Chapter 117: This Love Is Unacceptable
Luo Haoning's studio
Song Zhiyu seemed to sit quietly on the side, watching Luo Haoning nail the oil painting frame, because of the relationship between sitting in a wheelchair, Luo Haoning's movements were somewhat restricted, so it was a little difficult to nail the frame.
Seeing that his lower body couldn't exert force, and there was no way to tighten the canvas several times, Song Zhiyu couldn't bear it, so he got up and walked over.
"Brother Haoning, let me help you. ”
"No, thank you. ”
Luo Haoning's simple and polite answer made Song Zhiyu's outstretched hand stop there in embarrassment.
“…… Oh. ”
Song Zhiyu's response was very reluctant, with an extremely low mood, which made people inevitably follow the mood suddenly plummeted.
Luo Haoning couldn't help but look up at Song Zhiyu, his eyes were full of apologies.
"I'm sorry, Zhiyu, I just ...... The attitude is not very good, I'm really sorry. ”
Song Zhiyu was surprised, Luo Haoning's apology made her feel a little at a loss.
"No...... No...... Brother Haoning, you don't have to apologize to me, I shouldn't have interfered in your affairs in the studio, and if you apologize like this, I'm really ...... I feel a little embarrassed. ”
Song Zhiyu whispered, her face became more and more red, she liked to get close to Luo Haoning, but every time she approached, she couldn't stop blushing and heartbeating, which made Song Zhiyu feel very embarrassed.
Looking at Song Zhiyu's somewhat shy expression, Luo Haoning's face changed slightly.
"Zhiyu, I mean...... Nailing the frame is actually a hard work, how can I let you get your hands dirty. ”
Luo Haoning's explanation made Song Zhiyu feel better than just now, and she slowed down and smiled.
"Brother Haoning, I'm not so weak as you look on the outside, besides, this is not a matter of moving bricks and tiles, you can still cope with it with a hand. ”
Luo Haoning smiled, Song Zhiyu was very understanding, and she really didn't have the delicate posture of a young lady.
"To be honest, every time I nail a frame, I wish someone could help me, but since you said that, why don't you ...... You're going to help me today. ”
Luo Haoning's words simply made the little bud in Song Zhiyu's heart bloom in an instant, and she immediately nodded happily in agreement.
"Brother Haoning, you are really, what kind of hard work do you have to say to me, if you lack helpers, I am happy to help every day......
Speaking of this, Song Zhiyu suddenly stopped what she was talking about, but her meaning was already very clear, even if she didn't say it, she could guess what she wanted to say later.
"Brother Haoning, I'm ...... I just want to help you, but I also know that you are a person who likes to be quiet, and especially I don't like people to disturb you in the studio, I ...... In other words, you don't have to take it to heart. ”
Song Zhiyu explained unnaturally, and she was not too embarrassed to look at Luo Haoning again, she pressed her head very low, pulled the linen cloth with her hand to press the oil painting frame, and hammered the nail with a tool hammer.
Luo Haoning looked at Song Zhiyu, who was skillful, and a certain feeling sublimated in his heart.
"Zhiyu, thank you. ”
"Huh?"
Song Zhiyu made a movement in his hands, but he didn't raise his head and continued to hammer nails.
"Didn't you just say don't be polite to me, why do you say such things again, I'm just raising my hands. ”
"You should know what I mean. ”
Luo Haoning stretched out his hand to hold the tool hammer in Song Zhiyu's hand, Song Zhiyu was stunned for a moment, and then looked up at him.
"Brother Haoning, you ......"
The look in Luo Haoning's eyes has changed a little, he seems to have something to say, and Song Zhiyu's heart will inevitably stir!
"Zhiyu, in fact, I ...... There are some things that I wanted to say to you a long time ago, but they just ...... I don't know what to say. ”
Looking at Luo Haoning's hesitant expression, Song Zhiyu also quickly thought in his heart, what did he want to say?
"What do you want to say......? No matter what it is, Brother Haoning will tell me directly. ”
Song Zhiyu pretended to smile easily, and her attitude made Luo Haoning not easy to speak, but if some things are not said clearly, if they keep delaying like this, it may be really difficult to talk about them.
"What I want to say...... You should be able to guess, Zhiyu, if you weren't familiar with doing such things, how could you be so proficient, but you're not an art major. ”
The relaxed look on Song Zhiyu's face suddenly disappeared, and then a panic and nervousness followed.
"Brother Haoning, what are you talking about...... What do you mean? I ...... I don't understand. ”
"Do you really not understand?"
Luo Haoning smiled bitterly, does this kind of thing have to be told by him himself? He, Luo Haoning, didn't want to hurt anyone's heart.
"Zhiyu, although you have never told me directly, but I can understand that Luo Haoning is not a child or a fool, how can he clearly see and feel it, and still don't know anything. ”
"Know...... What do you know? What do you know?"
Song Zhiyu's hand loosened slightly, and the tool hammer fell from her hand on the oil painting frame, and she hurriedly reached out to pick it up.
"In the past two years, I have seen everything you have to do, and I can feel it deeply in my heart, but it's a pity that I ...... I can't give you the same response to this feeling, so I don't want you to continue like this. ”
Luo Haoning's words made Song Zhiyu's hand pick up the tool hammer suddenly freeze where it was, his words have already been said to this point, if Song Zhiyu can't hear what kind of meaning is hidden in his words, he is really an idiot.
