Chapter 52: Departure

It is said that people can be ruthless if they are not grass and trees, Yan Ruo secretly concealed Shen Xuyan and found Mu Chen again, hoping that he could help her get out of here, but he didn't want Mu Chen to know where he was about to go.

"You've really decided?"

Mu Chen was ecstatic for a while.

No matter where Yan wants to go, it doesn't matter, he can immediately put down everything he has now to accompany her, as long as she leaves Shen Xuyan, then no matter what Yan Ruo really wants, he doesn't care.

In the future, there will be time between them, and Mu Chen has this confidence to let Yanruo be with him.

"Mu Chen, I just want to live my own life and come out of these chaos, if I can, I hope you don't show up again......"

Seeing Mu Chen's face slowly changing from joy, Yan Ruo didn't dare to continue looking at him, but he still said it.

"I'm sorry, I know this is excessive, but Mu Chen...... I think you understand that I just want to start my life all over again......"

Mu Chen just sat opposite Yanruo, looking at her with a look of embarrassment and silence.

It's not that he hasn't thought that Yan Ruo might not want to face the past, nor that he hasn't thought that Yan Ruo is going to leave these rights and wrongs.

But he really didn't know that Yan Ruo had such an idea.

Disappear completely, leaving no trace, and begin to live again, but there will be no more of him in that life.

“…… Mu Chen......"

Seeing that Mu Chen didn't answer for a long time, Yu Ruo became anxious.

She secretly came out without telling Shen Xuyan, and only said that she wanted to go shopping and buy something, but now there is not enough time at all, if Shen Xuyan finds it...... Then how can she make an appointment with Mu Chen again?

“…… All I can say is promise you, if you need my help, I will help you, but please don't remove me from your life......"

Finally, Mu Chen opened his mouth with difficulty.

"I'm not Shen Xuyan, I won't hurt your words...... Don't push me away, okay?"

Facing Mu Chen, who was praying for himself like this, Yanruo's heart also softened a little.

But if you don't completely end up with the past and disappear cleanly, there will always be a stalk in Yanruo's heart.

“…… I ......"

"You don't have to answer me now!"

Seeing that Yan Ruo was about to make a decision, Mu Chen, who was flustered and scared in her heart, suddenly interrupted her with a voice.

"You don't have to answer my words now, otherwise, you give yourself a little time, and give me a little time, I'll help you get out of here first, and after you calm down for a while, you can tell the answer, okay?"

Mu Chen smiled slightly, this was already his biggest concession, if he really wanted him to do what he said, don't appear in her life again, Mu Chen really couldn't agree to this request.

Yan Ruo also knew that it was impossible to let Mu Chen choose like this for a while, so she followed his arrangement, in short, her first thing was to leave Shen Xuyan's side first.

The kind of identity that embarrassed and embarrassed her, if she really couldn't pass her own level.

"Are you sure she saw Mu Chen?"

Walking through the head office of the cloud clothing chain store, Yun Man sat in the office, still holding the design drawing he was looking at before, and asked the person in front of him with a smile on his face at the moment.

"I'm sure she's gone, miss, what are we going to do next?"

The other party asked Yun Man respectfully, but Yun Man had a thick smile in his eyes and face.

"Don't use it for the time being, continue to stare at her to make sure she won't be stopped by Shen Xuyan. ”

Waiting for the man to leave, Yun Man leaned himself back on the leather chair.

Spinning around and looking out the window, the scenery was overlooked.

It's been a great winter, and the scenery of the snow is so pleasing to the eye.

Words ...... Just disappear and never again!

In the villa, Yan Ruo looked at the text message in his hand, silently wrote it down and deleted it, and even deliberately restored the phone settings.

"What's wrong?"

Shen Xuyan, who woke up in the middle of the night, found that Yan Ruo was not by his side, so he got up and went downstairs, and sure enough, he found Yan Ruo in the flower room.

"Ah...... No, I woke up suddenly, and I couldn't sleep, so I had to go around the flower room. ”

Yan Ruo, who was frightened by Shen Xuyan's sudden appearance, wanted to hide the mobile phone in his hand in a little panic, but he did not escape Shen Xuyan's eyes.

"This ...... I just accidentally fell to the ground, and I couldn't open the page, so I restored the settings, thinking that it would probably be fine......"

Seeing that Yan Ruoqiang pretended to be natural, Shen Xuyan took the phone and put it in his pocket.

"It's okay, I'll buy you a new phone tomorrow, it's too late now, let's go back to sleep first." ”

Seeing that Shen Xuyan didn't say anything, he planned to take Yanruo back to the room.

Then Yan Ruo didn't want to go back so soon, so he stuck himself on Shen Xuyan's back and hugged him.

"What's wrong?"

