, and secretly put it on her desk.

Later, she packed up her things after work and brought them back, but there was no movement, and then I texted her once, knocking on the side, and she replied that she went shopping with her girlfriend and didn't have time to watch it yet.

In the middle of the night I texted again, hoping that she would see what I had to say to her. She didn't move, I didn't answer the phone, I was worried all night until dawn, and then she sent me a long message,

The content of her said: We actually get along quite happily, and I also like to chat with you, but I think the understanding between the two sides is not deep enough, just like you haven't fully understood me, and you haven't experienced a long-term understanding of the relationship, which is very unreliable, just a hazy good feeling, and it will end up in nothing.

She also said: I'll give you back the gift, I can't accept it, because I'm very emotionally dependent, I will devote myself wholeheartedly, and I won't even give people space, which makes people feel tired, I don't want to let go if I think so, I'm also a little stubborn, vain and selfish...... You don't know that.

Also: I don't believe in love easily, especially love that comes too quickly, and I don't want to wait until I find out that it is not suitable, wave my hand and say goodbye. For now, I still think it's good to maintain the status quo, why should I change it, I like the feeling that it comes naturally, do you think I'm too pretentious?

Finally: no matter what happens in the future, thank you for always taking care of me, I will remember these bits and pieces. Haha sounds like eternal separation, I'm really not used to saying what is in my heart, but I also want to say it to you. That's all for now, bye-bye!

She has always been very good and very organized, but of course I will not give up, and I also told her that I don't have to return the gift, otherwise I will throw it away, and she did not insist on returning it, but she has never worn it.

After the confession failed, we were a little embarrassed, both deliberately avoiding each other, I was in a state of wonder and confusion, but a few days later she started to take the initiative to talk to me again, like no one else, she invited me to dinner, said that she wanted to go to the movie.

I quickly forgot the embarrassment of failing to confess and continued to live with this lover.

Later, there was a vacation, I told her that I wanted to go out of town, and invited her, she said to think about it, and she agreed two days later.

We set off to the destination, the first day of the hotel was a separate room to sleep, but it was a holiday, the number of available rooms was very small, the next day we had two beds in one room, I kept the demeanor, did not touch her.

We had a lot of fun in the next few days, I tried to hold her hand, she resisted but in the end she acquiesced as if she couldn't get rid of it, but she didn't look very engaged.

So in the evening, in the same room, I confessed to her, kissed and hugged her.

She still resisted strongly, saying that she was all kinds of bad, saying that she was not good. I explained to her that I didn't care, and said that I wanted to be a lover with her, and I would be good to her wholeheartedly for the rest of my life. I pressed her to kiss, but she was not in a good mood, so I didn't go any further.

After this day, our relationship seemed to warm up, and we had a lot of fun, just the feeling that we didn't want to come back until late at night.

But a few days after she returned, she said it was not suitable.

Her repetition annoyed me, and of course I didn't want to, so I drove to her downstairs at one o'clock that night and waited for her to talk to me.

She didn't come down, we talked on the phone for a long time, and she was trying to persuade me, saying that she should think about it. I kept going, waiting, and finally I sat downstairs all night.

When I went to work the next day, I told her that if you didn't give me an answer, I would still persevere.

She messaged me not to go, and then I went again in the evening, still waiting. She finally couldn't hold on, came down to meet me, accompanied me to the nearby park, I forcibly took her and kissed her, she was still very resistant, especially when there were other people, she was super unnatural, and told me that there should be no such stupid things, she just wanted plain love.

So the relationship was still beaten back to the original state, we all know each other very well, there is nothing to talk about, she has always been single, there are no men around, there is an online chat, but the conditions are worse than me in all aspects, she told me, she is not very relieved.

Even we were so close that her QQ password, email password, and bank card were told to me, and she said that I was like his brother, and if there was anything that could not be done, she would immediately think of me, but she just refused to confirm the relationship with me.

We ate and watched movies together, and holding hands and kissing was still in a state where I was forced to do so, and she seemed to be completely unengaged...... In the past week, she went on a business trip to other places, so she called me and said that she was not familiar with the surroundings and didn't know what to do with fun and food, and wanted me to help find it on the Internet.

I said I could fly over to accompany her at night, and she said don't do such crazy things, just talk on the phone...... Anyway, I'm going crazy with this situation, I feel like I'm neither going in nor back, and I'm spending a lot of energy and money trying to catch up with her.

During this period, it was not that there were no girls who showed me favor, and there were even girls who were better looking than her, but I just wanted to catch up with her, I didn't want to give up, in order to achieve the goal, I felt that I was really going to go insane! I can do whatever it takes, I just want to succeed this time!

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Yan Kuan elaborated on his personal emotions while drinking.

Everyone fell into thought and silence, he drank the last sip of wine, and put it down very distressedly: "I haven't told others so happily for a long time, you will definitely think that I am too stubborn to be a spare tire, too ridiculous! I also know, but I am really in pain!"

He looked at Yang Yikun again: "Everyone is saying that Lao Yang is a master, and I really want to get help today, whether it costs money or whatever, I am willing! I really want to learn a few tricks so that I can catch up with her!"

After listening, both men and women sighed.

Li Shoucheng patted him on the shoulder: "Brother, I know and I understand! This kind of torture is really tiring and very uncomfortable!"

Tang Kewen poured him wine: "You said it, let's figure it out together." ”

Li Xiaolan also nodded, she had something to say but wasn't sure whether to say it or not, because she wasn't too familiar with it, and several men were buddies with Yan Kuan, so they should have said it first.

Yan Kuan grabbed his hair, rubbed his temples, and was annoyed: "I really, I thought about giving up, but every time she chats with me, calls me, and asks me out to play, I can't control my heart! I was still angry one second, saying that I would ignore her again, but the next second she called, I would forget it completely! What should I do?"

His eyes looked at Yang Yikun, who had not spoken.

Everyone also looked at the psychological master, expecting his help.

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