Chapter Eighty-Nine: Prison Visits
In fact, Yan Yanyu didn't know whether he should go or not, he was very entangled in his heart, and after thinking about it, he didn't go, but he thought that after all, he really loved this man in his previous life, even if he broke his bones and scattered ashes, but ...... He doesn't love me......
Yan Yanyu now remembers that she imagined the picture of us together, the picture of us getting married, the picture of us holding hands and shopping together, and even the appearance of us with gray hair together. When I hear about love, nine times out of ten I am sad.
I recall when I was a child and the past of the day, the past of childhood sweethearts, we ate gum together, played together, went to school together, experienced how many together, when I was a child, I liked to eat chewing gum very much, I could only divide one into two halves, half and half to eat, I always thought in my heart, when I grow up, I want to buy a lot of chewing gum to eat, but when I really grow up, this is the growth I dream of, but why am I not happy?
The gum was in my mouth, I chewed it, and my tears flowed uncontrollably as I chewed it, and I couldn't stop it, my eyes were astringent, and I thought that this time was not sweet at all......
Thinking of the picture of being bullied by Qiao Junkai in his previous life, he played it over and over again in his mind, tossing and turning, that painful past life, he loved him wholeheartedly, and he could even die for him, even if he made a big mistake, I can forgive, but he wants my life and wants me to die, this is the person I love deeply day and night.
My love for him is like a moth to a fire, and I don't think I can do it. was used by him and loved him stupidly, but in the end, he betrayed, his family was ruined, and he ruined himself.
Yan Xin was tortured by the person she loved the most and her best friend Yan Xin, who used to be the most trusted, they came to torture me and imprisoned me in a villa, Yan Xin was jealous of my appearance, she personally took a knife, cut my face one by one, and said, "You slut, don't you seduce men everywhere just because you have a beautiful face, I ruined your face, see how you still seduce Junkai." ”
During the time when I was tortured by him, I could bear the pain in my body, even if my flesh and blood were blurry and painful, I could not cry if I was worse than dead, but my heart was broken little by little, it hurt so much that I couldn't do it, I also hurt Bai Day, who loved me, Bai Day, who could die for me, this silly Bai Day, who was as stupid as me, knew that I had done many things to hurt him, but I was still willing to love my Day......
It made my eyes sore, and I cried until I choked...... Memories are like a merciless knife that blurs flesh and blood...... In the end, Yan Yanyu decided to go to see Qiao Junkai, it has nothing to do with love, nothing to do with time, just because of the last acquaintance. When the car arrived at the gate of the prison, Yan Yanyu walked in, and the policeman asked, "Hello, Miss, do you need any help?"
Yan Yanyu replied, "I'm here to visit the prison, by the way, his name is Qiao Junkai." Can you help me call him out?"
The policeman replied, "Okay!" The policeman turned around and went to the prison, "Qiao Shikai is looking for someone" Qiao Junkai's eyes flashed with surprise, and when he arrived at the prison visit, he saw Yan Yanyu, and obvious surprise flashed in his eyes, and the two of them each swept each other up and down, Qiao Junkai saw that Yan Yanyu was getting more and more beautiful, she was still a little baby fat, her chin was very sharp, was she not doing well? Her hair grew a lot, and she was about to reach the waist position.
Qiao Junkai's hair that Yan Yanyu saw in his eyes was originally meticulously combed before, but now he has broken hair that almost covers his eyes, as well as obvious stubble, washed white clothes and pants, and shoes with holes.
This is the same as him who used to wear a suit and leather shoes, and he who polished his leather shoes...... There is a great contrast, he is much haggard, is it because the prison life is not good, or because he regrets?
This is probably the most tacit understanding between them! Qiao Junkai sat down first, Yan Yanyu also did it, there was a glass wall between them, in fact, they were separated by dead love, human life, tears, and pain...... They picked up the tools of communication at the same time, and both of them were silent, staring at each other for a second...... 2 seconds...... Three-second ...... For Yan Yanyu, it seems as if a century has passed.
Yan Yanyu broke the silence like death first, and Yan Yanyu said, "Why are you? Why are you doing this to me?"
Qiao Junkai replied: "Yanyu, I'm sorry, I was bewitched by Yan Xin, yes, it was she Yan Xin who instructed me to hurt you, Yanyu, you know that I love you, it's all Yan Xin's fault, it's all because of her that I will treat you like this, you save me, okay?"
"Yanyu, you have to believe me, have you forgotten how many years you have loved me? Have you forgotten our past? You also said that you want to marry me, you are going to have children for me, don't you remember? You like Daocheng, we will go to Daocheng together to see the appearance of the heavy snow, let the snow dye our black hair, just like our gray hair. ”
Yan Yanyu listened to these words, their former vows, those oaths of "Daocheng" seemed to have just said yesterday, "Junkai, it was you who made me understand what love is, how to love, I want to be your wife, I want to be your virtuous helper, I will be very virtuous, I will take care of the children, I will do your laundry and cook for you, will you marry me?"
Qiao Junkai replied perfunctorily, "Well!" But love made people dizzy, making Yan Yanyu dizzy, and fell into Qiao Junkai's trap step by step.
Yan Yanyu didn't know that he was still stupidly in love with this unsympathetic man, and at that time, he was full of imagination that he would marry Qiao Junkai one day, and he was happy that his dream came true.
But love is sweet, and at the same time scarred, we don't need to take a momentary favor as a liking, and finally exaggerate it into love.
If a man really loves you, he will take the initiative to marry you, not you, Yan Yanyu recalled these memories, holding the communication tool with Qiao Junkai in his hand, tears blurred his eyes, how could I forget, this is my love......! Pain has long since turned this love, wishful love, love that breaks bones, and love that will never recover...... This makes people sad love, Yan Yanyu's love for Qiao Junkai has long disappeared. Yan Yanyu did not agree in the end.
"Why are you doing those things that are sorry for me? Why?!" Yan Yanyu roared angrily.
Qiao Junkai was silent, he really had no way to answer her for these words.