Feeling that something was wrong with Yan Ruo, although Shen Xuyan wanted to ask clearly, what happened just now made him know that Yan Ruo would not tell him, so he chose to act as if he didn't know.

"I'd like to stay a little longer...... It'll be fine in a while...... You...... Can you stay with me?"

Thinking that it was just one night today, after this night, there would never be a man named Shen Xuyan in his life, and he couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, so he hugged Shen Xuyan so sullenly.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little uneasy, and Shen Xuyan turned around and sighed.

Holding Yan Ruo tightly in his arms, he looked up at the snowflakes that were gradually falling, falling on the transparent flower room, as if they would bury both of them at any time.

"You see. ”

Immediately, Yan Ruo raised his head and looked at the snowflakes that were slowly accumulating overhead.

“…… It's so beautiful......"

Snowflakes glowing blue because of the light fell from the black sky, looking through the transparent material, as if countless stars were moving slowly in front of their eyes at the moment.

Yan Ruo couldn't help but wanted to reach out to pick it up, but suddenly remembered that he was in the flower room, and it was impossible to touch those snowflakes.

What's more, in this warm room, you can't feel the coldness of the snowflakes at all.

"Words are ...... I built the flower room for you, and the plants in it, no matter how fragile they are, have their own places where they can grow with peace of mind......"

Shen Xuyan whispered in Yan Ruo's ear, and there was a meaning in those words, which made Yan Ruo's heart involuntarily moved.

Yes, Huafang is a small world given to her by Shen Xuyan, in it, she can be herself and live her own life, no one will disturb her, and no one will disturb her.

But......

Looking at the snowflakes that couldn't fall in outside the flower room, Yan couldn't help but smile bitterly.

But after all, this flower house is just a cage, and the outside can't get in, but the people inside can't get out, and they are in this small courtyard all day long.

This sad fact made Yan Ruo couldn't help but shed tears.

"Words ...... the word"

Looking at the tearful Yanruo, Shen Xuyan's heart was stabbed.

He didn't want to see Yan Ruo's expression, but now Yan Ruo was fragile and shattered with a single blow.

"I'm fine...... Let's go back......"

Immediately, Yan Ruo wiped away his tears, raised his smiling face again, put on a heavy coat, and took Shen Xuyan's hand and left the flower room.

The two who returned to the room hugged each other again and lay on the bed, but neither of them felt sleepy.

"Preamble...... Do you think there really are gods in this world?"

Suddenly, Yan Ruo lay in Shen Xuyan's arms and asked softly.

"Do you believe it?"

And Shen Xuyan only asked Yan Ruo lightly.

But he didn't want to get up from his arms, turned over and lay beside him, and looked at Shen Xuyan very seriously.

"I believe it. ”

's expression was too serious, which made Shen Xuyan lose his mind for a moment.

However, then, Shen Xuyan pressed Yan Ruo back to the bed and kissed her on the lips.

"I don't believe ......"

If there really is a god, as early as three years ago, when he prayed to the gods to let Yan Ruo return to him, why didn't he have it? If there really was a god, then every time he woke up from a nightmare, thinking that Yan Ruo still existed around him, why didn't he have it?

From beginning to end, only the cold night made him constantly miss Yanruo.

And now, he only believes in himself, because only he can really let Yan Ruo stay by his side, as long as he is strong enough, strong enough to ignore anyone, he can let Yan Ruo be with him openly.

However, Shen Xuyan didn't say any of these words, and he didn't give Yan Ruo another chance to ask him why he didn't believe it.

In the snowy winter, it was cold and bleak outside the window, and the two people hugging each other in the house felt each other's warmth, but they couldn't feel the cold bone-chilling temperature.

Waiting for Shen Xuyan to get in the car and go to the company, Yan Ruo neatly put away his own things in the room and put them in the depths of the cabinet, wore a heavy down jacket and simply brought a bag, and after loading some personal belongings, he smiled and told Zhang's mother that he wanted to go shopping, and by the way, he asked Shen Xuyan to have lunch at noon.

Everything looks like a new day, and nothing has changed.

When Yan Ruo got into the car, he looked back at the villa that was slowly getting farther away, the small flower house was hidden by trees, and it was impossible to see its appearance at all, while on the balcony of the bedroom on the second floor, the curtains in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows stayed there quietly, and there was no wind to disturb it.

Tears just fell unconsciously.

When Shen Xuyan returned to the villa, he saw that the room was neatly arranged with his things, and when he heard what Zhang's mother said when she went out, Shen Xuyan suddenly went crazy and swept all the things on the table to the ground.

For a whole night, Shen Xuyan sat on the sofa in the living room, watching the clock pass little by little, until dawn, but Yan Ruo never appeared.