Slowly putting the tool hammer back into the box, Song Zhiyu pulled an incomprehensible smile at the corner of his mouth, the smile seemed to be still gentle and sweet, but it contained many emotions that made people feel astringent.
"Since Brother Hao Ning has said so, then I will ...... I'm not going to hide it from you anymore, you're right, I've been following you for the past two years. ”
Luo Haoning looked at Song Zhiyu with a calm face, and there were many emotions floating in his heart, but he didn't want to be seen by Song Zhiyu.
"As long as it is related to Brother Haoning, or there is an occasion for you to attend, I will definitely be there, although I may not be able to talk to you, but as long as I can see you from afar, I will be satisfied. ”
Thinking of the attention paid to Luo Haoning for a long time, Song Zhiyu was a little surprised by himself.
Before meeting Luo Haoning, Song Zhiyu, who had never had a heart for any man, never knew that she could be so persistent for a person she liked, not to mention that there was another person in the other party's heart.
This period of unrequited love has come and gone, and Song Zhiyu is burdened with unimaginable pressure in her heart, because she is not just a selfless unrequited love for a man, but also has to bear Luo Haoning's longing and love for Chu Mengyao that she can never let go.
A shallow smile flashed at the corner of his mouth, and what Song Zhiyu could do best was to hide his emotions just right.
"Brother Haoning, I have never expected to be able to get a response for this affection, because I know the weight that Chu Mengyao occupies in Brother Haoning's heart. If Brother Haoning can really let go of Chu Mengyao so quickly and start a new relationship, then you will not be the Luo Haoning in my mind that I love and like. ”
As a girl, openly and honestly saying that she likes each other in front of the person she likes, for many people, it is difficult to let go of it, so you can especially imagine how embarrassed Song Zhiyu will be at this time.
"Zhiyu, I'...... I'm sorry. ”
Luo Haoning didn't know what to say, so he could only say sorry.
"Say an apology to me again. ”
Song Zhiyu chuckled, as if she was playing a light joke with Luo Haoning, but there was no way to hide the lonely look in her eyes.
"Brother Haoning, I know in my heart that emotional matters cannot be forced, and I will not expect what the result must be, no matter how you look at me, but my heart for you will never change. You are still your current Luo Haoning, and I will continue to be Song Zhiyu like me, is it okay?"
Song Zhiyu's words fell, and there was a moment of silence in the studio.
Luo Haoning's original intention was to make Song Zhiyu give up her lovesickness, but to put it simply, only Song Zhiyu was talking about it, and in the end she turned the topic back, she still had to insist, and this situation did not change at all.
"Zhiyu, I don't want to say anything hurtful to make you feel uncomfortable, but if you don't say that, it seems that you haven't been able to see through it. ”
"What? What else do you want to say?"
Song Zhiyu's plea Luo Haoning did not answer positively, which showed that he was not happy to maintain the current situation, and Song Zhiyu also knew in her heart, she was reluctant to ask.
"What else do I want to say? I don't seem to have said anything. ”
Luo Haoning's expression was very complicated, he was very entangled, and let him say such things in person, but in fact, he was also feeling a faint pain in his heart.
"Zhiyu, you're right, there will always be only Meng Yao in my heart, and this heart will always make room for her to stay, so I don't plan to accept others to come in here, this is one of them. ”
"One?"
Song Zhiyu's feet shook slightly, she knew this "one", so she said that she didn't force it, but what about the second one? What is the other one Luo Haoning wants to say?
"Second, even if I don't have Meng Yao in my heart, I will definitely not accept you. ”
Luo Haoning's second point greatly hurt Song Zhiyu's heart.
"Why? Brother Haoning, am I so bad in your heart? What the hell am I not good enough about?"
"No, you're good, and you're exceptionally good. ”
Luo Haoning frowned, the problem he was talking about was not Song Zhiyu, but himself.
"Zhiyu, my situation is in front of me, I have relied on a wheelchair to move for two years, and I can only rely on it in my life. But you're different, you can find a good man instead of being disabled like me. ”
"I don't care! I've never thought about it!"
Song Zhiyu became very emotional, she was telling the truth, if she really cared about Luo Haoning's inability to walk, she would not have been so fond of admiring Luo Haoning all along, following the axis of his wheelchair, and feeling the pain in his heart.
"Why can't I tell you that you don't understand? You know, the impulse of the moment now will surely regret it in the future!"
Song Zhiyu's persistence made Luo Haoning's tone become a little impatient, no matter whether he had the existence of Song Zhiyu in his heart, with his physical condition at this time, he really didn't want to delay Song Zhiyu, who still had a good future and beautiful love.
"I don't regret it! I definitely won't regret it! Brother Haoning, I can really only fit you alone in my heart, since I have chosen to love you by default, I have never thought of regretting such a thing!"
Song Zhiyu is "obsessed", Luo Haoning is very entangled, in the past two years, Song Zhiyu's silent following and staying with him moved him, but even so, he can't accept it.
"Zhiyu, you should know very well that with your Song family's power and your own conditions, you will never allow this kind of thing to happen. ”
Luo Haoning's words made Song Zhiyu's eyes startle, her thin lips trembled slightly, and her heart trembled.
"I ...... I don't know ......."
Is it true that I don't know?
The corners of Luo Haoning's mouth curved into a distressing wry smile.
"You know, I just don't want to admit it. ”